1:30 - May 30
Ok well. It's Sunday afternoon and I am so pooped out. I have had one of the most awfulest weekends in awhile. I don't even know where to start. Friday night was alright got a little tipsy had fun at the beach. Had Joe, Wesleigh, Tyler and Josh sleep over. Everybody had coolers that night which was really cool. Then Saturday night I went to the race track to watch monster trucks and dirtbiking. Really sucked in my oppinion I thought there would be more but it was over at eight. Kind of a waste of fifteen bucks. And then somewhere in between all that I had started losing two of my closest friends. I can be really stupid and say things at the moment and not think before I speak.. And all I want to say is I am sorry Stef I hope we can go back to the way it was before, I luv you loads! Because I know I can trust you everybody makes mistakes and I made a mistake and you made a mistake and I hope everything can be ok between us and Ashley I am sorry I know you just care about Stef too. But I hope that it can go back to the way it was.
-Shyrie
My Desire - Maroon5, Harder To Breathe
2:00 - May 27
Yup well I'm sick again. This time it's my tummy. I have the most awful tummy ach ever. And well I'm feeling pretty crappy lately. Kind of deperssed. I just can't wait for the weekend where I can just sit around and relax and go out have fun. Even though I am pretty much just sitting around and relaxing right now.
So yes today is Thursday and right now I should be in science class and this morning and I should have had two blocks of spares in school. But instead I am at home sitting on my ass eating Rolaid after Rolaid. So life is pretty good for me right now I've been cutting down on smoking so much lately, for the past week I have only had 1-2 smokes a day =). And my mom said she would pay me $50 bucks to quit smoking on Friday. But I'm not quite sure.. I know I should really do it but I'm scared if I do quit and my mom gives me the money and then suddenly I have a smoke or go back to smoking I would feel so bad for taking the money. Well I honestly don't have much to say right now just life is doing pretty good, Josh and I are getting along and I have plans for tomorrow night with close friends so I hope I'm feeling better by tomorrow. Now I'm going to go back and watch A Knight's Tale with Heath Ledger in it =)=)!! Lol. (I updated a little with some music Jessica Simpson hope you like her lol.)
-Shyrie
My Desire - Drowning Pool, Bodies
5:00 - May 20
K I am really hating my web site right now. I have been trying to update it forever and it almost never works. And I just wrote a whole new entry and it was all deleted.. So I don't really feel like writing it all over again. All I can really say is I got my nose pierced two days ago.. It felt so weird, and that my fith month with Josh is tomorrow! I am so happy<3.
But I really have to get going, going to go dye my hair purple/black again before I head out to a soccer game and then I am going to see Mean Girls again because I absolutly love that movie! It is so cute. So everybody have a good night/May long weekend! <3
-Shyrie
My Desire - Limp Bizkit, No Sex
10:50 - May 03
Hmm. Well I have decided on a new layout once again. The other one was just to neat and tidy. And I appologize to! I haven't updated anything in forever. I have been having a really rough time with relationships, parents, school and such we'll just leave it at that. Well let's see whats new with me lately. I've been doing really awful in school! I've been cutting down on the drinking so much! I'm quite proud of myself actualy. Me and my mother are getting along a lot better now to. <3.
Well lately I have just been hanging out. I have an awful cold, my body achs my nose keeps running and sometimes I start coughing and can't stop. Wonderful. So I decided to stay home today and catch up on some reading in this new book I bought Saturday, Gossip Girls. It's pretty good. Today was supposed to be the strike but unfortunaly they 'un-striked' themselves. So many un-happy kids are now at Kal. Where I should be. But I think I'm going to go lie down right now. G'nite.
-Shyrie
My Desire - Kayne West, All Falls Down
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