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oh kay.. well.. im so like tired n sick feeling ish.. ive been feelin sick ish for a while now.. iono.. hMm today was pretty good.. hah.. yah.. things have been aright.. been realizing how time goes by so fast.. like really.. childhood goes away.. and even if you think something is like taking forever it will eventually end.. even things are so depressing no matter how much they seem happy. the happiness in front of you is like pretty much fake and until you realize that unless everything is happy no one will ever be happy. and no one will ever realize that.
i miss being a child. even tho i may be considered a child but who am i to say if i am or not? i may act like a child at times. and when do you know when childhood is exactly over? like wth. well i miss being little.. and very young. when nothing really mattered except your toys or your mommy.. hehe.. man.. i just realized that i take like a lot of things fer grantd and regret a buncha things.. but its what has brought me to where i am. i realize that EVERYONE i mean everyone is selfish..