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I Just Want You To Know Who I Am





First off...I got an email that had a bunch of questions about myself that I was supposed to fill out, I thought it was interesting so I just put it here with my answers. I update my answers about every year maybe...just to show my change. You can answer them yourself in your head.

Date this was answered: May 20th, 2000....updated April 5, 2003

Name: Curta Jennifer-Mara Pollard

If there are 3 wells: Love, Beauty and Truth and you could only drink from two of them, which ones would you choose? love and truth, two things i have never known

Do you wish on stars? no, i gave up wishing

Which finger is your favorite? my middle fingers

What is the most disgusting thing you've ever eaten? hmmmm....i can't remember that far back

Would you kill someone? yeah, maybe....at least, that's what i'm afraid of...that i might snap and actually do it one day....i hope not though

When did you last cry? i cry everyday

If you were making a movie about yourself, who would play the lead? i would die before i put my life on television

What TV show or movie title best describes you? i hate tv, the only time i like it is when the Goos, Nirvana, Hole, Soul Asylum, Phish, or any other band I like are on

Who are you jealous of? no one, people are stupid assholes and don't know anything

What is the #1 priority in your life? i need to touch Robby's bass with the flower on it!!!!!!

What is your favorite lunch meat? spicy chicken!!!!!

Do you have any bad habits? uh no! of course not!!!!

If you were another person, would you be friends with you? i don't know, i don't wanna be anyone else

Are you a daredevil? yeah, and it gets me into trouble

Have you ever told a secret that you swore you wouldn't repeat? i don't think so, i'm very good at keeping secrets

Do looks matter? no way, man

Do you pray? sometimes, but it never works

Have you ever met anyone famous? yes

Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? no, i think there are dreams at the end of the rainbow

Are you trendy? no, i absolutely hate people who are

What do you do to vent anger? i listen to music and scream it out....i also write a lot of stuff when i'm angry

Are you passive or aggressive? neither, i'm depressed

Who is your role model? a role model is someone you try to be like....i don't wanna be like anyone. i wanna be who i am....everyone should be an individual

Who is your second family? second? i don't even have a first!!!

Do you trust others easily? yeah.....i don't like to judge and will always give someone a chance....but it always ends up to my disadvantage

What was your favorite toy as a child? i think it was my stuffed elmo and my stuffed sylvester (but i thought his name was monu.....don't ask me why!!!!)

What is the punch-line to your favorite joke? jokes are for happy people....not me

Do you like sappy love songs? no, not at all

Do you think your life so far has been good? well, i've made many mistakes and have been through so much pain...but i've learned a lot from it and have turned out to be a strong, open-minded person...but i still think i'm a worthless dumbass and i screw up all the time....i never stop withering inside and i just wanna die....does that answer your question?

Which was your best Halloween costume? why would you wanna dress up? all you're doing is pretending to be someone else

Have you ever been on radio or television? no....don't wanna be

Do you keep a diary? no, i have no use for one, it's all in my head

Have you ever intentionally hurt someone? i don't know....sometimes i feel as if people are made of stone

Do you like sarcasm? YEAH!!!!

Have you ever been in a mosh pit? yep

Do you always wear a seat belt? sometimes when i'm driving but most of the time no.....sorry, bad me

Do you feel understood most of the time? definately not!!!!!

Do you drink milk? no way, man

Would you rather have a sore throat or an upset stomach? upset stomach, because i'm used to that

Have you ever thought seriously about committing suicide? i've actually tried it about a billion times

Do you keep your underwear and socks in the same drawer or in separate ones? i wonder what this person's been drinking?

Did you pay money to see Honey I Shrunk The Kids? uh....no...are you on heroin?

Would you rather be hot or cold? cold....that's what everyone else is....and they need a taste of their own medicine

What is the first thing on your Christmas list? a bass cabinet

What was the best Christmas present you received? My original, fucking awesome Gibson Les Paul Studio!!!!! It's a GORGEOUS maroonish color (very hard to find on guitars), plays great, and cost a fortune!

Could you be a vegetarian? maybe, but it would be hard

What word do you use when you think something is good? righteous and awesome

What band has the funniest name? Goo Goo Dolls...funny, but AWESOME!!!!

Would you ever bungee jump? sure....as long as i don't have a cable attatched

Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off? i guess this person couldn't think of many questions

Name as it appears on your birth certificate? Curta Jennifer Mara Pollard

Nicknames: Em Elbmuh, Retard Girl, Jen-bottom (from my weird dad), dumbass (from my dear, dear mother), worthless piece of crap (another sweet name from my mother), and psycho, crazy, paganistic, whore (from the kids at school....God bless 'em)

Parents' names: Richard and Teresa

Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake? didn't have candles

Date that you regularly blow them out? Dec. 15....if there are any

Pets: a Goo Goo Dog named Trusty (small beagle/hound pup) and in my heart is a sweet, BEAUTIFUL little kitty named Iggy. i miss you so much -:(

Height: 4'9 1/2" Eye color: blue

Hair Color: blonde (with a little brown in it)

Piercing: ears....and my heart

Tattoos: don't have any but i'm soon gonna get a tiny red cross on each wrist

Birthplace: atlanta georgia

Hometown: don't have one

Current Residence: chattanooga, tn...usa

Had the drink Calypso Breeze? yeah

Been to Africa? no

Been drunk? yeah, man....who hasn't?

Do you smoke? all the time, my favorite thing

Been toilet-papered? yes, unfortunately...for the person that did it to me!

Loved somebody so much it made you cry? my dogs and my cat, and A.A.

Been in a car crash? yep....many times, unfortunately for my poor truck and my poor, poor civic (i'm sorry little car!!!)

YOUR FAVORITE...

...Salad Dressing: thousand island

...Color of socks: what???

...Number: 0

...My obsessions: music

...Fast Food Restaurant: chick-fil-a.....by far....God made that place!

...Favorite Holiday: don't have one

...Day of the Week: i hate them all

...Hotel: motel 6

...Least Favorite Word(s): i don't want to say

...Restaurants: i don't really like to go out to eat

....Flowers: irises!!!!....actually, i like all of them

...Alcoholic Drink: personally....i like crystal mist

...Sport to Watch: i hate sports

...Sport to Play: i hate sports

...Sesame Street Character: elmo and ernie

Least Favorite Subject: algebra and bible

Most annoying thing: people

Funniest people you know: oh i know a ton of funny people....too many to name!

Do you drink? -alcohol? all the time

What color is your bedroom carpet? .....???????????

What was the name of your childhood blanket? i didn't name it....i just called it blankee

How many times did you fail your Permit and/or Drivers License Test? don't even remember

Where do you see yourself in 10 yrs? i'll be dead

Bedtime: don't have one...my parents don't care. just whenever i get tired....which varies all the time. sometimes i go to bed around 6:30 in the evening, sometimes 11:00, sometimes 2:30 in the morning.....it varies

Have you ever been convicted of a crime? so many times it's not even funny (actually, it wasn't funny the first time)

Pacific Sunwear or the Buckle: don't know

Are you happy RIGHT now?: no

Here's another survey with a bunch of questions about music that I got from someone. I found this one extremely interesting because I love music so much. Here it is with my answers.

What in your opinion is:

1. The best song ever: there isn't one best song....there are so many great songs out there and it is impossible to just pick one

2. The best artist ever: All of Dream Theater, Courtney Love, and Paul McCartney

3. The best album ever: oh man....there isn't just one best album ever....there are just too many great albums to just pick one best one

4. Which song reminds you of summer: "steal my sunshine" by Len (i hate that stupid song)

5. Reminds you of winter: Already There by the Goo Goo Dolls

6. Breaks your heart: my heart's already broken

7. Is your favourite love song: don't have one

8. Has the funniest lyrics: "Don't Beat My Ass (With A Baseball Bat)" by Goo Goo Dolls and "Godzilla" by Blue Oyster Cult

9. Has the most inspiring lyrics: "Name" by Goo Goo Dolls, "Don't Worry" by Goo Goo Dolls, "So Outta Line" by Goo Goo Dolls, and "Flat Top" by Goo Goo Dolls....and "Keep It Up" by Soul Asylum

10. Do you like to hear most in the morning: depends on what mood i am in when i wake up

11. Is the best epic song: hmmm....that's a hard one, i really can't think of any at the moment.............

Musicians:

12. Where do you think Richey Edwards is?: i think he's with Kurt Cobain, George Harrison, Joe Strummer, and John Lennon....in heaven

13. The Rolling Stones; pathetic old farts who should've given up touring a very long time ago, or still very good?: rolling stones kick ass.....but yeah, their old music is a bit better

14. Do you think that Martin Duffy (Primal Scream) is a sexgod? i wouldn't go as far to say he's a sexgod.....

15. Are the Beatles really the best band ever?: you name one band that is better than the Beatles.....i dare ya

16. Did Yoko Ono really split them up?: no

17. Is Ian Brown (ex-Stone Roses) innocent?: nope

18. Who is/was the embodiment of Rock'n'Roll?: dude.....uh, i don't think there's just one musician embodiment of rock n' roll....i think there were many musicians that each have their own pieces in helping the embodiment of rock n' roll. i think the Beatles were part of it, Eric Clapton, Trey Anastasio, Steven Tyler, Kurt Cobain, Carole King, The Velvet Underground, Courtney Love, Leonard Cohen, there's a lot of musicians that fill in parts of the embodiment of rock n' roll

19. Who is/was the coolest drummer ever (not necessarily the best)?: probably Rick Allen....because he continued to play the drums even after his arm was amputated.....but Dave Grohl was a pretty good drummer.....and he was so fucking hilarious!

20. Who is/was the coolest bass-player ever?: hmmm....hard to say....Flea's really good but i don't think he's all that cool. man, i don't know....there's so many like Kristen Pfaff was a kick ass bass player.......Paul McCartney definately should be up there.....there are too many great bassists

21. Who is/was the coolest keyboard player ever?: i've never studied the keyboard too closely

22. Who is/was the coolest rhythm-guitarist ever?: Courtney Love....the old Courtney Love....she always had this creepy, bloody, violently sexual sound to her guitar-playing

23. Who is/was the coolest guitarist ever?: Oh i can't even decide on that one!

24. Who is/was the coolest singer ever?: Definately Courtney Love....i mean, there are many great singers....but Courtney Love simply kicks ass. She holds on to her violently sexual heir while at the same time has a sweet, pink-sugary, manipulative doll-whore, cat voice

25. Do you think John Squire (ex-Stone Roses, ex- Seahorses) will ever be in a band again long enough to make a second album?: maybe....who knows?

26. Who is the greatest woman in music?: COURTNEY LOVE BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No doubt about that at all....instant answer

27. Who is simply the best musician ever?: There isn't one "best" musician....you've gotta get that through your head, different musicians have different strong points and develop different unique sounds in their music. as long as they're real and true and their music comes from their soul....being made not for fame, money, or anything other than because it's fun.

Tonight I'm a Rock'n'Roll Star:

28. Describe your very own most Rock'n'Roll moment: when i first heard weenie beanie and it was my favorite song and i told everyone i knew about it

29: Throwing a TV out of a hotel-room window.. Rock'n'Roll fun or pathetic molesting?: FUN!!!!!!!! why don't you throw out the couch too

30: If you were to be in a band who want to be professional, what/who would you be like?: no one, i wouldn't join a band that wants to be professional because that simply disgusts me and i can't even stand to be around people who do things for that reason. and my band would be it's own band, unlike any other

31: How famous do you want to be?: i don't care if i'm famous or not....i just wanna have fun and play the music

32: What if you were offered a place in a group, destined to make it big, but it's in the style of the Venga-Boys, would you accept and go for fame?: no way.....fame sucks, fun rules. fame doesn't equal fun....some are mislead to think that....but it only equals pleasure, which, in the end, doesn't supply true happiness. instead, you just live a lie and end up dying frozen and alone

Other Questions:

33. The 80s, discuss: most of it sucked....all it was was keyboards. no real rock. and the real rock wasn't heard by anybody....the metal music was good....but the bands did stupid things just to get attention, all the metal bands were the same

34. Best use of music in a film: hmmm....i think the wedding singer had some very creative ways to put a lot of 80's music (even though most 80's music was pathetic) into the movie to where it fit right

35. Which musician would you like to meet?: all of the musicians i'm fans of.....which is A LOT

Okay......now here's another survey. A bit longer than the other two.......it was filled out and posted on December 18, 2000....updated April 5, 2003

1a. NAME: Curta Jennifer Mara Pollard
1b. Name at birth: same as above

2. WHO WERE YOU NAMED AFTER: i don't think i was named after anybody

3. SCHOOL: chattanooga christian school.....the world of hell (although i'd rather be there than home)

4. MASCOT: we use a lightning bolt as the symbol and a charger guy for the mascot

5. NICKNAME: Retard Girl, Em Elbmuh, and a list of vulgar words

6. BIRTHDAY: december 15th

7. ZODIAC SIGN: sagittarius

8. GRADE: 11th

9. GPA: probably between 0.0 and 1.0

10. SHOE SIZE: 7

11. HAIR COLOR: blonde with some brown in it

12. EYE COLOR: blue

13. SIBLINGS: older brother, younger sister, younger brother (used to have an older sister.....but she died a long time ago)

14. LAST CD YOU BOUGHT: i think Foo Fighters One By One

15. LAST MOVIE YOU SAW IN THE THEATER: Star Wars Episode II; Attack of the Clones

16. LAST MOVIE YOU RENTED: Signs and The Ring

17. FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: probably english....just because i like writing

18. LEAST FAVORITE SUBJECT: algebra and bible

19. DO YOU ACTUALLY LIKE MATH?: how could you ask that?!!!!!

20. WHO ARE YOUR BEST GIRL FRIENDS?: Kelly, Becca C., Michelle Kirkpatrick, and Kathy Goobunny!!!!!!!!! (Kathy Goobunny is my best internet girl friend)

21. WHO ARE YOUR BEST GUY FRIENDS?: um....probably Stephen Adams

22. DO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND?: not really, at the moment

23. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH: mmm....i don't know

24. FAVORITE MUSICIAN/S: Courtney Love, Dave Pirner and Dan Murphy, all the guys from Dream Theater, the Goo Goo Dolls, and Kurt Cobain

25. FAVORITE ACTRESS: Cameron Diaz and Lisa Kudrow

26. FAVORITE ACTOR: Barry Watson, David Schwimmer, and Matthew Perry

27. FAVORITE MOVIE: um...probably This Is Spinal Tap....next to my many, many, many, many, MANY recordings of Nirvana, Hole, Goo Goo Dolls, Soul Asylum, and other favorite musicians

28. FAVORITE TV SHOW : Friends

29. FAVORITE THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: sleep and play guitar

30. COLOR: the world wouldn't be right without all colors

31. FAVORITE COLLEGE TEAM: don't like any of them

32. FAVORITE STORE: i don't really like stores that much....you can find much better stuff at ebay, cdnow, and other internet stores

33. FAVORITE FOOD: potatoes, donut sticks, vegetable soup, chili beans, chick-fil-a chicken, and the list goes on.........

34. DO YOU DO ANY DRUGS?: i used to do heroin, but as of now i smoke more cigarettes instead of doing drugs. although i still slip into one of those empty moments where you think you can do nothing but smoke weed

35. HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE ON YOUR BUDDY LIST?: i'm not really into instant messenging that much

36. WHAT'S YOUR FAV. SPORT?: i hate sports....but if i had to choose i'd probably say street hockey....not to watch, just to play

37. ARE YOU ON ANY SPORTS TEAM?: no way man

38. MOST MEMORABLE EXPERIENCE?: i don't want to talk about that

39. WHAT'S YOUR FAV. PLACE TO GO ON VACATION?: hawaii...i love that place. there's so much to do there and the weather is so nice. i'm moving there when i make money enough

40. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?: i used to have a sweet, sweet kitty named Iggy but some asshole took all the cats in our neighborhood. i do have a hound pup named Trusty

41. FAVORITE SCARY MOVIE: The Exorcist

42. IF YOU ARE A GIRL, WHAT MAKEUP DO YOU WEAR?: i wear mary kay concealer and occasionally i'll wear some gray or pinkish eyeshadow....doesn't matter who it's from. and when i wear my dresses i wear bright red lipstick, no certain brand

43. GUYS WITH OR WITHOUT HAT(s)?: doesn't matter now does it?

44. BEST NUMBER EVER: 0

45. WORST FEAR: living for too long

46. FAVORITE DAY: doesn't make a difference

47. BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD? when your cat crawls in your lap for no reason but to be with you or when your dog jumps on you, crying, because she missed you. being with your friends

48. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD? : the pain you feel after you've been raped

49. BILL CLINTON: likes a good, strong wind to blow hard.....if you know what i mean

50. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: what the fuck is that anyway?

51. ABORTION: horrible, no one's right to take away someone else's right to live....nothing like killing a human being is there?

52. TEENAGE SMOKING: what's so bad about that again?

53. EATING DISORDERS: never eat too little, never eat too much. if you're hungry, eat something, if you're not, than don't eat

54. STALKERS: what about them? a stalker is just a person with no life and an erect penis (or in the case of a girl stalker, a moist vagina)

55. ATHLETES: hard-working people

I wonder where number 56 and 57 are??????

58. MARILYN MANSON: he tries too hard to be different

59. BOY BANDS: suck, suck, suck....cry, cry, cry.....bitch, bitch, bitch.....sellout, sellout, SELLOUT

60. DEATH: the sooner the better....although i don't like the fact that there's an afterlife

61. SCHOOL: good for some, hell for others

62. TITANIC: leave it in the ocean....it's people's graves....don't disturb them

63. JERRY SPRINGER: what a dumbass....does he like watching that crap or does he just want money?.....i think it's both

64. LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP: some work out, some don't....i can say that i would have a really hard time not being able to wake up beside my boyfriend

65. SUICIDE: how do i even get started on that one? it follows and haunts after rape, abuse, emptiness, violence, self-mutilation, and so much more

66. VIOLENCE: everyone has a little in them.....it's how you control that violence and how you let it out of your system

67. SOUTH PARK: awesome! i LOVE that show

68. CHEATING: depends on what you mean by cheating.

69. PRE-MARITAL SEX: nothing wrong with that....as long as you are really in love with the person at the time, and you have sex responsibly and live up to the consequences if there be any

70. GOD: i'm not really sure

WHEN YOU HEAR THIS NAME, WHAT DO YOU THINK OF?

71. RYAN: ryan miller at my school

72. BOB: old, fat, drunk hick

73. ZACK: the guy from saved by the bell (the dumbest show created)

74. KATIE: this girl i used to know who thought her life was so bad because she couldn't meet winona judd and because her mom made her do chores......she lived in a bubble and was so ignorant and inexperienced in everything but complaining

76. STACEY: barbie dolls

78. BRIAN: babies

79. JENNA: my sister's many friends named jennie

80. JANELLE: an oriental girl

81. JASON: the greatest guy in the world.....jason hamill

82. JESSICA: black hair

83. HEATHER: prissy girls with brown hair

84. AARON: atherton

85. AMY: blonde girls

86. SARAH: brunette girls

87. ANDREW: red

88. JOSH: abigaile's boyfriend

89. BRITTANY: britney spears...oooh hate her!

90. CHRISTOPHER: christopher robin from winnie-the-pooh

91. LACEY: a white dress

92. MICHELLE: doug's ex-girlfriend

93. MELISSA: joanhart

93. KRISTEN: crystals

94. DO YOU HAVE A JOB?: not at the moment

95. WHAT COLLEGE DO YOU GO TO OR WANT TO GO TO: i really don't wanna go to college

96. WHERE WILL YOU LIVE: i want to live in a small trailor far away from here....but i'll probably end up living on the streets

97. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK: no...i love the dark

98. ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING: i'm allergic to love

99. RELIGION: don't have one

100. DO YOU BELIEVE IN HEAVEN AND HELL?: i believe that there is some sort of after life, but i'm not sure what

101. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ANGELS?: yes, my cat is an angel

102. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ALIENS?: i don't know.....have i been on any other planet besides earth??? has it been proven that there's no possibility of aliens??? i have no opinion at the moment

103. DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF?: yeah.....i believe i can work hard to achieve some things....but i kind of believe that i will never achieve happiness

104. DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED?: well....i don't want to get married unless i'm in love with someone and know that i will love him for the rest of my life

105. WHAT DO YOU DO THAT MAKES YOUR FRIENDS MAD?: telling them to leave me alone whenever i'm crying

106. ARE YOU MAD AT ANY OF YOUR FRIENDS?: ummm.....one of them, but i'm not gonna give any names cuz she doesn't know i'm mad at her

107. DO YOU HAVE ANY STUFFED ANIMALS? yeah.....i have a shitload of stuffed animals

108. DO YOU HAVE ANY BAD HABITS?: no, i'm perfect!....whatever

109. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE RESTAURANT?: i don't really like to go out to eat much

110. WHERE IS YOUR FAVORITE HANGOUT?: the dark corner of my room....but when i'm with my friends i like to hang out anywhere

111. PEPSI OR COKE? : water and yoohoo

112. LETTERMAN OR LENO?: both

113. MTV or VH1: they both suck

114. SPICE GIRLS OR ALL SAINTS: neither

115. FRIENDS OR PARTY OF FIVE?: oh my god....i haven't heard anything about party of five in forever!!!! friends by far though

116. BEVERLY HILLS 90210 OR DAWSONS CREEK? : oh i hate 'em both

117. 7TH HEAVEN OR DREW CAREY: probably 7th heaven because drew carey, even though it's pretty damn hilarious, can get kind of boring and sometimes stupid. although 7th heaven sucks now.

118. DIET PEPSI OR PEPSI ONE: i don't like pepsi

119. HUGS OR KISSES: if they're from my pets i would love both! from a guy....definately kisses....with a little tongue!!!! from a girl....a kiss or hug is great

120. APPLES OR ORANGES: apples

121. CHOCOLATES OR FLOWERS: flowers....although chocolates are pretty tempting

122. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE LOVE SONG: i don't normally listen to love songs

123 a. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG?: oh i couldn't pick a favorite song if my life depended on it!
123 b. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BREAK-UP SONG?: what do you mean break-up?...break up band or break up girlfriend/boyfriend???

124. SILVER OR GOLD: neither

125. IF YOU COULD BE ANYWHERE RIGHT NOW, WHERE WOULD YOU BE?: underground

126. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN BETRAYED OR BETRAYED SOMEONE: i was betrayed when i was born

127. HOW DO YOU PERSONALLY RATE YOUR BODY FROM 1-10: don't ever ask me that again

128.WHEN IS YOUR CURFEW?: don't have one

129. WHAT ARE YOU THINKING AT THIS VERY MOMENT? my shoulder aches and i want to drop dead

130. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE SONG "PRETTY FLY FOR A WHITE GUY"? i think it's stupid

131. ARE YOU A VEGETARIAN? i wish

132. FAVORITE KINDS OF CLOTHES: frilly, babydoll dresses

133. WHAT WAS THE LAST PHONE NUMBER YOU CALLED? probably my home phone number

134. THE LAST TV SHOW YOU WATCHED: friends

135. EVER BEEN TO A CONCERT? you're kidding me???? i've been to so many i've lost count

136. BEEN ON A PLANE? so many times it makes me sick

137. WENT SWIMMING IN THE OCEAN: yep

138. BEEN FLASHED: yeah baby!

139. GOT STOPPED BY A COP: many times

140. BEEN ACCUSED OF SHOPLIFTING: yep

141. GOT CAUGHT PARKING: what the fuck?????

142. GONE SKINNY DIPPING: oh yeah!

143. CRIED IN PUBLIC: please....you're asking a person who cries every 10 minutes

144. LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: no one's ever wanted to cry on my shoulder

145. FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: yeah....it's so relaxing when you're naked in hot water

146. FELL ASLEEP WHILE EATING: yeah

147. GONE TO CHURCH: yes.....boring

148. READ THE BIBLE: parts of it

149. CLIMBED A TREE: yeah

150. WATCHED DAWSON'S CREEK: if i had we would not have a tv right now

151. GONE SKIING: no...but it seems fun

152. GONE SNOWBOARDING: no...but i want to

153. FELL ASLEEP IN SCHOOL: oh so many times

154. FELL ASLEEP DURING A SCARY MOVIE: yep

155. GONE ALL NITE WITHOUT SLEEP: many, many times

156. BEEN TO CAMP: no and i will never go

157. BEEN BIT BY AN ANIMAL: my cat bites me...but only playfully....a very tiny nibble that doesn't hurt because he likes to play

158. PLAYED SOCCER: unfortunately i have

159. BEEN TO A MAJOR LEAGUE BASEBALL GAME: yes and it was soooo boring

160. SAW A PRO BASKETBALL GAME: thank god no

161. KISSED A GUY/GIRL: of course!!!!! kissing is the least i've done

162. GOT A DETENTION: so many detentions i'm starting to get used to them

163. SAT IN A RESTAURANT W/OUT ORDERING ANYTHING: yeah

164. EATEN SUSHI: no but i want to try it

165. EATEN FISH: who hasn't??

166. WISHED YOU WERE SOMEONE ELSE: no way man

167. CHEATED ON HOMEWORK: yes

168. WANTED TO DIE: oh god yes

169. MET A CELEBRITY: yep

170. MET THE PRESIDENT: no

171. DRIVEN A CAR: are you kidding???? i LOVE to drive!

172. DIDN'T WASH YOUR HAIR FOR A WEEK? no....but i know a guy who hasn't washed his hair since the 4th grade

173. BROKEN A BONE: yes, plenty

174. BROKEN SOMETHING VALUABLE?: yeah

175. RIDDEN IN A TAXI: no......

176. RIDDEN IN A POLICE CAR: yeah

177. TOLD SOMEONE YOU LOVED THEM: yes

178.BOUGHT ICE CREAM FROM AN ICE CREAM TRUCK: oh yeah again!!!! double-time!!!!!

179. USED YOUR PARENTS CREDIT CARD: yep

180. BEEN SCARED TO GET A SHOT: when i was a kid

181. GOTTEN A CAVITY: yep

182. HAD TO GET BRACES: yes but not anymore!!!

183. HAD TO BE IN THE HOSPITAL: yeah....many times

184. SHOPPED AT ABERCROMBIE & FITCH: yeah

185. SHOPPED AT GAP: yeah

186. SHOPPED AT OLD NAVY: yeah...it's better than gap

187. THOUGHT YOU WERE IN LOVE: yeah

188. HAD AN ONLINE RELATIONSHIP: hahahaha! then i'd really be a dork!!!!

189. WATCHED MTV AT 4 IN THE MORNING: yeah...unfortunately for me

190. TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: no but i've done other things with a porta potty

191. MADE PRANK PHONE CALLS: yeah

192. PLAYED A MEAN JOKE ON A FRIEND: no

193. BOUGHT A CONDOM: yep...but most of the time the guys do it

194. CAUGHT A FISH: nope....never will

195. SNUCK OUT OF YOUR HOUSE: not really, i don't have to sneak

196. KISSED SOMEONE YOU WEREN'T DATING: yeah

197. BEEN HURT BY A GUY/GIRL YOU LOVED: yeah again

198. GONE TO ANOTHER COUNTRY: sort of....i went to the bahamas and bermuda

199. WET THE BED: hey....i haven't wet my bed since yesterday! get off my back!

200. ROLLED A HOUSE: yep

201. HAD YOUR HOUSE ROLLED: no

202. BROKEN THE LAW: that's what i'm best at....unfortunately

203. KILLED SOMEONE IN YOUR THOUGHTS: happens a lot in my thoughts

204. BEEN IN A CAR ACCIDENT: that's what i'm most known for....i hit an 18-wheel coca~cola truck...that was my worst wreck....another time i hit ian's car in the parking lot and dented it....i hit jessie's car in the parking lot also but only scratched....and i've had quite a few near-wreck experiences. and this girl hit my civic near the mall and really tore it up bad (although it was my fault...."failure to yield").

205. BEEN BEAT UP: umm...i've been slit with a knife, and i've been hit a couple of times but i don't know if you'd call that being beat up

206. BEATEN UP SOMEONE: yeah...i used to beat up people all the time

207. SKIPPED SCHOOL: hell yeah! all the time!

208. BEEN SCARED ENOUGH TO PISS IN YOUR Pants: well there was that one time.......NO.......

209. BEEN STABBED IN THE BACK BY A "FRIEND"? i don't know....i think if someone stabs you in the back....then they're not really a "friend"

210. STABBED SOMEONE IN THE BACK: no....not physically or in any other way....at least, i don't think i have

211. SOMETHING YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: nothing....i just want to die

212. IS YOUR FAV. PERSON TO TALK TO: michelle....sometimes i think she's the only person who really listens. she's always the first person i go to, and she's the only person i can talk to about personal stuff. sometimes i think she's the only one who really cares.

213. IS YOUR FAV. PERSON TO TALK TO ABOUT LIFE? michelle....she always undertsands

214. WHAT DO YOU HATE? life

215. WHAT MAKES YOU ANGRY: sellouts and people who complain about little things

216. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT YOU SAID "I LOVE YOU" TO: my dog, Trusty

217. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON TO TELL YOU THAT THEY LOVE YOU?: stephen adams

218. ARE YOU IN LOVE RIGHT NOW?: not really

219. WHO WOULD YOU WANT TO MEET?: all of my favorite musicians

220. WHO DO YOU MISS? : Iggy and Tom

221. DO YOU WANT TO DIE?: god yes

222. WHO WOULD YOU DIE FOR? any creature that is not human

223. WHO HOLDS YOUR HEART? Iggy and Trusty....and Jericho (Iggy's a cat and Trusty and Jericho are dogs). and Kelly!!!

224. WHO IS THE ONE FRIEND WHO STICKS UP FOR YOU? i've never had anyone stick up for me....i do it myself

225. WHO IS THE MEANEST PERSON YOU KNOW? i know a lot of mean people

226. WHO IS THE MOST ATTRACTIVE PERSON YOU KNOW?? hmmmm........that's a tough one....there are so many

227. WHO IS THE UGLIEST PERSON YOU KNOW? i don't want to say

229. WHO IS THE CRAZIEST PERSON YOU KNOW? i guess me.....but in my mind i'm not all that crazy

230. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU SMILE? Cody

231.PERSONAL QUOTE: i have a lot.....i can't think of them at the top of my head....i know one is "righteous!!!" that's all i can think of right now

ESSAY QUESTIONS:> > > >

232. WHAT DO YOU THINK THE MEANING OF LIFE IS?: to die

233. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS MEAN TO YOU? they mean the world to me....i don't care about anything more

234. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED AND WHY? i cry all the time....there are a lot of reasons....some of them i can't explain

235. WHO ARE THE TOP FIVE PEOPLE THAT YOU LOVE MOST RIGHT NOW? ummmm.......i don't know....i love all creatures and i love Michelle, Stephen, Kelly, Becca C., Cody, Ian, and all my friends and my sister and my nephew and niece and my brothers.

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