god why am i so stupid. i know that he wont keep his mouth shut. i shouldn't have told him about last night. it was all so stupid anyways. its not like smoking is a huge deal, anyways i only did it once. now there are going to be rumors going around school that im a druggie or something. the whole rumor about me sucking G's dick was bad enough. i mean COME ON! he already make me nacious enough. ugh, just thinking about that makes me want to throw up.