Title:Final Destination

Author:Amber

Email:AmbieChick@aol.com

Summary: Maria takes Lizs Advice and writes her feelings on a piece of paper

Setting: Takes place one day before the aliens are to leave for home

Spoilers: None

Rating: PG-13

Disclaimer: Of course I dont own Roswell but someone hand me a spoon cause Brendan Fehr is just yummy!

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Dear Micheal,

Tommorrow is it...the day, the day when you guys set off for a whole new life, the world youve waited for and the life youve dreamed of. I know I should be happy for you, all of you, but for some reason theres this empty feeling,and for once its something that I cant simply ignore . I'll remember the looks you gave me vividly, the disapproving glances and even the humor in your eyes when we fought, strange as this sounds I'll miss you a lot space boy, I'll even miss the way you put all that tabasco sauce on your cake..sweet and spicy right?

Sometimes at night I'll stare up at the stars and imagine seeing you, smiling, and somehow finally at peace, because you found home. I bet if you read this right now you would be laughing at me, mocking me with the look on your face, its incredilous isnt it? Maria DeLuca writing down her feelings to someone who was hard to reach to..someone who was out of her league,well Ive got some news for you Micheal Guerin, no matter how much you hide it, I know you, I know your games and in a way I see through you, you are no different from us earthlings you know, my mother always told me how to sense vibrators and yep, you Micheal are a real vibrator, you send out all these signals, but dont play on them.

Now if somehow you find this letter, you know I'll deny it right? I'll make a few jokes about your grooming habits and that hair! my god thats a joke of its own, of course you know it was all in fun humor. Well Micheal...I dont know who much longer I can go on with this...but I know at times I'll wish you were here to comfort me..and tell me its going to be alright.stop me from being nervous.

Well Micheal "the guy who watches The View to keep in touch with his femanim side" Guerin, I guess this is the end of my ranting...and feelings. I hope one day you realize that in a way, this is your true home, where you have friends and even someone who loves you. This is Maria DeLuca signing off

-Maria.

Maria DeLuca crumbled the piece of paper and threw it onto the ground, glancing up at the sky she looked at the stars smiling. They never looked so beautiful as they did now, they sparkled with anticipation and twinkled with delight as she felt the cool air hit her hair. She heard a car pull up to her drive way, standing up and walking towards the edge of the roof she felt a smile spread across her face as she reconized the figure of Micheal Guerin....he looked as if he came to say goodbye, the final goodbye, making her way down the roof, Maria surprised Micheal as she embraced him with a hug, letting him know that it was all going to be alright.

The End.