What should I do? what about this? what about that? I stare at the coffee cup and the chair where he sat I can't keep on like this, no rest, my eyes are all red if i keep this up it won't be long and i will be dead But, the kids need me they won't make it without me whoa, lets write this down so we all can really see The way things are has been nothing but pure hell and he and things won't change as far as i can tell The nights of him hollering and the sound of the slap makes me tremble as my child lays here in my lap What should i do? What can i do? questions fly and hard as i try to hold back a tear comes to my eye This is no way to live, love has no meanibg here but in leaving i would be sure to live a life of fear Or would i? You have to stand by your goals in life for without them you would never get out of this strife Take a deep breath, relax, clear your mind and think you'd rather live a life that was calm and didn't stink Then it's time to plan and finally make your move plans like this will slowly heal and begin to soothe So save your money, look for places, stay hard and keep it to yourself till you play that final card Then you and your children will be happy and safe and people will finally see that smile back on your face. © 2003 Tony Sackett
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