Ramblings of the Mind
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
Challenging Road Ahead
Now Playing: Monica - Angel of Mine
Mike is back at work. We miss each other and he's back to feeling tired but we got our vehicle. A 2004 Nissan Xterra - black. It will be 400 bucks a month. Mike's gonna try to quit smoking and swears up and down that he'll make it work.
I'm getting another commission from Kay Allen, and a few other commission projects if and when the artists get back to me. Ding it while we can afford it.
Role-play has been good, but dunno how long it will last if Mike stops smoking soon.
I guess I'll start working on the site again. Wish us luck that we won't be at each others throats as he goes through withdrawal. I'm not prepared but I hope he is.
Friday, April 22, 2005
The rest of day 8 was okay. We didn't get a car, and it went by in a blur in which I can't remember much since it was a week ago now.
Day 9 Went to Golden Corrals breakfast buffet, ended up with a tummy ache, afterwords we went shopping for food which in my opinion was a bad idea. We needed groceries though, so it worked out. Took a nap when we came home, had an hour or two to ourselves and then we gamed with Chase.
Day 10 Web work all day and then watched Deadwood.
Day 11 Just kind of cruised through the day, nothing really was done or happened. Another relaxing day all around.
Day 12 Little bit of web work, car shopping and then watching TV. No car found yet though. We had sex after my shower. It was nice to excite Mike. Too quick for me though. It was still gratifying all the same.
Day 13 Talked to Lance, I let him open his birthday present early. He loved it and thanked me over and over. I'm relieved, I was afraid it wasn't what he wanted. Mike received his new work clothes an got the last book of the War of the Spider Queen. I ended up with another tummy ache and went to bed. Mike was disappointed in the series because we waited three years to move our campaign along only to find it gave us nothing to move along with. So I guess we'll see what to do now, but it's almost the end of vacation, so in a way it sucks because there won't be as much time because of work, that we'll get to move along.
Day 14 More web work done, more car searching, and I had green runs. Not good, but we had another submit to join the campaign and Thomas posted in the board so I posted a replay so we can move things along with the side quest again.
Day 15 Mike got paid today, he goes back to work on Monday. He's found a car he's going to look at today, but it's out of state so he has to call to see if the loan he received will work.
Over all this vacation was nice and relaxing. We got a lot of things accomplished. We'll see how this weekend goes. I'll probably update Sunday night or Monday morning.
Friday, April 15, 2005
Vacation: Week one
Now Playing: Oasis - Wonderwall
First day of vacation we had sex, but afterwords Mike ruined it by pitching a fit over a stupid game. So yes we got off to a rocky start.
Day 2 We worked our butts off on the website. Then we ended the day by going to watch Son City, it rained and it was crowded, it was worth it though as I got out of the house. I found the movie a trifle boring and hard to follow though.
Day 3 More web work and then we watched Deadwood.
Day 4 Was a relaxing day, we cuddled, had sex and just had a Farscape fest.
Day 5 We talked with Lance about Roleplaying, Thomas too. Mike and Tom posted on the board to move it along. We did a little more web work. It sucked. Tried to RP with Lance and it kept booting us from the room. Went to the bookstore and they didn't have our book. We went out to eat though and it was good. We went to IHOP to eat.
Day 6 We RPed with Lance but didn't get far because we got on late and he had to go within two hours of starting. Mike did some web work and looking into buying a car.
Day 7 the car he wanted was already bought. We had an RP fest yesterday. First with Lance, then Me and Mike, then with Chase, so it was a fun day.
Today is day 8. Doing good in my web games except Utopia, I've been hit twice there. More updates to follow later, by next week at the latest.
Friday, April 8, 2005
Now Playing: Liquid Mind - My Orchid Spirit (New Age)
Been a little while since I last updated but not much happened, so why bore you even further right?
Today is the first day of Mike's vacation, hopefully he will have two weeks off, we started the celebration by going to bed early so we could rise fairly early (around 9) We spent that in bed having rough sex. I pleasantly sore and he's in a good mood.
He's at the bank cashing my check I gave him for my part of the rent, later we plan to see Sin City at the cinema cafe. He'll probably do some web work or fiddle with animating banners and Hero machine, so I guess I should occupy my time with web work too.
Jurty accepted our commissions. Hope Thomas likes it and hope Mike gets his idea passed. Suechan finished Lance's already, it's good, I just hope HE likes it. Guess I'll know on the 21st. I hope to RP with them soon.
We plan to game tomorrow, no clue who is going to show though. D is back but has said nothing, so no clue there either.
Loosing my train of thought so I'm going to go now before I start to ramble.
Thursday, March 24, 2005
Love is in the air
Now Playing: Janet Jackson - Runaway
Tired today so I hope to get a nap in before we game.
Stayed up until 2 am to game with Scott, it was nice to hang with him again. Mike's day off yesterday was decent. We got A LOT of web work done. His vacation is coming up next week I think, which ought to be nice. Maybe we could barrows mom's car to go up to PA for a bit. I'll ask him.
I was wrong about Monday, he jumped me Tuesday. It was sexy. It involved a shower, body wash and lotion. Needless to say I bled afterwords. Sore but satisfying.
Easter and mom's birthday is fast approaching, I wonder what we'll do.
Been watching Farscape, still dunno what Mike likes about it. Maybe it will grow on me over time.
Pray this smoothness lasts a bit longer without any severe bumps.
Too tired to keep my train of thought, later!
Monday, March 21, 2005
Moods In and Out
Now Playing: Pearl Jam - Better Man
The day of my last entry, I was right about cracking', he came home and a few hours later we were in bed and entangled in each other, but the next day he ruins it by throwing a tantrum because he got up late and did his "all Lisa's fault" routine.
He apologized after I finally said I loved him after not saying it for a day, was fine the next day and then he snaps again for not having a life because I was doing nothing but sitting there listening to music and "it irritates him" when I have to repeatedly tell him it relaxes me.
Yesterday we went to see The Ring 2, but before that we had breakfast at one of our favorite restaurants. It was a beautiful day. Afterwords we looked into some trailers, but before all that he talked about cleaning the house and carting me off to my mom's so he wouldn't snap at me. He didn't end up doing either, instead just enjoyed the day. He was horny yesterday and this morning. I just hope he is when he gets home so he can take me and feel better about cleaning the house instead of being grumpy.
Pray for me that things go well.
Today is my brother's birthday. I need to go wish him well now. Later!
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
Now Playing: Mariah Carey - Someday
Been awhile. Mike was sick for a week, and then low and behold I got what he had. He got a fever blister too, so our affection has been reduced to hugs for two weeks.
We've been tired too, but we are craving each other so maybe this week or weekend, we'll crack.
Gaming has picked up some, Lance is back, which is great! I paid Suechan to do a commission of his char, plan to give it to him for his birthday. Hope he likes it. I wrote Jurty to try and get one for Thomas done but she hasn't wrote back yet, dunno if she will, I hope so though.
Mike and I have been watching a lot of movies lately.
Wicker Park (confusing but a nice ending)
Without a Paddle (cute but not as funny as I expected)
Westender (no name cast, no name company, play type movie. Decent if you can get past the bad acting at some parts)
Collateral (AWESOME movie, thoroughly enjoyed it)
Ghost in the Shell 2 (good, but not as good as the 1st)
The Notebook (Wonderful movie, touched me in ways I never expected)
Movies I've seen in theaters:
Constantine (wasn't impressed but it kept my interest enough)
Cursed (was okay, kept my interest but was lacking from what I'm used to with Wes Craven)
Hide and Seek (Was good just not as scary as I thought)
Boogeyman (was good and jumpy, just the ending sucked)
Next on my list: The Ring 2
Time to get working on things I've been neglecting for 2 weeks.
Wednesday, March 2, 2005
Now Playing: Deuter - Pierrot (New Age)
Been about a week, I suppose. Been loosing track of time. Mike had Friday, (the day we had sex and had dinner at my mom's), Saturday and Sunday. During the weekend though he got sick again and took Monday and yesterday off. He needed it. I haven't gotten sick yet so I don't think I will, but I'll be starting my period on Friday.
Gaming has been dry, no one shows for the sessions. With Mike being sick and no one around for the side quest either, RP has literally stopped. We have some hopefuls that want to join, perhaps Mike will let a few in. Regardless they joined the board and it's been fun chatting with them.
The site transfer is going well, Mike had enough energy yesterday to start transferring sections he wants for the drow campaign. We have certainly gotten more visitors in these last few months since we announced we are doing a site transfer, now we are spread across the web more than ever, I hope when we unveil the new address, people will book mark their addresses appropriately and that the transition will be smooth.
Today is the first day by myself in a few days and I miss Mike very much. It was a pleasure to spend quiet time with him. Hopefully he'll feel good enough when he gets home to snuggle with me.
Got my pictures from Jen's wedding back, Mike was right I did look elegant. I loved my hair. Might upload one or two. Dunno yet, I don't like my wheelchair or my palsied body. We'll see.
Mike just called, he's on his way home, so dinner will be here shortly (it's like around 4:30 or so. I best go to the bathroom, pee and brush my teeth.
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Now Playing: Roxette - It Must've Been Love
Well since the last update I've had some sex lol! It was nice, it was comfortable. Mike's doing okay too, no mean outbursts. Things seem fine even if we are not getting enough sleep.
I wished grandma a happy birthday on Friday, she is 67 now.
Worked on the site transfer this weekend. Mike made some nice new banners and we found a cool artist that we want to get commissions from but she's too busy right now, so we are keeping an eye on her.
Mike got a new version or rather a paid version of hero machine. He fiddled with it most of yesterday.
Today was my gyno appointment. Everything (the urine, the blood and blood pressure) is fine. The pap looked good too, so no news is good news. My pills will be refilled for another year. No talk of marriage or babies, but Mike said we would get married, but now I think kids won't be a part of us. I don't want to think about it, I don't want to be sad.
Wish us luck on the transfer. I'll write again when something important comes up or I feel inspired to write.
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Recap of the Past Few Days
Now Playing: Alanis Morissette - Head Over Feet
Well still no sex, but Mike hasn't fully recovered from his congestion yet. These past few days have been pretty good.
On Saturday, I went to Jen's ceremony, so did Mike but mom didn't show, I was a little angry but now I'm just disappointed, only because I felt radiant that day and I guess I glowed cause many people said I looked beautiful and Mike said it repeatedly to the point of gushing and I wanted her to see how nice I looked.
It was a very nice service, and the reception was nice though quick and almost quiet.
When we got home, he took down my hair and washed my face. We took pictures (but have to get them developed), but Jen made me and him get formal ones done, so maybe we will get a copy.
Later that evening, we gamed as planned, but no one showed, those that did, didn't even bother to ask to join in, so Mike and I finished the scene with Cog and Xull, which caused us to have a minor spat about the ending. I explained my feelings after a while, which he seemed to understand, so he edited his last post the next day. We apologized that night to each other, so the good mood was not totally ruined between us.
I appreciate the fact that he understood me, I avoided forcing the ending and felt bad on my reaction to his original post, but all is well and things resolved very smooth and peacefully.
Sunday we just lounged around watching TV, listening to music, and working on the site transfer. He bought an anime called Sorcerer Hunters. It's a lil corny but it's funny enough that I can ignore it. We are supposed to watch the last episode tonight.
Monday was Valentine's day, I sent mike an E-card. It rained though so it prevented us from going out, (I don't travel well in very wet weather) and they ran out of roses but he got me a Valentine's day bag with a funny, lusty and sweet card, a lil Valentine bear and two boxes of chocolates. He also made me a delicious dinner in the form of a casserole lasagna type dish with fresh real bread. We have plenty of left overs. I even tried two sips of an alcoholic beverage. We talked, watched Deadwood then some anime, which made us go to bed late, so he'll be tired I'm sure.
It was romantic all the same and I really enjoyed myself, hopefully next year we can go on a cruise as planned. Sounds so exciting!
Today I napped too long so I hope I can sleep tonight, I think so cause I still feel tired. Laying back today, doing a little transferring though. We have another wanting to join the campaign, but dunno if Mike cares much for him. He thinks he's Mary's boyfriend. (the girl we kicked out)
Anyway I'm going to see how much work I can get done before Mike gets home. I miss him. ^_^
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