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Inferno

Wednesday, 19 November 2003


I see it around me....

I see it everything....

The signs....

That it’s over

We’ve said are goodbyes

The suns gone down for good....

It’s time to let go...

Time to let go

You have changed

And so have I

It’s time for the final goodbye

I hope you know, I’ll miss you

I’ll never forget you

Even thou you have already forgotten me

But that’s ok

I understand....

Because im fading thru twilight

Fading thru twilight....


Posted by rock3/greenlee0318 at 10:44 PM
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Monday, 10 November 2003

Slow
Hey everyone~
Sorry I haven't updated in a while things have been kind of slow. I am really excited about the 3rd and last matrx being out. So thats one thing im definitly planing on doing. Well thats basically it.

Cd of the moment: Matrix Reloaded instermental disk 2

Posted by rock3/greenlee0318 at 3:16 PM
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Sunday, 2 November 2003

Grr
Has anyone ever ruined your good mood in less than 3 seconds. Then you know how im feeling at this moment. All I got to say is don't talk to me like a child because that is the fastest way to make me not give 2 shits about u.

"Tolerate"

I Don't give a fuck
About all of your problems
I could give a rats ass
how your feeling today
take your wordly advice
and shove it straight up your ass
Thanks for coming around
to fuck up my day

I try
TOLERATE
Good-bye
Take me... [4x]

Look at you I can't
You don't see the whole picture
take my bed of dirt
cold and empty I'll stay
what's the point of trying
To stay above the surface
Take my life from me
Help me to ease my pain

I try
TOLERATE
Good-bye
Take me...

Try to see the way around you
I can't find it
Try to take the path behind me
Can't rewind it
Stick your finger in my face and
I will break it
Leave me with an after taste

I try
TOLERATE
Good-bye
Take me... [4x]

Posted by rock3/greenlee0318 at 9:04 PM
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Saturday, 1 November 2003

A Sucky Halloween
I had the crapiest Halloween ever. It was so.. shitty it was funny. Well I was supossed to go to see Texas Chainsaw Massacre, then go to a friends party. With my friend Sarah. Well we spend hours getting ready and putting on or costumes and doing make-up. And we wait for the people we are supposed to go with to show up. But they don't so my friend calls them repeatedly and finally gets a hold of them. and then they are like we will be there soon. We are like ok thats fine we will just go to the late show. And then we start watching Jag. Jag gets over and we're like ok it's 10 pm right now. and we decide to wait another hour. Well 11 pm rolls around and nothing. Then we get a text message saying that they wern't coming for reason I will not disclose. Well anywho Sarah and I are pissed off to no end because here we are looking cute as hell in are 30!!!doallars costumes sitting here on Sarahs living room couch with no where to go. Well we decide to go to blockbuster and rent some movies. We get on the max after waiting forever and a day!!! And freezing are asses off in 20 degree weather. Well we get off the max and start to head to blockbuster when Sarah's dad calls and says blockbuster is closed. We are both like damn it!!! So then her dad comes and picks us up and takes us to Taco Bell. And we end up watching The Matrix reloaded and Down with love. But I didn't get to see all of The Matrix reloaded because I fell asleep!!! Grr!!!!! Well that was my Sucky ass Halloween!!!

Song of the moment: Furious Angels instermental Matrix Reloaded soundtrack

Posted by rock3/greenlee0318 at 11:34 AM
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Sunday, 19 October 2003

counter

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Tuesday, 14 October 2003

Under Pressure
I am fucking losing my mind!!! It's funny how loud the air is when your crazy. I hate my Parents. I hate my life. I have a quiz tommorrow and a exam on friday. Both I will fail. I have a job interview on thursday which I am still colecting all my teacher recomendations for. And my parents decided on making this week a living hell for me. It all started Sunday after I got home from church. My step bitch of a dad decided to fly off the handle about my room not being clean. He is such a immature fucking prick. and my mom is a insensitive fucking bitch. They decide to tell me to get all my stuff and move out of my room to another room. and im like WTF!! When the fuck am I going to get the time to do that. And they will not get off my fucking back. Im just like back the fuck off!!!! They are making me lose my mind. seriously....I just want to stab myself!!!!! Well thats enough of my bitchen.

Song of the moment: Under Pressure By: Queen/ David Bowie.

Pressure pushing down on me, pressing down on you, no man ask for
Under pressure, that burns a building down
Splits a family in two, puts people on streets

It's the terror of knowing what this world is about
Watching some good friends screaming... let me out!
Pray tomorrow, takes me higher
Pressure on people, People on streets

Chipping around, kick my brains round the floor
These are the days, It never rains but it pours
People on streets, People on streets

It's the terror of knowing, what this world is about
Watching some good friends screaming... let me out!
Pray tomorrow takes me higher, higher, higher
Pressure on people, People on streets

Turned away from it all, Like a blind man
Sat on a fence, but it don't work
Keep coming up with love, But it's so slashed and torn
Why, why, why?
Love, love, love, love

Insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking
Can't we give ourselves one more chance?
Why can't we give love that one more chance?
Why can't we give love, give love, give love?
Give love, give love, give love, give love, give love?

Cos' love's such an old fashioned word
And love dares you, to care for people on the edge of the night
And love dares you, to change our way of caring about ourselves
This is our last dance, this is our last dance
This is ourselves, under pressure
Under pressure, pressure



Ps: Iv'e written 2 new poems
Fading thru twilight and Falling thru the Abyss

Check them out at: http://www.fictionpress.com/profile.php?userid=142708

Posted by rock3/greenlee0318 at 9:09 PM
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Thursday, 9 October 2003

Interview
Hey Everyone~
I got a interview!!!!! Friday at 5pm at Learner New York. I am so nervous!!!! I don't know what im going to wear. My friend Sara is the greatest!! Thank you Sara. Well anywho... We had this freak lightning storm today and all the power went out. It really sucked. And rain like hell. It was a gloomy day. Almost accidently called Kims dads house today :( I miss kim. Still trying to get used to the fact that she's gone. But she's having a great time. Which is good. On a happier note I got to see my favorite tenor yesterday! Trent! He is such a cool person. I should vist Debs next week, make a small apearence Well anywho I gotta go.

Mood of the moment: im in the wierdest mood,nervous, happy, sad, excited, im a schizophrenic the voices in my head like to confuse me.

Song of te moment: Dido white flag, this is my favorite song at this momet in time.

"White Flag"

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
I'll tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be



Posted by rock3/greenlee0318 at 3:53 PM
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Tuesday, 7 October 2003

Cirques del soli
Hey Everyone~
Im going to Cirques del soli!!! I am so excited im going with some friends from church. We are going to fund raise!! We're having a carwash and a People Auction. It will be fun. And I think I might get a job. But I don't know for sure. I have a interview tommorrow. Choir totally sucks ass. We arn't singing anythig cool!! and there is this mega bitch named Tabby in choir. She sounds like shit when she sings. Her vibrato is so out of control it sounds like she is gargaling while she sings. And did I mention SHE'S A BITCH!!!!! God she thinks she's so damn perfect god I wish she would get punched in the throat like 100 times so she can't sing. I have bonded with a couple of my choir people thus far my friends are Emily, Caudle (That's his last name because I can't remember his first he's one of my good friends brothers from high school Trent for all of you who are wondering), and Wendy. They all three have beautiful voices and great personalities. Not like some bitches that think they have a good voice. Such as cough TABBY cough. Well Iv'e got to learn to ignore that melodramtic tralier park trash before she ruins my time in choir. There's one in every choir. Well I better go to sleep before both my eyes self destruct themselves.

Mood of the moment: Excentric,crazy,tired,confused

Songs of the moment: Tourniquet by evanesence

tourniquet

i tried to kill the pain
but only brought more
i lay dying
and i'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
am i too lost to be saved
am i too lost?

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation

do you remember me
lost for so long
will you be on the other side
or will you forget me
i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
am i too lost to be saved
am i too lost?

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation

my wounds cry for the grave
my soul cries for deliverance
will i be denied Christ
tourniquet
my suicide


Posted by rock3/greenlee0318 at 10:11 PM
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Sunday, 28 September 2003

Belive
It's dark...

I'm scared...

I scream...

No one hears me

My heart cries for a resolution...

But it never comes...

Then the realization hits me

I'm going to die...

Panic begins to set in...

Staying awake is getting harder and harder

My heart begins to beat faster and faster

I look around and see nothing

I collapse on the ground as pain over takes me

In one last act of desperation I call out to god

But get no reply

I finally give up and except the inevitable

My eyes begin to flutter

My lungs begin to burn

In one last act of clarity

I reach out for help

And then I hear a voice...

"It's not to late"

"Don't give up"

"Keep on fighting"

Then my surroundings change

I'm in my bedroom in my bed

That's when I realized

God saved me...

Then I heard the voice again...

"Belive in me and you will always be saved"



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Posted by rock3/greenlee0318 at 7:34 PM
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Leaving Normal
Here I am....

Stuck

Stuck in Limbo

I can't go forward

But I can't go back

I can see the way out

But I don't take the steps to get out

Fear....

Fear is what keeps me here

I'm scared of the past

But im terrified of the future

But I have no choice

I have to move on

Or be left behind

So I take the final steps

And stop at a door

I turn around and see all my friends, family, and teachers

They are waving

I see a sign it says "The Past"

I turn back towards the door

And I go through

I know im leaving what's safe

What im used to

And entering my worst nightmare

I see another sign....

It says.....

Leaving normal....



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