back to square nothing


Me and hilary have been goin out for 5 months now :). I gave her roses, a photo album, and a card;). It took me awhile to figure out what I was gonna do, but she liked it anyways.

Something wild. My mom stopped bothering me about hilary and everything else. Damnit, I have 7 more hours of community service to look forward to. Just for a little graffiti on my friend's door handles... Oh well.

My dog, chyna, is seconds from death's door. She got real sick from somethin, she lost all her hair, and she looks like a giant rat. poor puppy

This summer I'm going to japan w/hilary and dan!!!!!! Fuck yea sucka.

Oh oh oh. Me and my buddy justin covered 'fear of the dark' by iron maiden, it rules. I love iron maiden, and hilary heheheh. ::blushes:: ;)

p.s.-playstation

fuck it fuck it BLACK METAL
so far my mommy has completely failed at keeping me from hilary... eeheheheheh. dan hs a baby squirrel. RAD. IWANNASEEIT. IWANNASKATE. so... I need a ride to cvs. I need to skate wicked fast and rad. and I need hug. c.o.b. rule so fuckin bad.

Be gentle to the tear in this eye Lonesome arms, lost its wings again

Buy me a trip to the moon So I can laugh at my mistakes I can see the end from here From this perspective it looks kind of silly Satellites and astronauts Tell me there are greater things ahead

Make me feel like a man A silent cry from the middle of hell I - the irony - I promise, I'll be mature So please, invite me to your shelter again

(HATE ME!---Children of Bodom... best song ever...)

fuck it fuck it BLACK METAL
so far my mommy has completely failed at keeping me from hilary... eeheheheheh. dan hs a baby squirrel. RAD. IWANNASEEIT. IWANNASKATE. so... I need a ride to cvs. I need to skate wicked fast and rad. and I need hug. c.o.b. rule so fuckin bad.



Be gentle to the tear in this eye
Lonesome arms, lost its wings again

Buy me a trip to the moon
So I can laugh at my mistakes
I can see the end from here
From this perspective it looks kind of silly
Satellites and astronauts
Tell me there are greater things ahead

Make me feel like a man
A silent cry from the middle of hell
I - the irony - I promise, I'll be mature
So please, invite me to your shelter again

(HATE ME!---Children of Bodom... best song ever...)

rad... well... kinda... yupp
HYBRID STIGMATA


I NEED YOUR FLESH...

::HEADBANGS::

::VIKINGS CRAWL OUTTA MY POOPIES AND HEADBANG LIKE WILD NIGGS::

worthless...?


hahaha, I've got a funny story to tell. Where to begin? Hmmm... Well my mom told me about a week ago that I couldn't sleep over hilary's house anymore. But I did like all week. So today she calls her house and flips out on me, and comes to pick me up. On the ride home she tells me I'm nothing and that my life wouldn't amount to anything. She also told me that I couldn't see hilary anymore. Fuck that. She sucks at life. she even told me that I couldn't work at king richards fair, and that I couldn't listen to the music I listen to. My response was just me laughing. oh man, my mom sucks.

Twinkies


Today is a pretty good day. Dan's party was pretty cool I guess, with the exception of dumb people. Like Joe. Anyways, we stayed up all nite and just hung out, I fought mike ;). Uhhhh... I walked to hilary's after and went to sleep... Yupp.

Today I went to tinky's and ate dinner, then I slept a little, got in a dumb fight, then made a comic. I haven't been home in 3 days, my mommy is gonna go retarded.

Oh well, thats what I've been doing.

Techno Opera from the fifth element... FUCK YEA
Oh, angel
come see the dawn
its a brand new day

I spent all last nite listening to techno... Genesis Of Next...

Mata nozoita itsu mo no kagi ana
Yami ni ussura jibun no kage dake
Nokotta kizu boku wa iesezu
Soko wa lonely planet

Mitsume au shunkan toki ga tomatta
Jyareau kotoba subete ano mama
Toki no itazura daki ai nagara
Tobira wo shimezu tobi dashita...

I can't get you out of my mind...

;)

Filled with love and fuzzies


Today was pretty rad, I'm fulla fuckin' fuzzies and it kicks ass. Hmmm... ... ... ;)

Koala fuckin nigger shit slut hubastankin' my ass AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

Woah... This suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucks

ok... My dad just left for the hospital, I think hes havin some kinda problem with his head. Maybe a stroke even? I hope not... Oh well, I can't do anything now. Yup, this sucks.

SHIT POURS OUTTA MY ASS
I find myself staring into space
Wondering if things are what they appear
I no longer keep up with the world's pace
Trapped in my own fear

As I die, know I was never your friend
I have no reason to go on
Turn the page, only to find the end
Living for you, or becoming the pawn

Refresh my memory before I go
Was it for you, is that why I'll die
I don't think I'll ever know
I no longer can hear your reply

Life engulfs my invisible reality
Death disrupts my wandering existense
My unexplainable fatality
I've lost it all in an instance