I guess the latter 2 helped stopping me from taking photos all together.
Comics from Highschool

"Resources" found for Sem 2's "Diet"
However, I also thought that the images was what women were doing towards themselves. I was offended by the pictures for the obvious sexual desires it implies, but I was also offended by how women would do certain things to themselves for the eyes of men. My brutal origin automatically thought that they will be better dead. How can ppl emphasize these things so much in their life? As friends send me links (1, 2) of what they thought was "funny", I wonder if it's really that important? I wanted to get out of it, e.g. death.
After midterm critique, I need to choose 1 out of the other concepts that was
identified, and I chose death. I asked myself "Who's death struck me he most?"
Since there weren't any close relatives who've passed away for quite some time,
I thought of who's death made me cry: My dog.



The above shows how she was lying (as I remember it) when she died. Since it was small, and I couldn't work on he details, I enlarged the head. Both are rough "sketches".

As I continue my search for more sites showing these force-fed Goose & Ducks, I stumbled onto other sites as well.
Farmfacts - pate de foie gras
Photographic exhibition on vivisection
Animal Exploitation
The last site was what struck me the most. It was the exact thing that I had been so very angry about being human. Although I don't agree with them bringing the bible and God into these "evils" I do understand that humans had been taking advantages towards animals (and other people) from the start. I don't think bringing God into these "situation" will help make things better. Being a vegitarian is "changing oneself" but to hope that it will stop such actions would seem too optimistic. Since we are humans, I think we "evolved" to eating both meat and vegetables, similar to how Carnivors had "evolved" teeth and strength to eat other animals as well. But killing and torture for entertainment is too much.


Man Fish (details incomplete) I know what you're thinking! Doesn't look like a fish! DETAILS INCOMPLETE!!!
I thought if men swam in water, but had no gills, they would have a hard time.
I remember that the place that 'exhibit' such "massive killings" were the chinese markets. When I was young, I often live with my aunt because my parents were too busy, and she always buy her food in the market (rather than Supermarket). It was dark, wet and bloody. Very exciting. Kill them fresh, never let the heads and tails detatch. Before the animal die, they had to experience the longest death any other wild animal would've experienced, because their heads are never allowed to be chopped off. Chickens have their throats delicately cut, just enough for the blood to tricker through. Fishes have their gills and intestines cut off, but before that they might have a wack on the head (which may or may not paralyze them). Toads will have their heads cut off and skinned, all done in less than a few seconds. If the shop keeper has the time, he will use the best way to prepare an eal: instead of putting the eel in boiling water to get rid of the slime, stab it on the head and scrape the slime off bit by bit. This is the best way to make sure that the meat will not be cooked by the hot water. I like to think of these as "This is what Hell should be" What marvel!
I had thought of making a drawing of the "human market" before. But then, they were all in human form, and there weren't much ways to torture them, as they were all the same. Now I want to take it a step further and make the actuall setting (which sounds fun). The "Man Fish" above is just a fish body with a man's head. I think in this case, making it as real as possible is better than making it abstract (like the thing I did for last semester). I'm not sure what material I want to use, but I want to choose something that is "most related to my topic", so I'm not sure if I should use "plastic-like" material (like the silicon that I have) as it seems to give it an artificial material. However, the silicone is quite soft, so it seems to have a "flesh" sort of feeling. I'm still in the clouds, but I hope that it is something that can last. I also want to make each figure be "individual" (maybe, maybe not).
I haven't decided on how the final out-come might be. If it is a "setting" it can be a photograph, or a "cubical" that people can enter. However, I want to work on more sketches to get a hand at the details, like the head. Since I think there should be men and women, I have to make sure that they LOOK like men and women. I'm also thinking if I should add hair to the models, which I think will make it seem even more freaky.
What size it should be in-If it's made in "life size", there are 2 life size here: animal's life size and human's life size. So, instead of the 2, I could make a standard size for all. This may halp determin the material I need, how big the final "setting" might be, and how to display...........
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