Your Clown: A Gundam Wing Songfic. Written by leal246 AKA Lauren

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Trowa was out on the tightrope. He looked rather nervous which is unusual for him, considering he had done this so many times.

I don’t wanna be your clown again.
And I don’t wanna live this triangle.
No I don’t wanna be your clown now,
cause I long to carry on.

FLASHBACK


The manager guy of the circus walked up to Trowa. "I found your resignation on my desk."

Trowa nodded. "Why do you want to quit Trowa? I thought you loved working here."

Trowa looked up and sighed. "I’ve just become restless. I want to try other careers. I’m only 17."

The Manager looked sad. "All right Trowa, but are you sure this is what you want?"

Trowa nodded. "Yeah."

"Okay. But at least do tomorrow night’s show. Its our farewell to this colony as we move on you know."

"Fine."

END FLASHBACK

In the beginning you were oh so clear.
It started out as something pure and sincere,
but now I see, the evil within.
So tell me what’s the reason.

Trowa did several flips on the tightrope. The crowd cheered enthusiastically. "Last time I’ll hear this applause." Trowa though as he landed on the other side of the tightrope and waved.

ANOTHER FLASHBACK

Trowa was in his trailer packing his things. Catherine walked in, Trowa turns around and she slapped him. Why are you leaving? You never even talked? Is it something I did?" Catherine said on the verge of tears.

"I just want a different career." Trowa said bluntly.

"Is that all?!"

"Yes." Trowa said.

"I hope you’ll be happy Trowa." Catherine says then walked away.

In the beginning it was so clean.
Nobody else just love was all it could mean.
But now you tell me that there’s somebody else,
but you don’t want to leave me.

END FLASHBACK

The crowd was leaving the circus, talking about the event that happened in the circus. Trowa was walking into the tent, through the crowd.

"Mommy, why was everyone sad in the circus?" A little boy asked his mother.

"They weren’t sad, didn’t you see them smile?" The mother answered.

"But they were still sad. They just seemed sad."

Trowa paused for a moment then shakes his head and continued on into the tent. He stopped next to the lion cage. "I’m leaving tonight." He told the lions as he stooped down and petted them.

But I don’t wanna be your clown again.
And I don’t wanna live this triangle.
I don’t wanna be your clown now,
cause I long to carry on.

LATER THAT NIGHT:

The manager and a crying Catherine stand outside of the tent, watching Trowa walk off into the night.

No I don’t wanna be your clown again.
No I don’t wanna live this triangle.
I don’t wanna live your life girl,
cause I long to carry on.

Trowa pauses. "Is this really what I want?" He asked himself.

Then he turns around and heads back to his home, the circus, and his sister.

 

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Well did you like? This was my first attempt at a songfic. I hope you all enjoyed it. If not its okay… it only took 10 minutes to write. =P. Comments, Questions, Flames, Whatever are welcome…

---Lauren