08-04-01/Avy:
Being a 6ft tall chick: Not Kewl. I'm so fuckin sick of being tall right now its no where near funny. I'm convinced that its not normal nor natural. I think my mom had genes injected when I was a zygote or something. My fetus probably grew rapidly until there was no more room in her womb. I was born 21 inches tall, 6lbs-7oz. I think there's something really screwed up. Maybe my asshole fathers a reject extraterrestrial... I dunno but being tall sux. Kewl jeans are made for short grrrls. Septa seats suck if youre over 5'9". Dressing room doors almost show my boobs. I can make a list as long as my legs.06-12-01/Avy:
I'm so cracking up right now. If I can say one thing about my ex b/f Maxx, its that he sure knows how to pick 'em. His new girlfriend hates me already. We haven't dated, Max and I, in a long ass time. Yet his girls pissed cuz I call late at night. He's in NEW YORK!!! You don't give "booty calls" to out of state booty. I swear, I don't understand it. They just started going out and she's ultra posessive already. Not kewl.
Why worry about little old me? Sure We're still together no matter who we go out with. Sure we never really broke up. Sure we can see each other whenever we want now. But have I done anything wrong yet? I can understand jealousy but she's got a totally wrong idea. No matter who he's been with I've always backed off and done the supportive friend thing. Why change now?05-29-01/Avy:
I am so sick and tired of hearing about this goddamn graduation next week. And yes...I do know that God's last name is not "Damn". However so far as that "special" day is concerned, I'm damned if I do and damned if I don't. I go and there's old people surrounding me. Great-Aunts kissin my cheeks, talking about how tall I've gotten, and pokin at my boobs. Sure there's money but I don't think its worth it if I go crazy and kill them.
If I don't go there's endless bitchin and moanin about how I missed "the most important day of my life". Yeah thats what they said prom was. then there's no money to even go halfway with it. Either way, they drive me crazy. Its so annoying.
This is just an excuse for my relatives from Georgia and North Carolina to come over to Philly and use vacation days. Duh, just say you're going to a graduation anyways, whether you go or not Einstein... Fxckfaces.05-07-01/Avy:
Yeah so I'm completely annoyed by the whole prom thing now. Ok so whoopty doo we all got to see Avy in a dress. Woo f'n hoo. I get dolled up in a corset and 18th century ball skirt and yeah the strappy shoes too (that were quite comfortable)and I make the appearance. And lets all just smile and go "oh my god her boobs are so big" til the sun don't shine. Yeah, and they wonder why I never get dressed up. Too much unwanted attention. Grrrlz who don't have big boobs want them and grrrlz who have them wanna give them away. There's no hope. Grrrlz stare and talk shit on you. Guys stare and try to fuck you. Good old fashioned jeans, skirts and band t-shirts are fine with me.04-19-01/Avy:
So I'm talkin about the band with my friend and his friend makes a sly remark about a "goth chick bein in a punk band". I love music-- mainly Industro Goth and Punk. I told him that and he goes, "Well you don't look punk." Thats bullshit like I've never heard it before! Sure you may be able to tell what a person is into by looking at their clothes. But saying you have to dress a certain way to be into something is ridiculous. That was the most asshole thing I've heard in a while. I mean really... When yous see us this summer rawkin out and havin fun, we'll also be not carin. Acid looks "goth" because thats her style. Liss (Calamity) looks pretty much "normal" and I look semi-"hybrid" and "goth". Thats how we'll look on stage most likely. Sure we wanna look nice for the people we're playin for but we're not playin dress-up just to fit the punk rock mold. Thats not what it's supposed to be about.
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