I never get to tell you
What I'd really like to say,
How much I long to hold you
Each and every day.
To kiss you and caress you
And leave this world behind,
There isn't any limit
To the pictures in my mind.
You're the fuel of all my fantasies,
The substance of my dreams
In my special world
It's you and me
And nothing in between.
But then when I
Come back to Earth
And face reality
I realize, it's just a dream;
That's all there is for me.
4.17.(at nite) woah! just thought about this . . .
Through out life u will meet one person who is unlike ne other.U could talk to this person for hours n never get bored,u could tell this person things n they will never judge u.This person is ur soulmate...ur best friend..never let them go..
4.17. o0o0o0o just something i cooked up from my poetic side hehe =)
DID U EVER FALL FOR SOMEONE U KNOW U SHOULDNT?
TRY HARD TO FIGHT YOUR FEELINGS, BUT U JUST COULDN'T?
U FALL DEEPER WIHT EACH PASSING DAY
BUT TRY TO HIDE IT IN EVERY POSSIBLE WAY
SHE'S ONLY A FRIEND, AND NOTHING ELSE
THAT'S THE LIE U KEEP TELLIN YOURSELF
U KEEP ON SAYIN SHE'S JUST A BUD
BUT DEEP INSIDE, YOU'RE FALLING IN LOVE
U GET SO GIDDY WHEN U MEET HER EYES
BUT KEEP REMINDING YOURSELF IT ISN'T RIGHT
A SIMPLE GLANCE TURNS INTO A STARE
BUT U PRETEND THAT U DON'T CARE
IT'S "NOT RIGHT" FOR U TWO TO BE
IS THAT WHY U HIDE IT SO NO ONE CAN SEE?
BUT HOW LONG WILL U PRETEND?
KEEP LYING SHE'S JUST A FRIEND?
PERHAPS YOUR FEELINGS U CAN NEVER SHOW
PERHAPS IT'S "WRONG" FOR HER TO KNOW
YOUR FRIENDSHIP CAN'T BE RISKED OVER THIS
SO BEING HER GUY IS AN IMPOSSIBLE WISH... =*(
4.16. i went to school today! yay! finally o well . . . not much to do cuz i cant go skate cuz we have a GEM (grand evangalical mission) later on and s0o0o i cant go anywhere . . . but das okay with me! =) ill just go on saturday . . . . o beth and nessa: if ya girls are wonderin who i lyk . . . ill give yall 3 hints . . . its a girl . . . thats was hint number one . . . then hint number two . . . you guys know her pretty well . . . and finally the last and most important hint . . . shes in the state of Texas =) der ya go . . . well das all the hints im ever gonna give yallz . . . if ya ask who it is and say the right name . . . well yanno what im gonna say (iono) haha k . . . l8erz =)
4.15. O lookie here! i just made a new xanga! i lyk da colors . . . i didnt go to school today just becuz i had a tummy ache =*( yea i know . . . s0o0oo babyish o well atleast i learned a new trick dats very hard (skating) which was nollie f/s nosegrind . . . i mean i had it before but i just never got to come off the grind clean *or* never even landed it. . . but now! i landed it! woopee! i always grinded but never landed it . . . s0o0o im happy . . . das what i get for skippin school =( hehe lol . . . dont get me wrong i *wanted* to go to school but sumthin made my stomach hurt . . . well atleast i slept a lil longer and be able to prepare for church better so i dont fall asleep during the sermon =) yup yup! payce