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As I Lie Here Dreaming      @d££L j@v£d

As I lie here dreaming, a tear falls from my eye, 'cuz
I know you're gone forever, your feelings for me have died.
As I lie here dreaming, a smile comes to my face,
'cuz I remember the fun we had, and I still feel your warm embrace.
As I lie here dreaming, I don't want to say, "goodbye," 'cuz I'm afraid that once I lose you,
I won't be able to go on with life.
As I lie here dreaming, my heart is empty and sad. Right now,
I'd do anything to bring back what we once had. As I lie here dreaming,
I remember what you said: "You'll always be my bestest friend," but now,
I'm a distant memory, no longer existing in your head. As I lie here dreaming,
your poem runs through my mind: "You have a forever friend for life,
and forever has no end." Yet, I guess you don't remember, 'cuz you left this 'forever friend' behind.
As I lie here dreaming, we're very far apart. I just hope you know that no matter what...
I'll always love you with all of my heart.

Friendship     @d££L j@v£d

When I am down and I don't think I can get up,
you are always there to help pick me up.
When I am sad and don't think I belong anywhere,
you are always there to cheer me up And tell me,
the reasons I do belong with you and everybody else in this world.
That is why I shall always trust you. You always try to be by my side,
helping me survive the hard times I go through in life. You are always there with
me enjoying all the happy times we have together; talking, playing games,
hanging out and just being there, when we both needed each other most.

The friendship we have right now... The friendship you gave me and I got from you...
You must know and remember one important thing...
I will always give that friendship back to you,
And I will always remember the friendship we have,
and cherish it with my life Because, without this friendship
I have from you I could never have survived the things I've gone through in life.
I promise you this...
I shall always be by your side, helping you, like you've helped me.
And I will never try to destroy what we have now. Because if I do...
then it means that everything I've felt for you was fake and unreal to me.
And I could never bear to witness such sadness in my heart once more for it will destroy me forever again.

Do You Know How It Feels     @d££L J@v£d

Do you know how it feels to be dead while alive;
To fall asleep each night to the sound of your cries;
To have your life change in the blink of an eye;
To discover your reality was nothing but lies?
Do you know it feels to want someone to blame;
To find yourself alone when you're in the greatest of pain;
To shed a river of tears at the mention of a name;
To realize from this date forward things will never be the same?
Do you know how it feels to learn your best wasn't enough;
For someone you love to violate your ultimate trust;
To find out all those words were just cold-hearted bluffs;
To accept that the future holds no more promise for us?
Do you know how it feels to make a fresh start;
To keep a smile on your face after your world fell apart;
For you as a whole to be shattered in parts?
Because I have to wonder...
Do you know how it feels to have a heart?