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THIS PAGE IS WHERE I STORE MY LYRICS B4 PUTTIN THEM ON PAGES THEY BELONG.. IF UR LOOKIN 4 A CERTAIN SONG U MIGHT WANNA TRY HERE FIRST.. ONCE I PUT A SONG ON HERE I WILL NEVER UPDATE IT ON THIS PAGE, OR TAKE IT OFF.. OK HAV FUN LOOKIN!! (HINT HINT: PRESS CTRL+F AND TYPE THE SONG/BAND U R LOOKIN FOR) LINKIN PARK :[READING MY EYES] The Microphone Molesta The chevy undresser Stupid dope fresh tight shit resurrector Top gun man mod best of the besta The living MC peace and resta Still tested the flexed gunna The make funna the appisary make runna Make summa cold with rhymes that spit Get gifted, lifted, deliquent wit I be the prophet, in my hand Top it, stop it, felt like rockin when I rock it Locked it down with this perverse verse Every fuckin curse I burst to hurt Room crowds physical fitness rhymes Coke heads couldn't do my lines Decorated like christmas pines with Italian rocks MCs become silohetes in shock Chorus: Reading my eyes will say it in many ways Losing my pride will save it in many days Hit the dirt Because the words I spit will do more than just rip your shirt I'll bitch slap your soul Track the track control You coming at me? You can't hack it though So rediculous Watching my crew get sick of this Wickedness Pitchin this Lyrical brichisness To crews and cliques Maiden, men, and mistresses This is my life The twilight, the fight night And trying to see nothing but the highlights When I write These eyes on horizons Top of Mike, start cries on to Krylon Fire on, rude men telekenetically As aterically beats become a clarity Feel averity's heroism, and heracy And severe every MC I see with Neverity Chorus Why not What a keep (3x) Why not give me what I came to deserve Why not give me what I came to believe (2x) Chorus
:[RHINESTONE] From the top to the bottom Bottom to top I stop At the core of the rotton Stop and just what I thought The sun has escaped us So I'm bright in the sky And I'm far from rapist Look at why did try (2x) From the thread to the needle, middle to end When skies cock back and shock that which couldn't defend The rain then sends dripping acidic questions Forcefully, the power of suggestion Then with the eyes tightly shut looking thought the rust and rotten dust A spot of light floods the floor And pours itself upon a world of pretend Then the eyes ease open and its dark again Chorus Bridge: In a minute you'll find me Eyes burn me up You say you'll never forget me But the lies have piled up Moving all around Screaming of the ups and downs Pollution manifested in perpetual sound And as wheels go round the sunset creeps past the Street lamps, cars, chain-links, and concrete A wind open grows and captures the eye Crys out yellow light as it passes it by A small black figure sits in front of a box Inside a box a rock with the needles on top Nothing stops in the slanted the chain The brains lose not knowing they were part of the game And the insides go but the box stays the same And shame, shovel up the pieces to the pain You could try to hide yourself in the world of pretend When the paper's crumbled up it can't be perfect again Chorus Bridge Yeah I got you got in the act You better step back Telling me that I seein' right through you (7x) Bridge (2x)
:[STICK N' MOVE] This is how it's done going for the title and crown Where now MC's surround as the beat breaks down In 2 elements clobbin' up those that have been blessed And as the M-I see the way it ought to be ponessed Yes, yes am I the one to keep you on your toes Definitaly in my b-boy pose, thea let your ? like twist Touch your chin to your chest to the rhythm like this Chorus: Now see what I have, I want you Be with me or Stick n' Move Now see what I had, I want you Be with me or Stick n' Move MC's dogging me since the first day I grabbed the mic Now it's like Sit, Stay Cobra path lifestyles i'm kickin' Stickin' MC's real quick 'cause times tickin' At the drop of the defense, I let loose the venom Sendin', I try to verbal heat up venom The ending will come, grab your family and run Apocalyptic rhyme pattern taking shots from the sun Record in the world, four-thousand-eighty-one Question my intentions and your whole world is done Like wars to Rome, turn your eyeballs into Saturn Full metal jacket fully auto rhyme pattern Chorus Stick it, rock it for a click and a whicket Move it, moving all the tunes and you groove it (4x) Chorus
:[FUSE] Of course you know what a fuse is... It's a long piece of cord impregnated with gun powder When you strike a match and light it It burns, fitfully, spiraling to it's end At which there is, a little suprise Krypton, short suit MCs you'll be ripped on You fell off and it's my lyric sheet you just slipped on Get gone, spit on mic's made in Hong Kong Rock on, sing songs mightier than King King A Donkey, you think you want me or want this Want some, hold your reputation for Ransom With these here, handsomely crafted tactics To break a snake and see like a cheap profilactic Galactic, space now yeah that grabs attention Crackheads nodded like a pest can't even mention Right a pat traps gas tracks in sections Kid steps this he need witness protection Trying to see while I If you see it I'll be here (2x) It was the junkyard crooked letter C-I-entific Duck us, the ruckus I'll bring stings your eardrum Hear one, lalala loose frind me fearsome Opposing troops on my home front shall be gone Testing the eight-hundred, eighteenth batallion Shallow the one who's run like rebels Enola gay rhymes kicked the notch up a level In intesity, send back the tax that you sent to me Blow up your spot with grenades that were meant for me MP3 versus R33 MCs, swiss change your gear putting shrapnel in the breeze We're MCs with enemy companies with my hand full of lyrics talking 'bout you want these Please, don't even speak the name of channels and low gadget mic shit put it down like pens For my friends and my fam let them dodge it around this mic shot through the back of an MCs hand With the strength that he had a bridge you don't want that close body fields in hand to hand combat Battle cats, it's like the sectional speech warfare words slash cords Come deford shots get rid don't question my intention when your butt gets kicked Trying to to see while I If you see it I'll be here Tech broke itallic syllabalic attacks Trying to see while I If you see it I'll be here You want these MCs lyrically back smacks Why wait, I didn't look down myself (8x) Trying to to see while I If you see it I'll be here Tech broke itallic syllabalic attacks Trying to see while I If you see it I'll be here You want these MCs lyrically back smacks
:[PTS.OF.ATHRTY] Yo, yo, forfeit the game Before somebody else Takes you out of the frame And puts your name to shame Cover up your face You can't run the race The pace is too fast You just won't last, won't last, won't last... You love the way I look at you While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through You take away if I give in My life, my pride is broken You like to think you're never wrong (You like to think your never wrong) You have to act like you're someone (You have to act like you're someone) You want someone to hurt like you (You want someone to hurt like you) You want to share what you've been through (To live what you’ve learned) You love the things I say I'll do The way I'll hurt myself again just to get back at you You take away when I give in My life, my pride is broken You like to think you're never wrong (You like to think your never wrong) You have to act like you're someone (You have to act like you're someone) You want someone to hurt like you (You want someone to hurt like you) You want to share what you've been through (To live what you’ve learned) Yo, yo, forfeit the game Before somebody else Takes you out of the frame And puts your name to shame Cover up your face You can't run the race The pace is too fast You just won't last (2x) You like to think you're never wrong (You like to think your never wrong) You have to act like you're someone (You have to act like you're someone) You want someone to hurt like you (You want someone to hurt like you) You want to share what you've been through (To live what you’ve learned) (2x) :[ENTH E ND] [Shinoda] One thing, I dont why. it dosnt even matter how hard you try. keep that in mind, I designed this rhymE when i was upsessed with time. all i know, time was just sliping away, and i wathed it count to the end of the day. watched it watch me and the words that i say. they echo in the clock rythem in my maz. i know that i didnt look out below when i watched the time go right out the window. trying to grabhold, tyring not to watch. i waisted it all on the hands of the clock. but in the end, no matter what i pretend the journey is more important then end where it started. and what it ment to me will eventualy be a memory of a time when i tried so hard. [Chester] Tried so hard, and got so far, but in the end it dosnt even matter. i had to fall, to lose it all, but in the end, it dosnt even matter. [Motion Man] Hey yo one thing, i dont know why. it dosnt even matter how hard you try. keep that in mind. i desiged this rym to explain in due time. all i know, i so-socialize like the host of the party and spost shake the need, i contact. party the toe strong allmat. northeast, southwest coast. im staring out the window at the opertunity to mendal. i tried disorda your weak in your system and i defordered. i braught you back into things, like the imagionary man of your dreams. youd always see to mak it worth it. a pig skin, i never nerfed it. you felt lever never pleather real bringing the pleasure. by any means it meams im leaving your teens,. holler for teen magizens, but i tried so hard, and got so far. [Chester] Tried so hard, and got so far, but in the end it dosnt even matter. i had to fall, to lose it all, but in the end, it dosnt even matter. [Shinoda] One thing, i dont know how. it dosnt even matter when you look at it now. cuz when designed this rym, i was scared of it all. scared to fall, and hadnt even tried to crall. but i was forced to run, with you mockin me. stoppin me, back stabbing me constantly. remembering all the times you faught with me. watched the clock mount chock full of hip-hoprisy. and now your mouh wishes it could inhail, every single little thing youaid to make things fail. every single word you sputtered to justto get you peace, but it dosnt really matter to me, cuz from the start to the end, no matter what i pretend, the journey is more important in th end where it started. and wha it ment to me will eventuly be a memory of a time when i tried so hard. [Chester] Tried so hard, and got so far, but in the end it dosnt even matter. i had to fall, to lose it all, but in the end, it dosnt even matter. :[FRGT/10] From the top to the bottom Bottom to top I stop At the core I've forgotten In the middle of my thoughts Taken far from my safety The picture's there The memory won't escape me [Mike] We're stuck in a place so dark you can hardly see The manner of matter that splits with the words I breathe And as the rain drips acidic questions around me I block out the sight of the powers that be And duck away into the darkness, times up I wind up in a rusted world with eyes shut So tight that it blurs into the world of pretend And the eyes ease open and it's dark again From the top to the bottom Bottom to top I stop At the core I've forgotten In the middle of my thoughts Taken far from my safety The picture's there The memory won't escape me But why should I care [Chali 2NA] In the memory you'll find me Eyes burning up The darkness holding me tightly Until the sun rises up [Mike] Listen to the sound, dizzy from the ups and downs I'm nauseated by the polluted rock that's all around Watching the wheels of cars that pass I look past To the last of the light and the long shadows it casts A window grows and captures the eye And cries out a yellow light as it passes me by And a young shadowy figure sits in front of a box Inside a building of rock with antennas on top Now, nothing can stop in this land of the pain The sane lose not knowing they were part of the game And while the insides change the box stays the same And the figure inside could bear anybody's name The memories I keep are from a time like then I put on my paper so I could come back to them Someday I'm hoping to close my eyes and pretend That this crumpled up paper can be perfect again Yo. From the top to the bottom Bottom to top I stop At the core I've forgotten In the middle of my thoughts Taken far from my safety The picture's there The memory won't escape me [Chali 2NA] I'm here at this podium talking, the ceremonial offerings Dedicated to urban dysfunctional offspring What's happening? City governments are eternally napping Trapped in greedy convenants causing an urban collapsing Bullets that scar souls with dark holds Get more then your car stole, some hearts be blacker than charcoal For real. This society's deprivation depends Not on our differences but the separation within No preparation is made, limited aid, and minimum wage Living in a tenement cage for innocent pay Tragedy within a parade The darkness overspreads like a permanent plague I'm the forgotten In the memory you'll find me Eyes burning up The darkness holding me tightly Until the sun rises up :[P5HNG ME A*WY] [Stephen] When I look into your eyes, theirs nothing there to see, nothing but my own mistakes staring back at me. [Mike] (backwords) Everything Falls apart, even the people who never frown, eventually break down, everything has to end, youll soon find were out of time left to watch it all unwind, everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down (backwords) [Chester] Ive lied to you, this is the last smile that I'll fake for the sake of being with you [Mike] Everything Falls apart, even the people who never frown, eventually break down, everything has to end, youll soon find we're out of time,(for the sake of being with you) left to watch it all unwind, Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down [Chester] The sacrifice is never knowing why I stay with you, just push away, no matter what you see, your still so blind, to me, (more stuff backwords, to lazy to figure out, I'll edit this later) I've tried like you, to do everything you wanted to, this is the last time Ill take the blame for the sake of being with you. [Mike] Everything Falls apart, even the people who never frown, eventually break down, (The sacrifice of hiding in a lie) everything has to end, youll soon find we're out of time, left to watch it all unwind [Chester] The sacrifice is never knowing why I stay with you, just push away, no matter what you see, your still so blind, to me. [Stephen] Reverse phycology, is failing miserably, its so hard to be left all alone, telling you is the only chance for me, theres nothing left but to turn and face you, when I look into your eyes, theirs nothing there to see, nothing but own mistakes staring back at me, Asking why.... [Chester] The sacrifice of hiding in a lie, the sacrifice is never knowing why I stay with you, just push away, no matter what you see, your still so blind to me. Asking why I stay with you, just push away, no matter what you see, your still so blind to me. :[PLC.4 MIE HÆD] [Chester] I wanna be in another place, I hate when you say you dont understand, I wanna be in the energy, right with the enemy, a place for my head. [Mike] I watch how the moon sits in the sky on a dark night, shining with the light from the sun, the sun doesnt give light to the moon, assuming the moons gonna owe it one, and makes think of how you act to me, you do favors that rapidly, you just turn around and start asking me about things you want back from me, Im sick of the tension, sick of the hunger, sick of you acting like I owe you this, find another place to feed your greed, while I find a place to rest, Im sick of the tension, sick of the hunger, sick of you acting like I oweyou this, find another place to feed your greed, while I find a place to rest. [Chester] I wanna be in another place, I hate when you say you dont understand, I wanna be in the energy, right with the enemy, a place for my head. I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna [Zion] Two, Two, Three, Three, Ya, Ya, Ya, Gimme ??? [Chester] I wanna be in another place, I hate when you say you dont understand, I wanna be in the energy, right with the enemy, a place for my head. You try to get the best of me, go away, go away, go away, you try to take the best of me, go away, you try to take the best of me, go away, you try to take the best of me, go away, you try to take the best of me, go away, you try to take the best of me, go away, you try to take the best of me, go away, you try to take the best of me, go away, you try to take the best of me, go away, you try to take the best of me. :[X-ECUTIONER STYLE] [Chairman Hahn] Wasn't that fun, lets try something else? [Black Thought] 45 caliber killer without of the filla Elevated Show your brothas how your not a gorilla Smooth talking fully automatic weapon constiller Taste thrilla, great filler Hit him with the bounce stiller Filthy stinking standing on the side grounded Still be sinking submerging in the parks Still be linking plucked beats when it starts Hope your thinking its not a mirage Ifm living up off tracks from out of the garage Well if you could duck but its hard to dodge In the back of that spine where my darkness lies Flippin straight up ripping apart your squad X-Ecutioner's Style cuts and blends Like a syringe banging you in each of your limbs See me coming through your party hard Without no body guard Smoking something, stomping on each of your toes I'm the B to the L to the A to the C King And when it comes to planning the Thought, keeping thinking this :[H! VLTG3] [Chester] Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes, sometimes.... [Mike] Hybrid I've been diggin into crates ever since I was livin in space Before the rat race, before monkeys human traits I mastered numerology, big bang theology performed lobotomies with telekinetic psychology Invented the mic so I can start blessin it Chin-checkin' kids to make my point like an impressionist Many men have tried to shake us But I twist mic chords like double helixes to show them what I'm made of I buckle knees like leg braces, cast a spell of instrumentalist on all of you MCs who hate us So you can try on, leave you without a shoulder to cry on From now to infinite, let icon be bygones I fire bombs, ghostly notes haunt this I tried threats, but moved on to a promise I stomp shit with or without an accomplice And run the gauntlet with whoever that wants this High voltage This is the unforgettable sound High voltage Bringin you up and takin you down High voltage Comin at you from every side High voltage Making the rythm and rhyme collide [Mike] I've put a kink in the backbones, of clones with microphones Never satisfied my rhymes jones Spraying bright day over what you might say My blood types krylon, Technicolor type A On highways write with road rage Cages of wind, And cages of tin, that bounce all around Surround sound, devouring the scenes Subliminal gangrene paintings, over all the same things Sing songs karaoke copy bullshit Break bones verbally with sticks and stones tactics Forth dimension, compact convention Write rhymes with ease while the track stands at attention Meant to put you away with the pencil Pistol, official, sixteen line, a rhyme missile While you risk your all I pick out at your flaws Singing rah blah, blah, blah you can say you saw High voltage This is the unforgettable sound High voltage Bringin you up and takin you down High voltage Comin at you from every side High voltage Making the rythm and rhyme collide (2x) [Pharoahe Monch] Who's the man, demanding you hand over your land Rover the man's bolder than the Pharoahe when he jams you glance over I am visclorosuos, the most ferocious When I spy my third eye it's extremely high voltage That's why I need ruby quartz glasses, cause when I glance theres a chance That I might blast the masses Subliminals transmitted through piano Integrated in flow, calculated to nano I use skills when I need pleas heats the rhyme I hear when I bleed as I proceed through time I walk through walls and inanimate obstacles By enducing the reduction of cells and molecules I bring the knowledge you swallow a state that's a hologram I botch your head, faten your lip like collagen The telepath delivers verses with no postage Mike Shinoda, Pharoahe Monche we high voltage High voltage This is the unforgettable sound High voltage Bringin you up and takin you down High voltage Comin at you from every side High voltage Making the rythm and rhyme collide (2x) :[WTH>YOU] [Chester] Come one!! [Mike] I woke up in a dream today to the cold of the static, put my cold feet on the floor forgot all about yesterday remembering I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore a little taste of hypocrisy and I'm left in the wake of the mistake slow to react even though you're so close to me you're still so distant and I can't bring you back [Chester] It's true the way I feel was promised by your face the sound of your voice painted on my memories even if you're not with me I'm with you You now I see keeping everything inside With you You now I see even when I close my eyes With you (2x) [Mike] I hit you and you hit me back we fall to the floor the rest of the day stands still fine line between this and that but when things go wrong I pretend that the past isn't real I'm trapped in this memory and I'm left in the wake of the mistake slow to react even though you're close to me you're still so distant and i can't bring you back [Chester] it's true the way I feel was promised by your face the sound of your voice painted on my memories even if you're not with me I'm with you You now I see keeping everything inside With you You now I see even when I close my eyes With you (2x) [Aceyalone] I won't let you control my fate while I'm holding the weight of the world on my conscience I won't just sit here and wait While you weighing your options you're making a fool of me you didn't dare try to say that you don't care you solemnly swear not to follow me there It ain't like me to beg on my knees oh, please, oh baby, please that's not how I'm doing things no I'm not upset, no I'm not angry I know love is love, love sometimes it pains me With or without you I'll always be with you you'll never forget me, I'm keeping you with me won't let you take me to the end of my rope while you burn and torture my soul No I'm not your puppet and no, no, no I won't let you go [Chester] No matter how far we've come I can't wait to see tomorrow no matter how far we've come I can't wait to see tomorrow with you You now I see keeping everything inside With you You now I see even when i close my eyes With you (2x) :[PPR:KUT] [Mike] Why does it feel like night today, something in here's not right today Why I am so uptight today, paranoia's all I got left I don't know what stressed me first or how the pressure was fed But I know just what it feels like to have a voice in the back of my head Like a face that I hold inside, a face that awakes when I close my eyes Face that watches every time I lie, face that laughs every time I fall and watches everything So I know that when its time to sink or swim The face inside is hearing me right beneath my skin [Chester] Its like I'm paranoid looking over my back Its like a whirlwind inside of my head Its like I can't stop what I'm hearing within Its like the face inside is right beneath my skin [Rasco] Hey yo, here we go again with the pain I feel isn't real but in my mind But I find myself in places with names, but not faces My memory races at speeds hundred degrees My soul it bleeds devil must have planted the seed Now it feels like my backs against the wall, I'm taking the fall Whenever I call nobody's responding at all But I don't know who I could trust they screaming my name I need somebody to help me out of the flame [Planet Asia] All I'm trying to do is just master me all I want to do is smoke a blaster beat but something keeps talking to me consciously responsibly it keeps haunting me From dusk till dawn Everything has something for ya That voice inside of your head got you projecting Paranoia! cold sweat shining on your face exposing your purpose and if I ripped off your skin I'll probably find another verse Its nothing worse than trying to bring yourself up back from the dead so I advise you listen to that voice in the back of your head [Chester] Its like I'm paranoid looking over my back Its like a whirlwind inside of my head Its like I can't stop what I'm hearing within Its like the face inside is right beneath my skin (2x) [Mike] The face inside is right beneath your skin (4x) [Chester] The sun goes down I feel the light betray me The sun goes down [Mike] Its like I'm Parnoid! [Chester] I feel the light betray me The sun ahhhhhhhhhh [Mike] Its like I'm paranoid looking over my back Its like a whirlwind inside of my head Its like I can't stop what I'm hearing within Its like the face inside is right beneath my skin (2x) :[RNW@Y] [Chester] Graffiti Skies [Phoenix Orion] I don't think y'all ready Yo I don't think y'all ready [Chester] Graffiti decorations under a sky of grey this constant apprehension still giving me away the lessons I have forgotten in spite of all I've learned now I find myself in question Mike: they point the finger at me again Chester: Guilty by association Mike: you point the finger at me again [Chester] I wanna runaway (I wanna runaway) I wanna know the truth(I wanna know the truth) I wanna know the answers (I wanna know the answers) I wanna shut the door (and open up my mind) and open up my mind Paperbags and angry voices under a sky of grey this constant apprehension wont seem to go away all my talk of starting over these words were never true now I find myself in question Point the finger at me again Guilty by association Point the finger at me again [Chester] I wanna runaway (I wanna runaway) I wanna know the truth (I wanna know the truth) I wanna know the answers (I wanna know the answers) I wanna shut the door (and open up my mind) and open up my mind [Mike] Gonna runwaway gonna runaway [Phoenix Orion] Yall not ready Hey yo I don't think your all ready for what I am about to do You all new schooled dudes that don't even got no clue How dare you forget about Bam and Zulu Cool Herc and Jazzy Jay they paved the way Let me spit at you all who said I wasn't going to make it Every time I blazed, you all the first to hate it My team really keep supreme to stay strong That's the true serious son, they're scared to put us on Cant get with hybrids get off your hiatus Too many asrtists dieing for us so I got to blaze it Still repping BK, Brooklyn and Vietnam Hell Fighting families and Aceyalone Banging in the backyard on the LP song I'm the new communicate, Phoenix Orion!!! [Chester] I wanna runaway (I wanna runaway) I wanna know the truth (I wanna know the truth) I wanna know the answers (I wanna know the answers) I wanna shut the door (and open up my mind) and open up my mind :[MY] This is my December This is my time of the year This is my December This is all so clear This is my December This is my snow covered home This is my December This is me alone (And I) Just wish that I didn't feel, like there was something I missed (And I) Take back all the things I said to make you feel like that (And I) Just wish that I didn't feel, like there was something I missed (And I) Take back all the things that I said to you And I'd give it all away Just to have somewhere to go to Give it all away To have someone to come home to This is my December These are my snow covered trees This is me pretending This is all I need (And I) Just wish that I didn't feel, like there was something I missed (And I) Take back all the things I said to make you feel like that (And I) Just wish that I didn't feel, like there was something I missed (And I) Take back all the things that I said to you And I'd give it all away Just to have somewhere to go to Give it all away To have someone to come home to This is my December This is my time of the year This is my December This is all so clear Give it all away Just to have somewhere to go to Give it all away To have someone to come home to Give it all away (2x) :[BY_MYSLF] [Chester] Myself! Myself! [Mike] What do I do to ignore them behind me? Do I follow my instincts blindly? Do I hide my pride, from these bad dreams And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I sit here and try to stand it? Or do I try to catch them red-handed? Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness, Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin I make the right moves but I'm lost within I put on my daily facade but then I just end up getting hurt again By myself (Myself) I ask why But in my mind I find I can't rely on myself (Myself) I ask why But in my mind I find I cant rely on myself [Chester] I can't look around Its too much to take in I can't hold on, When I'm stretched so thin I can't slow down, Watching everything spin I can't look past, Its starting over again Mike: If I turn my back I'm defenseless And to go blindly seems senseless If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they'll Take from me till everything is gone If I let them go I'll be outdone But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer By Myself (Myself) I ask why But in my mind I find I can't rely on myself (Myself) I ask why But in my mind I find I cant rely on myself [Chester] I can't look around, Its too much to take in I can't hold on, When I'm stretched so thin I can't slow down, Watching everything spin I can't look past, Its starting over again Chester: Don't You (repeated over and over again) Chester: KNOW! Mike: I cant tell you how to make it Chester: Go! Mike: NO matter what I do, how hard I Chester: TRY! Mike: I cant seem to convince myself CHESTER: WHY! Mike: I'm stuck on the outside :[1STP KLOSR] [Chester] I'm about to break... I'm about to break.. Need room to breathe (x3) I cannot take this anymore. Saying everything I said before. All these words they make no sense, I find bliss in ignorance, The less I hear the less you say, You'll find that out anyway. I find the answers aren't so clear. I wish I could find a way to disappear All these thoughts they make no sense, I find bliss in ignorance, Nothing seems to go away, Over and over again (x3) Just Like Before... Everything you say to me ...and I'm about to break! I need a little room to breathe ...and I'm about to break! Everything you say to me ...and I'm about to break! I need a little room to breathe ...And I'm about to BREAK! [Jonathan] These are the places where I can feel Torn from my body, my flesh it peels... During this frightly concurring balmy night... Waiting alone, I cannot resist. Filling this hate I have never missed. Raise up my memory, a reason to rip off my face. Blood is pouring and pouring (9x) SHUT UP WHEN I'M TALKING TO YOU! SHUT UP! Jonathan: And it's pouring! Chester: SHUT UP! Jonathan: And it's pouring! Chester: SHUT UP! Jonathan: And it's pouring! Chester: SHUT UP WHEN I'M TALKING TO YOU SHUT UP! Jonathan: And it's pouring! Chester: SHUT UP! Jonathan: And it's pouring! Chester: SHUT UP! Jonathan: And it's pouring! Chester: SHUT UP...I'm about to break! Everything you say to me ...and I'm about to break! I need a little room to breathe ...and I'm about to break! Everything you say to me ...and I'm about to break! I need a little room to breathe And I'm about to... Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the Edge...I'm about to break! I need a little room to breathe ...Cause I'm one step closer to the Edge...and I'm about to break! Everything you say to me ...Takes me one step closer to the Edge...I'm about to break! I need a little room to breathe ...Cause I'm one step closer to the Edge...and I'm about to... :[KRWLNG] Crawling in my skin Without a sense of confidence Consuming, confusing Crawling in my skin Without a snece of confidence I'm convinced that there's just too much prssure too take There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface [Aaron] Crawling In my skin These wounds, they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real [Chester] There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming, confusing This lack of self control I fear is never ending Controlling I can't seem To find myself again My walls are closing in (Without a sense of confidence I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before So insecure [Aaron and Chester] Crawling In my skin These wounds, they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me Distracting, reacting Against my will I stand beside my own reflection It's haunting how I can't seem... To find myself again My walls are closing in (Without a sense of confidence I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before So insecure [Mike] Without a sense of confidence i'm convinced that theres just too much pressure to take (4x) [Aaron and Chester] Crawling In my skin These wounds, they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real (2x)
:[PAPERCUT] Why does it feel like night today? Something in here's not right today. Why am I so uptight today? Paranoia's all I got left I don't know what stressed me first Or how the pressure was fed But I know just what it feels like To have a voice in the back of my head It's like a face that I hold inside A face that awakes when I close my eyes A face watches every time I lie A face that laughs every time I fall (And watches everything) So I know that when it's time to sink or swim That the face inside is hearing me Right underneath my skin It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back It's like a whirlwind inside of my head It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin I know I've got a face in me Points out all my mistakes to me You've got a face on the inside too and Your paranoia's probably worse I don't know what set me off first but I know what I can't stand Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is I can't add up to what you can but Everybody has a face that they hold inside A face that awakes when I close my eyes A face watches every time they lie A face that laughs every time they fall (And watches everything) So you know that when it's time to sink or swim That the face inside is watching you too Right inside your skin Chorus The face inside is right beneath your skin (3x) The sun goes down I feel the light betray me (Repeat until end) Chorus (Repeat until end) :[ONE STEP CLOSER] I cannot take this anymore I'm saying everything I've said before All these words they make no sense I find bliss in ignorance Less I hear the less you'll say But you'll find that out anyway Just like before... Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause I'm one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I find the answers aren't so clear Wish I could find a way to disappear All these thoughts they make no sense I find bliss in ignorance Nothing seems to go away Over and over again Chorus Shut up when I'm talking to you Shut up, shut up, shut up (2x) I’m about to break! Chorus :[WITH YOU] I woke up in a dream today To the cold of the static, and put my cold feet on the floor Forgot all about yesterday Remembering I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore A little taste of hypocrisy And I'm left in the wake of the mistake, slow to react Even though you're so close to me You're still so distant, and I can't bring you back Pre chorus: It's true The way I feel Was promised by your face The sound of your voice Painted on my memories Even if you're not with me I'm with you You Now I see Keeping everything inside You Now I see Even when I close my eyes I hit you and you hit me back We fall to the floor, the rest of the day stands still Fine line between this and that When things go wrong I pretend the past isn't real Now I'm trapped in this memory And I'm left in the wake of the mistake, slow to react Even though you're close to me You're still so distant, and I can't bring you back Pre chorus Chorus (2x) No, no matter how far we've come I can't wait to see tomorrow No matter how far we’ve come I can’t wait to see tomorrow With you Chorus (3x) :[POINTS OF AUTHORITY] Forfeit the game Before somebody else Takes you out of the frame And puts your name to shame Cover up your face You can't run the race The pace is too fast You just won't last You love the way I look at you While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through You take away if I give in My life, my pride is broken You like to think you're never wrong (You live what you’ve learned) You have to act like you're someone (You live what you’ve learned) You want someone to hurt like you (You live what you’ve learned) You want to share what you've been through (You live what you’ve learned) You love the things I say I'll do The way I'll hurt myself again just to get back at you You take away when I give in My life, my pride is broken Chorus Forfeit the game Before somebody else Takes you out of the frame And puts your name to shame Cover up your face You can't run the race The pace is too fast You just won't last (2x) Chorus (2x) :[CRAWLNG] Crawling in my skin These wounds, they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming, confusing This lack of self control I fear is never ending Controlling I can't seem To find myself again My walls are closing in (Without a sense of confidence I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before So insecure Chorus Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me Distracting, reacting Against my will I stand beside my own reflection It's haunting how I can't seem... To find myself again My walls are closing in (Without a sense of confidence I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before So insecure Chorus (Repeat until end) There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming, confusing This lack of self control I fear is never ending Controlling (Whispered during chorus) :[RUNAWAY] Graffiti decorations Under the sky of dust A constant wave of tension On top of broken trust The lessons that you taught me I learned were never true Pre chorus: Now I find myself in question They point the finger at me again Guilty by association You point the finger at me again I wanna run away Never say goodbye I wanna know the truth Instead of wondering why I wanna know the answers No more lies I wanna shut the door And open up my mind Paper bags and angry voices Under a sky of dust Another wave of tension Has more than filled me up All my talk of taking action These words were never true Pre chorus Chorus I’m gonna run away, and never say goodbye Gonna run away (2x) I’m gonna run away and never wonder why Gonna run away (2x) I’m gonna run away and open up my mind Gonna run away (4x) Chorus I wanna run away and open up my mind (Repeat until end) :[BY MYSELF] What do I do to ignore them behind me? Do I follow my instincts blindly? Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I sit here and try to stand it? Or do I try to catch them red-handed? Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness, Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin I make the right moves but I'm lost within I put on my daily façade but then I just end up getting hurt again By myself (Myself) Pre chorus: I ask why, but in my mind I find I can't rely on myself I can't hold on To what I want when I'm stretched so thin It's all too much to take in I can't hold on To anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking in If I turn my back I'm defenseless And to go blindly seems senseless If I hide my pride and let it all go on Then they'll take from me 'till everything is gone If I let them go I'll be outdone But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer (By myself) Pre chorus Chorus How do you think I've lost so much I'm so afraid, I'm out of touch How do you expect I will know what to do When all I know is what you tell me to Don't you know I can't tell you how to make it go No matter what I do, how hard I try I can't seem to convince myself why I'm stuck on the outside Chorus (2x) :[IN THE END] It starts with one thing I don't know why It doesn't even matter how hard you try keep that in mind I designed this rhyme To explain in due time All I know Time is a valuable thing Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings Watch it count down to the end of the day The clock ticks life away It's so unreal Didn't look out below Watch the time go right out the window Trying to hold on, but didn't even know Wasted it all just to watch you go I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matter One thing, I don't know why It doesn't even matter how hard you try keep that in mind I designed this rhyme, to remind myself how I tried so hard In spite of the way you were mocking me Acting like I was part of your property Remembering all the times you fought with me I'm surprised it got so (far) Things aren't the way they were before You wouldn't even recognize me anymore Not that you knew me back then But it all comes back to me (in the end) You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I Chorus I've put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go And for all this There's only one thing you should know (2x) Chorus :[A PLACE FOR MY HEAD] I watch how the moon sits in the sky On a dark night shining with the light from the sun The sun doesn't give light to the moon Assuming the moon's going to owe it one It makes me think of how you act to me You do favors and then rapidly You just turn around and start asking me about Things you want back from me Pre chorus: I'm sick of the tension, sick of the hunger Sick of you acting like I owe you this Find another place to feed your greed While I find a place to rest I want to be in another place I hate when you say you don't understand (You'll see it's not meant to be) I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy A place for my head Maybe someday I'll be just like you, and Step on people like you do and Run away the people I thought I knew I remember back then who you were You used to be calm, used to be strong Used to be generous, but you should've known That you'd wear out your welcome Now you see how quiet it is, all alone Pre chorus (2x) Chorus You try to take the best of me Go away (8x) Chorus Pre chorus (2x) :[FORGOTTEN] From the top to the bottom Bottom to top I stop At the core I've forgotten In the middle of my thoughts Taken far from my safety The picture is there The memory won't escape me But why should I care (2x) There's a place so dark you can't see the end (Skies cock back) and shock that which can't defend The rain then sends dripping acidic questions Forcefully, the power of suggestion Then with the eyes tightly shut looking thought the rust and rotten dust A spot of light floods the floor And pours over the rusted world of pretend The eyes ease open and its dark again Chorus Bridge: In the memory you'll find me Eyes burning up The darkness holding me tightly Until the sun rises up Moving all around Screaming of the ups and downs Pollution manifested in perpetual sound The wheels go round and the sunset creeps past the Street lamps, chain-link, and concrete A little piece of paper with a picture drawn Floats on down the street till the wind is gone The memory now is like the picture was then When the paper's crumpled up it can't be perfect again Chorus Bridge Now you got me caught in the act You bring the thought back I'm telling you that I see it right through you (7x) Bridge (2x) :[PUSHING ME AWAY] I've lied to you The same way that I always do This is the last smile That I'll fake for the sake of being with you Pre chorus: (Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down) The sacrifice of hiding in a lie (Everything has to end, you'll soon find we're out of time left to watch it all unwind) The sacrifice is never knowing Why I never walked away Why I played myself this way Now I see your testing me pushes me away I've tried like you To do everything you wanted too This is the last time I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you Pre chorus Chorus (2x) We’re all out of time, this is how we find how it all unwinds The sacrifice of hiding in a lie We’re all out time, this is how we find how it all unwinds The sacrifice is never knowing Chorus (2x) Pushes me away…(2)
:[CAROUSEL] She can’t hide no matter how hard she tries Her secret disguise behind her lies And at night she cries away her pride With eyes shut tight, staring at her inside All her friends know why she can’t sleep at night All her family asking if she’s all right All she wants to do is get rid of this hell But all she’s gotta do is stop kidding herself She can only fool herself for so long (3x) She can only fool herself I’m too weak to face me I never know just why you run So far away, far away from me I never know just why you run So far away, far away from me When it comes to how to live his life He can’t be told Says he’s got it all under control Thinks he knows it’s not a problem he’s stuck with But in reality, it’d be a problem to just quit An addict and he can’t hold the reigns The pain is worse ‘cause his friends have it the same Tries to slow down the problem he’s got But can’t get off the carousel Until he makes it stop He can only fool himself for so long (3x) He can only fool himself Chorus Try to fly with the wings I gave you Try to do what you believe and I’ll save you Chorus (4x) :[STEP UP] Watch as the room rocks Mentally moonwalk Mixed media slang Banging in your boom box verbal violence Lyrical stylist In a time when rock hip hop rhymes are childish You can’t tempt me with rhymes that are empty Rapping to a beat doesn’t make you an emcee With your lack of skill and facility You’re killing me And a DJ in the group just for credibility I heard that some of you are getting help with your rhymes You’re not an emcee if someone else writes your lines And rapping over rock doesn’t make you a pioneer Cause rock and hip hop have collaborated for years But now they’re getting randomly mixed and matched up All after a fast buck and all the tracks suck So how does it stack up? None of it’s real You want to be an emcee you’ve got to study the skill Who can rock a rhyme like this? Bring it to you every time like this? (2x) Step, step up, step, step up So you pick up a pen and write yourself a new identity But mentally you don’t have the hip hop energy With a tendency to make up stories Sounding like the only hip hop you’ve heard is top 40 And your record company is completely missing it All the kids are dissing it for not being legitimate So in a battle you can't hack it React with whack shit And get smacked with verbal back flips Get your ass kicked by fabulous battle catalysts It's taken decades for emcees to establish this You’re new to hip hop and welcome if your serious But not on the mic Leave that to the experienced (Using the waves of sound the true master paralyzes his opponents, leaving him vulnerable to attack) Chorus (2x) (After years of pain staking research by the world's leading sound scientists, we here at the sound institute have invented a reliable audio weapons system. Actual movement of musical sound in space used to carefully attack and neutralize the cellular structure of the human body, and the question must be asked.) Chorus (2x) :[AND ONE] Where should I start? Disjointed heart I’ve got not commitment To my own flesh And I’m left all alone Can’t find my home No one to hear me, to heal my ill heart, I Keep it locked up inside I cannot express to the point I’ve regressed If anger’s a gift, then I guess I’ve been blessed, I Pre chorus: Keep it locked up inside Keep my distance from your lies It’s too late to love me now You helped me to show me It’s too late to love me now You don’t take a word in Breaking a part of my heart to find release Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace (2x) Breaking a part of my heart to find release (Break) Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace (Me) Breaking a part of my heart to find release (Too) Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace Pre chorus Chorus (2x) Keep my distance (4x) Spit drips from the jaw of the witless witness Cryptic colloquialism shifts your midrift Dark all I do embark the shadows Involved with my thought catalog, analogue, rap catalog Keep my distance, and fear resistance, hurt by persistance The twisted web of tangled lies Strangles my hope to waste and numbs the taste And I'm forced to face these hate crimes Against the state of being Feeling the weight-lessness pressed between the ceiling Reeling around room Riding a bubble of sound proof It's the frequency making you Sha-Shake with every boom Involuntary muscle contraction Ignoring then drinking musical gas field euphoria The sound pounds to make the dead flush To have you a head rush with read rhymes and said stuff :[HIGH VOLTAGE] Just do something to tell you who I am, ya know? It’s high voltage you can’t shake the shock Because nobody wants it to stop, check it out (4x) I’ve been taking into crates ever since I was livin’ in space Before the rat-race, before monkeys had human traits Mastered numerology and big-bang theology Preformed lobotomies with telekinetic psychology Invented the mic so I start blessin’ it And chin-checkin’ kids to make my point like an impressionist Many men have tried to shake us But I twist mic cords to double helixes and show them what I’m made of I buckle knees like leg braces Cast the spell of instrumental-ness and all of the emcees that hate us So try on, leave you without a shoulder to cry on From now to infinity let icons be bygones I fire bomb ghostly notes haunt this I’ve tried threats but moved on to a promise I stomp shit with or without an accomplish (Mixed media) The stamp of approval is on this Chorus (2x) Akira, put a kink in the backbones of clones with microphones Never satisfy my rhyme jones Sprayin’ bright day over what you might say Blood type carillon Technicolor type A On highways with road rage I’m patient to win The cage and the tin to bounce all around In surround sound devouring the scene Subliminal gangrene paintings Overall the same things sing songs karaoke copy madness Break bones verbally to sticks and stone tactics Fourth dimension, combat convention Write rhymes at ease while the tracks stand at attention (Attention) Meant to put you away with the pencil Pistol, official, 16 line rhyme missile Why you risk it all, I pick out of your flaws Spin, blah-blah-blah-blah You can say you saw Chorus (4x) Chorus (4x) (This production has been brought to you courtesy of Mixed Media, Akira, Mr. Hahn, Hybrid Theory) :[PART OF ME] Part of me won’t go away Everyday reminded how much I hate it Weighted against the consequences Can’t live without it so it’s senseless Wanna cut it out of my soul And just live with a gaping hole Take control of my life And wash out all the burnt taste I made the problems in the first place Hang my head low ‘cause it’s part of me Ya hardly see right next to the heart of me Heard of me the routine scar New cuts cover where the old ones are And now I’m sick of this I can’t stand the sandpaper thoughts that grade away on my sanity I rather not even be then the man that’s staring in the mirror through me Pre chorus Cut myself free willingly Stop just what’s killing me (4x) I feel it everyday I feel I made my way I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside Swallowing me It can’t be frightening if you’ve never felt it Once it’s been dealt with you feel like you’ve been touched by something angelic And then melted down into a pool of peace Cease to be the animal you used to be Remove the broken parts you know were wrong And feel the karma when the problem’s all gone And then you start to see another piece of yourself that you can’t let be And that reason’ll last fight to free yourself Take it to the depths of the bottom of the well And now you know you can choose to lose the part in your heart Where your insides bruise You can live if you’re willing to Put a stop to just what’s killing you Pre chorus (4x) Chorus (Alive in me, inside of me, a part of me screams away silently This part of me won’t go away, part of me won’t go away Everywhere I look around I see how everyone aught to be Every time I see myself I see there’s always something wrong with me) Chorus (2x) I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside, swallowing me (2x)
(DEMOS N STUFF) :[PART OF ME] Part of me won’t go away Everyday reminded how much I hate it Weighted against the consequences Can’t live without it so it’s senseless Wanna cut it out of my soul And just live with a gaping hole By myself I take control of the situation Responsible for it's creation Hang my head low ‘cause it’s part of me Ya hardly see right next to the heart of me Heard of me the routine scar New cuts cover where the old ones are And now I’m sick of this I can’t stand the sandpaper thoughts that grade on my sanity I rather not even be then the man that’s staring in the mirror through me Pre chorus: Cut myself free willingly Stop just what’s killing me (4x) Chorus: I feel it everyday I feel I made my way I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside Swallowing me It can’t be frightening if you’ve never felt it Once it’s been dealt with you feel like you’ve been touched by something angelic And then melted down into a pool of peace Cease to be the animal you used to be Re-radicate the late pollution Feel the rain of resolution And then you start to see another piece of yourself that you can’t let be And that reason’ll last fight to free yourself Take it to the depths of the bottom of the well And now you know you can choose to lose the part in your heart Where your insides bruise You can live if you’re willing to Put a stop to just what’s killing you Pre chorus (4x) Chorus (Alive in me, inside of me, a part of me screams away silently This part of me won’t go away, part of me won’t go away Chorus (2x) :[POINTS OF AUTHORITY (VERTICAL LIMIT)] Forfeit the game Stop the talk show Product of what Your taught to know Forfeit the game 'Cause tomorrow When it's all done You reap what you sow You love the way I look at you While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through You take away if I give in My life, my pride is broken You like to think you're never wrong (You live what you’ve learned) You have to act like you're someone (You live what you’ve learned) You want someone to hurt like you (You live what you’ve learned) You want to share what you've been through (You live what you’ve learned) You love the things I say I'll do The way I'll hurt myself again just to get back at you You take away when I give in My life, my pride is broken Chorus Forfeit the game Stop the talk show Product of what Your taught to know Forfeit the game 'Cause tomorrow When it's all done You reap what you sow (2x) Chorus (2x) :[POINTS OF AUTHORITY (DIFFERENT)] Forfeit the game before somebody takes you out of the frame And puts your name to shame, cover up your face You can't run the race, the pace is too fast, you just won't last You love the way I look at you While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through You take away if I give in My life, my pride is broken Forfeit the game before somebody takes you out of the frame And puts your name to shame, cover up your face You can't run the race, the pace is too fast you just won't last I won't believe, the words you say I'll hear the pieces by sound of every breath you take Swimming to run, you've seen my blood My life, my pride is stronger Forfeit the game before somebody takes you out of the frame And puts your name to shame, cover up your face You can't run the race, the pace is too fast, you just won't last (2x) It's time to sink or swim It's time to sink or swim to see who Gets scared when the lights go dim (3x) Forfeit the game before somebody takes you out of the frame And puts your name to shame, cover up your face You can't run the race, the pace is too fast, you just won't last (2x) :[CRAWLING] I hate you so much right now Chorus: Crawling in my skin These wounds, they will not heal Fear is powerful Confusing what is real There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming, confusing This lack of self control I found so overwhelming Controlling, I can't seem... To find a strength within My walls are closing in (Without a sense of confidence I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before So insecure Chorus Discomfort, endlessly has laid itself upon me Distracting, reacting Against my will I stand beside my own reflection It's haunting how I can't seem... To find a strength wirthin My walls are closing in (Without a sense of confidence I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before So insecure Rain Drops put the rhythm on the pavement And drip from the black top into the basement Traces of the rain prevade this To erase your hate and take this from the fakeness (x4) I've felt this way before So insecure Chorus (Repeat until end) :[BY MYSELF (SUPER XERO)] What do I do to ignore whats behind me? Do I follow my fate to escape blindly? Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I let it go and try to stand it? Or do I try to catch them red-handed? Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness Or do I trust none and live in loneliness? Because sunlight burns the skin of sleeping men I make the right moves but I'm lost within I put on my daily facade but then I just end up getting hurt again By myself (myself) I ask why, but in my mind I find I can't rely on myself I can't hold on To what I want when I'm stretched so thin It's all too much to take in I can't hold on To anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking in If I Turn my back I'm defenseless And to give in to fate seems senseless If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they'll Take from me till everything is gone If I let them go I'll be outdone But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer (By myself) How do you think I've lost so much I'm so afraid I'm now out of touch How do you expect I will know what to do When all I know is what you tell me to Don't you know I can't tell you how to make it go No matter what I do how hard I try I can't seem to convince myself why I'm stuck on the outside :[IN THE END] It starts with one It multiplies till you can taste the sun And burnt by the sky you try to take it from And if it falls there's no place to run Crumbling down, It's so unreal They're dealing you in to determine your end And sending you back again to the places you've been And bending your will till it breaks you within And still they fill they're eyes With the twilight through the skylight And the highlight's on a frame of steel See the brightness of your likeness As I write this on a pad with the way I feel Hear screaming in my dreaming As it's seeming that you played your part Like your heartless take apart this in the darkness But I know that I've Chorus: I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matter I've looked down blind and once there is not what ought to be Held back from the battles they fought for me Calling me to be part of their property And now I see that I get no chance I get no break, fakes and snakes quickly lead to mistakes And as the tightrope within slowly starts to thin I can only hope that they close they're eyes To the twilight through the skylight And the highlight's on a frame of steel See the brightness of your likeness As I write this on a pad with the way I feel Hear screaming in my dreaming As it's seeming that you played your part Like your heartless take apart this in the darkness But I know that I've Chorus I've put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go And for all this There's only one thing you should know (3x) Chorus :[A PLACE FOR MY HEAD (ESAUL)] Riding with a head full of bodies are red And what I said is still stuck in my head But misled doing the things I do would make you never wanna come back But an all front attack, so you could never run from that Being trapped in this beau, some that I never wanted to do But through it all you've got to see that what I want to be Is over the pen again letting it out of me In the center of the day in the dream, seeing all my thoughts Getting lost in between, realizing one that the way to the sea And the killing and again are in the head with the screams I wanna live in another place Where no one can say that I live for them I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy A place for my head We're gonna be crushed when it all falls apart Going in the hollow, hoping that you won't know The strain it puts to me, seeing what you've done And consequently I've run away, just hitting again Within the boundaries of an anguish Want me to say this, but you're dragging me down Lost in the chaos being tossed around Singing again to myself, a head full of hectic Hope that some day you'll regret this Everything's the wrong place, the wrong time Adding to the panic in my confine going blind Singing again to myself, a head full of hectic Hope that some day you'll regret this Everything's the wrong place, the wrong time Adding to the head again i'm going blind I wanna live in another place Where no one can say that I live for them I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy A place for my head You Try to take the best of me Go away You Try to take the best of me Go away You Try to take the best of me Go away You Try to take the best of me GO AWAY You Try to take the best of me, go away You Try to take the best of me, go away You Try to take the best of me, go away You Try to take the best of me, go away I wanna live in another place Where no one can say that I live for them I wanna be in the energy, not with the enemy A place for my head Go away Singing again to myself, a head full of hectic Hope that some day you'll regret this Everything's the wrong place, the wrong time Adding to the head again i'm going blind Singing again to myself, a head full of hectic Hope that some day you'll regret this Everything's the wrong place, the wrong time Adding to the head of mine, i'm going blind :[FORGOTTEN] From the top to the bottom Bottom to top I stop At the core I've forgotten In the middle of my thoughts Taken far from my safety So I'm bright in the sky The sun will escape me So why did I try (2x) From the thread to the needle, middle to end When skies cock back and shock that which couldn't defend The rain then sends dripping acidic questions Forcefully, the power of suggestion Then with the eyes tightly shut looking thought the rust and rotten dust A spot of light floods the floor And pours itself upon a world of pretend The eyes ease open and its dark again Chorus Bridge: In a minute you'll find me Eyes burning up You say you'll never forget me Until the lies has piled up Moving all around Screaming of the ups and downs Pollution manifested in perpetual sound And as wheels go round the sunset creeps past the Street lamps, cars, chain-links, and concrete A wind open grows and captures the eye Prys out yellow light as it passes it by A small black figure sits in front of a box Inside a box a clock with the needles on top Nothing stops in the slanted the pain The same lose not knowing they were part of the game And the inside changes and the box stays the same And shame, shovel up the pieces to the pain You could try to hide yourself in this world of pretend When the paper's crumbled up it can't be perfect again Chorus Bridge Now I got you got in the act You better step back I'm telling you that I see it right through you (7x) Bridge (2x) :[IT'S GOING DOWN] I knew I was being threatened Do you think it’s worth holding out? I mean I’ve heard some pretty ugly things about those guys Ugly stories Watch them flee Watch them flee Rap up Watch them flee Hip-Hop hits And you do it like this It’s going down The rhythm projects ‘round the next sound Reflects the complex hybrid dialect now Detect the mesh of many elements compressed down The melting pot of a super-futureesque style The combination of a vocal caress With lungs that gasp for breath From emotional stress With special effects And a distorted collage Carefully lodged between beats of rhythmic barrage Pre-Chorus: It’s going down The logical progression on a the timeline The separation narrowed down to a fine line To blur the edges so they blend together properly Take you on an audible odyssey Now it’s going down A logical progression on the timeline The separation narrowed down to a fine line To blur the edges so they blend together properly Take u on a an audible odyssey Now it’s going down Put put put it up It said it goes like this And you do it like this It’s going down Put put it up It said it go- go- goes like this And you do it like this Its going down Once again it is Composed sentences all together venomous The four elements of natural force Projected daily through the sound of the source Everybody on board with this blend The sword with the pen The mightiest is the weapons Swinging right from the chin The elevate of mental states Long gone with the wind To defend men for shoddy imitation pretends It’s going down Stalence emulation readily Trekking through the weaponry Of the pure pedigree Cleverly seeing through whatever is ahead of me Whatever the weather be We invent the steadily It’s going down to sub-terrestrial high I rhyme regiment that’s calling the shots Execution of collaborative plots Ready to bring the separation of style to a stop Pre Chorus: It’s going down A logical progression on a the timeline The separation narrowed down to a fine line To blur the edges so they blend together properly Take you on an audible odyssey Now, it’s going down Chorus: Put put put it up It said it goes like this And you do it like this It’s going down Put put it up It said it goes like this And you do it like this It’s going down X-men ‘bout to blast of world wide Yo it’s request only X- men ‘bout to blast of world wide It’s built from scratch Album in stores soon ‘Bout to blast off world wide And you do it like this It’s going down Put put put it up It said it goes like this And you do it like this It’s going down Put put it up It said it goes like this And you do it like this It’s going down Like this... :[MY DECEMBER] This Is My December This Is My Time Of The Year This Is My December This s All So Clear This Is My December This Is My Snow Covered Home This Is My December This Is Me Alone And I Just Wish That I Didnt Feel Like There Was Something I Missed And I Take Back All The Things I Said To Make You Feel Like That And I Just Wish That I Didnt Feel Like There Was Something I Missed And I Take Back All The Things I Said To You And I Give It All Away Just To Have Somewhere To Go To Give It All Away To Have Someone To Come Home To This Is My December These Are My Snow Covered Dreams This Is Me Pretending This Is All I Need And I Just Wish That I Didnt Feel Like There Was Something I Missed And I Take Back All The Things I Said To Make You Feel Like That And I Just Wish That I Didnt Feel Like There Was Something I Missed And I Take Back All The Things I Said To You And I Give It All Away Just To Have Somewhere To Go To Give It All Away To Have Someone To Come Home To This Is My December This Is My Time Of The Year This Is My December This Is All So Clear And I Give It All Away Just To Have Somewhere To Go To :[HIGH VOLTAGE REMIX] You know what I mean You could put a label on a life, Put a label on a lifestyle Sometimes... You know Put a label on how you wake up every morning And go to bed at night Hybrid I’ve been diggin into crates ever since I was livin in space Before the ratrace, before monkeys had human traits I mastered numerology and bigbang theology Performed lobotomies with telekinetic psychology Invented the mic so I could start blessin it Chincheckin kids to make my point like an impressionist Many men have tried to shake us But I twist my cords in double helixes and show them what I’m made of I buckle knees like leg braces Cast the spell of instrumental-ness and all of you emcees who hate us So you can try on, Leave you without a shoulder to cry on From now to infinity let icons be bygones I fire bomb ghostly notes haunt this I tried threats but moved on to a promise I stomp shit with or without an accomplice And run the gauntlet with whoever that wants this Chorus: High Voltage The unforgettable sound High Voltage Bringing you up and taking you down High Voltage Coming at you from every side High Voltage Making the rhythm and rhyme collide Akira, I put a kink in the backbones of clones with microphones Never satisfy my rhyme jones Sprayin bright day over what you might say My Blood type's Krylon Technicolor type A On highways ride with road rage Cages of wind and cages of tin that bounce all around Surround sound Devouring the scene Subliminal gangrene paintings Over while the same thing Sing song karaoke copy bullshit Break bones verbally with sticks and stone tactics Fourth dimension, combat convention Write rhymes at ease while the track stands at attention Meant to put you away with the pencil Pistol, official, 16 line a rhyme missile While you risk your all, I pick out all your flaws Spin rah, blah blah blah You can say you saw Chorus (x2) And like the rock and rap You know what i mean People act like you know Wow that’s a new invention That shits brand new We're constantly evolving It is constantly changing Sometimes... There's a lot of change Everybody's always up with labels There ain’t no label for this shit They're always gonna try to put a label on it Try to create something So they can water it down Sometimes I feel like a prophet Misunderstood Under the gun like a new disease (x2) Chours (x4) You know what I mean, you can put a label on a lifestyle To Have Someone To Come Home To :[IT'S GOING DOWN] Watch them flee Watch them flee Rap up Watch them flee Hip-Hop hits And you do it like this It’s going down The rhythm projects ‘round the next sound Reflects the complex hybrid dialect now Detect the mesh of many elements compressed down The melting pot of a super-futureesque style The combination of a vocal caress With lungs that gasp for breath From emotional stress With special effects And a distorted collage Carefully lodged between beats of rhythmic barrage Pre-Chorus: It’s going down The logical progression on a the timeline The separation narrowed down to a fine line To blur the edges so they blend together properly Take you on an audible odyssey Now it’s going down A logical progression on the timeline The separation narrowed down to a fine line To blur the edges so they blend together properly Take u on a an audible odyssey Now it’s going down Chorus: Put it out for the world to see LP and X-men to the tenth degree It's Going Down Everybody in the world is safe Moving up down the stack in your record crate It’s going down (x2) Put put put it up It said it goes like this And you do it like this It’s going down Once again it is Composed sentences all together venomous The four elements of natural force Projected daily through the sound of the source Everybody on board with this blend The sword with the pen The mightiest is the weapons Swinging right from the chin The elevate of mental states Long gone with the wind To defend men for shoddy imitation pretends It’s going down Stalence emulation readily Trekking through the weaponry Of the pure pedigree Cleverly seeing through whatever is ahead of me Whatever the weather be We invent the steadily It’s going down to sub-terrestrial high I rhyme regiment that’s calling the shots Execution of collaborative plots Ready to bring the separation of style to a stop Pre Chorus Chorus (x2) X-men ‘bout to blast of world wide X-men ‘bout to blast of world wide And you do it like this ‘Bout to blast off world wide Chorus (x2) Put put put it up It said it goes like this And you do it like this It’s going down (x2) :[THE MORNING AFTER] Caught up against the wall again, Time to chill in the bar again,' Never cease to amaze the thought in me, I sleep, sleep, sleep, please don't, Wake me 'til the morning after, Wake me 'til the morning after, Got confused by the thought again, Lick my wounds like a dog again, Is that a light at the end of the tunnel that I see, I see, Please let it be, but don't, Wake me 'til the morning after, Wake me 'til the morning after, Wake me 'til the morning after, I'm so tired, There has got to be an end, To the pain I feel when I'm awake and alive, Alive, alive, alive and I'm dreamin' Caught up against the wall again, Time to chill in the bar again, Is that a light at the end of the tunnel that I see, I see, Please let it be, but don't, Wake me 'til the morning after, Wake me 'til the morning after, Wake me 'til the morning after, I'm so tired, There has got to be an end, To the pain I feel when I'm awake and alive, Alive, alive and dreamin' :[CYCLEFLY - KARMA KILLER FEAT. CHESTER] I spread through the morning I'm kicking in the twilight as she comes Time waits at a darling Spooning the thickness and feeding our open mouths The price you pay is always Chorus: Too high, I'm too familiar Sunshine, Karma Killer Time waits at the darling When your following the animals around (around) I spread through the morning Feeding our open mouths and spooning the thickness out The price you pay is always Chorus (x2) My eyes are weary now My eyes are weary My eyes are weary now Chorus (x2) Karma Killer Will I ever miss you? :[SYSTEM] You fell away, What more can I say? The feelings evolved I won't let it out I can't replace Your screaming face Feeling the sickness inside Chorus: Why wont you die? your blood in mine Will be fine Then your body will be mine So many words Cant describe my face This feelings evolved So soon to break out I can't relate To a happy state Feeling the blood run inside Chourus Why is everything so fucking hard for me? Keep me down to what you think I should be Must you tempt me and provoke the ministry? Keep on trying, I'm not dying so easily (I will not die) Why is everything so fucking hard for me? (I will not die) Why is everything so fucking hard for me? (I will not die) NIRVANA :[Smells Like Teen Spirit] Load up on guns, bring your friends It's fun to lose and to pretend She's overboard and self-assured I know, i know , a dirty word Hello, hello , hello how low, Hello, hello, hello,how low, Hello, hello, hello... With the lights out, it's less dangerous Here we are now, entertain us I feel stupid, and contagious Here we are now , entertain us A mulatto, an albino, a mosquito, my libido, Yeah I'm worse at what I do best And for that gift I feel blessed Our little group has always been And always will until the end Hello, hello, hello, how low Hello, hello, hello, how low Hello, hello, hello With the lights out, it's less dangerous Here we are now, entertain us I feel stupid and contagious Here we are now entertain us A mulatto, an albino, a mosquito, my libido, Yeah And i forget just why i taste Oh yeah, i guess it makes me smile I found it hard, it's hard to find Oh well, whatever, nevermind Hello, hello, hello, how low Hello, hello, hello, how low Hello, hello, hello With the lights out, it's less dangerous Here we are now, entertain us I feel stupid and contageous Here we are now, entertain us A mulatto, an albino, a mosquito, my libido, A denial (x9) :[RAPE ME] ADEMA :[IMMORTAL] Let's fight! We're face to face Loyalty is what I need to see from you Your insecure I can see the fear that breaths in your heart Where will you run, where will you hide I see the blood drip from your eyes Who will survive let's get it on and we'll find Chorus: I know who you are The leader of lost souls You can't kill me, I'm immortal I'm not afraid to die My soul will travel on You can't kill me i'm immortal, immortal, immortal I need the rush There's nowhere you can hide before you die Why won't you face me i can see the fear that's in your eyes Where will you run, where will you hide I see the blood drip from your eyes Who will survive let's get it on and we'll find Chorus (2x) Where will you run, Where will you hide Let's fight Chorus (2x) You can't kill me, immortal (3x) // EVERYONE // I'm sick of the excuses that you want me to believe I've been understanding, givin' everything you need Using me is over now and soon you're gonna see I'm done with you, I'm done with you Would there be a difference if I followed what you say? Taken from my mind and I can't seem to get away Using me is over now and soon you're gonna see I'm done with you, I'm done with you Everyone is the same Quick to point the blame All I know is that life is a struggle Why, I can't seem to escape all the games that you play All I know is that life is a struggle Sorry, I'm angry, I've fallen from everything Why am I so angry inside my head Life's all the same, it's gonna change I'm not ashamed to live my life Everyone is the same Quick to point the blame All I know is that life is a struggle Why, I can't seem to escape all the games that you play All I know is that life is a struggle Everyone is the same Quick to point the blame All I know is that life is a struggle Why, I can't seem to escape all the games that you play All I know is that life is a struggle (Why am I so angry inside my head Life's all the same, it's gonna change, I'm not ashamed) Back to lyrics // BLOW IT AWAY // Everyday I think about what you did Livin' life ain't much with all the shit 'cause I'm going insane with all of it You keep driving me crazy Always crazy, you're gonna drive me crazy You're gonna wake up one day dead inside 'cause your alone, not in my life I think about you sometimes And wanna kill you You disrespected my pride How could you do this? All my life has always been like this Taking shit and I can't deal With this selfish bitch that's always full of it You keep driving me crazy Always crazy, you're gonna drive me crazy You're gonna wake up one day dead inside 'cause your alone, not in my life I think about you sometimes And wanna kill you You disrespected my pride How could you do this? I'm going crazy tonight And I blow it away You want me (want me) To be like you (like you) You want me ( want me) To be like you (like you) No! I think about you sometimes And wanna kill you You disrespected my pride How could you do this? I'm going crazy tonight And I blow it away I think about you sometimes And wanna kill you You disrespected my pride How could you do this? I'm going crazy tonight And I blow it away Back to lyrics // GIVING IN // Will you walk me to the edge again Shaking lonely and I am drinking again Woke up tonight and no one's here with me I'm giving in to you (Take me under) I'm giving in to you (I'm dying tonight) I'm giving in to you (Watch me crumble) I'm giving in to you (I'm crying tonight) I'm giving in to you Caught up, in life Losing all my friends Family has tried, to heal all my addictions Tragic it seems, to be alone again I'm giving in to you (Take me under) I'm giving in to you (I'm dying tonight) I'm giving in to you (Watch me crumble) I'm giving in to you (I'm crying tonight) I'm giving in to you (Oh fuck) I look forward, to dying tonight Drinks still on myself, life's harder every day The stress has got me I'm giving in Giving Giving in now! Take me under (I'm killing all the faith) I'm dying tonight (I'm sick of all that faith) Watch me crumble (I'm killing all the faith) I'm crying tonight I'm giving in to you (Take me under) I'm giving in to you (I'm dying tonight) I'm giving in to you (Take me under) I'm giving in to you (I'm dying tonight) I'm giving in to you Back to lyrics // FREAKING OUT // I was so much an outcast No one ever liked me 'cause I wasn't wanted I was so different from the rest of them all Fucked up on the drugs, from all the speed And I never got no sleep 'cause I kept on trippin' over what they said And everything that my mom said made me mad And everything that my dad said made me sad Why am I even trying? I'm crying out, I'm crying out I cannot seem to keep from freaking out Spinny round, spinny round, I've fallen down I cannot seem to keep from freaking out You keep shootin' those glances Relating to the rawness, I'm a fuckin' lost kid Trying so hard to become just like me, talk like me, walk like me You keep trippin' on everything I wear, every time I swear Even when it comes to my hair It seems like you don't have the time to relate to my kind I'm not a dope pullin' your life Why am I even trying? I'm crying out, I'm crying out I cannot seem to keep from freaking out Spinny round, spinny round, I've fallen down I cannot seem to keep from freaking out I'm trippin' out, I'm trippin' out I cannot seem to keep from freaking out Draw me down, breaking down I've hit the ground I cannot seem to keep from freaking out Your dreamy dreads Are you still tripping on me? You're drinking dread Are you still tripping on me? Now do you drift? Are you still tripping on me? Now do you drift? Why are you tripping on me? (I was so much an outcast) Find a way to make it right (I was so much an outcast) I can't seem to find a way to make it right) (I was so much an outcast) No ever liked me I can't find a way to make it right (I was so much an outcast) I can't seem to find a way to make it right Why am I even trying? I'm crying out, I'm crying out I cannot seem to keep from freaking out Spinny round, spinny round, I've fallen down I cannot seem to keep from freaking out I'm trippin' out, I'm trippin' out I cannot seem to keep from freaking out Draw me down, breaking down I've hit the ground I cannot seem to keep from freaking out I'm crying out, I'm crying out, I'm crying out, freaking out Draw me down, breaking down I've hit the ground I cannot seem to keep from freaking out Back to lyrics // THE WAY YOU LIKE IT // I'll get inside you I'll get inside you Don't live ashamed, 'cause feelings change but fame remains The reason why your gonna wanna take me home tonight It's all the same up in this game, the people change And money claims everyone from everything I can't believe that you would think that shit of me I was amazed at the torment that you put me through If you can see right through the greed and all your needs You realize that you were just about as bad as me Sometimes I only remember the days when I was young Nowadays no one remembers when they were young and stupid (The way you like it) Come on baby help me, someone to confide in (I'll get inside you) Now you're beggin' me to stay My life has changed but fuck the fame, I'll stay the same You can't complain when you can pay the bills and do your thing Appreciate, don't player hate, congratulate I miss the pain and the torment that you put me through (I'll get inside you) So what's to fear when everything is crystal clear You realize that you should do the things you wanna do Don't give in to what people say, don't be ashamed To separate the feelings on your mind you can't sedate (The way you like it) Sometimes I only remember the days when I was young Nowadays no one remembers when they were young and stupid (The way you like it) Come on baby help me, someone to confide in (I'll get inside you) Now you're beggin' me to stay (I'll get inside you) Now you're beggin' me to stay I'll get inside you You would always say I'd never be shit They would always say I'd never be shit But look at me now, look at me now (I'll get inside you) Now you're beggin' me to stay (I'll get inside you) Now you're beggin' me to stay (The way you like it) Sometimes I only remember the days when I was young Nowadays no one remembers when they were young and stupid (The way you like it) Come on baby help me, someone to confide in (I'll get inside you) Now you're beggin' me to stay (I'll get inside you) Sometimes I only remember the days when I was young (I'll get inside you) Nowadays no one remembers when they were young and stupid (The way you like it) Come on baby help me, someone to confide in (I'll get inside you) Now you're beggin' me to stay (I'll get inside you) Now you're beggin' me to stay (I'll get inside you) Now you're beggin' me to stay (The way you like it) Back to lyrics // CLOSE FRIENDS // Today you told me that I'd hate you forever I can't believe what's really going on Somehow I knew that you felt guilty for something But tell me why you do this to me Today you told me that I'd hate you forever I can't believe that you'd wreck my life I was betrayed, how can you say that you feel sorry inside It's never staying, losing close friends I 've gone away, you make me stay but I can't tell it from lies I 've gone insane, losing close friends Today I made the worst mistake I put my trust into someone I don't know And now I know because you've done everything possible to me Made me so upset And now I know just who to trust because you're laying in bed You're thinking 'bout all that fucked up shit I was betrayed, how can you say that you feel sorry inside It's never staying, losing close friends I've gone away, you make me stay but I can't tell it from lies (Lies) I 've gone insane, losing close friends I'm so weak The closeness of your skin The smell of this place Makes me go insane You make me go insane You make me go insane You make me go insane You make me go insane You make me go insane! I was betrayed, how can you say that you feel sorry inside It's never staying, losing close friends I 've gone away, you make me stay but I can't tell it from lies I 've got insane, losing close friends Losing close friends Losing close friends Losing close friends Losing close friends Losing close friends Losing close friends Losing close friends Losing close friends Back to lyrics // DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO // Where will we go? Where will we go? Sign away all of my decisions Tell when I breed Terminate opinions I dream away my freedom to please you Let them talk so they feel important They don't mean a thing, this is my own dream Why do you have to put this on me? (Where will we go?) I'm a mess (Where will we go?) I'm a mess (Where will we go?) Do what you wanna do Where the fuck you wanna do it Try hard to live your life Live life the way that you want Do what you wanna do Where the fuck you wanna do it Try hard to live your life Live life the way that you want Life's okay, so don't complain You can't obtain, figure out how to maintain It's a shame, make a change So life will never ever find me down Found out just what it's really all about Never doubt, I wish I could get out Why do you have to put this on me? (Where will we go?) I'm a mess (Where will we go?) I'm a mess (Where will we go?) Do what you wanna do Where the fuck you wanna do it Try hard to live your life Live life the way that you want Do what you wanna do Where the fuck you wanna do it Try hard to live your life Live life the way that you want Find a way (repeat) (Where will we go?) I'm a mess (Where will we go?) I'm a mess (Where will we go?) I'm a mess (Where will we go?) I'm a mess (Where will we go?) Do what you wanna do Where the fuck you wanna do it Try hard to live your life Live life the way that you want Do what you wanna do Where the fuck you wanna do it Try hard to live your life Live life the way that you want Back to lyrics // SKIN // Yhw ees uoy won (Now you see why, backwards) Days will come that make no sense My present situation makes me think too much, too much It all revolves around you This life that I'm living means nothing without you I'd shed my skin for you (I'd shed my skin for you) What would you want me to do (what would you want me to do) I will always love you, but I can't live like this This problem here is my fault It's not that I don't care but I'm so lost I'd shed my skin for you (I'd shed my skin for you) What would you want me to do (what would you want me to do) I will always love you, but I can't live like this Why (Now you) With me, a buzz (see why) (Now you see why) Don't fuck with feelings inside Who you lying to? Will I survive? I like what you put my through 'cause I feel almost alive (almost alive) I'd shed my skin for you (I'd shed my skin for you) What would you want me to do (what would you want me to do) I will always love you, but I can't live like this I'd shed my skin for you (I'd shed my skin for you) What would you want me to do (what would you want me to do) I will always love you, but I can't live like this Back to lyrics // PAIN INSIDE // Realize that I've lost control Impulses keep flashing through my head I'm on the outside Take up all my life inside Why would I let them make up my mind And be mislead Go ahead make up your mind I have had enough of who they want Leave me alone This pain inside I can't understand This hate in life that will not go away (go away) Go ahead make up your mind I have had enough of who they want Leave me alone Realize that I've lost control Impulses keep flashing through my head I'm on the outside This pain inside I can't understand This hate in life that will not go away (go away) This pain inside I cannot live with it It feels like no one really understands It's always killing me (killing me) The problems I face daily It's always things that I have always take in vain I'm sick of you judging me I'm sick of you judging me I'm sick of you judging me This pain inside I can't understand This hate in life that will not go away (go away) This pain inside I cannot live with it It feels like no one really understands It's always killing me The problems I face daily Back to lyrics // SPECULUM // There's so many people dying You complain about your situation What about me? Half the world wouldn't know What it's like to lose your seed Maybe you can understand (How I feel) I cannot reach that soul You're probably watching over us Know that I think of you It's killing me The guilt has lasted years, still cry It was all planned out Why was I last to know? Don't you trust in me? The table's cold, it's too late To make up for these mistakes Maybe you can't understand (How I feel) I cannot reach that soul You're probably watching over us Know that I think of you It's killing me (How I feel) If I would have known I can't say what I would have done If you could forgive I'd like to rest with you someday (How I feel) I cannot reach that soul You're probably watching over us Know that I think of you It's killing me (How I feel) If I would have known I can't say what I would have done If you could forgive I'd like to rest with you someday Back to lyrics // DROWNING // Die! I gave in to The stress in life I can't escape The pressure seems to get me down It's like a needle in my spine It stings inside Poisons me with time I can't deal with your lies I wish I could watch you drown and die And take my time (Lies) It's always been a problem, can't you see? I don't get (Your lies) People have said (they have said) I'm not okay (I'm not okay) I lost my mind Numb me 'til I won't feel pain again It's like a needle in my spine It stings inside Poisons me with time I won't deal with your lies I wish I could watch you drown and die And take my time (Lies) It's always been a problem, can't you see? I don't get (Your lies) Life is gone I have no one Life is good I am no one Life is gone I have no one Life is scarred I am no one Life is gone I have a lie Something, something inside of my mind Let it all go and tie me to your fight Nothing is real inside, just the lies Something keeps building you high with lies I wish I could watch you drown and die And take my time (Lies) It's always been a problem, can't you see? I don't bend (She lies) I wish I could watch you drown and die And take my time (Lies) It's always been a problem, can't you see? I don't bend Back to lyrics // TRUST // Let me breathe Let me breathe I can't even think right now Something's got me feeling guilty Hurt you slowly but so surely I don't know why, love you so much I can't feel because I'm lost Not too much matters no more Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust? Or is it trust? Pushing into what I want Because I am so goddamn selfish Left you hanging, stopped relating I don't know why, love you so much I can't feel because I'm lost Not too much matters no more Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust? I'm so alone, empty and lost, it's easier to let you go Time will erode the shame and the fault, it's easier to let you go (Is it you, is it me) It's easier to let you go (Let me breathe) Let me breathe I can't feel because I'm lost Not too much matters no more Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust? Or is it trust? Or is it trust? Or is it trust? I'm so alone, empty and lost, it's easier to let you go Or is it trust? (is it you, is it me) Time will erode the shame and the fault, it's easier to let you go Or is it trust? Time will erode the shame and the fault Or is it trust? (is it you, is it me) It's easier to let you go Or is it trust? Time will erode the shame and the fault Or is it trust? (is it you, is it me) It's easier to let you go Breathe Breathe Breathe Breathe Back to lyrics // SHATTERED // Do you wake up and wonder where you're really going? Reach a age in your life You wanted to achieve you goals Nooooooo Confusion It lingers Making me feel sick to my stomach Because who knows what will happen next I shattered into pieces in this world I shattered into pieces in this world This world, your world, my world Confusion It lingers A fear of loathing that I regret Because who knows what will happen next I shattered into pieces in this world This world, your world, my world I shattered into pieces in this world This world, your world, my world What do you want to? What do you have planned for the future? I wonder, does anything matter? It's not all the same Fate added some wrong Hold onto your gun or your gone You know Nothing I shattered into pieces in this world I shattered into pieces in this world // STRUGGLE // Everyone Demo Sick of the excuses that you want me to believe I've been understanding, givin' everything you need Using me is over now and soon you're gonna see I'm done with you, I'm done with you Would there be a difference if I followed what you say? Taken from my mind and I can't seem to get away Using me is over now and soon you're gonna see I'm done with you, I'm done with you Everyone is the same Quick to point the blame All I know is that life is a struggle Why, I can't seem to escape all the games that you play All I know is that life is a struggle Why, everyone is the same Quick to point the blame All I know is that life is a struggle Why, I can't seem to escape all the games that you play All I know is that life is a struggle Sorry, I'm angry I've fallen from everything Sorry, I'm angry I've fallen from everything Everyone is the same Quick to point the blame All I know is that life is a struggle Why, I can't seem to escape all the games that you play All I know is that life is a struggle Why, everyone is the same Quick to point the blame All I know is that life is a struggle Why, I can't seem to escape all the games that you play All I know is that life is a struggle Why am I so angry inside my head Life's all the same, it's gonna change I'm not ashamed to live my life Everyone is the same Quick to point the blame All I know is that life is a struggle Why, I can't seem to escape all the games that you play All I know is that life is a struggle (Why am I so angry inside my head Life's all the same, it's gonna change I'm not ashamed to live my life) Everyone is the same Quick to point the blame All I know is that life is a struggle Why, I can't seem to escape all the games that you play All I know is that life is a struggle (Why am I so angry inside my head Life's all the same, it's gonna change I'm not ashamed to live my life) Back to lyrics // OUTSIDE // Pain Inside Demo Take up all my life inside Why would I let them make up my mind And be mislead Get up what they tought us now I have had enough of who they want Let's find a way This pain inside I can't understand This hate inside that will not go away Go ahead make up your mind I have had enough of who they want Leave me alone Realize that I've lost control Impulses keep flashing through my head It's on the outside Can't understand, can't understand This pain inside I can't understand This hate inside that will not go away This pain inside I cannot understand This hate inside that will not go away It's always killing me The problems I face daily It's always things that I have always take in vain Make up all my life inside Why would I let them make up my mind And be mislead Go ahead make up your mind I have had enough of who they want I'm on the outside This pain inside I can't understand This hate inside that will not go away This pain inside that I can't understand This hate inside that will not go away It's always killing me The problems I face daily
TRUST COMPANY DOWNFALL fear in me so deep it gets the best of me in the fear i fall here it comes face to face with me here i stand hold back so no one can see i feel these wounds step down step down step DOWN am i breaking DOWN can i break away push me away make me fall just to see another side in me push me away you can see what i see the other side of me fall back on me and i'll be the strength i need to save me now just come face to face with me stay in place you'll be the first to see me heal these wounds step down step down step DOWN DOWN i'm not breaking DOWN DOWN can i break away push me away make me fall just to see another side in me push me away you can see what i see the other side of me GO! (fall...) can i break away push me away make me fall just to see another side in me push me away you can see what i see the other side of me no one can see anything on the other side of me i walk i crawl loosing everything and waiting for the downfall no one can see everything on the other side of me i walk i crawl loosing everything on the downFALL FALL ALL 4 NOW.. TRUST ME ILL HAV MORE