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Ness's Journal Thing (The Story of a Real Girl)

Wednesday, 24 December 2003

Christmas Eve
It's Christmas Eve. (which would be pretty obvious by looking at the title...or the date, for that matter). I've spent most of today helping to clean the house because we have guests coming over tonight. I don't think it'll be that fun, more just like baby sitting. Oh well, at least I'll get presents! And our house is now spotless because of all my hard work. Actually, I'm surprised how quickly we managed to clean it. I would've thought it'de take all day. Anyway, our guests will be over in an hour so I should probably get ready.
MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL! (AND TO ALL A GOODNIGHT)
To anyone who may be reading this: Get off your arse, turn off the computer and go have some fun! Go hug someone! Or, if your alone, Call someone! Or crash someones party, Just do something- It's Christmas!

Posted by rock3/mystic_rose at 4:57 PM EADT
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Tuesday, 23 December 2003


It's the day before christmas eve.
By the way, did I tell you? My piano concert went pretty well, though Bronte and Rebecca stuffed up on their christmas songs. oh well, I'll live. The parents seemed pretty impressed, even Jenine! So as you can imagine, I'm pretty happy.
I wish there was something to write about. There's just not that much to do......I suppose I could write about christmas presents. It would be interesting to read back after I've gotten them and compare....
Okay, first of all I'm getting I cheap aucoustic guitar. I can't play yet but I'm sure I'll learn. Actually, I'm determined to learn. Then, my next bug present is the phone. Yes, I'm finaly getting a mobile!!!! Finaly! I'm pretty sure it's a motorola C350. Like, it's a colour but not a photo one. Still, I'm sure I can live:). Then I know that I'm getting this really nast cheap watch that my mum bought from Aldi as a stocking filler. And I saw two pairs of pyjamas in my mums wardrobe, so one pair will probably go to me and another to my sister. And then I know that she bought me some nail polish remover.....and Dad bought me this nice t-shirt. Ummm.....what else might I get? oh! I'm probably getting a book off my aunty, and a DVD that I wanted off my Grandmother, I have no idea which one it was though.....I hope it's Life As A House....then again, I wouldn't mind Bend it Like Beckham, or Where the Heart Is. They're all ones that I want....umm...yeah, that's about it....oh! I'm pretty sure my sister bought me a nice top.

Posted by rock3/mystic_rose at 9:41 PM EADT
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Friday, 19 December 2003

E-mails to Bec
Hey Bec,
I haven't been able to speak to you very much on msn lately so I'm writing to you! Of course, you just signed onto msn and stuffed up my whole plan! dammit..
hmmmmm....now that I'm writing this I've suddenly realised that there's actually nothing to write about because there's absolutely nothing going on in my life right now! For example, today I was supposed to go out to the movies to see Scary Movie 3 with some of my friends but then I couldn't get back in time for a piano lesson I had to teach, so I couldn't go. Instead I stayed at home and cooked biscuits and scones and watched Chicago.....the biscuits tasted like shit and the scones were undercooked..

and that was my boring day! so, how about you? la di di da....I wish there was more to write about.....dumdi di dum. Have a nice day.
Vanessa




Hiya

That sucks about how you couldn't go to the movie. I'm going to see it (Scary Movie 3) on Saturday with Riley.
Mum's yelling at me to turn off the computer because a storm's coming. She just yelled out that she thinks she can see a tornado starting to form...?! Crazy, crazy woman! I think I shall sit here until she comes and drags me off. Which she won't because she's like 5 foot. I'm only 5 foot 2, but still. 2 inches is a lot when you're short, eh?
I'm reading Hilary Duff's online journal and she's in Minneapolis right now and it's "snowing like crazy"....I'm sooooo jealous! It's real hot here right now. Probably there too. I mean, I love the heat, but when you're sunburnt as (school Beach Day yesterday) and just got back from lolly packing, you want the heat to go away and the rain to start pouring down. But it's about to start raining so I think I shall go and lay in the grass and let the rain fall. Should be nice. Let's just hope I don't get struck by lightening.

Here comes the crazy 5 ft woman!
See ya




Heya!

I woke up this morning to find it pouring down with rain and some occasional thunder and lighting. I think you're turning into a pretty good weatherman ( or weatherwomen???) for me. Whatever you get, I get a couple of days later....this could be useful, especially considering the guys on T.V have no idea what they're talking about........hmmm......Does that mean we're getting second hand weather?????? *starts to feel ripped-off.*

You and Riley sound so cute together. You'll have to tell me if the movie is any good. Of course, by the time you reply to this I'll probably already know. My group has a habit of quoting every amusing joke in the movie. Though, with Scary Movie, I think that might actually be a blessing. That way I get to enjoy the funny bits without having to arduously endure the entire plotless story.

You have a school beach day?!!!! How cool! I swear, they got me mixed up when they deceided where I was supposed to be born, and accidently stuck me here. I should have been born in a city right on the beach (a nice, not polluted one). That way I could spend all day at the beach and all night going to musicals, nice restuarants and shopping! I love the beach soooo much. I don't know why, I just love it! (especially Wollongong).

Where do you stand in the water when you go to the beach? I think it's a very important thing to know about someone. For example, some people like to stand in the shore, where the water is just yickling your ankles with that white frothy stuff. They stay there and let their feet be buried with sand, look at the shells or jump the waves going in and out.

Then other people like to go in about knee-height. They'll either be the adventurous toddlers or kids with all their friends. They'll all hold hands (or at least stay near to one another) and laugh and scream everytime a wave comes near them.

Then there are the people who go out right to where the waves crash on them. They're the people who want to go out as far as they can, and they do so until they reach this point. There they continually get dumped over and over again so they deciede that they have to stop.

I'm the next one. I'll get dumped over and over again, but I'll just keep on going out and out until you get to the best part of the beach. The part where the waves don't break. You just float on your back and the huge waves rock you up and down. Then, after ten/twenty mintues or so you'll get one that's extra tall and it'll break on your unexpecting floating body and drag you all the way to shore. (well, that is, the knee-height area...)

Okay, I have no idea why I wrote all that shit...I guess you really can tell that I'm bored.lol. Just ignore it all, I don't expect you to read it. So, when do you get off school??? I can't wait till Christmas, I'll msg you as soon as I can, lol. Don't mind me, I'm just embarassing myself.
Vanessa




Hey

It's storming again right now. Man, I love summer!
I'm the same type of beach person as you. I go out past the waves. If I have a board, I stay with the waves and catch them, though. I don't know anyone over the age of 5 who is in the first category of standing in the white froth though...
Speaking of important things to know about people. I think the two most important things are 1. What position a person sleeps in and 2. How they hold a pen. They both tell a lot about the person. The answers to those questions are kind of hard to explain in words. You have to actually see the person sleep and/or hold a pen.

About you getting second hand weather, actually, our storms etc come from the south. So, you are getting them before us. The one yesterday must have missed you I guess. The one that is brewing up right now is probably part of yours today. This will be our third storm for this arvo.

For when you get your phone, my number is **********.

I just had maccas and I full stuffed my face, and I'm so damn full. I've got buddha belly and all. I'm going out tonight, so I better go.

Love Bec





Hey Rebecca

I have a confession to make......when I was 10 I was one of those kids that stood in the white froth. The Shame, I know. But then I got a boogy (sp?) board and I went right out into the waves where only the "big" people were. I caught a few and then got completely smashed. I didn't see the wave coming. It took my board and slammed it into my face, I was then pushed under water for about four minutes. When I came out I had a black eye and a bleeding nose, but ever since then I've never gone back to the white froth.

As for the weather thing, I would truly have no idea. I never really pay attention in geography, I just answer the questions and move on, without anything sinking into my head. Then, I'll learn it all for the exams and forget it the next week. It's bad, I know, but if they wanted us to really remember it they shouldn't give us so much work in such little time (we have barly any geography lessons at my school so that overload us with work to get through the cirriculum).

You get buhdda bellies? How cute! One of my friends, Rhiannon, is so skinny as well as having a tiny frame. So whenever she eats anything (or even breaths in!) it makes her look kinda pregnant. She loves it though. I have no idea why but she likes the idea of people thinking that she's pregnant (not that she's even been kissed. but hey!)

Talking about that, hows your friend going? Did she end up pregnant? Is she okay? Is the guy still a jerk??? You have to keep me up to date with these things Bec!

Hmmm.....with the how people sleep and how they hold a pen thing....I agree with you on the sleeping thing, it is quite important.....people who sleep on their stomachs have big arses and people who sleep on their back have small oneslol. Nah, just being an idiot, I know what you mean though. What do you think about people who sleep without a pillow?

As for the pen thing though.....I don't think that's quite as important. Because, in kindi or whatever class it is, you learn the proper way to hold a pen and then a lot of people's uniqueness gets stamped out. They just learn to hold the pen the proper way.

Where did you go out? Who was it with? (Riley???)

Love,

me




Heya

You're online, but anyways.

You were a white wash kid?! Oh! The shame! I guess our friendship will have to work around it...
That is a damn hilarious story about your boogey board experience. I don't boogey board though. I haven't boogey boarded since I was like 10, when it was cool. I surf, man.

I have a really skinny friend like Rhiannon too and she like has to push out her belly to hold her pants up, otherwise they just drop if she's not wearing a belt.

About the pen thing, people's uniqueness comes back, I mean, I don't know hardly anyone who holds a pen the way they're supposed to.

Nah, I didn't go out with Riley tonight, I just went up to my best friend's aunty's place. I got back real early too. That's why I'm online.

AND, my pregnant friend. Yes, she was pregnant, and she killed it. Like herself. After she did two tests and they were positive, she went motorbike riding and she went over big bumps and slammed herself down on the seat real hard and stuff, like full on. She got bruises on her ass and stuff. The next day, she miscarried. Whether it was because of that,I don't know. Probably. The guy, I haven't even seen for like ages. Since all that stuff. She hasn't seen him much either. She's okay. She's completely over it and all us friends told her about how out of control she was and she's realised it and settled down and she's completely different now. Back to her normal self. Well, not completely, but as much as we expect and hope.

What type of lip gloss/balm do you use? I think that tells a lot about a girl.

Love Bec



Posted by rock3/mystic_rose at 9:20 AM EADT
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Today I've got my piano concert. As in MY piano concert. Not my teachers piano concert that I'm going to play in, but MY piano concert that my students are going to play in!!!!!!! I'm so nervous!
What if they all stuff up and can't play their peices???? I could loose students!!!!
It's only going to be a small thing, but their parents will be there, judging everyones performance. Their parents are my EMPLOYERS!

Posted by rock3/mystic_rose at 9:09 AM EADT
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Tuesday, 16 December 2003


la di di dum, da-da-dum, da dum!
There's not much to write about.
I just made a gingerbread house for christmas, with my sister. It's looks pretty good, even if it is a bit small. I think the icing too sugary to taste any good, so maybe it's being small is a good thing?????
daaa di-daaa di dum, dum!
blum blum
da-da dummm, da-da da duuuuummmmmmmm

sorry, as you can see there's nothing to write about and nothing to do except waste my own time
dum!

Posted by rock3/mystic_rose at 12:12 PM EADT
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Saturday, 13 December 2003


Well, it certainly has been a while since I last posted...
I'm on summer holidays now, so I might be posting a bit more often :)
Did you know that that King Edward the fifth had the shortest reign of England in history???? He was was only thirteen years old when he inherited the crown. Two months afterwards his Uncle Richard (the successor to the throne) had him and his brother imprisoned claiming illegitimacy. Historians are pretty sure he was murdered...poor kid.
I really don't think I'de like to ever inherit the crown. it's suck....though I wouldn't mind marring Prince William or Prince Harry though....hmmm *goes off into a daydream about a life of luxury*
If I could go to any school I would pick Eton, for two reasons.
1. It is a boys school, and I am a girl :)
2. It's one of the best schools in the world and it's building are gorgeous

On second thoughts though, they wouldn't have a netball team...
oh well, at least I'de be garuanteed the lead female role in the school play:P

Posted by rock3/mystic_rose at 10:44 PM EADT
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Tuesday, 18 November 2003


Hey,
Teusday Arvo.
I'm in a pretty good mood because I just finished teaching my first maths lessons where neither of the two little girls I'm tutoring mucked up! We got through so much work! Plus, I found time to clean up the house and get changed so that my parents shouldn't find anything to get angry at me about:) Also I just discovered that I've lost heaps of weight, which is heaps good, because my mums always giving me crap about needing to be skinnier. So I'm happy!

Also, about that thing on Saturday. I was being a complete spoilt brat. The ceramony turned out to be pretty enjoyable. well, that the actual ceremony but the bit afterwards. We got a private tour though goverment house and then in it's gardens (which have a veiw of Sydney Opera House, The Harbour bridge aaaaaannnnndddd Sydney Harbour)we had afternoon tea with the governor! pretty good, eh?
Annnnd, to top it all off, afterwars I got to go to Allens. Allens is a shop in the city, it's probably the biggest and best music shop I've ever been into. I got to play on all these beutiful grand pianos, as well as buy a couple of new books of sheet music! And, mum let me look at guitars so I'm pretty sure she's gonna let me get one for christmas! how good is that!!!!
Then, on Saturday, I went shopping buying some of my christmas presents. I got Crystal the "Black Knight" DVD, and Nicole this really gorgeous necklace. I also went to My music (another music store) and ordered a book of sheet music for Delta Goodrems album Innocent Eyes. The musics pretty easy too so I should be able to get by with just sight-reading it. I also bought my brother's christmas present there- a harmonica! I know, that sounds weird, but he said that he wanted to start playing the harmonica so I went out and got him a good one.
Then, Sunday afternnon, at 3:00 Philip rang me up asking if I wanted to go to the movies with him and Daniel......at 3:30. So yeah, with very little time to get ready I then went to go see Matrix Revolutions. The movie was shit but I really enjoyed seeing it anyway. I think that maybe MAYBE I might be developing a little crush on Phillip. It's not that he's incrediably good looking, and certainly not matture, but he's really smart and kind and we get on really well. I don't really want to have a crush on him though, it just makes things complicated but, unfortunately, I don't have much say in the matter, lol. It's just something that happens.
I think he may kinda like me to........I hope. For example, we had mentioned going to the movies earlier, when we were on the bus one time he'de asked me if we could go see the Matrix. I was pretty sure he meant just him and I, but I wasn't too sure so I was just like, "yeah, I'de like that" and then asked Daniel and Nicole if they wanted to go to. Nicky couldn't make it, so it was just Daniel, Philip and I, going as friends.....
Complicated though, because I don't think I really want to go out with Phil. I like him and all buuuuuuuutttt................well, I guess I'm just what you'de call one majorly commitment-phobic girl.
Oh well, I'll just wait and see what happens. If he asks me out (and that IF) then I'll just see how I feel at that time.....

Posted by rock3/mystic_rose at 6:01 PM EADT
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Saturday, 15 November 2003


I was just woken-up a few mintues ago by my father. It's 6:50 am, Saturday. I've been heaps tired this week. I was actually looking forward to getting to sleep-in. But no, as I found out last night when I was forced to cancel a shopping trip with my friends, my mother is making me attend some award ceromony which is in the city at 9:00 this morning. Yay for me..... I seriously don't see why I have to go, ths award not that big of a deal. It's the Duke OF Edinburgh Gold Award, anyone who has enough time on their hands can get it. I suppose my brother doesn't get very many awards............He's not exactly a 'high acheiver'. Still, he doesn't even like me so I don't see why I hav to come.
Also, for some reason unknown to me, I had to be woken up at this time, whereas my brother, who is receiving the award, is still asleep. not fair.
I guess am I being selfish, and I should probably go get ready and dress up, then sit in the crowd like a good girl while hundreds of people are individually announced and then handed their award, but frankly, who could be bothered?

By the way, about my exams, I've been getting my results back. For advanced maths I got 66%. I know, pretty shocking. Especially when your someone that's used to getting in the 90%'s even when it's your dodgy subject.Our class average was 70%. I don't think I've ever been below the average in my life. I have no idea why my marks have dropped so much.
On the other hand, I dot 94% in science, topping the year! So that's pretty cool, considering it was way way way above our class average (and it's an advanced class). I also topped drama with 59/60.
As for english..........well, I got 85%. I haven't deceided if I've done okay with that yet, because I don't know how everyone else when. For example, last year I got 83% and I was so upset, it turns out that I had actually topped the year........
I know this year I haven't done that well, but maybe, maybe i was close.
Anyway, I probably should go get going now

Posted by rock3/mystic_rose at 7:01 AM EADT
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Saturday, 8 November 2003


Okay, so exams are over.
Reading back on that last post I do seem a little melodramatic, lol.
I went okay, I guess, though I've definately failed French and geography.
Today I got to sleep in! Or to put it in the french way 'I did the greasy morning'. For a culture obcessed with the all the luxuries of life, I don't know why they give this act such a horrible name. Sleeping in is sheer bliss. You end up waking, feeling refreshed and active, as opposed to feeling 'tres fatiguee' and in deperate need of a caffine hit.

Posted by rock3/mystic_rose at 1:37 PM EADT
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Tuesday, 4 November 2003


Morning all!
It's precisely 7:19 AM, Tuesday morning and I almost have a garuanteed failure for my exams:). I haven't been able to study at all, I swear, I'm doomed.
You see, with end of year exams, it's not how much you've learnt, but how much you can teach yourself in those last few days where everyone crams into their head as many ramdom facts from the textbook as they can. Of course, cramming takes time, and time is something that I really don't seem to have lately. It's okay for today, I've only got my music exam, it doesn't really matter how I do in that, and I'll probably pass anyway. But the real problem is tomorrow, what kind of dumbarse comes up with the idea of putting Maths, Geography, AND french all into the one day! I'm gonna die!!!
and I've barely studied any of them. Not to mention that tonight, I'm suppossed to be tutoring Bronte and Rebecca for maths, so I have even less time :(.
Omce again, I.......am..........going.......to........die.
and I'm only in year nine! (australian years).

Just another note, Yesterday we were studying in English, and Mrs Cummerford gave us some poems to analyse. The poems were both about death. I don't know why but we were taking it pretty lightly, making jokes and just.....well, just being normal people. I was doing it to, for example, at one time Natalie asked why people saw death as a cold thing, so I replied across the room to her
"Think about it Nat, a dead corspe isn't the most warm and lively thing now, is it?"
and so forth. It was only a few minutes after that I remembered Clare, who's in our class.
Her father died a few years ago from cancer. If something like that happened to me I probably wouldn't come out of my room for ten years, but Clare's faced it really well, and has been really strong. When I looked over at her, you could tell that she was quite upset.
It would have been the poems that affected her, but I'm sure all our comments wouldn't have helped. I shut up immediantely. I feel so sorry for her, she's so brave, and she's one of the few people that you meet who are genuinly nice.
It's funny how things like that can affect you though. The peoms in themselves aren't that emotional, but when you experianced what they're talking about, when you've felt the greif that they're describing, it opens up a portal in your mind, and brings back all those emotions that you first felt when you lost the person.

Posted by rock3/mystic_rose at 7:30 AM EADT
Updated: Saturday, 8 November 2003 1:18 PM EADT
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