today
today im going to change everything. i going to start a new list . im not doing to let people make me fell like crap. im going to have fun and not to be carefree. i think it going to be great. im going to change. well i want to say hi to everyone.

love
i dont know what to do. i wanted to be love. can i find love. i still wanted him. he is all i need. i dont know what to do. i still love him and that put people away. i wish that he can love me.

i failed my test and i think my friend dont let me anyone or never like me
i failed my driver test. i hate NC. i really try to. i went to see my friends and i think that hate me they to do tlk to me anymore. i cant wait to move. the last time im going to see them is this weekend at the show i wish i that i fell love by my friends. i know that i dont need these people but i need to be loved. i wish thatsomeone help me but when they need help i get help i dont need this shit anymore. im going to middle college to get away from all of this but they are coming too. i hope they can be fine without me.