All of a sudden

Drop dead.
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n/a
Mood:  not sure

...it's like finding a pin in a stack of grenades.

aoas

Just another day...

All Of A Sudden...

See... I told you that you would walk away the first chance you got to.

Everythings fine, no worries - no problems. We're getting along fine; no yelling, lying.

And,... Bamm!! You're gone again... nada.

I was so much better off not even knowing you, I was happy.
Thanks alot...
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AOAS
You sure aren't picky when it comes to what ur looking 4 in a match ("doesn't matter, any, any, any, etc.") just as long as it's not me.
Not even a chance or nothing. Thanks alot.

Yet, "There's nothing wrong with you (myself)."

ps.- Didn't know you were residing in San Ysidro or you just dating 50 miles from there??

You try kissing up to me, "playing" like you care and you like being close to me- I can not believe that your intentions are ever true, that what you tell me is true.

You are a liar and I know for a fact- you don't care about me or my life in any way or the slightest.

I just told you the other day that life can change drastically in one day- and one day ( I don't know when) you're gonna look for me to "save you" and you'll see that you lost me and there isnt anything you will be able to do to change it.
Sooner or later somebody's gonna look and see what I can be- instead of just what I am then.

And then they'll have my attention.
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Posted by rnb/bad_monkey at 4:14 AM PDT
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ALLOFASUDDEN
F.O.!!!!

AOAS
Yepp,
You will always be the dumb bitch that broke my fucking heart just for fun. Now that you've come on up all that cash and have no real need for me- we'll see...

All of a Sudden
Sunday, February 29, 2004
4:16 PM

W-t-f,
What’s this… ‘act two’? It was cute at first and for a half of a second… I forgot and you had me, but come on… so like I’m supposed to just forget that that is what you do- play a role to try and play me.

But now, you’re already starting to try and push it- like you’ve got me in some trance or something. So who are you showing off for now? Who ya betting that you can???
What else am I supposed to believe?

‘All of a sudden’ I matter, that I’m funny again and you enjoy me being there?

SORRY, I’ve trusted you too many times, looked the other way and let things go, gave chances and tried to work on/with- and in return you didn’t show any care in any kind of way whatsoever.

Nice until you had what you wanted, smile and giggles around paydays. “I’m so sorry, I do care… please help me….” When you needed “rescuing” (cars broke/towed,etc.- forgot to get a round trip ticket…silly me- in jail- and on and on….). Any other time I was a cocksucking, mother fucking demented drama queen piece of shit that should just fuck off and go crawl into a hole somewhere and die.

But now I’m ok. What- did you see the fucking light or something? You sat and thought about me a lot and saw I wasn’t that a piece of shit on your shoe?? You finally realize just how important I was to you or something???

Whatever.
I won’t be your fool to show off anymore.

AOAS

OH YEAH...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!


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ALL OF A SUDDEN
Well...
There you go, 'all of a sudden'.
Back again, which does please me because now I know I mattered (for whatever means)in some form or another.

But I also know that the bottom line is-

You really don't care what happens to me
personally, just how it may effect your-
self and what you want (whatever that may
be at the time)

I've done more forgiving, giving, going out of my way and sacrificing (not to mention just caring) that I shouldn't have to do anything more for you; feeding, washing, housing, loaning, working on ur stuff or just plain trying to help you out during a hard time... {i can't seem to find the right wording to express what i want to say...it's along those lines. more or less- you got nothing coming-u no?}

But @ least ur not treating me like a piece of shit stuck on ur shoe... we'll see how long it last. Especially since you no longer get some of my best qualities that I possess(?), like a caring heart and everything else that goes along w/that.

[like the caring factory was shut down-which means all the department inside along with it; ie: helping department,etc...]

It's just a waste that u always got to be trying 2 come on up on everybody... so cold and still...
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