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What is this Shart you speak of?

Friday, 15 October 2004

Pure Fucking Hatred
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Chimaira

I have told you things neeed to change
You never listened or came to my aid
The vicious cycle has not changed
My time's spent rearranged

Motherfuck it all
I can't stand this
Remember when I said
Everyone makes me sick
Well nothing has changed

I hate everyone

This vicious cycle still remains
Constant clusterfuck, bloodstains
Ignorance, you kill for God
Expression not allowed

You fucked it up
With your motherfucking games
Remember when I said
I was so ashamed
Well nothing has changed

You have to
Pick and choose your fights
You have to
Come out alive

I have told you things neeed to change
You never listened or came to my aid
The vicious cycle has not changed
My judgment fades away

You'll never change me
Remember we are through
I am staying here
To betray all of you
And nothing will change

Posted by scary/abortband at 5:03 PM EADT
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Meh
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: In Flames - Cloud Connected
FuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuck
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FuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuck
FuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuck
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FuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuck
FuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuck
FuckFuckFuckFuckFuckFuck

Posted by scary/abortband at 1:10 PM EADT
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Monday, 20 September 2004

Yep....
Mood:  down
Now Playing: Opeth

To Bid You Farewell

I am awaiting the sunrise
Gazing modestly through the coldest morning
Once it came you lied
Embracing us over autumn's proud treetops

I stand motionless
In a parade of falling rain
You voice I cannot hear
As I am falling again

Devotion eludes
And in sadness I lumber
In my own ashes I am standing without a soul
She wept and whispered: "I know..."

We walked into the night
Am I to bid you farewell?

Why can't you see that I try
When every tear I shed
Is for you?

Posted by scary/abortband at 9:39 PM EADT
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Thursday, 26 August 2004

Fuck this song....
Mood:  sad
Now Playing: My Immortal
(Theres no emoticon for my emotion, what a rip off)

+BROKEN+
I wanted to know, I love the way you laugh
I want to hold you high, and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph, and I know it serves me well
I want to hold you high, and steal your pain.

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away.

You gotta win, you don't feel me anymore.

The worst is over now, and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, and steal my pain away
There is so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high, and steal your pain.

'Coz Im broken, when I'm open
And I feel like that I'm strong enough
'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away.

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm open
And I don't feel like that I'm strong enough
'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away.

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away.

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone.

You gotta win, you don't feel me anymore.

Posted by scary/abortband at 9:55 PM EADT
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Tuesday, 24 August 2004

Ah fuck me...
Mood:  sad
Now Playing: The depressing sound of silence....
Anywhere - Evanescence

Dear my love, haven't you wanted to be with me
And dear my love, haven't you longed to be free
I can't keep pretending that I don't even know you
And at sweet night, you are my own
Take my hand

We're leaving here tonight
There's no need to tell anyone
They'd only hold us down
So by the morning light
We'll be half way to anywhere
Where love is more than just your name

I have dreamt of a place for you and I
No one knows who we are there
All I want is to give my life only to you
I've dreamt so long I cannot dream anymore
Let's run away, I'll take you there

Forget this life
Come with me
Don't look back you're safe now
Unlock your heart
Drop your guard
No one's left to stop you

Forget this life
Come with me
Don't look back you're safe now
Unlock your heart
Drop your guard
No one's left to stop you now





Posted by scary/abortband at 9:18 PM EADT
Updated: Tuesday, 24 August 2004 9:18 PM EADT
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Monday, 23 August 2004

Believe In Nothing
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Slayer - Angel of Death
Believe In Nothing

Into a strange new world,into the after
all your tears might find you've fallen too far
take another look,take another ride
can't we make them leave the hate behind

And I still believe in nothing
will we ever see the shape of tomorrow?

Into the empty storm,into the formless loss of hope,
Where we can forget the game

And I still believe in nothing
Will we ever see the cure for our sorrow

Nothing is sacred when no one is saved
Nothing's forever so count your days
Nothing is final and no one is real
Pray for tomorrow and find your empty still

Nothing

Posted by scary/abortband at 10:24 PM EADT
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Sunday, 22 August 2004

Quiz
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Nevermore - Believe in Nothing
Cocktail
Cocktail

?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ??
brought to you by Quizilla

Posted by scary/abortband at 10:00 PM EADT
Updated: Sunday, 22 August 2004 9:59 PM EADT
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Friday, 20 August 2004

Hmm
God I love you.....

Posted by scary/abortband at 10:45 PM EADT
Updated: Friday, 20 August 2004 10:45 PM EADT
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Friday, 6 August 2004

Yeah, right....
DisorderRating
Paranoid:Very High
Schizoid:High
Schizotypal:Moderate
Antisocial:High
Borderline:Low
Histrionic:High
Narcissistic:High
Avoidant:Low
Dependent:Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:Moderate

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

Well half of that is bullshit.....

Posted by scary/abortband at 10:53 PM EADT
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Friday, 30 July 2004

fucking sandman!!!!1
say your prayers little one dont forget my son to include everyonneeefnmkas, I FUCK you in warm within keep yopu free frpm sin till the sandman fucking comes.........sleep with one cunt open, gripping your pillow tight
EXIT LIGHT
ENTER NIIIGHTTT
FUCKING TAKE MY HAND!!!!
WERRROFF TO NEVER NEVERLAND!1!
somthings wrong shut the light
heavy thoughts tonight, and its not porn of snow whiteee
dream of war, dreams of liars, dreams of dragons fire and the fuckig assholes that bite yeah!~
Sleep with one eye opennn, grippijg your pillow tightht
EXIT LIGHT
ENTER NIGHTTT
TAAKE MY HAAND
WERROFF TO NEVER NEVERLANNDDD

NOW I LAY ME DOWN TO SLEEP
I PRAY THE LORD MY SOUL TO KEEP
IF I DIE B4 I WAKE
I PRAY THE LORD MY SOUL TO TAKE

hush little faggot dont say a word, and nevermind that slut you heard, ITS JUST THE BEASTS UNDER YOU BED.......IN YOURR CLOSET IN YOUR HEEAAAAAAAADDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCKING EXIT LIGHT
ENTERRRRRRR NIGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHTTTTTTTTT
TAAAAAAAAKEEEEE MYYYYYYYYY HANDDDDDDDDD
WE'RE FUCKING OF TO NEVER NEVERLAAAAAAANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD FUCKING OH YEAH CUNTING YEAH!!!!!!!!!1 FUCKING SHIT, YOU FUCKING LKE THAT.............................
taaake my handda
we're of to never never land


dedicated to dad pissing me off the stupid fucking asshole.....

Posted by scary/abortband at 8:59 PM EADT
Updated: Friday, 30 July 2004 9:00 PM EADT
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