Lost Dreamz's Castle
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Lost Dreamz's Castle


Welcome

~~The Darkness~~
The darkness that u give thy

has no power over thy heart

and now that it is gone u fill all thy

.

The darkness that thy now

holds and feels is all

that thy has left in

thy heart and soul

.

The darkness that now fills

thy has no weakness or fear

and is now all that is left

.

The darkness that has

no light has nor day or bright

in thy present or future of thy life

.

The darkness that has

no pain or joy wich

has no life or death of thy
~~END~~11/15/98

~~~The Pain~~~
The pain I have now seems to

never end but the hope will never die

.

The pain that I thought was to never

be again seems to become the joy that never comes

.

The pain that I thought that wouldn't matter as long as

I had u in my heart and now that ur gone it it is all I hear

.

The pain that I feel seems to echo

In my soul and destroy my heart

.

The pain that is now true has no hope

that it will ever die
~~~END~~~11/15/98

~~~My Love~~~
The love I have 4 u

Is the life I now see

the joy and happiness

that I feel from our hearts

.

The love I have 4 u

Is something I shall not lose

the happiness that will never end

that makes my heart know u r the 1

.

The love I have 4 u

is what was once dark

the pain of love has no meaning

that I have u and and want no other

.

The love I have 4 u

is the light in my soul

the love in my heart

that will nevre die 4 u

.

The love I have 4 u

is is all that matters in my heart

the search 4 love is no more

that I know because I have u in my dreams
~~~END~~~~12/20/98

~~~~Friends~~~~
I thought friends were real

People who stayed by ur side

People who helped u through hard times

.

I thought friends were real

People who wouldn't lie

People who u could trust

.

I thought friends were real

People who said things they ment

People who wouldn't desert u when things got bad

.

I thought friends were real

People who undersand who u r

People who know when ur in pain

.

I thought friends were real

People who listen to ur hopes

People who help with ur fears

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I thought friends were real

People who didn't turn against u when u need them

People who r always with u at all times

.

I thought friends were real

People who made u think they were ur friend

People who would never die in ur mind

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I thought friends were real

People who r in ur eyes as friends

People who u would not let die in ur heart
~~~~END~~~~1/6/99

~~~~Dreams~~~~
The dreams of u will never fade

I know that it will be true

They say my dreams r always out of reach

.

The dreams of u will never fade

I know the love will never die

They say the love will never stay

.

The dreams of u will never fade

I know my love 4 u is true

They say the love is never real

.

The dreams of u will never fade

I know u will always be in my heart

They say if u r not there the love is not in ur reach

.

The dreams of u will never fade

I know the light in my eyes 4 u will never go

They say the light is just a dream

.

The dreams of u will never fade

I know the love I have found in u is right

They say the love should be close and not just a dream

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The dreams of u will never fade

I know that I will be close to u someday

They say then the love will show true
~~~~END~~~~1/6/99

~~~Soul~~~
I feel u close even if I can not see

I know r hopes and dreams come true some day

I know my love 4 u will never go

I know u will never die in my eyes

.

I feel u close even if I can not see

I know that I will see some day

I know the love is true 4 u

I know the love is there because it reaches my soul

.

I feel u close even if I can not see

I know that my love will only grow stronger 4 u

I know the love is there because I have no hate

I know the love I have 4 u is distant 4 now

I know that it will come to reach some day

.

I feel u close even if I can not see

I know not ur touch but know ur love

I know the touch will be close soon

I know the love will bring us together

I know that the love in my heart 4 u will never die

.

I feel u close even if I can not see

I know the heart grows stronger with love

I know the love is covering the dark

I know the light is all I see in ur words

I know the love my eyes only sees u as my love
~~~END~~~1/19/99

~~~Tears~~~
Tears r feelings of r hearts and souls

Tears of love that u wish for all to see

Tears of hate that u wish none to see

.

Tears r feelings of r hearts and souls

Tears of joy that u don't want to hide

Tears of pain that u want to hide

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Tears r feelings of r hearts and souls

Tears of light that u want in the future

Tears of darkness that u want in the past
~~~END~~~6/24/99

~~~The Wind~~~
The wind is a part of us all

It is in r hearts and souls

The wind carrys r souls

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The wind is a part of us all

It is of r minds and body

the soul embraces the mind and body

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The wind is a part of us all

It is of r mother and father

The mind holds r thoughts

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The wind is a part of us all

It is in the earth and sky

The thoughts create r dreams
~~~END~~~8/22/99

~~~~Eyes~~~~
Eyes r the windows to the soul

They see thing to come and never to return

Eyes can never lie or truely die

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Eyes r the windows to the soul

They see sights of dreamz my come

Eyes can see the truth in all the lies

.

Eyes r the windows to the soul

They see

~~~~END~~~~8/27/99

~~~Pheniox~~~
The pheniox is a part of me

Their fire wings fly through my soul

Their power is seen in my eyes

.

The pheniox is a part of me

They r gaurdains of my soul

They show their knowlage in my dreams

.

The pheniox is a part of me

The vision of them rest in the flames

The image of them r in my visions

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The pheniox is a part of me

The path of fire is mine to take

The knolage of the voices pass through me

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The pheniox is a part of me

The path of peace is mine to find

The sword I posses is my key
~~~END~~~10/4/99

~~~Fear~~~
Fear comes from within the mind

For some it is a curse

Some also see it as a gift

.

Fear comes from within the mind

For some it is the end

Some also see it as a just an alusion

.

Fear comes from within the mind

For some it is a weakness

Some also see it as wisdom

.

Fear comes from within the mind

For some it is a mental

Some also see it as an awakening

.

Fear comes from within the mind

For some it is seen as evil

Some also see it as a way of life
~~~END~~~11/12/99

~~~Lost Again~~~
I feel nothing but sadness again and nothingness

I feel the grip of reality slipping from my grasp once again

I can only see bits and peaces of light and happiness

I feel my world dark world reforming around me once again

.

I feel pain so I open my mind again and make it all go away once more

I have no sight its going dark again

I see only glimpses of hope to return

I see no violence or pain it is but an illusion to me once again

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I feel that I my stay here 4 a while and only peek out when I feel things bend the walls

I know thoughts of hatred of fear because I can't be harmed in here

I thought I had some 1 that would never leave and no longer protect me from the harshness of the real

I know not what is to happen to the realm I construct

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I didn't think I would return to the black hole

I just hope that I don't completely lose all my windows or doors from reality

Even if I have to stay here I will try to stay aware of the possibility of having some help or to let others in for awhile

I still will keep a peace of the love and light in a safe place not to be harmed
~~~END~~~10/22/01

~~~~Fire~~~~
Fire is in evryone and thing

It is in the heart and soul

It flows in the blood and spirit

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Fire is in evryone and thing

It is in the earth and air

It flows under the crust an sky

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Fire is in evryone and thing

It is in me and angels

It flows through the eyes and wings

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Fire is in evryone and thing

It is in the power and defence

It flows through the sword and sheild
~~~~END~~~~10/25/01