Happier times
Mike, The days go by so quickly. The days turned into months, the months into years. It’s so hard to think that you have been gone for so very long. You didn’t get to see me turn 21. You never saw the year 2000. I wish so much that you could be here. I want to pretend like nothing happened and go back to what was. Our live together was like a dream. Life without you is a nightmare. No one will ever teach me as much as you did. You’ll never come home again. I’ll never get that feeling in my stomach when you touch me. Maybe one day I’ll even forget how it felt to have your arms around me. I wish to god I could do something to change it. I wish I would have had the chance to go with you......or to talk you out of it. I wish I would have been a good enough reason for you to stay. I long for ten more minutes with you... time to tell you I love you again, time to cling to you, to smell you again, to feel your touch. The one thing I want I can’t have. So instead as I go through life I bring you with me. You are in my heart, you consume my mind and my soul. When ever I get something we dreamed of you have it too. Although the sun doesn’t shine as bright anymore, nor do the stars shoot for me you are living forever with me. I will never forget that you made me who I am today. Nothing will change the fact that the world is a better place today because of you. I am forever you wife, you will always be my best friend, and I will always be half a person because you live no more. When I die I want to be placed with you here on earth as well as in heaven. I want our plaque to read that even death could not stop our love.... I love you my ogre.... Jen
Bailey and his daddy
Tear Drops "When will these tear drops fade..." You've only been gone a short time but in my eyes, ears and heart it feels like forever It seems with every passing day, life gets a little easier but all it takes is one quick reminder of you and it all comes crashing down How will i ever get to those sleepness nights when all i due is reach over to hold you and your not there How do you expect me to go on living when everything i am, is because of you I cherish the moments we shared and long for the day we will be together forever again Everynight as i cry myself to sleep I am thinking will this pain ever go away asking myself.... "will these tear drops ever fade away"
Mike was my hero. We had many long term plans and goals... What happened that day will never be known. Mike drove home from Camp Pendleton and shot himself in the head at 2:50 in the afternoon I arrived at 2:55 and found him. He had fallen out of a hump at work and was not treated for dehydration. Although the Corps let him down the final choice was his. The people who failed him will have to live with it on their conscience forever. He escaped the pain. At the top of the flag pole there is a bullet and a match. If you are the last marine left you should take the match and burn the flag so the enemy will not have it. Then take the bullet and kill yourself. He chose death before dishonor ooooh rah.
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