I'm not feeling very romantic these days.. I look in the mirror and I see nothing.
I am ugly and useless.
I know no one could want me.
so I am not feeling very romantic
I'm not feeling very religious these days...
would a god let me go through this hell?
would he let me suffer this way?
have to hide my sins...
so I'm not feeling very
I'm not feeling very happy these days.
I try to smile but it just looks fake.
I try to laugh, but nothing comes out..
I look for a light, but it is all dark.
so Im not feeling very happy...
I'm not feeling very loved these days...
. I am so empty
and lost. I am always alone.
nobody loves me for me..
.so Im not
feeling very loved.
I'm not feeling very trusting these days.
The people I love the most, lie to me
I lie to myself.
the truth is something I rarely see
so I'm not feeling very trusting
I'm not feeling very
these days. I hide away in my room.
In the corner.... in the dark
like a wounded animal...
so I'm not feeling very human.
I'm not feeling much
these days. I wish I could love you..
.Anything but this nothingness.
.my joy is gone and so am I..
.I'm not feeling
I'm feeling hate these days. I hate this hell you put me in. I hate this world we live in and I hate what I have become...I do hate.