now it consumes me-
watch as it destroys me-
your sins into me-
no one could see me-
i fell into yesterday-
our dreams seemed not far away-
like violence-
much like suffocating-
they say freak... when you're singled out.-
the red, it filters through...-
slip away, to clear your mind.-
so lay down, the threat is real, seeing red...-
inside, i stand alone-
Standing in the rain, i have lost my way-
wasting away-
prisoners of today-
voices of violence-
i'll still remember-
living in the shadows-
We've said this all before, your shadow's at the door-
there's darkness in the hall-
What you see is what you get-
i'm tired of trying to fit right in-
Don't think that you're so great-
Cause being great must suck-
Don't make me feel like that-
Cause that's just plain not nice-
i'm feeling down, and i just want to be alone-
i tear my heart open-
and i left my heart open but you didn't understand-
waiting for disaster-
every me, every you - without you i'm nothing-
carve your name into my arm-
i know i'm selfish, i'm unkind-
theres never been so much at stake-
there's nothing else to do-
it's only comfort, calling late-
i command you to rise-
it's hard to see clear-
is it me? is it fear?-
set it free-
i'm not okay (i promise)-
i never want to let you down or have you go, it's-better off this way-
i'm not o-fucking-kay-
wasting time i try to hold it all inside-
sitting here wishing the things i've become-
that something is missing-
maybe i... but what do i know-
and now it seems that i have found nothing at all-
without it all i'm choking on nothing-
it's clear in my head and i'm screaming for something-
dripping wet and clearly depressed-
but all the pretty, pretty ones Will leave you low-and blow your mind-
When you're not then they love another-
glycerine-
don't let the days go by-
i'm never alone, i'm alone all the time-
it's not my time to wonder why-
come down-
mostly me, mostly you-
no one knows, never will-
there is no blame only shame-
you don't feel the pain-
it's only you and i who understand there is no plan-
only time will kill what's in your eyes is so alive-
screaming out your name / there is nothing in between-
it never goes away-
run-
...even if you cannot hear my voice...-
as we say our long good-byes...-
light up, light up... i'll be right beside you-
we'll run for our lives-
diary of a madman - lovesong-
screaming at the window-
watch me die another day-
hopeless situation-
endless price i'll have to pay-
diarrhea of a madman-
walk the line again today-
entries of confusion-
dear diary, i'm here to stay.-
sanity now and beyond me-
i will always love you.-
however long i stay-
i will always love you.-
whatever words i say-
i will always love you.-
there's no choice.-
whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel like i'm hopeless (whole again)-
voices in the darkness-
scream away my mental health-
can i ask a question-
to help me save me from myself?-
Whenever I'm alone with you-
You make me feel like I'm whole again-
Whenever I'm alone with you-
You make me feel like I'm whole again-
yeah but nobody searches nobody cares somehow-
can't you see what you've done to my heart and soul?-
this is a wasteland now-
we spies yeah we slow hands-
why have you forsaken me?-
superman's dead-
ordinary waste-
desperate, irrelavent, so weak and powerless-
good thing to know all i have to do to get attenion is die-
what's wrong with my life today?-
i'm a loner, i'm a loser, i'm a winner, in my mind-
ticks and leeches-
is this what you wanted?-
is this what you had in mind?-
is this what you wanted?-
cuz this this is what you're getting.-
i hope, i hope, i hope you choke!-
i think i'm dumb
