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Sheridan's Old Diary Luis's letter to Sheridan: from NBC.com My love, I hope this letter reaches you. I know it would be a miracle if it does, but you made me believe in miracles. That despite all odds and countless obstacles, people can find their soul mates. And you are mine, beloved. In my wildest dreams, my secret longings, I never thought I could have the kind of loves poets write about...in the joy I felt at just the sight of you...The ecstasy I knew in simply touching you...The rapture we shared together as one...Now all I have is the blessing and curse of memory--pleasure and pain joined in all my thoughts of you. I would do anything, give anything to have you back, but you're gone my love, lost to me forever--and I am lost without you. Know that I will always love you with all my heart and soul. I wait for the day, the hour, the minute when we can be together again...forever. The History: When Sheridan Crane came back to Harmony, the last thing she expected to find was love. She has been living in Paris for several years, and after being used by several men, she most certainly didn't expect to fall in love with a man from the wrong side of the tracks. Sheridan and Luis Lopez-Fitzgerald first met when she crashed into his police car. Ever since then, they had hated each other with a passion...until slowly, that hate turned into just that...passion! However, Julian, Rebecca, and Alistair manipulated their relationship from hell and back! Sheridan was even buried alive! The two had a double wedding with Ethan and Theresa—but when Ivy crashed through the window of the church with her car, the wedding was cancelled. The two decided to go on their honeymoon even though they weren't officially married. Then in a boat explosion, the two lovers were parted. A very much alive Luis was grief-stricken to hear that a woman's body was found at sea...that matched Sheridan's dental records. Little did he know, that Sheridan really was alive...plucked from the sea by a charming fisherman, Brian O'Leary! When she woke up, she couldn't remember whom she was, or where she was from! After befriending "Brian," "Liz," and "Doc," she made a new life at "St. Lisa's Island." The two went to Harmony for Christmas (Sheridan thought it seemed familiar), but they didn't meet up with the Lopez-Fitzgeralds. Sheridan (now known as "Diana"), eventually got engaged to Brian (Back in Harmony, Luis got engaged to Beth)! Unfortunately, it turns out that "Brian" is Luis's long lost brother...Antonio Lopez-Fitzgerald! Upon his return to Harmony, Sheridan finally saw Luis and remembered her life before the explosion...with the exception of her life as "Diana." After she recovered her entire memory, she realized the mess that she was in! After much thinking, she finally chose the brother she was most in love with—Luis. However, with the news that Antonio is dying, who knows what can happen!   Sheridan's Diary Entry: October 2002: I don't know how I am going to live! Luis is my life. My love. My soul mate! I can't believe I just lost the man I love! The only man that I will ever love. September 2002: I don't know what I am going to do! I am being forced to choose between one brother's happiness, and another's life! And both of them are just so wonderful...I owe my life to them both! Not only that, but they are both the rocks of my soul. Of course, they are both a little bit selfish, and they both have terrible tempers, but I still love them with all of my heart. The only problem is: Who should I be with? And if I am with Antonio, for how long? Am I setting myself up for disappointment? Later... That vision I just had was very strange. Could it be true? Would Luis be happier with Beth, if I had never met him? Would Antonio be my true love? Gwen tells me that it's probably nothing...but now, I'm not so sure. In fact, I'm not so sure about anything anymore! August 2002: I can't believe how unfair Luis is being. How could he? How could he be so furious that I was engaged to someone else, when the whole time, he was as well? He was engaged to Beth! This section is still not completely finished. Please come back in a couple of months!