My strange dreams

This page is for my extremely weird dreams. I will try to update whenever I have a disturbing dream, which is pretty much every night. Keep in mind these are not things that actually happened to me. They are only dreams.

Dreams.

3/29/02 Ā– I was on a pier in Glenwood Springs (where I live) and there was this guy behind me who kept trying to grab my ass. I told him to stop because no one but Joe gets to touch me there. I started to run away from him and tried to find help. Joe was sort of there, except he was Leonardo from the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, and all the other Turtles and Splinter were there too. So I called out to him to help me, but he just ignored me, as did the other turtles. I asked Splinter what was up with that and he said they had to train for something and couldnĀ’t be disturbed. After realizing no one was going to help me I decided IĀ’d have to attack him myself. After running and attacking for a while and each of us landing some fairly un-damaging hits it suddenly occurred to me to go after his genitals. So I started violently attacking him and soon I had him taken down. He was in a fetal position, but I knew he wasnĀ’t dead. I wanted someone to help me get rid of the body before he regained consciousness. So I went to look for a garbage bag to put him in, and when I came back I found my mom trying to take care of him. At that point he had turned in to a 9 yr old. He was bigger than me when I was fighting him. Then I saw dad and Guy playing catch and they said a lot of ppl hated me now that I had beat up this kid. I didnĀ’t care though because he wasnĀ’t a little kid when he attacked me. I was afraid he was going to hurt or rape me because he was bigger than me and was chasing me and trying to grab me. I think the dream ended there.
3/31/02 Ā– I was over at KatieĀ’s house and I was taking one of those online surveys I love so very much. One of the questions was in regards to whether I am a virgin or not so I answered truthfully. Somehow Katie's parents saw the survey and Lori (her mom) started yelling at me, then I was outside with Katie about to leave a Brad (her dad) was there too. Then Jimmy (her brother) came outside and he was like Ā‘youĀ’re not a virginĀ’ and I said Ā‘shut the fuck upĀ’ and then Brad gave me this look like he was going to start bitching at me too, and Mr. Shaver, my old econ/history teacher was there too, and I didnĀ’t want to be harassed by both of them so I grabbed my keys and ran to my truck and drove to JoeĀ’s house. Mr. Shaver was following me so I went a really complicated way. When I got to JoeĀ’s house the door was open so I figured Vince was probably coming over. I went inside and I was either crying or looked very upset and Joe gave me a hug and asked what was wrong, and then Vince came in and said he had to talk to Joe so I had to leave for like half an hour. I was sort of pissed, so I went out to my truck and sat there for a while, and then Mr. Shaver came back to bitch at me, so I locked my doors and drove off again.
4/3/02 Ā– I had a dream last night that I had a greenish pony named Erin. I was outside with her and then I had to take her to the vet for a checkup. I put a bridle on her, which she didnĀ’t like, and I thought that was sad that I had to do that because of leash laws because she would follow me everywhere and not run off or attack people. So I got to the vetĀ’s office and it was like a pediatricians office and I was sort of surprised that everyone knew ErinĀ’s name, but then I figured they probably donĀ’t have many ponies brought in to the office. I was sitting there waiting with her and this girl came up to me that was the secretary I think. She said that if anyone else came in she would try to get me a private waiting room because sometimes people would bring in large dogs and not be able to control them. She said that 1 in 99 rottwielers (I know thatĀ’s spelled wrong) is able to escape from their owners in the office and attack other creatures there. I think that was all that happened in my dream.
4/16/02 Ā– Last night I had a dream about Sarah, JoeĀ’s daughter. In real life she doesnĀ’t like me much, and the dream was no different. She had somehow gotten my s/n and we were talking on AIM. I donĀ’t remember specifics, but she saying mean things like calling me a whore. She asked me if I was going to put the convo in my diary and I said no. She was surprised and asked why, and I said because I wanted to be friends with her. I told her that I understood why she didnĀ’t like me being with her dad because of the age thing, but that I hoped we could get past that. I hope this dream is a good omen. Wish me luck.
4/18/02 ā€“ I had a strange mixture of dreams last night. In one I had won some sort of contest that required me to do some deep sea diving. I was terrified about doing that. I think I was scared of sharks and other large fish. I donā€™t know if I eventually had to do it or not. In another dream Mom, Guy, Katie, Jimmy, and I were going to go fly kites, but they were really more of hang gliders with string attached. Guy refused to hold the string of the one I wanted to use because he said it was too girly. That made mom and me really mad. We all got in to the car, which was really more like a large shopping cart, and we were in this really busy city. Jimmy somehow got separated, and every time he was close to catching up we had a turn signal and had to go. He did eventually catch up though. My next dream was about some camp I was at and there was going to be a Holocaust reenactment. For some reason I think I wanted to be one of the Jews, but they said I could only be a Nazi because of my German ancestry. Then my alarm went off, so Iā€™m not sure how that would have turned out. I might have had more dreams last night, but I donā€™t remember any more.
4/19/02 – Another night of restless sleep and strange dreams. The first dream I had was about Ian. I was at college and I was talking to someone and I was like, lets go talk to Ian, I don’t remember why though. So the guy I was with took me to Ian’s room, but he was asleep so I said we should come back later, but the guy I was with woke him up. He was all confused that we were there, and I apologized for waking him up, but he said it was okay and not to worry about it. So I sat down on the bed and we were talking, but I don’t remember what about and that’s where that dream ended. My second dream was very strange. Dad wanted me to go to Rkfrd to pick up some foreign guy and take him to the airport. I said okay, and called Joe to see if he would be around so I could see him while I was in town. I can’t remember if he was there when I called, but I knew he would be leaving soon. I drove by and his van and motorcycle were both there, so I stopped, and he was just about to leave. He was surprised to see me, and then we were somewhere with a couch and we were making out and cuddling, but no sex, which neither of us seemed to mind. So then I was back on my search for this restaurant that was by a church on State Street where I was supposed to be picking up this guy. I had trouble finding it since I didn’t know what it was called. I ended up in a church camp type place, and called my mom and asked her to tell me where it was. Then I left, and I was worried because I was already an hour late. I don’t know if I ever got there or not.
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