And so it begins again. Right now, I can't explain the whole story, because I'm short on time, but I'll say one thing. My Mom left my Dad for another man. Yeah, it sucks, just in case you were wondering. I mean, have you ever seen your Dad cry? It's so heartbreaking. And this guy that my Mom left with- he's so ugly! But I guess she wasn't out for the looks. Anyways, more great news, I finally hooked up with this guy I have liked for forever, and he broke up with me last night after a week because he didn't think that there was a connection. Oh, he liked me and everything, but he didn't think it would work. So, I'm thinking to myself, why me? I mean, he did this last night, right before we were about to leave for a New Year's party. Nice guy, eh? But, whatever. Anyways, I did have a good time last night. And no, I did not get kissed at 12, instead, I got a billion or so hugs, which to me, is better than one kiss. So basically, I want to say Happy New Year to everyone, and pray to God that this is my last heartbreak for a long time. So, right now I am sitting here, talking on MSN, and talking on my new cell. And I wondering if I even want a guy right now in my life. It's so tough and I really don't want to have to deal with the bull of a relationship. I'm applying to college in the next week, and that makes life even harder with the worry of getting in to a good school. Plus, I am struggling with my classes this semester- and this is my easy one! Next semester, they loaded me with all hard subjects, and I hate it so much. They've done this to me every year- given me all my harder subjects in the same semester- and it's usually the second one! Oh well, I'm sure you've heard me whine enough for one day. Peace.