it's overrrrr!!!1 NOTHIGN IS MISSING NOW.

HAPPY BIRHTDAY ALBERT!! dude a whoel post for you. this was from yesterday but that sokkk beacuse TODAY is your birthday =)

AL cHaNg LA: i se eyou watched boy meets world eh?
swt flan grl: HAHAHAHAHA
swt flan grl: YOU ARE SO COOL
AL cHaNg LA: i am so cool
AL cHaNg LA: :-D
swt flan grl: HAHAHA
AL cHaNg LA: yea
AL cHaNg LA: i watched that one
AL cHaNg LA: liek
AL cHaNg LA: twice
AL cHaNg LA: tehy show it so much

AL cHaNg LA: i made jello
swt flan grl: gj
AL cHaNg LA: yea
: i froze it
: instead of
: refridgere awetw etating it
: theres like ICE ontop of it =-O
swt flan grl: is it good though?
AL cHaNg LA: not really
: i put sprinkles in it
: if you ever make jello
: never put sprinkles in it
swt flan grl: lol
AL cHaNg LA: im drinkign it through a straw now
: trying to advoid sprinkles
: BUT THEY GO RIGHT UP >:o
swt flan grl: try picking out the sprinkelels hahaha
AL cHaNg LA: CANT
: their on the bottom
: dude sprinkles dont even taste good
: who the hell invented them
swt flan grl: so whyd you bput them in?
AL cHaNg LA: im gonna beat him up
: i duno i thoguth they tasted good
: and i havel ike a BIG boxo fem cuz i made a cake
: actaully come to think of it jello doesnt taste good
swt flan grl: you can bake???
: IT DOESNT
: get FLAN jello
AL cHaNg LA: of course
swt flan grl: =O
: BAKE ME SOMETHING
AL cHaNg LA: its kinda fun to eat tho
: its like advoid the sprinkles
: YOU make ME smoething
: BAKE ME A CAKE!! its my birthday

today was a pretty good day, considering it started off with a bunch of early morning (early for me, anyways :D)phone calls! i coudln't make myself get up to get the phone because i thoguth my bro would, but when i finally remembered that he was at a LAN party STILL, it was too late and the person gave up. leave a message please : )
then i make myself a MEAN SANDWICH with my SANDWICH MAKER. oh man i need to dedicat e a WHOLE entry to that thing!!!! i <33333 it :DDD come to my house and i'll grill you a sandwich!!!!!

anyways!! then IRIS!!!!!!!!!! ims me out of the blue!! it'sb een so long, but it's ok because we're going to SKIP IN PLACE (that makes it all good). so then she leaves to work at qcup and i tell her that i'll visit her sometime! and what doyou know? daniel mentions getting qcup chicken (cuz i want a FREE SLURPEE!!!! from the 7-11 down there) and yayyy a perfect plan!! except he's a butt and gose to the deco meeting instead, but he comes during their lunch break :D soooo i got my (tiny!!!!) free slurpee and he got his SECOND one of the day (hahahaah LOSER.."i have to top it off.") then we go to qcup where i saw iris, tiff wang, and sammy..i haven't seen ALL of them in a really long time. we sat on the ORANGE STUMPS i never thought ANYONE would sit on hahaha. iris was disappointed that i walked in with a boy because we were just saying "how come everyoen has a boy these days?" hahaa BUT its ok because he'll SKIP!!! wooohoo. then it's back to the deco meeting! we're going to ROCK hoemomcing this yearr!!!! it looks good :D

after the meeting, most of us go to eric b's 7-11 for FREE GAS for laura/curtis and another free slurpee!! and i FINSIHED this one thank yuouuuuu very much! :D wellll that was my day! and at night leslie and btoy told my BRO too much info!!! hahaa hanging out on my driveway??

lose one friend, lose all friends, lose yourself.

boy meets world is the best :D

SoAzNbOi87: HAHAHA I SAW BOY MEETS WORLD LAST NITE!!
SoAzNbOi87: dood, such a good show hahaha
haha max is so cool.

cHiNkY 5 18: i was even thinking about getting my hair like cory
hahahaha must've been a pretty girl!!

let's START the weekly movie nights already. or once every two weeks at least. stop doing OHLONE HOMEWORK you guys!! haha jp! but yeah it would be a good time to maybe..TALK aoubt things that need to be talked about.. and to watch how to lose a guy in ten days!! :DDD but yes, boo to drama. and drama is unnenecesary! so to those who can't make it on tuesdays 3-6 suggest another time!

i had an unexpected talk with one of my friends today. (yesterday was all my fault, i'm sorry)

one sentence broke my heart (on a certain level). i forgot what i t was exactly but the point was that some people want to leave our group.

my brother told me last year that it was bad to have too big of a group. he said that ours would probably split before senior year, if even. that was just frustrating because i didn't understand why, but now i do. but i must say that it IS OUR FAULT, not really just the size of our group or even how we got together in the beginning (dang i remember we were at the belltower talkinga bout how we were all in different groups before and merged somehow...it was hecka happy haha.)

me: laura, is our group bad?
laura: no..why..we're pretty innocent actually
-about ten minutes later
laura: our group is bad

=p hahah i know this stuff isn't supposed to be funny. but that was so cute.

basically, i am oblivious, but not BLIND. i did see this coming..so why didn't i do something?

i've come to the conclusion that i'm lazy. i don't force myself to make the extra effort of getting to know, listening/learning about, and looking out for someone i don't know too well when there is another person next to me who i may have been best friends with for many years. it's kind of like stepping out of..somewhat of a comfort zone. for example only, shannon can tell when i'm just smiling/nodding and not understanding a thing. i can also point and laugh at her (she'd give the scary face or fake a cry!) and we'd crack up. it's highly unlikely that i would do that to anyone else.

ack i'll sleep on it and finsish..monday..busy alltomrowo!
btw. thigns to do at janets party. FOLLOW THE LEADER (im follwin you salve!!) hahaha OH and laughing on each other's TUMMIES. OK?!?! ok, we must. and TABOO! and kaitlin's cranium! i hope my plan for tomrorwo morning works!! =p

swt flan grl: you guys suckck! =p
BuSTaMeNTe29: yea we know

this is dedciiated to jackers!! man he's just so funny :D

Jackewacke: i wanna see a picture of this super hottie
Jackewacke: is he mixed too?
swt flan grl: hmm i dont think so..
Jackewacke: wow nice
Jackewacke: pure blood! (HAHAA)
...
Jackewacke: so u becoming good friends with him?
swt flan grl: hahaha no i just met him yesterday and GUESS WHERE
Jackewacke: church?
swt flan grl: NO that would be like the whole packeage
Jackewacke: haha yeah
swt flan grl: nerdier..
swt flan grl: SAT CLASS
Jackewacke: how romantic
...
swt flan grl: yeah same age
Jackewacke: tite hit that up girl
swt flan grl: hahaha youre the cooool bro
swt flan grl: my other bros would be like WHAAAAAAT!! A GUYYYY?!
Jackewacke: y? amy told u not to go near him? =P
Jackewacke: u can "befriend" him =)
Jackewacke: if he chooses to like u.. great =)
swt flan grl: hahahah well i was about to have lunch with him
Jackewacke: WHOA! U GO GIRL! (LOL)
Jackewacke: who asked who?
swt flan grl: well he had to stay there..and i was leaving early..but NO ONE came to pick me up
swt flan grl: so he was like jUST EATtttt adn THEN
swt flan grl: i wa slike oh but id idint bring money and he wa slike uh i'll pay for you!
Jackewacke: awww =) wut a sweetie
Jackewacke: hit that up b4 some other girl robs him
swt flan grl: lol noooo
swt flan grl: he's from pleaseanaton

Jackewacke: wow.. that's a big ol typo =P
Jackewacke: that's cool not too far
swt flan grl: you havent bnene talking to me muchhhh huh
swt flan grl: most peopel are used to my typos =)

Jackewacke: sorry =( well now we're catching up! :D
Jackewacke: gonna be a big junior huh?
swt flan grl: hmm..fiiine hehe
Jackewacke: or "not" so big
swt flan grl: HEY!!!!!1 dont forogotet i can still beat you up
swt flan grl: and stuff you in a trashah can..you ..sophomroe..
Jackewacke: i'd like to see that (hahaha yooooou'll see>)

before you read this, know that it'll probably make me sound a lot more boy crazy than i really am. 0=)


okiedokes. now about my weekend! i had classes at 9 in the morning on BOTH saturday and sunday. =/ somehow both turned out to be pretty good. saturdays ihave toastmasters, which isn't really a class, i guess, but a public speaking/leadership program? yeah, gross. one of my greatest weaknesses!! anyways, i am sooo glad i have it with chererz (and jess, who's in the other class). i can feeeel it: this summer's gonna be hecka bonding with my deer! so we have to interview/introduce another person in the class, so she divulged, "the coolest thing she's done is skip around the relay for life track..with me!" and i revealed to everyyyone, "she serenaded me on her guitar with breakfast at tiffany's!" :D and after confessing our embarassing moments, surprisingly, we got elected vp and secretary. we were hecka the underdogs too. thanks cheryl for attracting some MORE guys and getting them all to vote for us. haha jp? =p

and thennn! this morning i had to wake up early again, after staying up pretty late playing a funky ps2 game (all button mashing) with my bro. i'm taking satI math at bestsatreview, where i took chem last yera with mis chicas!! hahah memeber the FREEZING room and MR LEE! but this time i knew no one in the whole class (around 20 people?) except for jeff duh who i've talked to maybe once? and since i missed the first class last week, i didn't know where to sit so i went for the back =) from glancing as passing by to get to my seat, for some reason, i thought the guy in front of me was creepy looking. so after an hour of the teacher's lecturing, we had a break, and the guy sitting in front of me turns around to talk to me. dude i was caught so off guard..he looks like a mix between dan blincoe and terry (from chinese school). i dont think either of them are extremely cute or anything, but this guy was pretty cute =) we kept talking during every break cuz we're both loners! hahaa 90% of my class is from pleasanton. =/ he's from there too, but the ghetto downtown white area? hehee. so at 12, everyone else has an hour for lunch and another THREE HOURS for the verbal section, but i'm not taking that part so i was supposed to leave right at 12. then my teacher says that my mom paid for both parts of the class AND my momma doesn't come to pick me up AND the phoneline was busy. sooo i'm confused beyond belief and the guy (jeff? i think i remember the guy's name this time..hehee i learned from last time) tells me to just go eat lunch with him and some other random people in our class, butttt i remember that i didn't bring any money cuz i didnt think i'd need it! so he tell sme he'll pay for me =) in the end, my eembarrasing moments prevail. i see my daddys car in the reflection of the window and dash out of the restaurant. i go back to say bye of course :)

but! before the class i asked the teacher if i could be moved to the monday night class since elaine/jess/tamie/ang i thinkkk are all in it. this way i can go to Church too! he said he'll tell me tomorrow since i'm making up the first session there tomorrow. but now i realize that i'll probably never ever see that guy again. hahahah how sucky. i learned a lottt about him in..20 minutes? =)

hey he was an interact officer last year too. hahaha nevermind.

hahahaa ese/BIGBERTHA..sylvie! cracks me up! out of nowhere we start planning to do something sometime this weekend..er whenever! so 1) he says "when should we goxorz?" 2) so of course i tell him to stop GAMING so much, and he says "i havent played..since 10:30 this morning." hahaha so silly and fianlly when we're talking about what days we're free..

swt flan grl: but think of something to do firist =)
BuSTaMeNTe29: i dunnonnnno
BuSTaMeNTe29: ah i cant think
BuSTaMeNTe29: im gonna go sleep
BuSTaMeNTe29: bye
swt flan grl: hahahaah
swt flan grl: sweet dremams
BuSTaMeNTe29 signed off at 1:01:06 PM.

so abruptly!! hahaha..that ese's gonann get cut up while sleeping!! =p

anyways. this blog is wayyyy too black for me. i think it needs some SALMONY flavor =) btw, i'm typing super slowly AND pressing backspace when writing in this, so you should appreciate the lessening of my typos. plus it's good practice for my typing! tehehehe

doobeedoo. oh yeah talk about last week! the other half o f finals week! it was definititely a lot better than finals. so the last day of school went by way too quickly. i BARELY used my camera..what was i thinking! the first time i even turned it on was when i bumped into jackers randomly, and he wanted to take a pic with his camera. and i was like OH i have mine too! hehee so nathan took the pics for us..and i was so stupid i forogot to get a pic with the camera guy. gosh..HE's the graduating senior =( jumping to afterschool, bella took some of us to meet up with everyone at elephant bar.THANKgGOODNESS he didn't get out of th ecar. he would've interrogated every single guy, esp. daniel and chris (watch out you guys, he's got his eyes on you just cuz of the english study group hahaa =p)! afterwards janet's momma took us to watch FINDING NEMO. the BESTBESTBESTTTTTt..recent..disney movie. hehee lion king is still the best.

i was hekc asad when wednesday eneded but at least i had friday to look forward to! ]|[ vs § but it wasn't as hardcore as it sounds =p played alot of mahjong. had my TEKKEN battle with chriscakke and sadly, i lost. and iw as the ONLY girl to rep for § =( i beat daniel as practice though!! mafia was pretty fun with almost everyone playing..except for when chris/daniel used me. andd then! big2 iwth consequennces was HILARIOUS. ben had to doorbell ditch (and KICK THE DOOR gosh =p) and this very scary lady in red with a hugemongous dog came out. good thing ben was supersmart and hid..and inched around the car.lol. OH later at night we played capture the flag which was awesome!! girls clearly lost though. it was the FLIPFLOPS i tell ya. and the guys get realllll crazy when theyre in jail together. like mooning and rollin g on the floor and mutiny-ing against me. i kept them fellas in check! hahaha well kinda.

lalalaa onto realy for life. awesomeeee!! memories foshizzle my nizzle tonizzle! hahah well tony wasnt there but i wantned it longer. at first, sitting there in the sun getting grass stains wasn't my idea of spending the FIRST saturday of SUMMER. and i hecka wanted to leave or go sleep in the tent, but after the opening ceremony, it was pretty fun stuffff. all in all, i'm really glad i went, especially cuz i FINALLY got to hang out with chererz my dearest DEEEEEEER! you don't even knowww how sad i was cuz i barely ever talked to her this whole school year. but we got to BOND this weekend (we even skipped around the trackkk..you dont get much more bondage than that)! and i got to know the PIMP FRESHMAN..well sophomore now! dude ALBERT CHANG..that pimp. he will DEFINITELY be a "freshman fantasy"..in his SOPHOMRE YEAR! all the 8th grade girls are crazy about him =p he's pretty DEEP too. man as the only guy in our very late night/very early morning talking in the middle of all the candles group, he repped pretty well. dang we spent so much time in the middle of alllll those candles on the bleachers. first jess chererz and i left (for a late walk..there were still some people watching a movie and a youth group singing) quietly while janet, tamie, and ang were sleeping, and after two laps, we decided to walk up the bleachers and just hang out in the middle of the P. (the candles spelled HOPE. =)) it was such a peaceful (not to mention incredibly beautiful) atmosphere to just do some thinking. i was a loner to aactually lay down on the somewhat dirty bleachers, but to look up at the stars was awesome. we stayed there from mlike 2-3? and i think both janet and elaine called us to find out where we were, and we were like "oh let's just return to the tent" but JANETTTTTT SCARED ME LIKE CRAZYYYYYY. she called back and she wa slike "wait where are you guys?? wait are you guys..turn around" and it was hekca weird slow-mo of jess turning around and we saw janet sitting at the bottom of the bleachers where we were and waving!! hahahahahah thanks for scaring me to death bodyguard dear!!

oh and then we sang nonstop for 2 hours? everyyy song we knew the lyrics to (at least two lines. or two words. HI HO!! hehehe) i was freeeeeeeezing. so i snuggled in my sleeping bag and slep t around 5:30. sorry for not talking to you guys..and just sleeping. hehee.

okay tooooo much blogging for one day!! i could use a nap too =) but i hecka wanan finally go on that SF trip we were planning during WINTER BREAK ese.

updates on
+ last day of school
+ elephant bar
+ ]|[ vs §
+ relay for life
+ random stuff!

soon. ·__________·

6/19/2003 10:53:46 PM
i don't remember feeling so sad at the end of freshman year. yeah, my grades are worse..but i doubt thats why hahaa
well, sophomore year is gone. time for one of those long recappps =) last year's was really focused on my brother and other senior "bros" who reallllly impacted my first year of high school which has and will continue to affect the otherthree years as well as the rest of my liiiiife! =) [edit: refer to below post!]


this year i didint make as many senior (which is pbb why i didnt go to grad) friends. probobably just nathan chu, brian toy, shirley and andrew dai. some awesoeme new junior friends though..like our lvoely unity prez's and leslie! i hope i get to know them better next year since i didnt for the seniors this year. most of this year has actually been a lot of bonding with those in my class. both within my pretty tight-knit group of (girl) friends and with other peopel..like silly irs guys, a lott better! i felel pretty close to people i may never have talked to last year. for example, i was talking to percy abou t our last day of school plans and we're both organizing (kinda) a big lunch with our budddies, (too bad they weren't at the same place, you pimp =p!) and when i told him taht there were 30 people going, he was hecka shocked and he wa slike "do you even KNOW everyeon going though?" and i understand cuz it's more important to hang out with a small number of people youre really friends with than a large nubmer of acquantinaces. but it seems like it's so hard to even NARROW down the number of peopel going since there's no variation in degree of cloeseness (if that makes sense =)) plus, i really don't like it when people say my friends are exclusive, because though there are certain factors that contribute to making us seem exclusive..but..i'm pretty sure we're all always welcoming.


anyways, it's always easier to get to know the peopel you have classes with than those you don't (so thanks to those who make an extra effort to talk outside of class), so i guess illll go through a typical day, passing periods included! (those are some cherished seven minutes! gooood stuff) i loooooved my schedule this year.

sorry for being late all the time kait!! i have p.e. so it'sa lll good b ut the poor girl has SPANISH first.
first (P.E.) chill with mel and ritu. someitmes with elaine and yule. a whole day's worth of studying and homework could be done in that one period. =)

second (chem): chem!! good times. esp after we got to choose our own seats. surrounded by chuang, daniel, steven, debra, val, and sheela (and yuchen, ang, jess, mel pretty close), our side of the room was definitely loud. but who woulda thought these guys could be so sweet! daniel copied my notes whne i had pinkeye and gave me lotion, ese always gave me his notes (he copies so fast..), and chris was superman when it came to chem. he knw it all!! =)

---big group talks outside of geschke. btw, I DO NOT HAVE PENIS ENVY.

third (english): english wa s HILARIOUS every day. id otn think i've stepped out of that classroom without bursting out laughing at least once this year. even though i semi-fell asleep (unliek daniel hahaha) so mnay times, i sdtill think ilearned a lot form mrs allen. i didnt know too many peopele in the class, but the few i did made it so awesome. =) the GOOD EARTH group was..too funny. "what did lotus teach him?!?! =O" for the whole period..and all that STARING! thanks a lot guys..you've worsened my case of paranoia! oh my SILEN T reading was the weirdest. every day i'd have to FEED my master and my son. hard work!! theyre both pigs!! PLUS they get jealous/hurt (i.e. richard's cryign under the table) if they get "worse/less/no" food. sillllllllly pigs.

---walked with ccake and daniel (WALK faster!!!!)..who witnessed how much i trip)

fourth (history): now that i reflect =) you guys..WE WERE WAY TOO MEAN TO UNDERDAL. the cwhp project was pretty gay but hey..easy A's!! it was actually ok..got to hang out with tlee ccake ed ritu and i actually started talking to nessa ta again.

---guys from history+daniel drop me off at the b-wing lockers..since they go to the cafeteria? but i'm fine with being a loner!! hmph.

fifth (spanish): i think english and spansih tie for "laugh the most in one period"!! I WILL MISS AMIGO COUNTRY!!!!!!!!!1 and hanigng out (more accurately: suffering) with my amigo country shanno. from her impersonations of mitchell's disgustingly seductive faces to our sticking stickers on our books (until mitchell's out of sight) and then on people, she briiiightens the day everyd ay. richard is hilarious too...he has short arms so he can't reach the pencils (wait..MY pencil) he drops, and i ignore him when he tries to do the handshake. hehee hijocito..all ihave to say is..101.9!!!!! CALMATE..do youget it?

---walked with amigo country and sometimes stephen ;p hung out with a buncha peopel outside of sugden..whcih caused sentences sometimes =(

sixth (geometry): sugden was poopy. i slept a lot though =) un periodo mas a vea(?) que mi hijo es un bueno muchacho! oh yes, and howard and everyone else around me helped me do my chinese hw ^__________^

---threw erasers and gemoetry books to win my catching contest with mi hijo.

2002-07-09 14:41:00; from my outdated livejournal! this brings tears to my eyes every time.

3 more days of freshmen year.



its almost unbelievable how fast the year went. im not even thinking about finals..though i SHOULD be..with my borderline grades and all...i'm thinking about all the changes we've went through..we, as my group of friends..and how i changed a lot too...i think we got more real. yet some a lot more fake. freshmen year is supposed to be the most fun year of high school..(cept fer senior year of course) when everything's new, grades don't matter, and youre just known as an innocent little freshmen to those big bad seniors :) for some reason i found myself bogged down w/ hw and stress when now that i think about it..this year was so easy. i just slacked off a lot and procrastinated a LOT. hahaa bleh..and i ended up being confined to my room for what..14 weeks? hah. before springbreak to the end of the year. but through it all, i'm so grateful to have had this freshmen year. even though my bro got mad at me more times than ever we were able to relate more on stuff: friends, school, life...i'm so glad i got a year of being in the same school as him. i got mad at him countless times for butting in my business being the 'infamous big bro' (daniel) or the 'overprotective freak' (kaito), but when i think about it, he always looked out for me and kept me from becoming a typical freshman: in calvin's words "isnt that what freshmen girls do? crushing on those seniors. ::sighs:: thats not YOU is it tiff?" no it isn't. you made sure your little cousin wasnt all superficial like that. and im not THAT ditzy okay?? just sometimes when im completely out of it :) though we always say 'omgosh look at that hot guy!!' most likely kevin lu or something, i think a lot of my friends are becoming less..crazy and naive bout stuff like that. especially my english group. man i am SO GRATEFUL to have had my english group!!! jess cathy kim..you guys are deep. im soo serious. we can talk fer hours bout stuff we'd NEVER EVER talk about at lunch in our little 'group'. OH MAN I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!! before our talks i dint think id get a chance to share my views on deeper stuff with my friends. props to shannon and kaitlin too..you guys are so cool to talk to too..we actually talked about 'unhorny' stuff. i love all my other friends too..don't get me wrong..its just really hard sometimes when youre in a pretty big group and someone points out something horny and it just continues and continues and its HECKA funny at first and my uncontrollable laughter takes over..but after a while it gets unfunny and plain dumb.



oops i think i got off topic. well..i was talking bout my freshmen year being..not perfect..but awesome..i guess that fits in :) but when i mentioned my bro i didnt add in my other bros. they deserve credit. MAJOR credit. mainly i gotta thank derek. second semester i don't know what happened but we lost touch ferawhile? oh well you're back..but youre gonna be gone all summer :( anywhooo..derek. to be honest, my bro didn't like the idea of me talking to his friends, so that's why i was sorta hesitant to hang out with you a lot. but after we met..i don't even know HOW really..you just instantly became my bro. maybe it was cuz my bro was gone so often..he was ALWAYS out. cuz the only time i can go online is when he's out hahaa..and that convo that one night i was so bleh..i'll always remember when i think of you!!! i remember how depressed i was. i had never gotten an F on 3 tests in a row. i had never gotten a cinch notice before. i had never felt so stupid. i had never felt like such a disappointment to my parents and myself. i tried to hide it, except for kaitlin. i poured out my anger through our notes haha..our DAILY notes. but that night i was sooo down and my bro wasnt even home to crack me up..and you said some pretty touching stuff. i bet it's stuff you just say to make people feel better but i guess youre REALLY good at it then cuz you totally cheered me up. im such a dork i know, but i wrote down what you said on a post-it and kept reading it over and over till i was pumped up enough to go back to studying math. i got through it i guess. with your help of course =) thanks man. im sure it was nothing to you. but it was something to me. gahhh im gonna miss you. ill come party in those ucla dorms!



i didn't really know jack until..what..a few weeks or months ago? i had heard of him fer a LONG time because he was a good friend of my bro's and i heard about his brother and dad's situations daily..it made me so sad. and i didnt even know him personally. when i read a letter he wrote to his brother, i cried. i thought of my brother, if i was going through the same thing, and cried some more. i just knew i had to meet this guy..he was so awesome. so STRONG. not just muscle-wise..yO we still gotta FIGHT! haha member?? i can throw you in the trash can anyday =D but he was just strong. oh yea and that day he came home from china..afterschool he was with derek and he was like 'guess whos back!' and i didnt even know jack then..so i was like 'hey jack!!" and SMILED. it was so fake. i had no idea what to say. bleh..well i DID get to meet this guy later..and well lets just say he could very well be my hero. hahaha jackers..and what an awesome artist too..thanks for the picture, stupid school macs couldnt even load anything so the project was poopy but still..thanks :)



thanks to andyong too giving me rides when my bro was gone..and i was always late too! felt like sucha dork =P
and to nathanchu (youre not as ghetto as MEEEE nathan!!!) youre like the nicest guy!!! and you remind me of stevekim a lottt.
and brian..i didnt know you that well but you are the funniest guy :) and getting me free stuff from the student store unlike derek *cough cough*


i wish you all the best of luck..well nathans gonna be a senior so..heh..have fun. and calvin you got through one year and you got a job too :) save that apartment for me! hahaha



WOW. all in one breath. thanks muchos guys :D

this is YOUR life. are you who you wanna be?? or are you who your parents wan tyou to be? or who your friends want you to be? or who society wants you to be? think about it. while we pray to be molded by His perfection, we do not realize the effects of the sins of our society.

there is so much more to life and to living. we were meant to live for so much more. "that's life. get over it" doesn't ring so clearly anymore.

He didn't die for nothing.


life is nto what i thougth it was 24 hours ago.
i'm not who i thought i was 24 hours ago.

italics are song lyrics. and also thoughts i never could coherently phrase. sorry =)

eight more days of school.
i think it was friday of last week that i almost started crying because i saw my english grade. begninign of this week i ranted so mucht o certain people (thanks so much for listenieng!!) about the rest of my grades. you guys really made me smile!! so did mrs. ALLEN. she's such a n awesome teacher. she's the only teacher i've had since like...sixth grade...who shows that she has faith in/trusts her students. ok so sugden did at the begnigng of the year also..i guess i shoduldnt be a member of the ASS club. hahaha. anwyasysys. so basicically this whoele week i've been ranting so much, "why can't schol jsut END NOW?!?! ihate thsis!!!" =) but now..well i realized it when shannon and i were talking yesterday..i'm going to miss school. it sucks to not be able to see my friends every day. esp. the ones i know i won't be alble to hang out with much. no more amigo country, no more chem (where i'm surroudned by such nice people! who take notes for me 0=)), no more history class wehre we do ABSOLUTELY nothign every day with chrisicake tlee ritu and ed, no more enlgish with my son pokign me every 5 secs, no more sleeping/being late to sugden (without gietitng sentetnces!!!!) no more no emoreoe no more.