I want nuclear winter
I want the world frozen in perpetual slumber
So if I sleep I wont miss anything
So if I sleep I will not be murdered before I wake
My soul is my own- for none to take
I want the world to sleep forever
Snow to reflect the moon in the forever night sky
Snow to put out the sun for always
Snow to make this all go away
Preserve my heart before the decay
Preserve my brain before the screaming
Preserve my eyes before the tears
"i'm playing the villian, just like you wanted, baby."
maybe one day i wont be so angry, and on that same day i'll be dead. 
regress