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Today is a new day. With new days comes new beauty. Your beauty grows as one grows through the fragile thread of life. Every day, every hour, every minute, every second, I see your beauty grow. Every night I feel like a small child on the night before Christmas, cursing at time for going so slow, for I am chewing time to see you again. Every moment of my life is lived to see you once more. The anticipation of seeing you again is what keeps me alive. Without you, life would cease. This is why I now tell you of my love for you, for when the summer comes and you walk out of my life, I will no longer exist. That is why I tell you now. It is the last chance I will ever have to tell you before I am no more. I must tell you the truth. Before I wrote you, I spent weeks upon weeks wondering if I should tell you of my feelings for you. I assumed that the feelings would not be felt in return, so I thought by you knowing of my feelings for you, you might become unhappy. Being the cause of your pain is something I could not bear. I also knew, however, that I had to tell you how I felt. I had to. I was about to explode hiding it. I just couldn’t hide it any longer. And I, being an arrogant ass, might have been the cause for your unhappiness now, for my name is most likely not the one you wanted to see at the bottom of the letter. I might have pushed you into an uncomfortable situation, and for that I am truly sorry. I am sorry if I am not the one that you wanted the letter to be from. I am sorry if I built you up on a false hope, for it was not my intention. I should have, would have, held my feelings from you, but I couldn’t. I felt you had a right to know, even though, now, you might not want to have known. I am truly sorry if I have caused you unhappiness. I will disappear and banish myself to the fiery pits of hell if I have. If you want me to disappear, I will. All I care for is your happiness. I would go to the end of the earth for you. I would defy the physics implied on this universe, go against everything I have ever known, all for you. Please accept my apology, for it is truly from the heart, not the mind. I will always love you. Long after time itself ceases to be, I will still love you.