Ross' Lament

Appearence Standing tall with squared shoulders at the full height of 5'8". Gazing at passers-by with a gleam of evil in his obsidian eyes, his beautiful yet almost grotesque face shows no emotion, yet it luminates gorgeously. With long black perfectly brushed back hair, with an odd obnoxious strand that falls before his ebony eyes. Pale hands and boney fingers with nails like glass stay in the depths of his... "aquired" tenchcoat pockets that hide his anorexic looking sides, a tight black shirt, leather pants and a cloak that wraps around his waist and falls loosly to his ankles. Wearing sunglasses of a black abyss to block out the fluorscent lights in the malls, bars and other busy places he attends.

PersonalityVile, Crude, Arrogant --these are just some of the many names Ross has been called. trickster, sly, and evil are some others. This vampire barely shows mercy to it's fellow 'species'. almost colorless lips that are most of the time pulled up into a sneer show his true feelings to the world around him. Not believing in Hell or Heaven Ross isn't a religious vampire. Intelligent, and very fast. He likes to feed off of Murderers, theives, kidnappers and other 'not so pure' people of his Hell. He also enjoy the blood of the young. Around the ages of 15- and up. He loves the way the blood sears his veins... burning them with a passion. Hates almost everything about the town he's stuck in. He has little friends. which are mentioned below... The year he was born, he states as unknown.. He celebrates his birthday on September, 9th. His Zodiac sign is Virgo.

Past He grew up with a horrid family, had no friends, and was always considered the freak. He snapped one night slaughtering his whole family, his two brothers, one sister, his mother, and father. Finaly realizing that was what made him feel better he went on a rampage killing anyone that got in his way. Until he ran into a very beautiful vampire. Male or female... he isn't even sure anymore. That night he was turned... Now he is filled with more hatred, and will destroy anything that gets in his way. Ross, is a very peeved off vampire. Very beautiful... He will stop at nothing to get a good meal. He used to hate Dani with a passion, hated his friends, and hated his attitude. He changed a while back and is Dani's loyal 'protector' skrew with Dani and you skrew with Ross. Believe me friend... that is not a good thing. He thinks he is around the age of 170 though he looks to be twenty-five. He isn't certain what his real age is.. he stopped count a long time ago. Though he hates many other vampires they all seem to be attracted to him, and his beautiful looks. Most say he is much wiser, and much more powerful than Dani. Most also say he has no emotion, he never laughs, or cries. Killing actually had soothed him like some type of freak theropy. A talk with Callista and Marius changed him... He now cares deeply for Dani.. and would never touch the little guy or his girlfriend Callista in a harmful way. Starving himself to near extiction Ross' outer shell had died, his face covered with brusies, his body thin and brittle... Finally back up and killing, Ross is better. Only now he is much more intelligent. much faster than he was before... He has a lot of things he has to do.. always busy. says he barely has time for friends... ah, could this arrogant vampire be lieing again?

Love Life -Present Currently (and hopfully permantly) Ross has found a very unique vampire girl: Maudier to have fallen head over heels for. Their first meeting happened a while back. Ross after just being left by a former love Liss sa upon a bench at the park. Shirt was thrown to the ground before him. In a rather emotionless mood.... he was carefree. Perhaps just wanted it all to end. Therein stomps Maudier. Seeming to appear from no where the vampire girl had called Ross a robot with a commande button. Things had been rough for Ross soon after, Maudier wasn't seen for months. Although he couldn't have had feelings for her then.... or could have he? Anyway, up to now. Apparently Ross met up with Maudier again. In a much better and 'alive' state he waltz up and talked t this woman. After a while it would seem Ross fell in love with her. Is like all of the previous relationships he has had? No... This is something different. Ross knows not what it is he feels when he's around Maudier. But anyone that can make this vampire blush to the tone of a ripe tomato has to be special. Ross has the feeling in his mind and in his undying heart that Maudier is his other half. The half we all know and search for, for all of our lives. Whether we die or we don't. Searching for this, He thinks he as fallen upon that. Someone.... to make him become whole.... Thus his tattoo was given. The face split in two..... Only and Only when he finds his other half... Will that tattoo become whole. One face, the two faces joined together as one. Although Ross has found the words to tell Maudier, the bitch of his heart how he truthfully felt about her, Maudier insists that she cares and feels affection for him..... But she didn't love him. Yes, of course it hurt, as it would hurt anyone else... but... Could there still be hope for this anorexic looking vampire? Perhaps... Perhaps Maudier will feel the same for him within time. Only... time will tell...
This was a poem composed by Maudier and given to Ross on February 14th as a present to show her devotion to him, if she has yet to feel love...


Upon the rolled parchment, new and yet having the characteristic look of age upon it was written a poem... The liquid with which the words had been so applied was none other than blood. Maudier's own nectar had been the ink that was easily and carefully stroked in script across the paper. The elixir lain with an even, but elegant hand it looks to have slid across the coarse surface like glass...

she shines
in a world full of ugliness
she matters when everything is meaningless
fragile
she doesn't see her beauty
she tries to get away
sometimes
it's just that nothing seems worth saving
I can't watch her slip away
I won't let you fall apart
she reads the minds of all the people as they pass her by
hoping someone can see
if I could fix myseld I'd - but it's too late for me
I wont let you fall apart
we'll find the perfect place to go where we can run and hide
I'll build a wall and we can keep them on the other side
...but they keep waiting
...and picking...
it's something I have to do
I was there, too
before everything else
I was like you







Marius

One of Ross' life long friends. A lover no longer.... Marius made Ross happy... but he wasn't Ross' other half. Alas Ross left Marius for one key reason. Maudier. No matter what though, Ross vows to remain friends with this vampire by the name of Marius.
Marius

Tommy
Ross' other best-est friend. Tommy and Ross had been friends for quite a while now. I suppose it all started when Ross had come to town, looking for his brother. Hunting him down to kill him. Dani and Tommy had been friends at the time... Tommy and Ross fought a lot ((catching a pattern here? XD)) But then, Ross had changed his ways. Only slightly, now he doesn't hunt Dani. Tommy and Ross soon came close friends. Pehaps a bit too close for Ross... it seems he has slight feelings for Tommy. Not that... He'd tell anyone.

Tommy

SpongeRukira (aka... Rukira)
SpongeRukira, aka Rukira. One of Ross' only true 'girl' friends. They seem to connect. Both of them love the cartoons. SpongeBob SquarePants, (there you have it, now you know why her name is SpongeRukira! XP) and Invader Zim. Both being wild, considered.... crazy..? They seem to run into eachother a lot... Both seem cheerful when they do. Ah, another inseperable friend to Ross.



Wolfmyth
Wolfmyth, the loyal demon dog pal of Ross' They fought at first like all of Ross' friends had. But now they are real close pals. Ross would never let anything hurt Wolfmyth. He's always going to be Wolfmyth's 'owner'





In-betweens

Jesse would have to be the only in-between he has. At times they are th best of his friends then at other's they are at each other's throats. Though Ross would never really hurt her, nor would he let anyone else.

His Pictures
What Ross looks like.









Ross' Songs
Songs that best explain Ross' life, friends, ect..

Possession

Listen as the wind blows
from across the great divide,
Voices trapped in yearning,
memories trapped in time,
The night is my companion
and solitude my guide,
Could I spend forever here
and not be satisfied?

And I would be the one
to hold you down,
kiss you so hard,
I'll take your breath away
and after I'd wipe away the tears,
Just close your eyes dear

Through this world I've stumbled
so many times betrayed,
Trying to find an honest word,
to find the truth enslaved,
Oh you speak to me in riddles and
you speak to me in rhymes
My body aches to breathe your breath,
you words keep me alive,

And I would be the one
to hold you down,
kiss you so hard,
I'll take your breath away
and after I'd wipe away the tears,
Just close your eyes dear

Into this night I wander,
it's morning that I dread,
Another day of knowing of
the path I fear to tread,
Oh into the sea of waking dreams
I follow without pride,
Nothing stands between us here
and I won't be denied,

And I would be the one
to hold you down,
kiss you so hard,
I'll take your breath away
and after I'd wipe away the tears,
Just close your eyes...

Soul to Sell
A poem to Ross by his Monarch Queen daughter.

Children's screams feed his soul Mortal's desperate cries feed his true being Who is this man you may ask? The one who can seduce lad and lass? Why Ross of course No more, no less The one without love or happiness His life or death as some may call This eternal ball Is nothing more then hell on earth Raining down on arrogant souls His monarch daughter And few misplaced friends Really don't seem to matter to him But this is just a covering shell That keeps the tender soul, Well housed A lover of torture And dismal art He plays tunes of Death On a violin of greed Lost his tongue to the Demon Queen Had it returned… When he understood his wrongs A day of the week cursed his undead existence And left him to cry, eventually to die. But in the end, they all returned To their friend, to love him again.

Quotes

"'They' say Satan will rise again as a beautiful being. Am I... really that beautiful?" -- KM Ross

"It seems funny to me. How f-d things can be... everytime I get ahead, I feel more dead.... All I want in life is to be happy..." --KM Ross
"She is perfect drug.... Without her... Everything falls apart...." -- KM Ross

"pest, ah, but i am so much more than just a pest.... For i am the eater, the seducer, the black bellied bitch. I. Am. Your. Worst. Nightmare." --KM Ross...

"Of course, but it's not my looks that i use to kill.... It's my hands." -- KM Ross - referring to the statement 'if looks could kill'

Idols
Hedwig!!
Lestat De Lioncourt
Louis De Point Du Lac
Marilyn Manson
Sullivan
Trent Reznor


PETS! Ross' pets. names in order of the pictures. #1) Dende. #2) Pox Plague.


Dende!


Pox Plague


Favorite items of choice!

Hedwig and the angry inch DVD. His number one favorite movie, and broadway show. He has already seen it life, many a times... But is just dieing to go again... Perhaps someone would like to take him?

Tatto
His tatto..


The Story Behind the Tattoo.

"The Origin of love....When the earth was still flat, and clouds made of fire, and mountains stretched up to the sky... Sometimes higher. Folks roamed the earth like big rolling kegs. They had two sets of arms, they had two sets of legs, they had two faces peering, out of one giant head. So they could watch all around them. As they talked; while they read. And they never knew nothing of love. It was before the origin of love. The origin of love. And there were three sxes then, One that looked like two men, glued up back to back. Called the children of the sun. And similiar in shape and girth, was the children of the earth. They looked like two girls rolled up in one. And the children of the moon were like a fork shoved on a spoon. They were part sun, part earth, part daughter, part son. Now the gods grew quite scared Of our strength and defiance And Thor said "I'm gonna kill them all with my hammer. Like I killed the giants And Zeus said "No You better let me use my lightning like scissors Like I cut the legs off the whales And dinosaurs into lizards "Then he grabbed up some bolts And he let out a laugh Said "I'll split them right down the middle Gonna cut them right up in half" And the storm clouds gathered above Into great balls of fire. And then fire shot down from the sky in bolts. Like shining blades of a knife And it ripped right through the flesh Of the children of the sun and the moon And the earth And some Indian god sewed the wound up Into a hole Pulled it 'round to our bellies To remind us the price we pay And Osiris and the gods of the nile Gathered up a big storm To blow a hurricane To scatter us away in a flood of wind and rain And a sea of tidal waves To wash us all away And if we don't behave They'll cut us down again We'll be walking around on one foot And looking through one eye. The last time I saw you We had just split in two. You was looking at me I was looking at you. You had a way so familiar But I could not recognize... 'cause you had blood in your face, And I had blood in my eyes. But I could swear by your expression That the pain down in your soul Was the same as the one down in mine. That's the pain that cuts a straight line down through the heart We call it love. So we wrapped our arms around each other Trying to shove ourselves back together We were making love Making love It was a cold dark evening such a long time ago When by the mighty hand of Jove. It was a sad story how we became Lonely two-legged creatures. It's the story. The origin of love. That's the origin of love."

Cross Dressing
Yup, Ross has taken a liking to Cross Dressing.



Well, You might not have seen it, but you've probably heard it! Ross has taken a real good liking to cross dressing... Wow, what has become of this vampire!? Who knows... Who really cares? 'Rebel Doll' or 'Hedwig' Are the new names for this female Ross. Keep an eye out... and listen closly for a faint put-on German accent... and you may find this crossdresser... He usually wears high heels and a stylish dress. His wig is as shown (picture above) blonde... with a touch of brown. Perhaps he'll wear his pink -Rebel-Doll- shirt, a tight black leather skirt... high bitch boots, a goth sock on his left arm, and fishnets on his right arm and legs. Instead of his normal raven hair he has long blonde (golden) hair. Put up into sausage rolls. (picture below)

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