HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!
Mood:  hungry
Now Playing: "Against All Odds"/The Postal Service
Topic: party!
Yeah, Halloween was pretty cool I guess, although we did end up pissing Heather off, and my parents were really pissed at me and Kirk. We left around 8 to go "trick or treating with my dad", and the second we got out of the house we ran off. We went to like 3 houses to get some candy and then Sandi drove by with Dewey, this weird Vietnemese guy. We went to Heather and Amanda's cause it was their car, and we all went to see The Grudge. We dropped Dewey off and hung out at Heather and Amanda's all night. I did go home for a little while, though, a little after 1 cause Billy was supposed to be picking me up for Jonathan's party but he never showed up so I didn't get to go. I called Jonathan from the house and he said the party was already over at like 2. Later when I got really drunk again I called him and left like 3 drunken messages on his phone. I said something like "Hey I'm reeeeally drunk. I really wanted to suck your dick tonight but you turned your phone off, you asshole. Now I guess I'll just have to make out with Sandi. Well I guess I'll suck your dick later, bye." LOL. I did make out with Sandi a little, we were both drunk. She was reeeally fucked up, though. The reason Heather was pissed is cause me and Sandi were hanging all over Amanda, (Heather's finacee), and I started sucking and biting at her neck cause I'm all touchy-feely I guess when I'm drunk. I remember I flashed Sandi and Amanda.. Hmm.. Sandi doesn't remember shit, though. Anyways, it was all pretty cool I guess. Sandi dropped us off at 7:30 Sunday morning. My parents were really pissed, mom's supposed to be taking me and Kirk to see the judge again like next Monday I think. Bullshit. Oh yeah and I think I'm breaking up with Jonathan. He's been hanging out with some girl a lot lately, I see them together all the time, and he hangs out with her way more than me, the last time we really even did anything was like 2 weeks ago, the night he asked me out. Since then he's been too "busy" to do anything. Fuck him. I called Kyle Sunday night. It was cool to talk to him again. Hopefully he'll be able to save up enough money for a bus ticket back to Gadsden during Christmas vacation so I can see him again, but I probably won't get to see him till next summer. Oh, and I've been thinking about Wesley lately.. damn, I miss him so much.

"Against All Odds"/The Postal Service

How can I just let you walk away
Just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here

Taking every breath with you
You're the only one who really knew me at all

How can you just walk away from me
When all I can do is watch you leave?
'cause we shared the laughter and the pain
And even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
There's just an empty space
There's nothing left here to remind me
just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
there's just an empty space
you coming back to me is against the odds
and that's what I've gotta face

I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
There's just an empty space
There's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face

Take a look at me now
There's just an empty space
And to wait for you is all I can do
And that's what I've got to face

Take a look at me now
I'm just standing here
And you coming back to me
Is against the odds
And that's a chance I've got to face

So take a look at me now
Take a look at me now