Lost Dreamz's Castle
~~The Darkness~~
The darkness that u give thy
has no power over thy heart
and now that it is gone u fill all thy
.
The darkness that thy now
holds and feels is all
that thy has left in
thy heart and soul
.
The darkness that now fills
thy has no weakness or fear
and is now all that is left
.
The darkness that has
no light has nor day or bright
in thy present or future of thy life
.
The darkness that has
no pain or joy wich
has no life or death of thy
~~END~~11/15/98
~~~The Pain~~~
The pain I have now seems to
never end but the hope will never die
.
The pain that I thought was to never
be again seems to become the joy that never comes
.
The pain that I thought that wouldn't matter as long as
I had u in my heart and now that ur gone it it is all I hear
.
The pain that I feel seems to echo
In my soul and destroy my heart
.
The pain that is now true has no hope
that it will ever die
~~~END~~~11/15/98
~~~My Love~~~
The love I have 4 u
Is the life I now see
the joy and happiness
that I feel from our hearts
.
The love I have 4 u
Is something I shall not lose
the happiness that will never end
that makes my heart know u r the 1
.
The love I have 4 u
is what was once dark
the pain of love has no meaning
that I have u and and want no other
.
The love I have 4 u
is the light in my soul
the love in my heart
that will nevre die 4 u
.
The love I have 4 u
is is all that matters in my heart
the search 4 love is no more
that I know because I have u in my dreams
~~~END~~~~12/20/98
~~~~Friends~~~~
I thought friends were real
People who stayed by ur side
People who helped u through hard times
.
I thought friends were real
People who wouldn't lie
People who u could trust
.
I thought friends were real
People who said things they ment
People who wouldn't desert u when things got bad
.
I thought friends were real
People who undersand who u r
People who know when ur in pain
.
I thought friends were real
People who listen to ur hopes
People who help with ur fears
.
I thought friends were real
People who didn't turn against u when u need them
People who r always with u at all times
.
I thought friends were real
People who made u think they were ur friend
People who would never die in ur mind
.
I thought friends were real
People who r in ur eyes as friends
People who u would not let die in ur heart
~~~~END~~~~1/6/99
The dreams of u will never fade
I know that it will be true
They say my dreams r always out of reach
.
The dreams of u will never fade
I know the love will never die
They say the love will never stay
.
The dreams of u will never fade
I know my love 4 u is true
They say the love is never real
.
The dreams of u will never fade
I know u will always be in my heart
They say if u r not there the love is not in ur reach
.
The dreams of u will never fade
I know the light in my eyes 4 u will never go
They say the light is just a dream
.
The dreams of u will never fade
I know the love I have found in u is right
They say the love should be close and not just a dream
.
The dreams of u will never fade
I know that I will be close to u someday
They say then the love will show true
~~~~END~~~~1/6/99
~~~Soul~~~
I feel u close even if I can not see
I know r hopes and dreams come true some day
I know my love 4 u will never go
I know u will never die in my eyes
.
I feel u close even if I can not see
I know that I will see some day
I know the love is true 4 u
I know the love is there because it reaches my soul
.
I feel u close even if I can not see
I know that my love will only grow stronger 4 u
I know the love is there because I have no hate
I know the love I have 4 u is distant 4 now
I know that it will come to reach some day
.
I feel u close even if I can not see
I know not ur touch but know ur love
I know the touch will be close soon
I know the love will bring us together
I know that the love in my heart 4 u will never die
.
I feel u close even if I can not see
I know the heart grows stronger with love
I know the love is covering the dark
I know the light is all I see in ur words
I know the love my eyes only sees u as my love
~~~END~~~1/19/99
~~~Tears~~~
Tears r feelings of r hearts and souls
Tears of love that u wish for all to see
Tears of hate that u wish none to see
.
Tears r feelings of r hearts and souls
Tears of joy that u don't want to hide
Tears of pain that u want to hide
.
Tears r feelings of r hearts and souls
Tears of light that u want in the future
Tears of darkness that u want in the past
~~~END~~~6/24/99
~~~The Wind~~~
The wind is a part of us all
It is in r hearts and souls
The wind carrys r souls
.
The wind is a part of us all
It is of r minds and body
the soul embraces the mind and body
.
The wind is a part of us all
It is of r mother and father
The mind holds r thoughts
.
The wind is a part of us all
It is in the earth and sky
The thoughts create r dreams
~~~END~~~8/22/99
~~~~Eyes~~~~
Eyes r the windows to the soul
They see thing to come and never to return
Eyes can never lie or truely die
.
Eyes r the windows to the soul
They see sights of dreamz my come
Eyes can see the truth in all the lies
.
Eyes r the windows to the soul
They see
~~~~END~~~~8/27/99
~~~Pheniox~~~
The pheniox is a part of me
Their fire wings fly through my soul
Their power is seen in my eyes
.
The pheniox is a part of me
They r gaurdains of my soul
They show their knowlage in my dreams
.
The pheniox is a part of me
The vision of them rest in the flames
The image of them r in my visions
.
The pheniox is a part of me
The path of fire is mine to take
The knolage of the voices pass through me
.
The pheniox is a part of me
The path of peace is mine to find
The sword I posses is my key
~~~END~~~10/4/99
~~~Fear~~~
Fear comes from within the mind
For some it is a curse
Some also see it as a gift
.
Fear comes from within the mind
For some it is the end
Some also see it as a just an alusion
.
Fear comes from within the mind
For some it is a weakness
Some also see it as wisdom
.
Fear comes from within the mind
For some it is a mental
Some also see it as an awakening
.
Fear comes from within the mind
For some it is seen as evil
Some also see it as a way of life
~~~END~~~11/12/99
~~~Lost Again~~~
I feel nothing but sadness again and nothingness
I feel the grip of reality slipping from my grasp once again
I can only see bits and peaces of light and happiness
I feel my world dark world reforming around me once again
.
I feel pain so I open my mind again and make it all go away once more
I have no sight its going dark again
I see only glimpses of hope to return
I see no violence or pain it is but an illusion to me once again
.
I feel that I my stay here 4 a while and only peek out when I feel things bend the walls
I know thoughts of hatred of fear because I can't be harmed in here
I thought I had some 1 that would never leave and no longer protect me from the harshness of the real
I know not what is to happen to the realm I construct
.
I didn't think I would return to the black hole
I just hope that I don't completely lose all my windows or doors from reality
Even if I have to stay here I will try to stay aware of the possibility of having some help or to let others in for awhile
I still will keep a peace of the love and light in a safe place not to be harmed
~~~END~~~10/22/01
~~~~Fire~~~~
Fire is in evryone and thing
It is in the heart and soul
It flows in the blood and spirit
.
Fire is in evryone and thing
It is in the earth and air
It flows under the crust an sky
.
Fire is in evryone and thing
It is in me and angels
It flows through the eyes and wings
.
Fire is in evryone and thing
It is in the power and defence
It flows through the sword and sheild
~~~~END~~~~10/25/01