Mood: happy
Now Playing: Kelly Clarkson - Since You Been Gone
+ Man ..I have a passion for writing now .. dont know where it came from..
But I sit at times and thoughts pop up in my head and I take out a pen and paper and begin writing
I might go to school for it, because right now I dont know what I wanna do; my major is still in question
I think of other things I might wanna do..like:
my own daycare
a veternarian
psychologist
teacher
nurse
As you can see I want to do things that help people, babies, animals..anything that I can be proud of what Im doing.
It was soo many things I wanted to do in my life. When I was in the 10th grade, I started on this book, a notebook full
of papers written. I'll start writing, but then I run out of ideas. I get stuck and frustrated. But lately I been writing alot and I actually love it. I ask myself if this is what I really want to do. What if I'm writing one day and get stuck like I did before and dont want to do it anymore? I'll get clueless again of what I want to do. Its easy for others to just say what they want to do, but if you were to ask me, I always say" I dont know..whatever happens..happens" and thats exactly how I feel right now. If you dont like something, you can always go back to school. I dont want to do that. I want to be happy with what I'm doing. So I hope I find something that interest me enough to do for the rest of my life.
---Nelli
--aww thx for reading