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I have something that needs to be said. Love is unlike anything you will ever experiance. No one can tell you that you're in love, you just know you are to the very depths of your soul. As we live our lives, we come across people we care for. The youngsters meet someone they care about a great deal and call it love. "Mom! We're in love! You just don't understand!" Don't slam the door, they do understand. They were young once too.

I once thought I was in love myself. A youngster caring type of love, though it consumed almost every free moment I had. Needless to say the relationship fell apart after 4 years of madness. However that isn't to say I didn't learn much during that time. It gave me the stregnth to stand against anything. I fell in love again, but alas it wasn't meant to last either. Things got abusive and crappy. I had to call it quits.

What I learned was that you can love someone very much, but that isn't always enough. When you love someone, you find yourself lost in the other's eyes every time you look at them (yes, every time). You don't want to be around them all the time, you need to live your entire life with them. You don't feel happy when they come to see you, you feel complete. Love is when you have no problem letting it all hang out in front of them. Love is when you both laugh at the same time, and both of you were thinking of the same moment. Love is when you don't even have to speak, to say volumes to the other. Love is an eternal commitment. It grabs you and it doesn't let go.

Songs of the Day

Papa Roach - "Scars"

chorus:
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help to fix myself
Your making me insane
All I can say is

chorus:
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last dance

chorus:
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause your drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
You fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

chorus:
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

chorus:
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Creed - "My Sacrifice"

Hello my friend, we meet again
It's been awhile, where should we begin?
Feels like forever
Within my heart a memory
A perfect love that you gave to me
Oh, I remember

When you are with me I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My Sacrifice

We've seen our share of ups and downs
Oh how quickly life can turn around
In an instant
It feels so good to realize
What's in yourself and within your mind
Let's find peace there

When you are with me I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My Sacrifice

I just want to say hello again
I just want to say hello again

When you are with me I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
Cause when you are with me I am free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My Sacrifice, My Sacrifice

I just want to say hello again
I just want to say hello again

My Sacrifice.

Previous Songs of the Day

Quotable

 

"So in the Earth frame, the muon doesn't live long enough to make it to the ground, right? Well, that's not right. We have them passing through us everyday. Let's look at it from the muon's perspective. You're there and this giant length-contracted Earth comes flying at you and it's like, 'Oh my God!!' "

-Special Reletivity (PHYS 116, UMASS Amherst)

(if you actually understood that quote, i applaud you for having a brain.)