fear
shaking
darkness
pain
when does it end?
where is the light at the end of the tunnel?
who can help?
who even cares?
why try?
pain is my life?
darkness is my friend?
what is life?
what is living?
who decides whether i am living or not?
why can't i have peace?
when will it all end?
would it stop if i ended my so-called life?
would they notice?
would they care?
why am i here?
pain tells me i'm not dead
darkness shows me my fears shaking shows the level of my terror
who wants to live like that?
let it end. . .
the end