Feel Sorry For
My boyfriend treated shabbily the last few times we went out. When he was going out with someone he'd come back to me and would cheat on his girlfriends with me. That would make me the other woman, but at the time I didn't care. Now I can't believe what I did but I've slowly gotten over that and him. Now it seems he's getting treated the same way he treated me.

I feel sorry for him more than anything. Would it be rude of me to say that he's getting what he deserves? Even though I'm trying so hard to be friends with him and feel sorry for him all I keep thinking is that he's finally getting what he deserves. In my heart of hearts though I do feel sorry for him because I hate to see anyone in pain. I guess I'll have to see what happens.

People
People can be so frustrating sometimes. One minute you think they like you and will talk to you and the next they barely say two words to you.

Now I realize people can be in a bad mood sometimes and just don't want to talk to anyone but come on. It's called being pleasant...or atleast agreeable. Even women on their period can be nicer than some people on a good day.

I work in an office and you'd think those people would have good people skills since they work in business but for some of those people it just isn't so. I tried to talk to one lady and she said two words to me and walked away. Sometimes I feel left out because I know they talk to the other co-op but there's just something different about me or something.

Maybe I'm just crazy. hehe.

Fresh Start
For a while I had a blog type thing at diaryland.com but it was kind've complicated. I wish I had the genius to create my own layout for this blog but I'm not that html creative. Slowly but surely I'll update this blog.