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Now Playing: I'm not ok (I Promise) by My Chemical Romance
I HATE YOU JO!
How could you do this to me?
What kind of mate are you? Oh that's right, you're supposed to be my best mate.
BEST MATES DON'T BETRAY EACH OTHER!
Best mates don't LIE to your face OVER AND OVER AND OVER!
Best mates actually care about each other. They care about each other's feelings. They wouldn't do anything to hurt each other. They wouldn't even think about doing anything to hurt each other!
Well I care about you Jo. But I don't think I should care any more when it's one-wayed! YOU DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ME!!
If you did, then you wouldn't have kissed the chick I was in love with!
MORE THAN FUCKING ONCE!
Lets put me in your shoes and you in mine...
Hm ok you've been with someone for 3 months.. on and off yeah but still together. Officially together about 2 weeks. You're fucking in love with them. You'd do anything for them. I know how much you love them.
Your dude tells me how much he likes me. He dumps you cause he likes me. Yeah sure I like him too. He's sexy and sweet. But he's yours.
What I'd do: I'd hate the bastard for doing that to my best mate and support you and tell him "sorry I don't like you. I can't believe you hurt my mate like that." Even if I was fucking in love with the dude, I'd stay away cause he was with you.
Even if you went out with someone for 3 weeks last year and I was in love with them I'd back off and forget him cause he was yours once and mates don't do that.
If he tried to hold me I'd pull away subtley and tell him to hold you. If he tried to kiss me I'd push him off and tell him how much I care about you.
That's what I'd do.
What you do:
Let them be all over you. Hardly even care that you've got a best mate who's hurting like hell. Hookup with them.
BE WITH THEM BEHIND MY FUCKING BACK AND LIE ABOUT IT TO MY FACE!
Send them txts:
"Hey my gorgeous sweetie.."
"Hey Cutie.."
"Hey baby girl.."
"Yeah I wanna be with you too.."
"You make me want to be held by you, how do you do that?.."
Bitch it's not that hard to steal someones phone and read the messages.
You have hurt me so bad!
Do you realise how worthless and unloved I feel?
Do you even care that I lost the person I was in love with CAUSE OF YOU!
No you don't. Just as long as you're happy it's fine right? I've lost someone, you've gained someone.
This is cruel.
Life sucks.
How can I ever trust anyone again when my best friend can lie to me so easily and hurt me so bad?
I am fucking crying now.
Ever had your heart broken Jo?
Not this bad. I doubt you've ever hurt this much in your entire life.
I don't even know what else to say.
Cept I hope you're happy.
Congratz on being the first mate of mine to betray me. Best mate. Hm.
Have a super duper night Jo.
-Anna



