Lovable_Baby

_+_inner thoughts_+_
iwonder why i smile when i know that, nothings okay. im hurting inside, im not happy. i guess you can say i don`t want people worrying about me saying stuff. i want to see others happy before im happy. i tend to care about how others feel before i notice how i feel. i also notice that, im too forgiving. whenever i see someone hurt, made fun of, and all that sad stuff, it makes me want to cry. its pains me as much as it pains them, even if their not so called popular, i don`t really care, everyone is different and unique in their own special ways. everyone acts like money is life. yet they`ll never understand the true meaning of life. it hurts me to see others treated so badly and made fun of. no one has the right to do that, yet everyone`s so cluless in life because they never take time to think of what they have and how great life may be. you may never understand me yet, im not asking you too, im just asking you to listen and to think over the pains you`ve caused someone, don`t you ever feel guilty. i do.

_+_special dedications_+_ dara thao and kurtis thao/lee + another year goes by that your gone. i`ll never forget you two. i`ll never forget all the love you showed me. the sleepover`s we had, those laughters and smiles we all wore those days. its as if it was only yesterday that i was over at your house. im crying right now becuase i miss you so much. you brought so much happiness into this world that god needed you. you were a strong and beautiful young laydee. you never deserved to die so horribly. but those who hurt you will be punished for wat they`ve done. if we can`t punishthem god will. i know you may not be happy up there cuz your so lonely...but one of these days i`ll bring you some food andall. im sad that i never got to give u one last hug, say good-bye, or tell you how much i loved/admired you. no one can replace you in my heart. i wish i could`ve seen how big kurtis had grew. i know you loved him dearly. you always had a thing for kids. there`s so much i want to say yet so little space. we`ll be reunited one day, when its my turn to go i`ll come and find you, till then, know that im living on for you and loving u and kurtis with all my heart and soul. *tearz*
nao lor + i still don`t want to believe that someone as beautiful and great as u is gone. all the memories we`ve both shared will never fade but will only be cherished for a lifetime. i know that after u left for highschool we distanced in a way. but all those crazy times at shaw are still remembered. you brought many happiness and smiles to everyone. and we`re all grateful to have known you. i love you lots girl. and remember that we`re all missing you and loving you with all our hearts.

john and wong thao + i never really knew you two as muchas everybody else. yet you two were still my brothers. and its hurtsme to know you two are gone. you both we`re such great people you never deserved to die. i wish i could`ve got to known you both better before you left. nothing will ever be the same without you two. family`s will always mourn your lost each year. you two take care up there and watch over us okie. i love you both!

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