Hey Dick.
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Fall Out Boy - Grand Theft Autum
Meh. Yeah, so I'm bored, and Todd went offline..because he's like "it seems like you don't really want me around" and blah blah blah..But I really do..Just..okay hang on..I'll show you..

fuck..nevermind..i can't..fucking msn history..Well..I'll tell you then..

He's like..every things falling apart..and I'm like what is..and hes like..me and karli.. Normally you'd think he'd be happy, since the way he was putting it..he didn't want to be with her..but now i feel like shit..because it seems like he does like her..and fuck..it really fucking sucks! I love him so damn much..really..i fucking do! and i lost him..and it's like..he says he wants to go out with me..but i really think he likes her..and i feel bad for stepping in..and wanting to be with him..i feel like..it's my fault every things going wrong with him and her..and basically it is..I wish I wouldn't love him so much..that way they wouldn't be "falling apart"..god i am such a sucker..I'm just so fucking in love with him! ah god..it's all my fault..I want to be with him..but I don't want him to feel like I'm forcing him..I'm trying to be SO happy he's my friend..but how can i be happy..when it seems like thats all he'll ever be? damnit..i should stop complaining..I'm lucky he still talks to me..i did break his heart..like..i don't know..a lot. I'm SO FUCKING STUPID!!

This song reminds me of me and todd..i don't know why..it just desribes almost everything..

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