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Tuesday, 22 March 2005
Spring Break
Mood:
 chillin'
Now Playing: I WANT SLIPKNOT'S NEW CD!!!
Topic: bored
Spring Break is sucking so far. I'm on "severe restriction" cause I slashed up my arms and legs and all this shit.. Oh, and now I'm permanently banned from Heather and Amanda's cause Katie, Heather's mom, found out I was stealing her pills. It totally sucks, but atleast Heather, Amanda, and Sandy will be moving into their new apartment pretty soon, probably within a month. Sandy got a new job. She starts Thursday working with her mom at the thrift store. I was kinda mad when I found out about it, cause I thought we were gonna work together at Subway. Guess not, oh well, she needs the job. Kyle's in Gadsden till Thursday and it really is looking like I'm not gonna get to see him. Wesley's coming this week, I'm excited about that. Last Saturday I went to a party with Sandy and this black guy named Derreck. There was a bonfire and everything, although mostly there were only rednecks there. I got a little drunk, Sandy did too. It was pretty cool, but my mom made me come home within like 10 minutes. Derreck invited us to another party this Friday or Saturday that I totally want to go to. Sandy doesn't really wanna go though, cause Derreck always hits on her. Amanda wants to go too. It should be fun. By then Wesley will probably be here, maybe he'll go too. I'm starting to get over Tommy. Oh, and I'm not cutting anymore. I can't, anyways, my arms and legs are bandaged. Yeah, the cuts were that bad. Well anyways I'm going to start seeing a psychiatrist sometime soon, so it's cool. They might put me on medication for depression. :) heeheheheh. Well I still need to get my website up again. I guess I probably will soon. I have lots of new deviations in my gallery. (In some I'm partially naked). My deviations are also in my Yahoo photo albums.
Thursday, 20 January 2005
boring
Mood:
chillin'
Topic: bored
Yeah this is just another Tommy thing. He seems to be all I ever write about these days. I guess I have no life. Heh. Last night he told Sandi that he still likes me, but when she asked him if he'd date me he just said flat out "no". Well atleast he said he still likes me, so maybe that means he'll atleast make out with me still or something?? Atleast I guess there's still a chance. Sandi thinks that if I date John it'll make Tommy jealous or something and he'll change his mind about me. I don't know what to do... Well I guess I really shouldn't stay here for long today, I need to get home. Mom won't let me walk around today cause I didn't go to church last night. Heh. Oh well.
Wednesday, 3 November 2004
Mood:
 rushed
Now Playing: "Strawberry Fields Forever"/The Beatles
Topic: bored
(^Fell asleep listening to that last night.) I guess I don't really have much of anything to write about today. I love this song:
"Slow Hands"/Interpol
Yeah but nobody searches
Nobody cares somehow
When the loving that you?ve wasted
Comes raining from a hapless cloud
And I might stop and look upon your face
Disappear in the sweet, sweet gaze
See the living that surrounds me
Dissipate in a violet place
Can?t you see what you?ve done to my heart
And soul?
This is a wasteland now
We spies
We slow hands
Put the weights around yourself
We spies
Oh yeah we slow hands
You put the weights all around yourself now
I submit my incentive is romance
I watched the pole dance of the stars
We rejoice because the hurting is so painless
From the distance of passing cars
But I am married to your charms & grace
I just go crazy like the good old days
You make me want to pick up a guitar
And celebrate the myriad ways that I love you
Can you see what you?ve done to my heart
And soul?
This is a wasteland now
We spies
Yeah we slow hands
You put the weights around yourself
We spies
Oh yeah we slow hands
Killer, for hire you know not yourself
We spies
We slow hands
You put the weights all around yourself
We spies
Oh yeah we slow hands
We retire like nobody else
We spies
Intimate slow hands killer
For hire you know not yourself
We spies
Intimate slow hands
You let the face slap around herself
Thursday, 28 October 2004
Halloween plans
Mood:
 lazy
Now Playing: Korn
Topic: bored
Don't know why I haven't updated in so long, I've been online at the library again, I guess I just haven't really felt like it. I'm really excited about Halloween, it's gonna be really cool. I have the coolest costume. Sandi gave me a black velvet dress with drapey sleeves and a hood, and I got a black silky corset from the thrift store and shiny black lace up boots, and some cool spyder fake lashes. I love it, I think I'm gonna wear it all to school tomorrow. There are some things I guess I could write about, but I don't really want to risk putting anything here, my mom might read it or something.. I'm supposed to be doing my Biology project thing right now, it was due yesterday. I guess I'll just fail it cause I don't feel like doing all that shit now.
Thursday, 23 September 2004
Mood:
 mischievious
Now Playing: The Smashing Pumpkins Greatest Hits
Topic: bored
It was a weird day today, everything was off schedule at school cause of the graduation exams. I didn't have to go to school till 10:30 so I slept in, and then I ended up having to stay in the gym for like an hour cause we had to wait for people to finish their exams before school would actually start. Anyways, it was confusing. Well I don't have much to say, as usual... Oh, wait, I do have one more thing. I signed up on deviant ART. Here's my page. Oh, and here's my friend's page.
Wednesday, 15 September 2004
Haven't really been doing much
Mood:
 not sure
Now Playing: The Perfect Drug/NIN video...it's the fucking coolest!
Topic: bored
I've been online almost every day at the library but I haven't really had much to write about so I haven't been posting. I called Kyle yesterday. I always take the cordless phone out of the office and sit in the car and talk, and my dad picked up the phone inside and listened. He probably heard some pretty bad shit. I knew he was on, though, but I didn't want to get off the phone. My mom says I can't use the phone now for a year, but that's probably bullshit. I mean I already wasn't ever allowed near a phone anyways. Oh, I'm out of school tomorrow and Friday cause of the hurricane or whatever it is. I love the rain, and it's all stormy and cold so I think it's cool as long as I don't get killed or anything. Heh. Since I've been on a high speed internet connection at the library and not the shitty 56k one at home I've been able to watch some internet cartoons and videos and shit. I like Foamy the Squirrel and Weebl and Bob. I usually watch videos on Launch. My favorite is definently NIN's The Perfect Drug. I've seen all the Manson videos, too, they're cool, especially The Man That You Fear. Yeah well anyways, I've just been watching a lot of stuff online..heh. I haven't really had anything better to do. I don't know what the hell I'm gonna do on this 4 day weekend, hopefully my parents will be working so I can stay home alone and possibly visit Sandy at work or something. I need some damn cigarettes, I couldn't get any today. Now I probably won't have any the whole weekend.
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