Long time no post!
Mood:  cool
Now Playing: The Fratellis - Flathead/OK Go - Here It Goes Again
Topic: My so-called Life
Long time no post eh?

Gah.
POSTPOSTPOSTPOSTPOSTPOSTPOST.
LOL.
I'm so bored. Sundays are usually boring.

I need to shower.

I think i'll go do that now.

Rawr..its like masochism of the heart
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Let It Rain - Amanda Marshall
Topic: Boys
Three main points of my life at the moment (In no particular order):
1. Craig=NO. He likes Ashley.
2. I am now dating Tony. (<3)
3. I hate it when people are vague because it makes them seem either absent minded or guilty.

Today was supposed to be a happy day. Today, I was supposed to be meeting Tony and some of his friends out here. But noooo....he says he's gonna call around noon, then he calls at like almost 1:00. Then he says he'll call my cell at around 4:00. It's now 5:31. He still hasn't called. I was almost in tears about 5 minutes ago while willing my cell to ring. It didn't work. And yet, I do nothing. I could pick up the phone and call him to see what exactly is going on. But I don't. And I most likely won't. And I don't really know why. It has been exactly 6 days since Tony asked me out. And since then, he's basically all I think about. I wake up in the morning, I think about Tony. I go to school, and as I'm sitting in class, trying to pay attention, I can't because I can't stop thinking about Tony.

And just now he texted me. All it took was that one little text message to cheer me up. And the reassurance that i'm gonna see him tomorrow.

Damn you Craig and your awesome kissing skills
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: Sorry - Madonna
Topic: Boys
NO MORE CHRIS FOR ME. He's got a girlfriend and i realized he's kinda of an ass.
Anyways i realized just now that I'm going around in circles with the same guys. It's Craig again.
OK so today after school me and a bunch of other people went to my friend Morgan's house and I didn't know that Craig was coming over as well and, well lets just say I am no longer suffering from Teenage Sexual Deprivation. A.K.A. While we were watching the 1st Lord of the Rings we were lying on the couch together and he was kissing my neck and my ear, and my mouth as well...so yea..and I can't stand it cuz I Like someone else!! and I like Craig! man I am screwed cuz Craig is like on the rebound cuz he had a GF for awhile and oh god he's such a good kisser i can't fucking stand it anymore.Amanda Marshall - Let It RainAmanda Marshall - Let It Rain

I'm so confused...... :S
Mood:  caffeinated
Now Playing: TV!! lol american idol
Topic: Boys
:S :( im so confused, and sad. i really really really <3 Chris..i like can't stand it. but now all of a sudden Mike wants to hang out again and he told me to call him today, but then when I called his house, no one picked up,so i'm all like "WTF?!" hanyways thats pretty much it. oh yea and the father of mon ami has a breakfast meeting with freaking JOHN CLEESE!!! for all you simpletons who don't know who John Cleese is, he's one of the hilarious creators and stars of like all the Monty Python stuff. Its f**king insane.

Blah
Mood:  crushed out
Topic: Boys
ok yea so...i realized i do like craig but he's got a girlfriend so he's off the market.
New Topic: CHRIS!
for all of the people who don't know Chris, (which is everyone unless one of my friends happen to find this blog) he is an Über nice guy who hangs out in my little circle of friends...wait...rephrase that...BIG circle of friends. he's a year younger than me but i don't care and yesterday at my birthday party I was majorly flirting with him. he's a shy guy (hehe it rhymes) so he wasn't exactly flirting back right away. I was like sitting beside him and leanning against him with my head on his shoulder and stuff, and when we were driving him and nick to nicks house after the party, i was doing the same thing, except he was sorta leaning against me as well!! like when we would go around a corner he would lean away cuz the way he was sitting he has like no balance, but then he would lean back and he was sorta leaning on me and it was totally kick ass.
J'adore Chris...<3
for all those people out there who don't speak french, it means i <3 Chris.

mlah
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: nothing. once agaon, music is too happy. unless its emo music
Topic: Boys
inevitably Lauren will end up reading this somehow and she will find out. but whatever. its better than writing in my diary and having little amanda find it and tell her.
i think i like craig (laurens ex-bf who she subsequently still likes)more than a friend. but im not sure.
a bunch of us (taeya, jen, morgan, will, tessa, nick, craig, the new guy, ashley, and myself) were at tessas house, just hanging out and we were all talking and someone (nick i think) made a comment to the new guy about like everyone has made out with everyone else in out little circle of friends and i said i havent made out with anyone, and then there was this thing with craig and i really dont remember a lot of it but i know we hugged and i really dont know what was really going on but he said it would be awkward considering he dated my best friend and i was all like yea. im confused. but when am i not confused?
Forever confused,
Elisa <3

im so depressed
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Nothing. Music is too happy
Topic: My so-called Life
im sad right now. point # 1 is that these last few days I organized a camp for my pathfinder group and the leader susan asked if we wanted to go see jess in the hospital and we all agreed yes we would go see her, but when we had to call out parents and tell them this girl named Shivonne was taking an uber long time and i didnt call my mom i called my dad and my sis at the hospital and that night was the Wings over White Rock and i didn't make it back in time to see it with my dad and since i didn't tell him that i might not make it back in time to see it my dad got really mad at my mom and was saying it was all her fault that i wasn't there but my mom called me and i didn't talk to her until we were going to see jess and we were stuck in traffic and it seemed like everyone was blaming me for it and i was crying and it was like no one cared.
point # 2 is that i emailed my ex boyfriend mike <3 and told him that i like him again and after i sent it i checked msn and he had signed offline.
i dunno if he signed offline after he read the email or if he was off before i sent it but whatever. the important thing is that i dont need any crap from anyone right now.
Sad, Depressed and Confused,
Elisa
Peace Out

god so fucking bored
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Extraordinary Girl - Green Day
Topic: I'm Bored
AAAARRRRGGG!!!! I'm so fucking bored...i'm doind a skimboard building/customising class and it starts at 1:00 'till 4:00 so my afternoon is basically shot and jessie is in the hospital again and even if she wasn't she would still be boring and lazy...and no one ever calls me..its so sad. i'm so alone...i need to call someone to help me dye my hair sometime soon...i just need to buy the dye.....mmmm black...VOUS BAISER!! haha thats fuck you in french..yea. OMG one of the councellers in my camp thing is really hot..his name is richard but his name doesn't suit him..he's like the typical california surfer/skater dude...sorta longish blonde hair, drives a cadillac with hydrolics..god thats an awesome car...but w/e he's really hot
ok i'm not in a bad mood anymore...except im still really bored..but w/e
elisa<3