Second Entry
Well, all hell finally broke loose on tour. Or at least with Austin and I it did. He came in my room the other day acting as though he had the right to tell me how to live my life...saying that I shouldn't be drinking just to forget about things. Where the hell was he when I needed him in forgetting about things? Or talking about things? Just because I had a reputation for being a goody-two-shoes back home and choose to have a couple of drinks on a nightly basis now doesn't make me a junkie! So I haven't talked to him since then, and on stage, I try my hardest to ignore him. Which, surprisingly enough isn't all that hard with all the lights, smoke, music, and screaming fans.
On a lighter note, I finally met Howie a few days ago. He seems like a sweetie. No wonder why they call him Sweet D. I hope I get to see more of him in the future.



First Entry
So I've been on this tour about three weeks now and for the most part, everyone has been pretty cool to me. I hear about different dramas going on with other people though on the tour but I won't go into that...yet. Howie and AJ I almost never see around. Brian and Nick are hysterical once they're together and you get them going. Kevin seems cool too. He and I had a pretty long talk the day he and his girlfriend got into a fight. I wonder what ever happened there, if they worked it out. All the dancers and crew are nice too. We thought we had gotten rid of the stalker but once again they decided to make an 'appearance' so to say and mess with all our busses. Now we're stuck in the middle of nowhere, figuring out what do next. Oh yeah! Almost forgot! Austin's on the tour now! He joined us about 3-4 days after I got here, surprised the heck out of me! I'm so glad he's here. At times I think he's the only one keeping me sane! Oh well...till next time.