its
the way that its so cold out tonite
standing naked in the middle of july
its ok pull the trigger and leave me there
runaway and let the birds pick at my eyes
i see you have your shooting
star
aimed straight for my heart
please send my love to everyone that i have torn apart
these blinding lights are
in my eyes and i cant see
your stethescopes around my throat its choking me
im short of air, im sure that theres an explenation for all of this
this worlds a sin and i cant
appeal to that
its hard to win when your always told you cant
its gotta make a man go crazy...being critisized all the time
I JUST DONT THINK
YOU UNDERSTAND
WHAT IT FEELS LIKE
TAKING DEMANDS
AND BEING TOLD
YOUR NOT A MAN
WHILE GETTING BEAT DOWN
BY YOUR FRIENDS
But i lie to everyone and
say im fine
cover up all the scars on the inside
feeling shattered like the window i beat up last night after i was released
The waterfall is on your left
but you choose to go right again
abandoning the beutiful
proceeding to an ugly end
so tonite under moonlight skys
i will stare up at the stars
and wonder where i belong
engulfed in the confusion
ill load this empty gun with 5 bullets for every part of me thats bleeding
inside
my mind
my soul
my broken heart 3 times
my mind
my soul
my heart times 3
and if i died tonite, would anybody care
and if i hung myself, would you just leave me there
and throw stones at me, as you stand on the streets
pointing and lauging at my corps like i was still breathing
or would you stop and cry