Okelousa
(Black-water)
Suicide,
you decide, what you really want from me.
In
a room, toxic gloom, start my life again at sea.
Black
water, darkness is all that I can see,
Blind
and adrift, my destiny.
Chorus-
swallowed, blackness, nothingness, bliss.
Go
away, constant decay, needed just to be free.
Life
and death, makes no difference to me.
A
bright white light is all I see,
Lying
snowblind, listening to the black sea.
Chorus-
swallowed, blackness, nothingness, bliss.
A
vision, a decision, that I just can’t make.
Desires
for fires, in which you’ll never wake.
The
blackness is back, it’s all I see.
Its
bliss, not damnation for eternity.
Chorus-
swallowed, blackness, nothingness, bliss.
My
mind is blind and I can’t see.
Black
water forever flowing inside of me.
Close
your eyes and you will see.
The
spice of suicide will set you free.