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Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Driven Under
Well..I'm single i broke up with todd..and yeah..not much to say about it..just happened..hopefully he'll find someone better..someone he can get along with and stuff..yeah well im going to go for now..SO i'll post sometime later...

Kill..
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: Socialburn - 'Down'
I feel depressed and stuff..yeah thats about it..not much to say..just in a bad mood..and i feel like crying..and other stuff..i blocked every guy on my contact list for MSN and i blocked all the guys on AIM..and all of them on ICQ..so now i wont have any guys to talk about so todd can't get mad or jealous..yeah and i don't know johnnys was knocking on my door for 5 minutes now wanting to know why i blocked him so i opened the door..and then slammed it in his face..i dont really wanna talk to anyone right now..i dont even know why im online..

Cherry lipgloss
Mood:  mischievious
Now Playing: The Ramones - 'Blitzkrieg Bop'
I've been bad today...*nods* thats prolly not a good thing..BUT yeah i scared Melly's fish..cuz it was staring at me..lmao and johnny wanted me to hug him..and i said no..but he hugged me anyway..lol..Man i've known that kid forever..it's not even funny..i took baths with him..LIKE thats so weird..lol..lmao! and i tripped today on the sidewalk..lol cuz i was walking with johnny and melly and josh..and one of joshs friends..and yeah i scrapped my knee..lol so i just sat there lol and johnnys like want me to carry you..im like NO lol so he like ran to his house and got me a band aid it was so funny..but yeah..dude and corey..OMFG! i hate that kid..he was making fun of me cuz i was holding my skateboard and i was skating..and im like your so stupid..and i hit him with my deck..LOL! it was funny he's like ouch and i was walking away..and he like grabbed my arm and bit me..im like FUCK YOU BUDDY and i just walked away..yeah..SO lets see..im talking to johnny and josh..and mallory..and some kid from riverside..lol i hate him because he's cooler then me..LOL! and im talking to FRANK..yeah hes funny..he puts m&ms in his belly button..lol and who else ish i talking too...ohhhh alicia..my sexy little whore..lol..im bored..i hope todd comes on cuz i wanna talk to him..CUZ I LOVE HIS FUCKING GUTS! lol i posted a comment on lexi's myspace..yep *nods* Xavier is online BUT he's not talking to me..and yeah..bens online but hes away..LMAO im listen to milkshake by kelis..that song is so effin dirty..and the video..PLEH! well im gonna go talk to peoples SO bye byes

Face down in the dirt
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Coheed and Cambria - 'Three Evils (Embodied in Love and Shadow)'
Well, I'm bored and it's about 1:15 PM todd might come on today =D YAY but thats just a might..so im gonna have to wait and find out lol..BUT i wanna talk to him really really really really REALLY BAD..cuz he's awesome..and stuff lol..WELL im bored and i think im just gonna go chat to people..or i could write in my other blog..it's http://nomemoriesforyou.blogspot.com/ if you wanna check it out..kinda boring..BUT hey im not making you look at it..it's just an option..you dont even have to read this..i don't even know why you are..OH WELL im not gonna stop you..i guess that's why it's here..for you to read..OR maybe it's here just because it can be..you never know..oh well this gum has good long lasting flavor *nods* yes well im off to write in my other blog..MAYBE i'll write something in here later..i dunno..well bye byes

Go ahead and throw your life away
Mood:  sharp
Now Playing: Breaking Benjamin - 'Breakdown'
WELL..me and todd aren't fighting now..it's kinda weird lol..yes well todds gonna come to my house..and we're gonna do things lol..YES shall be fun lol and OH MY GOSH todd's not gonna be on tomorrow..or wednesday..or thursday...or friday..so i have to wait till the weekend to talk to him..yes sad =( ..i made a swan dog thingy..it's rather cool...yes wow i have issues..WELL i shall be going now..bye bye

There should be more songs about serial killers..
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Letter Kills 'Radio Up'
Bleh..i dont feel good..and im like confused kinda..like i dont know..i need hugs..lots and lots of hugs..johnny's gonna come over and give me hugs..yep..okay look at this..

мє->ім ѕо dамл ѕісҝ оғ wяітіпg ѕопgs авоuт уou** .. What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?.. .. says:
ur so zoned out to it all cuz ur in love with her and like ur tuned out to what shes really saying u just act like its nothing.. its just so... ugh.. its like.. nvm

[I effin love you Amy<3]..Never will be important enough for you to say I love you back..[Misery's your master] says:
no go on

мє->ім ѕо dамл ѕісҝ оғ wяітіпg ѕопgs авоuт уou** .. What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?.. .. says:
like.. u love her so much.. u just.. dont notice when she treats u so crappily..

Okay it's a convo between todd and brooke about me or whatever..i dunno it makes me wanna cry..wtf did i ever do to her...she doesnt even know me..and she wants todd to hate me..and then i say this..

??>?he lovable ?*u?too bad she doesnt get paid to be a whore..

Okay i say that..then he says this..

[I effin love you Amy<3]..Never will be important enough for you to say I love you back..[Misery's your master] says:
yeah..but amy..u dont know brooke..shes kewl and everythin..she just cares about me..she doesnt want me gettin hurt..and im seriously thinkin shes the only one who cares about me and my feelings besides u..like i know u wouldnt ever hurt me on pourpose or this shit..shes just..i dunno..overprotective

WTF! i cant say that..but she can fucking judge me..and i cant say one thing about her..it's SO unfair..i dont know..I just i fucking hate it..oh..and this..he's allowed to make fun of my friend xavier..and call him a fag..and im not allowed to call brooke a whore..WHAT THE FUCK! i dont even want to deal with this anymore everyday now..we fight everyday..im so sick of it..ah *bangs head on the desk*..man fuck it

Your Biggest Mistake

Early..NOT GOOD
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Hidden in Plain View - 'Ashes Ashes'
Ah..tired..and sad..almost depressed..but im alright for now..god now every fucking thing i drink tastes like beer..=|..oh well i brought it on myself..todd's not online..sad..tammys online..and james, mallory, josh, tad..wait no he went offline..and jake..OH and johnnnnnnny is online..lol..meh i dont feel good..TODD SHOULD COME ONLINE..yes..but he's not gonna..OR is he?!..guess you never know..Johnny should go skating with me..BUT it's raining realllllll bad..lol..man im bored like FUCK..todd really really needs to come online..pleh..<-- thats gonna be my new word..PLEH!..thats exciting..lol welllllllllllll im still bored..and yes..nothing exciting is happening..WHY NOT!..well im gonna post this..cuz maybe you wanna read it? and umm if not..just hit the red 'X'in the corner..AND you dont have to =) bye byes

->Wasted<-
Mood:  party time!
Now Playing: Taking Back Sunday
Wow..that was FUN ASS SHIT..today was great..got wasted for the first time..in like 4, 5 months..tis great..no ones online..BUT im not worried about it..got no school the whole week..tis wonderful..ahh cheers going to get even more wasted! CHEERS TO THAT MY FRIEND!Timberwolves at New Jersey

I'm not O-fucking-kay!
Mood:  lyrical
Now Playing: My Chemical Romance - 'Thank You for the Venom'
WOW..lol Todd is my best friend =) yes he's awesomeeee and stuff lol..MCR rocks my fucking toe socks..oh wait i might not be todds best friend no more..okay nevermind i still am..but he's mad at me i think =(..i didnt mean to do it..oh well hopefully he doesnt stay mad at me..cuz that would be i need a word..TRAGIC!..is that even a word? i dont know..crap this fucking sucks i gotta go..

Sexy Blog..
Mood:  special
Now Playing: Coheed and Cambria
Wow this blog is way sexy..kinda like todd..BUT he's sexier..Oh yes You're So Last Summer