My World
My world crumbles
My world bleeds
It’s not how I want it
But that’s just life
All that I want
Is to be free
But they won’t allow it
They’re letting me die

My world crumbles
My world bleeds
I wanna survive
I wanna live
But I’m locked up in some…
Kind of cage
They won’t let me out
And try to exist

My world crumbles
My world bleeds
This little world
Inside of me
It makes me cry
It makes me scream
It makes me hate
It makes me see
All that I have
Is just me

My world crumbles
My world bleeds
My world cries
My world hates
My world sins ‘n’
My world feeds
Off of hearts ‘n’ souls of everything

I’m ready to leave
My world behind
All that it’s done
Is kill my within
I’ve only felt
Pain ‘n’ heartache inside
I just wanna breathe

My world crumbles
My world bleeds…


by: me

Who I Am
Chorus:
No need to live
No need to sin
No need to cry
No need to sigh
All that I need is hate in my eyes

They say that I’m worthless
All I do is lie
They think they know me
I am their make believe sinner
They see what they want
But not the girl inside

Chorus:

I am who I am
But they don’t give a fuck
They take one look
And think I am shit
But what do they know
Shit is what they are

Chorus 2x

But am I what they say?
Am I that shit in the sky?
Why was I raped?
Why was I threatened to die?
Maybe I am worthless
Maybe I do lie
But who gives a fuck
I’m still somewhat alive

by: me

Guilt, Hatred, Insane
It’s another tragedy at home
Too much pain inside
For seeing the tears run down their face
The disappointment staring straight at you
Once again made to feel the guilt

Chorus:
Guilt comes upon my body
Hatred grows deep beneath
Insanity forms in me
That’s what my body holds within

It will eat me alive someday
Bloody tears will pull us all apart
I see the shame in her eyes
And the hatred inside him
The pain and sorrow flows through us all

Chorus:
Guilt comes upon my body
Hatred grows deep beneath
Insanity forms in me
That’s what my body holds within

Tragedy is my life’s new name
The good released and bad embraced
No more happiness to be seen
All that’s left is my insanity
Created to feel pain

Chorus…(2x or fade)



by: me

LiFe = aCiD
Gradually fading away
Decay, my soul is dying
Rustic blade on your skin
The twistid corruption smiling

Chorus:
Acid is just like life
It kills you inside first
It has you rotting down
It kills sooner than you think
Acid is life

One little taste of it
And you drift away
Going on a down word spiral
What a trip of blood rush
Your body is so lovely
But disinigrading inside

Chorus:

Mutalated and bruised
You have become corrupt
Acid can be quite nice
But life is just fucked

Chorus (fade)


by: me

*~My One~*
Life is an ocean full of life
It’s a whirlpool of existence
But all that exists to me is you,
Your presence

Chorus:
You dry my tears
With just your smile
You take my fear right out of me
You let me trust in all I need
You are the light of life in me

This place has always hated me
I could never bring it any good
But when I found you
It all got turned around
I finally found life’s treasure,
The world’s only joy

Chorus:

Never knew what the word love
Brought to someone’s life
All a fantasy in my mind
But now I know the word well
You’re my everlasting love
My heart is taken by you

You allow my heart to beat
You warm me up by just your words
I can put a smile on my face
For the first time in years
You’ve brought life in me

Chorus:


by: me

LoneSome
Chorus: i find myself
sitting alone,
sleeping alone,
breathing alone,
Alone I stand

(music starts)

i find myself
sitting alone,
sleeping alone,
breathing alone,
Alone I stand

Alone I stand in this twistid world
Squirming and crawling just to survive
I find myself rotting and dying
Alone in this room
I cry and I cry

I’m dead inside
No one’s around
I sit and I wonder to myself
What have I done to push you away
All I want is you to stand by my side

Chorus 2x

My heart is bleeding as days pass by
Everyday you are gone I die deep inside
I know it was my fault for all of the pain
But I wish you’d forgive me,
On the last day I breath,
Coz I don’t wanna die
With the guilt in my heart
I sit here alone day and night

Chorus (fade)…


by: me

All The Same
Chorus:
Sheep
The eyes of the followers
All around
No thoughts of their own
Mindless mutated zombies
Marching in one line
Sheep

Trendy fucks left and right
Sell out posers
Brainless children
Not taught to think for themselves
Prancing around all the same

Chorus:

Afraid to be different
Rejection is their fear
Laughing mouths
Pointing fingers
Who gives a fuck what they say
Learn to be your mother fucking self

Chorus:

Surrounded by clones
Not one brain different
No heart for themselves
Guilty of being same
No brave souls live
Systematic minds

Chorus


by: me

Possesed
Evil is pulling my flesh apart
Being eaten alive from my head down my spine
My skin tearing easily
My insides becoming outside
Evil is doing this to me

Chorus:
I have the devil in me
The devil inside is the devil who bleeds
Tragedy is the devil who possesses me
I have the devil in me
Slowly eating away the happiness
While leaving the sorrow deep inside
I have the devil in me

I am no longer in control
I obey the evil that’s in me
Now a slave of the devil within
Only the outside of me exists
The soul inside is now where the devil lives

Chorus:
I have the devil in me
The devil in me is the evil who bleeds
Tragedy is the devil who possesses me
I have the devil in me
Slowly eating away the happiness
While leaving the sorrow deep inside
I have the devil in me

Fascinated by a crazed killers mind
Amazed of their creative ways
Now I see evil is now what I’ve become
I am the devil’s creation
I am his evil

Chorus…



by:me

PaLe wOuNd
Treated like I’m worthless once again
A failure at everything I do
Always rejected and misguided
Appreciation is something I never really knew

Chorus:
I am about to corrupt
Crucial verbal hates thrown at me
Emotionally beaten down deep inside
My light of life has burned out
Darkness has fallen

Bruised inside my porcelain skin
Scarred forever more
Life died and left me alone
Pain and sorrow still stood by my side

Chorus:
I am about to corrupt
Crucial verbal hates thrown at me
Emotionally beaten down deep inside
My light of life has burned out
Darkness has fallen

All that’s left of me is a corpse
No more blood running through my veins
Life has gone and death has risen
Lying on the cracked ground
All you see is death upon me

Chorus: 2x


by: me

My thoughts
Black Cloud:

Everyone thinks they know me
But no one seems to understand
They don’t know the pain I go through
They don’t see the tears I shed

Chorus:
Bottled emotions deep inside
Pounding pain day and night
Lying on the ground dead inside
Dead soul what a sight
That’s all that’s left of me

Ignorant people all around
Life is spreading like a disease
But it seems to pass me by
I guess I’m not meant to be alive

Chorus:
Bottled emotions deep inside
Pounding pain day and night
Lying on the ground dead inside
Dead soul what a sight
That’s all that’s left of me

My life is wasted
Time passes right by leaving me alone
I’m tired of this wreched world
It’s my time to DIE

Chorus…(fade)

Voice whisper:
Black cloud, my death
Black cloud, my death
Black cloud, my death


by: me