I so miss you each and every day you are not near me. I pray each night I am alone for you to come home again, so we can have the life we both want together. So much is on hold waiting that every moment seems like an eternity. It is my only desire that we are together again to work on all the differences that have kept us so far apart. Your closeness and the intimacy that we share is the only healing quality between us both. To hug and kiss you is such a joy to have, that letting you go these days is aweful. I am not afraid of going back to all our old ways, because there is so much good that I know we can do together it would be impossible to ever go back. You will never be any closer to what you want of this relationship than you are right now. No better a situation than my motivation to seek only your happiness with me and for me to be happy with you. All the other matters of family and children are easily negotiated as individual points. But I remain as I have always been your friend, your partner, and your love. I miss you constantly by my side at night. I need you so much back in my life and I know you need me as much with you as well. Your life is still only a short distance away from you, yet I feel that it is so far away from me. I miss you, and love you very much.