Without intending to be vulgar or inappropriate for
this list, I'd like to raise a few questions.
While watching a movie with my brother-in-law this past
week, we began converse about the usage of vulgarity.
We were watching a film made in the 90's, but set
during the years 1947-1973 or so in an upstate New York
..........
Also, do any of you have any philosophical theories as
to why human beings might choose to describe themselves
and their activities through the use of vulgarities?
As is the habit on this list, I'll summarize the
responses I may get...
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Words are how you understand them there is the idea that we have a variety of
feelings some relaxing some edgey etc.. we then equate feelings to ones we like
and ones we would prefer to not expreience. Word meanings have also been various
over time words can have slow shifts into other meanings root forms can sometimes
explain the sources. As far as vulgarity what is vulgarity something you see
as undesired??????? something that upsets you or forces you to question your
comfortable little life. There just seems to be some experiences that are generalized
as desirable or undesirable if someone pushed you to the ground and called you
turnip all the time you might develop a dislike for the word turnip. At the
same time the media culture may latch on to meanings that are "trendy"
where the meanings may be relative to an actiivity or people. Derogatory may
denote to base human characteristics of pleasure comfort and security some peopple
like excitement so when language and actions usages threaten those desires then
trends against those words may develop. The cultural issue is that there is
a mix of culture and authority structures some opposable and some common. When
someone from one structure uses a word in one way while the other structure
uses the word in another way then it can be used as an authority tool and often
without taking one side into consideration. Vulgarities themselves and the symbolic
meanings of pronunciation linguistic bases can be locked into the cabbalistic
vaults the idea of vulgarity means that there are behaviors which are not desirable
for people. The words themselves arn't vulgar but the ideas assosiated with
the words to create social layers while FUCK or CUNT may be veiwed as relating
to mindless sex to screw someone ect.. while CUNT might be a word to describe
not only anatomy but also those assosiated with that anatomy. Where PUSSY or
BITCH or HOE or SLUT may be seen as derogatory to some people to others they
might be varying types of status symbols it could be like saying this is my
girlfriend or have you met my wife, or even hay this is my freind hey this is
my BITCH.. of course the derogatory isn't :necisarily: derogatory like word
meanings change through cultural fallout the negative senses perhaps for words
like NIGER/NIGGA or REDNECK or WHITETRASH while some people who veiw stereotyped
behaviors belonging to a certain sense within those groups if you can really
group people is that the internal veiws hold a sense of identity and culture
having a certain base in which to build from where there may have been a period
that members of the KKK thought they were the shit and still may think so it
may not quite in public veiw still be seen the same way but what do I know.
Ideas like GAY or HOMO may have been derogatory or intented derogatory by some
people some sense of GAYPRIDE etc.. came out of it. Really censorship and words
actually enhance the meanings for people they like to cling to the ideas that
there are special words that will spice up events more then what a normal dialouge
can do like YAH FUCK YOU BUDDY to one person might be like OH I'm soooo mad...
to another it might mean signal next time. Vulgar words are special in the way
that various cultures or subcultures have adapted their uses where the words
meaning for say FUCK would be a very very long list and some not at all vulgar.
Just like cream could be used in many ways not only in singular but in chain
sequence going into ideas of NLP. How it seems is that most media/communication
comes down to hierachies of expereince we get introduced to actions and words
and they create something in a s/r on the stimulus response level then in order
to create an experience we end up using the action or word where it seems appropriate
and understandable from there it just keeps on building all our interactions
create a greater and greater sense for the word or action as in some AI wordnet
type programs. The human characteristic still has the unknown which goes back
to the cabbalistics of word usages they could actually be bad words BUT I don't
beleive in real bad things just misunderstood experiences and everything leads
to an even better experience cause we have all the past moments good and to
be good once we work them out to draw from. It goes into cultural identity like
most post base roots humanity vulgarities can be a form of abstraction filler
too something you dont really know how to explain like when someone says fuckyah
it may be filling a void for the textures within this object create sensations
in me that bring me to raptures of joy. The expression to those that are commonly
aligned to that persons expression will know the person that says FUCKYAH is
having a good time. Its all expressions of emotion so it seems. Not sure if
this answered your question as i didn't give say ebonic examples etc.. however
its the general idea of the LOGIC of Vulgarity. I beleive in open expression
as long as it doesn't cause people pain in a greater and greater subculture
bases it just gets sorta extreme because in order to appease some people others
have to cut stuff out and cutting back expression seems so contrary to growth
of expression the standardization of culture is a cure to this.. its a mad mad
world having shit that can upset you is just fucked up expecially when its other
peoples fucking language.
An open system is one where there is very little control over the population at large generally this means a very simple code of conduct that is close to the base of human culture.
A closed system is one where there are a large number of preestablished codes of conduct rituals and customs that the society is expected to adhear to.
An open system may leave conduct up to interpretation rather abstractions are not formed beyond the basic ideas for instance Behavior which are actions for the benifit of the individual or one specific person over the benifit of society as a whole should not occur. Or any action which threatens the food or water supply should not occur. Punishements are generally absolute resulting in exile or death as anything which threatens the fundamentals of the working society are to be removed, there is the posibility of no punishment rather something which occurs is unavoidable and it serves as a lesson to the whole community. Open communities can also be increadably forgiving and inviting because they understand the fundamentals of interaction.
A Closed system establishes a system for interpretation common in judicial systems although there is a varying ammount of leadway for the interpretation sometimes dependant on previous establishment of conditions at the extreme this involves physical characteristics which tend to develop in totalitarian systems. The extreme would be only walking a certain way only people that look a certain way it has and continues to show itself in societies around the world.
The LEFT RIGHT mentality doesn't so much apply there is the idea of controls and definitions. Where an open system places characteristics on base cultural understanding rather then established cultural systems. Closed systems often create culture and culture clash the ideas of racial supremecy and human rights are often highlighted in closed systems. Extreme closed systems can be genocidal.
The idea of personal mentality and social mentality in culture can contrast personal mentality may hold a very established conduct and personal can reflect onto a cultural mentality resulting in a sense of definition. Somewhere in this process revelation and understanding develop when the self definition can be cast to other instances differences can be drawn. When you break down the fundamental points you find commonalities. Eventually commonalities are discovered between differences and more defined oppositions occur. At some point paradox is discovered and balances are created. Those balances render differences negligable, and a blank slate occurs. In many respects it marks an existential mark both in personal and social experience.
Reformation is creation by worldly interaction the ideas formed in the environment create happening experiences and feeling. A fundamental mentality could be seen as a ultraclosed system however if that fundamental system is based upon open system mentality then it would be a closed open system which would be an absolutely open system. Formations within that system could take anyform however the signifigance of those occurances would be abstractive.
How humanity and fundamental notions such as morality or human spirit are expressed would seem to be at the base of human emotion the morphism through the cultural collidoscope would be removed and the identity of perspective of experience vs. the idenity of intention and classification. The idea of human artistry vs. human creation. Artistry not in the intention of creation but in the expression of creation. Creation as construction for a purpose would be classed upon requirements which have been defined and have not yet occured. A zen perspective of society would be living the human experience and establishing a system which can facilitate the experience. The world itself by default should be the facilitator and the mentalities inherent in our interactions.
The mentality is inherent of a faith based system however understanding is removal of the faith perspective instead having no reliance for actuality that is faith as occurance of interaction. That point seems a problamatic expression of human conciousness. The duality vs. the singularity. The ideo of the singular dualism is what forms in a sense of artistry. That is understanding the the united funamental and understanding the interactions of symbolic systems.
How and why systems occur is a muse of sorts the construction, alteration of these systems seems easily understood in fundamental. However the paradox of experience creativity and comprehension of feeling beyond its expressions seems mystified.
conditions for compensation:
Ad damnum Latin: refers to the parts or sections of a petition that speaks to
the damages that were suffered and claimed by the plaintiff. The ad damnum part
of a petition will usually suggest an amount in dollars that the plaintiff asks
the court to award the very least is some type of point on pepperspray on unarmed
individuals who have not made any physical threats...
prohabition on pepperspray taht is for law inforcement personal saftey Iveiw
it as an inhumane tool and now regard it as against any good thus it will be
veiwed as an attack with risk of creating a situation of death as it incapacitates
it..cheap.
I ask for the following items for conditions for compensation:
for harm cause by the use of the pepperspray a request for the banning of pepperspray
usage on unarmed or nonoffensive individuals if not general use in canada peppersray
due to its potentially leathal and lasting effect should not be used pepperspray
is a chemicle weapon and should be prohibted along with tear gas
in response to the officers request that I have a mental assement I feel the officer has doubt in his own mental stability and as such I advise he should seek mental counseling he aslo omited my statements and added false informtion to his report which questions his fitness for duty.
while being inprisoned the officers who refused to provide information should there identieis be known be repremanded and an investigation into police conduct regarding detainies requests within their legal rights be examined at the bare minimun on that site if internal affairs is not yet looking into should they have been reported. as a continuation a policy enforcement on the regional police as to provide information when requested such as informing individuals of reasons not being able to make calls or better instructing them as to who they can call instead of just leaving ( I didn't get my phonecall I wasn't given the information of who I was able to call and who I was not able to call, I wasn't advised I could seek legal counsel when they asked me if I had a lawyer to call I said "none that I would call" they didn't provide me with the information that I could obtain duty counsel.
They failed to provide me my information.. the report says I refused however they were not forthcoming with providing me the details I needed to make an assesment of the course of action.
After they told me my rights the second time this time with a little more comprehension from when after they dragged me out of the store they told me I had the right to remain silent.. when they asked if I understood I said "I can understand as much as i can " they then asked me if I had any questions I asked "Do you expect and answer?" They then left me without answering my question or providing me any of the details
clean cell facilities. that is every cell which is hold someone must sanitized
prior.
(the cell was noticably hours after when I started to regain my eyesight unclean there was a large white splotch above the sink area and the general idea of the toilet area was one which was not kept in sanitary condition. After my bedrole was taken away from me for putting it over my head while trying to block the light and deaden the toilet flushes and chyme fm such as bett midler music that was being played the bedrole was taken away from me at that point leaving me with a blanket with pepperspray on it due to the oils from my hair that had by that time gone onto my body. the stone slab had hair which appeared to be pubic hair or asian style the stone was coated in a sticky substance leaving me to belive it had not been cleaned in some time I was naked against the stone slab by this point so my body stuck to the stone and the sound of ripping skin due to the level of stickyness whenever I moved.)
provision of clothing available to individuals should there clothing be damaged
or removed and/or better cell heating as to make it comfortable rather then
cold for naked prisoners. (after they threatened to cut my pants because they
had a string i took them off my pants leaving me with my boxers socks and my
fleece I had no under shirt on at the time. my socks were wet when they made
contact with the dripping watter and pepperspray that formed on the ground of
the cell when I was initially brought into it and was leaning over doing a mix
of screaming and meditative ohming. I took off my fleece to use as a pillow
and it was partially wet very mildly My underware was wet after the cop told
me that he was going to preform a search in the cell I was still blind at that
point I took off my underware however since the floor was wet my underware got
wet with the same mixture as my socks which was water and pepperspray so I did
not want to expose my pubic area to that mixture since I was still in pain at
this time with my skin burning it was not a desirable feeling for my pubic area
so I opted to use the blanket although after the bedroll was taken I was laying
on the stone with the blanket covering my body from the cold air due to the
pepperspray I didn't feel cold however my body was cold showing signs of goose
bumps latter when my eyesight was regained)
the ability to turn off cell lights... sound proofingor ability to turn off
forced media content would also be nice or the allowance for people being held
without sleep to have a location that they can rest as toilet flushes tend to
keep you awake.
the option of pain killers when person being in holding is suffering from extreme
physical pain
my first words to the officer after he grabed my wrist were "you are hurting me" my first words after being peppersprayed were "I am in pain" my first words after the cuffs had been put on were "the cuffs are extremely tight" which after that point it felt like they were tightened I am not certain if they were tightened however since I was blind and it was behind my back. After being placed in the car I began to choke and my sinuses were flooded I had fluids coming from my mouth and nose I was in argubly the most pain I have ever been in my life I was gagging and choking I had no control of my resperation my hands were in an akward position with constricted blood flow I was not able to have any thought although I felt as though being tortured I screamed "I can't breath I can't breath" after around a couple minutes between two and five is my estimate the officer entered the cruiser at which point I immediately requested medical attention. The officer said something along the lines of "you'll survive " I then semi passed out the windows in the cruiser appeared to be opened at that time which put cold air on contact with the deadening spray and reinititated the pain bringing it back to a sense. When I got to the station the cops walked me out of the garage as it sounded like and into what latter appeared to be the holding area when I was released. They told me that there was a fountain although I was blind at the time they left me standing for a little bit I was noticably upset saying "this is inhumane" they uncuffed me at that point and they said the station was a infront of me however I was blinded and unable to abstract environment at some point i took my jacket off and used it to whipe my face I walked forward hesitantly and found the station at some level I recognized it as an emergnecy eye fountain that I had used in a welding class and science classes in highschool my eyes wouldn't open however I have nails so opening my eyes with my fingers can be and issue however i attempted to do so however the water making contact with my hair and the oils that trapped the CO/pepper spray ran down from my hair into the eyes that I had just opened up.. instead of releiveing any pain it increased the pain
I screamed in agony several times then got weak and colapsed to the ground where I screamed in agony.
. The officer said prior it would help stating that he had been sprayed four times. This destroyed my trust more then it had already been damaged since it prooved as a lie since it did not help it increased the pain which was a fixation at the point..
I said your the same person who sprayed me. The rationalization is if this person is willing to peppersray someone who is non agressive then they are either programmed or inhumane. They told me to use the fountain again although I said it increased the pain.. "how do I know that isn't pepperspray" although not very likely it did feel like it was more pepperspray since I didn't have eyesight the only sense I was aware of were my physical senses although I was hearing. From when I lost control of my breathing I never regained it until hours latter.
I mildly regained my sense again which I then stood up
"I said I swallowed some of the stuff and may have breathed it in"
I asked for something to whipe my face with since it was streaming with water/pepperspray oils and sinus fluid however I was wipping from my chin area the female officer was sawing whipe up so you dont get any in your eyes.. however since I was whipping from my chin it was instead whipping it up into my eye area... after between 10-30 seconds I relized that I was whipping my chin and if i was to whipe up to avoid getting the fluid in my eyes I would need to whipe from my forehead.. the papper towle removed some of the fluids however it didn't get rid of them entirely ...
In my opinion due to the level of pain pepperspray causes fast acting painkillers
should be offered as soon as posible if someone is in noticble pain pain killers
should be offered..
acceptng requests for medical aid when requested. I screamed I can breath atleast
two times with no attention potentially three or four I specifically asked for
medical attention and was denied with the words "you'll survive" If
someone requests medical attention who in custody it should be provided not
only to insure that they are healthy but to collect any evidence of mistreatment
while in custody.
provision of a lawyer by the government should no lawyer be apointed as to oversee
the case from a legal perspective by default. I said "I don't know any
lawyers none i would call anyway" they did not provide me with any information
about potential legal counsel duty counsel at the time it was not until my release
that I was informed that I coudl seek duty counsel not until doing my own law
research did I understand the requirements of a lawful arrest and lawful custody
which I feel was breached.
For past damages. All these are items which I feel I am owed by the crown for
its past damages which led up to the event.
a noterized proof of identity and faciltation of required social identification
that being canadian birth certificate, ontario health card, ontario byid card
and/or license testing for canadian passport as to allow movement out of canada
and another other identifcation that merits status that are required in canada
ontario and the region as they are available. and the ability to open a bank
account within canada I was turned down id because I do not know any professionals
essentially all ID that I tried to aqquire requires payments since i have not
been employed for several years I do not have any extra money which could go
to this note I was turned down social assistance by social services so I had
no money whatsoever given to me for life survival either from an employer or
the government which to me took away my ability to be treated equally in society.
I feel that ID if required for any part of the law should be provided free of
charge to ensure equality in society and take away the finacial aspect of society
that is payment for rights there should be no payment for rights in the laws
of society. With fees for rights it means that society as a whole is created
by who can pay for rights that is not an equal society and the law should not
treat people on a different basis depending on how much money they have. Although
perhaps cultural it is not justice. No laws that require items which must be
payed for should be passed and any laws which require items those items should
be provided without discriminating to any segment of society. Note I contacted
the canadian government about id when i was seeing about opening a bank account
since I didn't have the required id I couldn't open a bank account when I enquired
if I could obtain any id without having to pay fees I was informed that I had
to pay to get proof of my identity. My health card and birth certificate were
latter misplaced when the people I was forced to live with due to social services
decision in refusing me admitance to their program because "I did not earn
enough money" against my wishes she declared me a dependant and socially
I was to stay with my parents and that I would not be admited to the program.
She reduced it to money to me it was about working with society without being
selfish. My parent contrary to my wishes moved me from the basement to a small
room upstairs when they were moving my belongings without my permision and with
my protest my id was lost presumed trashed or confiscated. Disrespect like this
happens on a semi regular basis to me with no regard for my individuality however
unless I go homeless I have no choice but to endure this unless I am to place
myself in a frozen land that is industiralized to me this does not seem like
a rational choice. Finding employment may be another option although due to
the school incident and the employment canada incident both my education and
my employment were shutdown.
a stamp compensation used for mailing registration of refused byid card
I mailed in the form and my photo and the payment using a stamp to the LCBO...
my request was turned down. Essentially ID requires money or connection to professionals
genreally meaning the general public is not trusted while others have special
status in society to me this is complete unequal treatment and to have antitrust
in a society as a basis creates a disciminating class based society. If my address
is the same as my other records and they are mailing me ID how is that not proof
enough proof of residence . Note that if government computer system were cross
linked with needed information sections for various deparments then these issues
woudln't exist. For instance health card Photo if referanced in a database could
be made available for cross checks etc.. Simply put I feel that due to discrimination
and an antitrust frame work based upon financial "acceptablity" is
implace in the beaurcracy. To me this creates a corrupt society and should not
be acceptable.
$10 for costs previous photo costs for id that was not delivered I've taken
two sets of id photo in the last 4 or so years the second set was for my BYID
card Note that I have been under prohabition for several years now due to not
having ID in which to purchase alchohol. I do not see how prohabition is a fair
choice where some segments of society can purchase alchohol while others cannot
even more so when they are the same age. It is complete discrimination.
facilitation of a (semi)permanent restraining order on the clerk and a testing
of her mental fitness as to determine any posible risk to herself or society
This girl 1. Does not trust me. 2. Lied to a 911 dispatch officer 3. Stated
that she would like me imprisoned 4. Assualted me 5. Lied in the police report.
Although I do not feel overtly threatened by this girl or anyone else for that
matter I feel it would be best if for some duration this girl does not come
into contact with me until a time where she is mature enough not to create incidences
in which either one of us may come into harm.
change of education ministry policy as to have the exemption from standing for
the national anthem in writting regardless of physical fitness and no repercussions
or differential treatment( threats of suspension or other negatively repercusive
actions) of those who do not stand nor for those that do not participate in
other aspects of opening exercises with exclusion to role call.
Note there is no law saying you have to stand for the national anthem although
there is a law saying you have to sing it without prior consent removing you
from that requirement. However in my case I was told I would have to stand or
to alter my daily scheduel failure to do so would result in suspension for opposition
to authority. In this instance human rights ontario said they would look into
it however I wasn't contacted ever again. The result of this was an environment
of my beleif system/faith at the time which states that I should not support
objects of nationalism and in general remain apolitical or politically neutral.
They wanted to force me to change my daily scheduel and to cause a physical
disturbance daily by removing myself from the class and to excuse myself from
morning exercises. I feel that it should be insured that this never happens
to anyone else again by in writting exclude people from being required to stand
for the national anthem note that some people are disabled and unable to stand.
I had two credits left to obtain my OSSD based upon a previous assesement the
previous year when I was attending the school and obtain a number of credits
attendiung full time for two full terms morning afternoon and night. I was taking
3 credits once again morning afternoon and night just prior to my night class
starting the incident happened I missed my first couple classes... I have yet
to be informed what the final decision was and I have not yet been informed
that i have been removed from that school.
an O.S.S.D. the school boards and who ever else has records of schooling be
deleted failed courses as of the last point attending if it was recorded. priorto
their delerion a special note to contact me for information the only other copy
to be held by justice canada.
I feel that due to my private studies I am atleast on par with a Grade 12 student in terms of education and understanding and that due to the events that took away my opertunity for obtaining my O.S.S.D. I should atleast be granted my equivelency. So that I migth move on into post secondary studies.
change of ontario social assistance policy as to make assistance a requirement
or it gets refered by default to mental health and an investigation is launched
into the specifics of the case. Leaving someone with out any support in society
whatsoever does not feel like something that is socially acceptable declaring
me a dependant even after I had lived on my own worked for several years on
the basis that I was payed to little money to meet the requirements since I
hadn't been employed for the last couple years seems completely false and in
forcing me on basis of interaction with society to remain in custody of my parents
at the age of 23 without mental disability is inhibiting my social growth. Note
that I do not have any mental health issues instead it is others objectivity
to my understanding of life I have studied philosophy and fundamental logic
artifical intellegence and around january of 2003 the impact of reality came
in full force morality became important over the next year my sense and understanding
developed more and more on a fundamental level. If anything any conflicts that
occur at this point are culture clash because I am at a fundamental level removed
from culture note I do not watch tv listen to the radio ect.. so I fully understand
media human drives etc.. however when interacting with culturally programmed
individuals they have biases based upon my appearance or the truth since many
people omit or deny the fundamentals because they are not willing to accept
it. Even though I do not feel I have mental health issues others who I have
clashed with such as the social services lady when she demanded I cut my hair
and got noticably frustrated when I informed her of Ontario Employment law stating
that I was not required to cut my hair. She raised her voice and caused a breif
silence in the cubical lined room. Note she got nasty with me at that point.
However after I asked her if she was OK we managed to conclude that segemtn
although latter failures by the administartion minus Canada Customs & Revenue
which was very polite although unable to disclose informaton over the phone
however I did receive the information in the mail.. although it prooved that
I earned to little to be admited to the "social services program"
"ontario works"
programs to be offered by Canada employment for those individuals who are unemployed.
and documentations as to outline those options
When I went to Canada Employment I asked if there were any programs they offered
that I could take part in.. they asked me if I was collecting unemployment which
I have never done since I was not they refered me to their third party for an
assesment.. the environment was pretty freindly and seemed well organized clean
and had the basis for self find employment listing and carear search information
with a database I was refered to a fourth party which was an orginization based
upon christian values called CODA. note I am not christian and have my own faith
which integrates many world faith ideas however it is budic in the avatar sense
meaning that everything is part of myself and I am part of everything in a sense
a dualistic faith and I am in many ways a gnostic although this didn't proove
an issue it was something peculiar that I would be refered to a faith based
development project via a party of the government and I was not that faith.
It would have been useful if I could have been given a list of programs I was
able to enter for carear training however instead I was put in a circuit which
end result was contrary my faith.
when an individual requests to be held in confinement due to posible risk to
person or society they should be obliged without questioning that individuals
mental fitness nor exposing them to a larger population unless it is required.
When I turned myself in to the police because societies acceptance of a armed inforcement of values put me at risk because at that time I was very removed from society at that point I was so moral that I could not survive because everything was someone elses property, because of the industry lack of food lack of shelter being in a cold environment I rationalized that in order to survive I may break the law actually in being in a seperate society there was something which obligated me to turn myself in to the harsher society to resolve any disputes that may exist. Essentially I was independant from Canadian Law at that point choosing my beleif in morality instead of being part of a society which I veiw as contrary to morals. This has continued to develop however my sense of faith and purpose as refined itself to put things into perspective. I did object to being treated like a mental patient I was cooperating with them for resolution however what they attempted to do was enslave me when the nurse lied to me about the medication she was giving me.. "she said it was to help me sleep better" although in actuality the pill she gave me as I latter found out was a hyperbolic neural stimulator essentially increases the way in which neurons function in the brain as soon as I found out they were treating me for schitzophernia which I am not schitzophernic and have never been diagnosed as such I was outraged in my meeting with one of the doctors there she attempted to convince me I had mental issues because of my appearance which at the time was long hair and nails I am well versed in pssychology I threatened to sue them if they did not release me they informed me of the procedure I continued and was released. In my opinion they took advantage of me and lied to me and in doing so betrayed my the trust. If I had been held in custody and treated as a reasoned individual then that incident may not have happened. Instead the officers treated me as :"issued" and took advantage of the goodwill essentially they were not equiped to understand because of their own cultural backgrounds.
provision of non age enforcements on policy issues such as drinking or restricted
substances or mandatory unbiased enforcement of those laws.
personally i feel as though prohabition and age enforcement of entry to establishments is largely cultural and is contrary to equality and the charter. Cultural ideas of creation of ideas which seperate society into social mature segments that can partake in activities which are immoral are not suitable for younger more innocent people strikes me as a little odd. Note that I understand the vast amount of cultural programming that takes place in society away from the fundamentals however to put into law false notions that counter the charter seems problamatic and corrupt the wholeness of society. Discrimination on any front is something to be avoided. Maturity happens at all ages I would like to state that having a well informed society could help to ease the confusion that culture causes in creation of anything which could be viewed as a human crime. At the very least mandatory checks rather then those based on appearance should be implemented meaning even if you are a crippled man with gray hair a cane and a hunch you should still be IDed although genreally I do not support anti trust laws.
not being required to provide an officer with information nor to be forced to
be involved in discourse unless specifically in reference to a crime.
I've been stopped on three occasions by officers the one time when I was around 18 or so on my way to play basketball, my name was taken I don't feel that gathering information should happen unless there is a founded suspicion of a crime taking place although in the first instance there were around 5 of us which could be seen as false assembly it was a hastle. Another time was when I was walking with some of my assosiates although they met up with me I was asked on the same basis there may have been an issue in that case however I was not involved in it. The other instance was when I was walking during the winter on a cold day in the middle of the night and asked to give my name and take off my face mask and the officer was holding me up at the lights for a couple lights changes he wanted to know if I had a warrent out on me I responded
if I had a warrent out on me why would i tell you... I decided to walk away because I found the officer to be rude and holding up my time generally hassling me for no reason with no grounds.
verbal assault by employees of the administration to the public they are serving
should not be permited where it does happen suspension of duty a warning as
to dismisal warnings and education as to administrations procedure should be
required.
I was verbally assualted by the social services lady. I did not feel that it
was acceptable behavior for someone in an administrative position.
enforcement of conduct contrary to the ontario employment standards act by employees
of the administration to the public should not be permited where it does happen
suspension of duty a warning as to dismisal warnings and education as to administrations
procedure should be required.
I was asked to cut my hair and if I did not it would be failure to comply with the ontario works program contrary to ontario employment laws. People in anyway related to government employment of citizens should be aware of the employment standards and laws and should not enforce personal policy in delegating the responsiblities their position holds.
$60 to compensate my registration fee for school, and the $60 which I havn't
claimed from past years. for a total of $120 for registration fees
After leaving St. Louis ALC due to the non good standing relationship with
the school board and its represenatives I have yet to collect my registration
fees which I would normally be entitled to collect at the end of the term. I
feel I am entitled to those funds and feel it is the Crown which is responsible
to see that these funds are compensated.
availability of information provided to individuals as is posible and a determent of methods as to alter availability of information to those for whom it conconcerns.greater access to information
Both in the instance of going to Canada Employment and in the instance of Ontario
Social Services I requested more information on the specific programs and policies
in. With Canada Employment I was refered and taken away from having the policy
information. With Ontario Social Services I was outright refused the information
and was told " You don't need to know that" I feel this is a trend
seperating information so that people in administrative roles can take advantage
of individuals for their own personal gains and I feel that refusal to supply
information is not in line with the actual laws that cover information accessability
to the public. Insurance of this through training and openness as opposed to
restriction of information should be in policy and that policy should be known
through training.
facilitation of seeking political refugee status in a nation outside of canada and/or granting of self rule soviergn status and religious status as to being the head of a recognized church and the granting of liscening in accordance with that.both of those entities are known as intracircumcordei , it is understandable that you may see this as peculiar although due to my past treatment in Canada and my level of personal understanding it should be understood why I would request this.
I feel that due to the level of relations I am currently in with Canada and its represenatives I am being constantly discriminated against for cultural and political reasons. Due to the state Canadian culture and politics is in I feel as though I will continue to be victimized I feel that I am a soveirgn individual and that I have my own distinct faith. I feel that I should be granted the accords of soveirgn status and faith status in any adherance with church status. I have been constructing this state for some time although I can understand how for the average person when you go to the level of symbolics it is understood if there are any symbolic notions in law then I should have those accords and be granted that stature. This is much more involved however I feel that it is required to insure peaceable relations with Canada and that steps to insure peaceable relations should commence.
an additional sum of money which will provide any travel exepenses in leaving
the national boundries of canada should I not be given special status.
If I am required to leave a disputed territory of Canada being unwelcome to
of my own discretion remain in Canada then the ability to leave canada should
be provided. If the direct provision is not provided then financial ability
to seek a method of leaving the disputed boundry should be provided.
an investigation of ontario human rights handling of cases and communication with public as to insure that human rights are respected in ontario
My case with ontario human rights is that they did not contact me after saying that they would which led to me leaving St. Louis ALC. I find it unwelcome that a human rights case can be abandoned without notice by ontario human rights to the person claiming that a humans rights abuse has taken place.
an investigation into ontario justice deparments handling of communication with
the public to insure that the justice deparment of ontario is providing the
required information to follow legal courses even if that advice is as limited
as you will need to seek private counsil.
I contacted ontario justice department seeking the method of filing a case within the judicial branch of the ontario government to the head of the justice department as well as to the departments regular comments email. I did not receive a reply.
an investigation into the primeministers office or facilitation of automated
response mechanisms in regards to the government of canadas methods of response.
equally so access to the queen or in luei the governer general in matters of
state or a represenative of one being accessable as to make claims or express
injustice or demands for redress of royal policy in canada. .
an investigation into MP a.telegdi's representation of public questions and requests in his negligence to respond to my mailing few years ago.
I contacted MP Andrew Telegdi asking him how I could serve society as well as some other comments. I did not recieve any reply. I have contacted other people in government positions generally there has been no response to public participation in government, however when I contacted Canada Health about volentereing for any medical research projects I was informed that they didn't handle that and that I would have to speak to individual universities and private groups with some research i was able to find the boards that oversee this however I was never required for any studies to my knowledge.
assumption of mental fitness in administrations dealings with the public unless
otherwise determined (regardless of the invalidity of medical assertation of
fitness of mental health where as it is not physical debiltatng and noticable)
I assert that I am in full mental health due to my understanding of the fundamentals
of human existance based upon philosophy logic aplications of culture history
psychology and the physical sciences which I understnad in a post relativist
application and on a base qauntum level, although I do not have knowledge of
all interactions I do have a fundamental understand which goes into m-theory
probability and base compositions of sense frequencies. I am also a student
of music which I have been invovled with intimately since 1998 and prior in
highschool as a trumpet player in band and in jr. high in choir and trumpet
in band, I have some prior knowledge as well. I actively make computer based
music and have experience with many other aspects of music. I also have a strong
physical health aspect to myself and partake in physical fitness inititives
although I prefer outdoor activity and good weather to accommodate my fitness.
In general my knowledge of fundamentals and the history of psychology leading
into the empirical era the politics and use of psychology as a cultural/political
tool in addition to serving the interest of those individuals which seek counsle.
Discrimination based upon aphearance poltical assosiation faith basis or financial
position should not be points to which assertation of mental fitness should
be issued.
a recommenedation of better communication between sections of the administration
and a more connected response information service as to make available all information
by any individual member of cisc equal access including health records
I noticed many instances of noncommunication or miscommunicated information in the system. Programs which are part of the administration of Canada should have an interconnected system with online and offline segments inititives to interconnect these databases should be taken. Third parties although to be avoided for centralization should be completely aware of the information and histories to be best suited to have a full picture of individuals. Two main instances of this were when I was going to be sent to a job in which was working with dead animal parts while I was a near vegan and when I contacted project read which was affiliated with Ontario works for literacy assesment. Note that although project read said they would be contacting me to get me that information they never did so. As such I didn't have the information for my literacy assesment and I wasn't about to waste my time making assumptions. I was informed by the social services lady not to contact her prior to the next meeting when I did try to contact her for clarification when it seemed that I would not be able to meet the requirements she was not available it was not until I went down to social services and passed a note to the clerk there to pass to her did I get a response. The address she provided me took me to a parking lot. My attempts for clarification were not posible. I can understand why this happened then however it was not having all the information required where as obtaining more imformation would have required private research which should not be required within the policy of the administration for its programs that is all required information should be provided. In both these instances there was no affirmative information.
no restriction of cultural symbols where as they do not cause physical harm
to another individual
When I was attending st. Louis they had colour code restrictions for clothing although nuns who attended the school were allowed to wear blue gowns a restricted colour. I found that the discrimination and control of peoples appearances was ungrounded and should not be implaced in school board legislation. I found it offensive.
an investigation into grandriver hospital handing of bound patients and the
treatment of those patients.
When I was at the crisis clinic I noticed that there was one patient named troy who was trying to be let go however physical force was being used and he did not have any representation. Although not overly harsh they did confine this person and I had the sense that he was not being treated fairly. I feel that this in general represents that establishments assumption of mental illness rather then resolving the issues they increase them making the patients more and more unstable through medication and negative psychology they also attempt to remove those rights and further inforce the patients inability to make their own choices which is a reverse of a path to mental well being, essentially they are oppressing the patients.
the implementation of a national identity card which assumes all the requirments
of other idenficiations holding as many of the other items as posible as to
create a sense of equality
This would have solved the ID issues if this was mandatory and provided free of charge including all aspects of identity handled through the administration perhaps with the exception to any international standards such as passports although moving to this as a one point id service would be wonderful and remove the segregation of society by financial capabilities.
I ask that a media ban be put in place in regards to this and that no record
of the events are kept after the point of the compensations being met to protect
my identity from any that would find any of the requests damaging to themselves.
Due to the fabric of society I feel that this exchange should not be accessable to the media until after the compensations and advisories are met to insure that I am not wrongfully attacked.
a sum of money where as deemed appropriate for the long term harm and mental
traumas incured over the course of my life and specifically the event. an additional
sum of money as to provide for any civil rights violations
Although I am able to cope with all the harms that have been caused to me the many times of discrimination and disrespect and the eventual physical imprisonment which included the use of pepperspray while damaging my nails and damaging my hair removing months of oils saturations, I dont wash my hair. I also had to use chemicle soap after my IDing at the police headquarters to remove the printer ink which couldhave been potentially poisonous if exposed to uv lighting and I wasn't given assurances that it wasn't that form of printers ink, note that I do not use chemicle agents for compositional reasons which center in both my faith and in my understanding of the potentials of scientific lowscale interactions.
-10 or five or however much the bus tickets were. out of the compensaton I do
feel I should restock CODA with 10 bus tickets which they provided for me.
I am feeling no guilt no sense wrong doing on my part I feel my actions have
been justified. If required I can provide more information as required.
I am asking for my items of compensation to be granted where posible and the
court taking every action posible to meet the items of compensation which is
within its capabilities. I ask that the actions be carried out in a as timely
manner as posible and with no ill setiment or retribution upon myself William
Ashley
I would also like to note that I did manage to get a pack of cigarrettes on
the way home from the police office with no difficulty perhaps it was the burn
marks and rash from the pepperspray which made me look a little older.
This is the begining of political theory of William Ashley.
The goal is to form a working system of society as to create the best standards of life for all people.
The key areas of focus are on the mentality of society in applications of:
-understanding
-cooperation
-communication
-direction
-acheivement
Understanding is having a full grasp of human this is largely done through education inititives. The main areas of education are
social
personal
physical
Social is the makeup or society how civilization functions the factual basis of current culture and its adaptions throughout history. This gets into the basis of current economic, military, and religious frameworks encompasing key issues of techology and media's role on current culture. Also keying into the current world environment and how it effects our society in the present the past and a makeup of understandings about where it may be going. This will leave us informed and prepared for our role in society.
Personal is the makeup of human individual which makes up theophilosophy and psychology. The understanding of human drives, the importance of morality, and the create of ethics when dealing with society. This creates the understandinf of self as to make a capable individual both within and removed from society.
Physical is the make up of the world without society the tools and merits of our outer selves and the playground for us to interact with society. This an understanding of the physical world how it affects culture our current applications both for the individual and the society.
Cooperation is the framework and it creates the fabric of our interactions, it is the mentality of having a common goal and knowing how to interact to acheive that goal. The key of cooperation is a positive mindset, a sense of leadership, an openness to communicate and inititive to act upon your understanding to accomplish the goal.
Communication is the medium of advance. Everytthing that we do is communication either to ourselves or into the world and society. The other part is awareness of how we communicate and with that how the world comunicates to us, how our personal aspects create our understanding of that communication.
Direction is orginization and application the in action of cooperation and communication when cast upon the understanding we have. To direct is to not only initiate something but to be applied to be a guide for others in cooperations sense of leadership the ability to communicate and for that communication to see about the accomplishement of a goal.
Acheivement is the attainment of our goals and a sense of reward from that completion being able to understand and create our own victories and build our culture that culture which unifies and brings clarity and truth to humanity.
Once we have the basics now its time to bring into understanding of how we can attain that sense of achivement. The first step is understanding. To get things into a social perspective is to get involved and get feedback from society to have other people have an interest in being aware that a social fabric does exist. From a personal sense you can most definately explain the world you live in what its key points are. At the base of society of any civilization there are common grounds the advance of civilization create new trends then specific cultures. Here is how I see the world society and myself building from a personal application into the world application then into the social application.
The idea of Idealism vs Realism
Idealism is based upon perfections the goal of human the meaning of life the attainment of a sense of well being satisfaction and goodness.
Realism is within a sense of how the world and society interact with that idealism.
Where realism and idealism meet is in a sense of modernism and post modernism. Modernism says that we have NEEDS that exist in the world, which creates survivalism that survivalism has a base and builds into qualities of life based upon worldy possesion rather then absolute bases of morality. Survivalism will say we need food water shelter then comfort is played in which leads to diversion from roots into an ongoing and advancing culture and a lifestyle base. Post modernism says we have everything we need and realism and idealism arn't at odds but idealism can be made to realism that is that we do not need to abandon our sense of morality to achieve our ideals which arn't in the world but in the ideas of interaction.
When you reach a certain point in that is going away from modernism into postmodernism physically you change falling away atleast in current context of social safegaurds men don't grow long hair fingernails are to be cut no facial hair must use chemicle hygene products, to most people this would may seem very unwelcome however it allows a sense of growth and with that your own sense of understanding and understanding of culture grows. Personally speaking this was a very painful experience because the environment I was in just wasn't sought cold snow technology all around industry and pollution, compounded I also went through several ordeals of the little wordlyness I had left suffered drastic blows a near constant state of subtle physical and mental torture more mental then physical however.. The social aspect was removed and the world aspect was diminished and contrary. However the more post modern I became in thought the more understanding I came to this eventually lead to completely abandoning everything which ended up being a couple of very dramatic experiences, one was a walk to some woods near exhausted and without sleep km's away from the city but still I just couldn't escape from civilization it was everywhere. The last time it all came into perspective but no release I was still here. The closer to the end I got the better I felt about myself as a person however the harder and harder it was to live in the sense of realism and counter idealism basically I attained a graeter sense of worth and with that the will to live but there was a reducing sense of what I was allowed to do and what I found joy in. I had very dramatic experiences that in some respects go beyond the normalcy that surrounds us however there are things behind this normalcy that atleast I did not see or atleast remember seeing in my early years.
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For me my senses of idealism havn't been abandoned I'm sinking more and more into my own skin coming to terms with the world situation and making use of the time that I have here to help turn realism into idealism in the world. This isn't manipulation instead it is working within the sense of everything. The thought I once had that developed and came to understanding the idea of stimulus response on a universal level and intellegence in application to that to yeild a sense of artificial intellegence and then once again finding the ideas of what human is that is finding the basis of logic then applying the human aspect to my interactions going beyond the confines of logical slavery and into the ideas of human boundlessness. My ideas of human logic systems have been cultured and this builds a base sense of interaction. I follow my heart my feeling my thinking has largely desolved the requirement of actual thought is just behind that sense of requirement. That sense of feeling matured and now I can feel my feelings and that to me is the near paragon of humanity. Of course it goes beyond that and that is going to the level of self symbolic state. This comes from well the sense of everything.
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The issues in the world
Environment
Pleasure from environment
Sustainability of environment
Environment is the basis of worldly interaction.
Pleasure from environment is the aesthetic natures. This goes from a range of primal to cultural sensations how objects interact within society and within the personal understanding to create welcome embrasing and warm ideas which spawn with other qualities into the thought of a moment thoughts flow into a river of feeling and from that river our own senses create our emotions.
Sustainability is created from the idea of difference in emotion. When emotion differs it means something has changed to come into relization of how a flow of emotion can be prolonged if not made infinite is to create sustainablity by factors of environment set ina motion as to create continuance.
You can then go about and figure out the things you like and the things you dont like.
The two applications for this could be removal of the things you dont like or insuring the things you do like. In an idea of society politics forms to move forces to create momentums for sustainability. The ways in which this can be accomplished are conflicted that is society in a sense of civilization once it moves away from continuance of pleasure is to create or to take pleausre. The creation of pleasure changes the enviroment and alters the point that there was once pleasure. To take pleausre is to be selfish and with that selfishness creates a void of fullfillments and eventual dehumaization which leads to a change in the veiw of morality. The work around of this is to understand that all things are as one. That is that whatever you do serves the common good what good is is derived from a sense of feeling at a base of human. You then become the will of god doing for the world as the world as yourself and with that union of world and self comes a sense of diety. Having the vision of what is sought is the cornerstone of interaction and with that your side in ethics. Ethics forms from the sense of fragmentation within the world a differing world equals a differing responses which equates to growth.
Now where good politics is is at doing what you feel is good for the world.
Here is what is important?
Creating a healthy world, a healthy world is a place that people can feel happy, if that sense of happiness comes for a healthy physicality then that is important, if that phyicality comes from a suitable environment then that is important. It is not just reducing it to the mental level but the mental sustainability.
To me a healthy world is one with a suitable climate for comfortable living what this is for various people may differ. Having fresh healthy air to breath, and having good nutrients be it fresh water good food fruits vegitbles nuts etc. and that sense of energy. It also means one where we are at peace with the nature around us and we have adapted within that nature.
In the world aroud me I see technology physical worldy adaptions to making a more comfortable enviroment technology continues to become more and more advanced more and more capable. In its wake is left a devastated natural environment. Rising population levels although now coming into some sense of control due to disease government policy and social awareness may allow some control to come out of what was perhaps spiraling out of control and into conflict for basic survival. The thing is though that now key resources are in jepordy within the next 20 years awareness of this should be at a pinicle. Within 50 years it will be at a level that science should be just about wrapped up and that we are launced into a universe that is completely defined. The posiblities at that point of multiversalism may present itself and with the the imposiblity of definition that would be actual chaos however past interpretation which IS how it is now it is just that we see definition in experience and with that commonality and a developing sense of "working" logic structures. That is where knowledge exists, facts and interactions of those facts. The truth of the root of humanity however tells us that in essence whatever we experience is somehow defined by our understanding of emotion the refinement of points of that emotion into thoughts that thoughts when cross anaylized with other thoughts into ideas or with feelings into new thoughts and then new feelings its the construction or deconstructions of the amount of essence that is prsent in any one point of feeling. The same goes with ideas only then to the actual symbolic ideas which is a peice of life itself. The symbol is emotion. A symbol interacting with another symbol is the creation of an idea.
What is then applied is bad ideas and good ideas. A bad idea is something that creates a bad feeling, where as a good idea is one that creates good feeling. What I see is that the base of existance is a good idea that is facilitaction of idealism through the steps process so that we can live our ideals.
To do this you have to work in a system which creates a working society to make a working society you have to make working individuals to make a working individual you have to make a working environment, the catch is that to make a working environement you have to have both working individuals and a working society. So where to start. Well as always and forever you start with yourself leadership is being able to lead yourself and to do such a good job at it that others agree with your way of doing it. Change in society comes into play where you as an individual strives to refine and improve and correct ideas removing bad ideas and creating good ideas. Personal accountability in leadership is the cornerstone to good politics.
The keys of society are 1. unification 2. growth of good ideas and refinement of those ideas
Unification is an all state we are always unified it is a matter of the layers to that society cultural difference cause by differing evironments thus creating growth of culture that varies then leads to the sense of leadership where unity exists is in the goals of society and understanding how each individual where they are in the world interacts to make that goal a reality. Growth is the end result of any change in time some growth of ideas through change of symbolics must be occuring in the world. facilitating the growth of more joy and improving those ideas.
Now how do we do it in the world.
1. Education Inititives
2. Equality inititives
3. Industry reduction
4. preservation of natural resources
5. Environmental inititives
The issue that creates the conflict is survivability and those that are not yet educated, that creates defence issues.
Making a self sustaining society includes the removal of threat from life one way is to not give into threats agains personal safety however in this world there seems to be parties which will use force to acheive their goals this means that all of those forces must be destroyed. However in setting out to destroy these forces outside of eduction you yourself become them. Ignorance that something exists is not something that is sought instead it is perspective of that existance. Allowing the difference between knowing the state something is and the state something was. To meet survivability issues while starting the key inititives are the following
6. Crossmigration of emergency services
7. Reduction of capacities of non intigrated aggresive factions
At this point you have the civil inititives and the defence initititives. This is one society not two different ones this means that intigration on all levels of society is required. This means that every point in the 7 points has to interact to create a working social system.
1. Education Inititives
The key to proper education is removal of oppositions that is that its a matter of being. Humanity has two aspects in paradox it has the logical side and it has the illogical side. The logical side is logic structure explaining a full body artifical intellegence system covers all the details of logic: structure; change; commonalities; goals; and application process. Illogic makes up those points that logical awareness isn't capable of defining but is aware that there is something that is missing rather those items arn't missing but they are at the base of logic thus the create of logic itself is hidden from the logic process. The symbol itself is the smallest point and the largest point undefinable but having characteristics in the interchanges. Laying the framework of human reality as absolutely defined and undefinable creates the body of real human experience. From this point we are able to enter the world and be a positive force in creating an ideal world one which already exists and one which in time we are creating, sustainability. From this point specific training for projects can be done the physical training refines and engrains the processes allowing a betterment of application. Specific training is surrounded by the other 6 steps and what is required to achieve unity and pleasure.
2. Eqaulity Inititives
Equality is the basis of unity everyone being at the highest point of leadership, virtue and understanding. Education is the framework however making a system which places everyone on an equal basis having the same priveleges and the same capabilities.
3. Industry reduction
Industry at its base is a love of creation however knowing what is being created not just in the product that is released but in the world as a whole. The single point application of industry is not reality the reality of industry is that it creates a product a biproduct and uses some resource to create those two things. Industry reduction is based upon removing the biproduct or making it a product itself while removing the need of natural resources. Industry reduction means not using products that produce biproducts or use up natural resources. Along with industry reduction is industry shift that is moving and changing industry so there is no unusuable biproduct and that industry is part of a natural cycle one which sustains itself.
4. Preservation of Natural Resources
Keeping the balance of nature intact is vital to a healthy world environment this means that preserving as much as posible the life cycles that are implace are kept cohesive. Preservation through industry shift reduction of goods required by society and that societies culture through self sustainability this means the less change done to primal cycles the better off nature is as a whole.
5. Environmental Inititives
Just reducing the forward motion isn't enough starting trends to shift the reliances not only to take weight off industry while aiding the primal cycles allowing growth to take place and the quality of life to increase due to a more welcoming world.
6. Cross Migration of Emergency Services
An emergency service or essential service is something which is at the base of societies continued functioning usually centered around life sustainability or infrastructure resources. The public accountability of these resources should be a central point of societies bottom line. Merging these services offering cross migrated training and facilitating all these services under management which is accountable to society is important. This means that people that are responsible for medical services should also understand what social factors for keeping the peace or responding to natural disasters or preventing some type of incident which countermands the social well being. This social well being should be centered upon a absolute fabric thus no room for interpretation would be required. Reduction of the cultural wieght on essential services is vital this means that the justice system needs to be based upon absolute values. Everyone who is part of society should be capable of providing a role in essential services and it should be societies role to either 1. train or 2. employ society to meet the needs of society.
7. Reduction of capacities of non integrated aggressive factions
The stream of progression is that we all know what needs to be done if something slows or counters the stream then methods to correct the blockage must be utilized. It follows through the six previous steps. This means that you educate you create a sense of equality between both parties you reduce their industry you preserve their natural resources you set about making their environment more sustainable you cross migrate any essential services that may exist and then it comes to this point which is the reduction of capacities. Generally force is not desired however if you are entraped or attacked then removing the threat is one of the only potential outcomes the only other one is destruction of sustainability.
More to come.
2 days left I have a brilliant defence lined up that after snapping back the complete unfounded basis of what happened goes on an offensive .. but you know what..... like always when things are just to easy... I'm not going to do nothing....... Not guilty let them present their case and at that point I'll see what happens I'm being continually disrespected anyway, and I'm not playing your stupid game I know what happened and if you dont beleive me thats your problem. I may or may not deliver my statement however I have next to no respect for the canadian crown due to its complete disregard for my communications to date, they do not show themselves as honourable in any such manner.
3 days till the courtcase little baby tree continues to grow... more reading...
Know those apple seeds I planeted a little while back....!!!! I have an apple stalk now... with two little baby leafs!!!!!!!!!!!!
4 days befor the courtcase....
http://www.allsmoke.com/
yah I know how much of a crackpot I must looklike maybe oneday if you exist you'll understand.
COMPLETE BS PLANET... happy there is less then a week left befor I call the game that society has been playing.. IT'S OVER. Wether it be me being tortured or killed outright or somehow I'm forced to stay in this hell allot of dead lesser evil fools and then on to the people that enforce it. AM I suppose to live the rest of my life ridding the planet of culture after culture who indoctrinates concepts of selfishness then rape the planet and then strip away the humanity. I can't see anyone that would do that as human and they deserve to face nonexistance. Forget all the cultural and political BS, if they cant be truthful then what am I suppose to do if they arn't willing to kill me they die not because Im selfish but because I know what is good for the world if good people are ever to be removed of evil culture. It's complete BS and I'm still here in this warped game, you called me over your own sense of righteousness bound by laws that contradict and only serve a misguided understanding of social acceptability while being complete hypocritical and unreasoned. I gladly die on Teusday or gladly see you removed from my world.
dish is being installed now...
the weirdest thing I feel as though I lost a day?????? yesterday was like totally friday..... hmmm
satalite dish goes in tommorow... not like I watch tv and I have what 9 days left till the courtdate........... *shakes head* blahblahblah oh yah it sucks mike w was so right about 23.. times has gone SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO fast.... this life is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo etc.. etc.. I'm like jelly but solid.. ARGHHH! AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHEEEEE!.. anyway.. wrote a few substandard tracks I actually "sang" in a few... sorta..... they are at dance industries you'll have to find them though cause I'm not linking them latest are under 2004nomore not like anyone ever comes to this site anyway.. anywaay..
of and someone that sounded like sonja called me yesterday about kitchen appliances...... *shakes head* ,, lomg I am SUCH A LOOOOOSER.
ok the options for my survivalism interactions are seemingly being reduced. The following are you options
1. You would like to give me something
2. you would like to interact with me.
3. you are female.
4. you would like to be completely straitforward with me in relation to making the world a better place to live this includes, more nature, more warm weather(excluding hell and other inferno conditions), or other yes we can live off fruit and fresh water etc.. etc..
5.you would like to sleep with me and do not hog the covers, or you have fur and do not bite.
6. you are nice and will make me HAPPY!!!!!, while still not comprimising my purity. 7. there might be a seven but it hasn't been written yet.
I entered a www.wendi.com contest with my phone in in a very disturbing yah disturbing phone in........ anyway................ since I didn't stick to the contest rules I doubt I will win it.. but it was sorta interesting.... I LIKE TOTALLY wasn't prepared!!!
13 days left I feel alright I feel ok more time in this warped world
last year I felt relatively sorta like this but not really aware of the feeling instead experiencing now it just doesn't mean the same thing.. yah so people are doing what theyre doing they are relatively happy world keeps turning society based upon a reversal so once again like the onset of summer last year facing death multiple times, nothing to really say or do with or about life seeing the world formations of society and whatever so I'm going to get severly beaten or sprayed or in the case that they don't have the time and I injure or kill someone trying to force their will upon me shoten. Im happy that society finally has the balls show what happens when someone is honest in what it really means to do what you think is right in defending your self assertation and not for political motive but for a sense of personal movement. Sure society rejected me so I rejected it but it still expects to be able to punish me for my beleifs well I'm doing what I think is right and now it comes down to life and death I've already faced death I'm not going to be draconized into subjectivity to a system I don't beleive in this is the end line and now two weeks left I'm not going to be bullied into submission if I have any energy left. If your not willing to treat me as an equal and give me my soveirgnty then I'm not going to respect your attempts to own me. I don't really have anything I'm going after at this point but I do know that I'm not a plaything of someone else so fuck off or be prepare to kill me. I'm more then ready to be released from the hellish social system that is fighting me.
atleast two of my articles on wikipedia were claimed to be copyright infringments my ass so I took down a handful of pages and got my ip banned I use to like wikipedia and gnu of course after this bs I'm not so sure of it anymore not that I have much more then two weeks left in this miserable fucking life anyway thankfully. 1. 90% of this life was complete bs. the world largely sucks it will continue to suck Im looking forward to when that bullet does its duty these humans make me ill.
There is no sollution I know nothing that is posible
without working within a system which revolves around
science it's technology the environment it creates and
the culture that evolves from it creating needs for new
technologies and science to allow them etc..
The other way is to find some way of living in a world
and forgetting then emotions seem to play with you
knowing what you are doing and feeling pain long enough
to forget for some sense of progression. It is torture
this life is the only escape just isn't acceptable
because it means I sacrifice my sense of good. I'm
forgetting myself more the environment hasn't been on my
side.
So I have time counting down till my stand in court a
mockery much like the soceity that neglects me then
expects me to be bound by it's rules saying I am nothing
and that I owe my life to slavery not for the good of
humanity but for its destruction, that's not acceptable.
The opposite isn't realistic atleast not in the world
that continues to show itself. Well society made a date
for me I'm geussing that they will kill me over their
creation and it's relieving a thought that reminds me
perhaps there will be no more rage.
I've said it other times in other ways I'm sitting in a
room in the middle of frozen country with no
sustainability except through commerce or violating
others claims because all the land is claimed by others
that force me to disrespect them if I am to utilize it.
This of course goes up the layers. I can't leave a
frozen land the earth is full of people anyway I'm sure
there is some land that isn't urbanized however 50km
around this city all there is is industrialized buildup
and polluted farmland. It not like survival in this
environment is even sought there is just no right way.
Of course it is winter so it makes things more dramatic
people occupy themselves with this and that nearly
oblivious to the world around them atleast that is how
it seems. For the large part people are secure and happy
they seem to feel satisfied with their lives and the
outcome of it all and so they march on. My situation
just isn't the same and it was just the life I was born
into the environment I was raised in and the situation I
am in now. I can see the systems I can see the way it
works and I don't like it i'm not going to work with it.
I honestly look forward to my death from this world
because I see how twisted this life is I can see how the
idealism isn't there and my life has been completely set
to torture me. I have a sense of peace there are many
things I love about the world there is allot that causes
me pain if but for moments. It's all a foolish game with
foolish players and a twisted world emotions fill the
way. I know that my time is near and after that date
either I am dead to this world or a monster is released.
I can't take it anymore I can't put myself to kill
someone or the whole of the human culture that tortures
however it will be the world that says wether it is
willing to grant me my wishes or to threaten my life and
when they go for the kill there will be a response if I
kill it wont stop. It is more then likely I will somehow be
incapactiated and if i move after I will move to kill
and if I am killed from this world it will be society
that did it to me and not the other way around.
What are the units of time that alter the spin of the planet to the cycles for instance how many spins of earth occur befor one cycle that would be 365.xx days however how many cycles occur befor compelete day and all exact referenances are intact that is how many orbits of earth then you have the next level
timekeeping to hours to days to months to years to full cycles that is the "anular months" that is how many years does it take till the cycle is intact.. what signifigance does this have to the overall movement of the heavens and earth?
POPULATION-> NEEDS
CHANGING ENVIROMENT MEANS CHANGING NEEDS
DIFFERING NEEDS CREATES LIKES DISLIKES AND DIFFERENCE OF
ACCEPTABLE OR SOUGHT CULTURE WHICH CREATES CUSTOMS
CUSTOM LEADERS OR FIGURES CREATE CONTROL MECHANISMS
WHICH CREATES MEDIA METHODOLOGY
SOCIETY -> CULTURE -> CUSTOMS -> MASS MEDIA
POPULATION-> MEDIA ->MEDIA POPULATION->MEDIA NEEDS
NEEDS -> MEDIA NEEDS -> EXCESS PRODUCTION
EXCESS PRODCUCTION POTENTIAL CREATES POSIBLITY OF LOSS OF PROFITS OR GAIN ALTERING GAIN/LOSS MARGIN WHICH CREATES MECHANISMS FOR COMPETITION AND MORE MEDIA WEIGHTING
SUPPLY DEMAND MEDIA NEEDS CREATES UNCERTAINTY
FLUCTUATING MARKET CREATES DIFFERENCE OF VALUE OF GOODS
DIFFERING VALUE CREATES WEALTH
WEALTH CREATES DIFFERING CULTURE
DIFFERING CULTURE CREATES ECONOMIC VARIATION
ECONOMIC VARIATION CREATES DIFFERENCE OF LIFESTYLE
THUS CLASS CULTURE IS CREATED
OUT OF A CLASS SYSTEM COMES ECOMONIC INVESTMENTS STOCKS ETC.. WHICH CREATE THE ABILITY TO ADD MORE MEDIA WEIGHT TO A PRODUCT OR TO ALTER THE GROWTH CYCLE OF THAT PRODUCT BY FLOODING FUNDS TO ALLOW FOR INCREASED DEVELOPMENT THUS STOCK MARKET CREATES FLUCTUATION BEYOND SUPPLY AND DEMAND
THIS THEN CREATES MORE OF AN IMPACT FOR OVERALL MEDIA TRENDS/FADS AND CONNECTS WITH OUT OF CONSUMER SOCIAL TRENDS AND CULTURAL CAPABILITIES
IN THE OVERALL ENVRIONMENT THIS SHAPES THE ENVRIONMENT FOR CULTURAL SUSTAINABILITY AND OBJECTIVITY CREATING CULTURAL TRENDS AND THE OVERAL HISTORY OF CIVILIZATION FROM A CULTURAL GOODS PERSPECTIVE
just allot of reading nothng really ultra informative lots of history for what seems to be an alminac based encyclopedia that is it highlights things by time rather then alphabetically will take forever to do also adding to some other pages a bit as well. As far as the courtdate I'm honestly ready to climax society I already faced this stuff on my own however its just so stagnant with the world right now with no real connections and a requirement for me to take advantage of people or to myself be held back I'm not a slave to anything and I'd like say in my life it is just imposible for cultural and political reasons and thats the way it is because of population and technology and the environment I'm not unrealistic actually I'm saying fuckit I understand the least you can do is be upfront and kill me everything about this planet is imposible in any moral realistic sense I dont like it anyway either show your true colors or fuck off.
hmmm
WHy was I born into a world to die because of others
claiming everything leaving me with nothing but myself
not even my body is granted it's independance by the
world. People stating claim to what actions I'm allowed
to do and which ones I can only do at risk of being
tortured or imprisoned. Everything is owned or claimed
in a world that scientists say has existed over 4
billion years ago and why does anyone have claim and I
do not. It is the state of humanity evolutionists might
say it connects with primate behavior and ritualistic
for alpha superiority, its over. If human as
intellectuals are unable to understand respect outside
of law and culture it is over. THe world is being
destroyed and space is much like the days of expedition
and colonialization the escape but science is already
over or near end. Authorities that rule without
consensus except by the segment of society that is
larger in numbers no voice to the system and a society
that is mad in their understanding of culture and
realism. Forgeting what humanity is and the machine
marches on. There is no sollution in any sense of mind,
science has its never ending perfectionism locked inside
a logical freedom that like most merits of freedom is a
conceilment of ones own truth. The path behind is one
that I am unable to take. Coming back from a dead world
into a deadself and now the world is to kill me or kill
its own notions of real. Either way for me there will be
a sense of completion and although I still forget myself
enough to find peace it is largely an open wound tearing
my body apart and in the process wearing at my mind. How
to make it better is easy however its hard to know what
better is for me. People seem to have two choices befor
them one is to stop and forget, the other is to continue
the march, its hard to rationlized forgetting the
progression and the meanings youve made for yourself
that is understandable the other choice is attempting to
bridge or go for the end, the future is fairly obvious
however within the progression it just hasn't been fair
and I doubt it will be fair any time soon. I'm not
willing to comprimise what I think or feel is right and
I don't expect anyone else to, it just so happens that
what is right is at two different points. I'm tired, I
know the way it really is and I know what people attempt
to tell me is the way it is. Although I long to be in
the world I do not long to be in a lie. I'm not forcing
anyone to do anything however I'm loosing more and more
of who I was or forgetting who I was it is just that the
world keeps on turning and churning out things that
really have no meaning however the structures won't
change actually they will become more defined. It is
slow erosion heck some people think its good like I said
I'm not forcing anyone to do anything. I have 20 days or
less until my life in society becomes remarkably
defined. Either I am seen as a criminal and either
beaten to incapacitation or killed, or society veiws me
as a human and see's me as independant and not a slave
to a system in which I have no voice except through my
independant actions. Like I said I'm tired not of waking
but of this world this life if they want to turn me into
a beast it is their choice as to how it happens. Either
by my death or by their recognition.
today has been such a nonday although i did like this picture and thought I would recomend it
I AM SO bloody tired of this life, I started doing my out of commonwealth issuing of treaty requests so far to Japan China Germany and Brunei I'm geussing they will think I'm a nut and completely disregard my letters no response from the Queen yet not even police threats or beatings or nothing.. anyway I really do want to get my own bloody status and end the onset of homicidal war that would if succesful take me the rest of time to poke 5 billion people to death and do you know how sore my arms would get.. chances are I'll be incapacitated dead or incapacitated and in jail perhaps highly medicated in a psych ward by march but really I as human do have everything and you bastards are bieng really farking rude bloody infidels IF YOUre NOT GOING TO END IT I WILL!!!!!! this movie is way to long you thought that like those two movie movies I can't think of right now were long try me life of boring hell of NOTHING!!!!!!!!! and I don't even like the stupid computer anymore. but I'm fine after my emails to various foreign affairs departments which got sorta boring I decided to check out freeciv cause its in win32 now.. anyway after doing around 10 nigerian letter scams/ actual business deals with either terrorist or rich people that don't have a bank account I need to get back to making my encycolpedia...and studying world law history for a courtcase that is THE MOST STUPID BLOODY and not remotely legal proceeding, but whatever see it is society in canada and for large part the world that is just really stupid and annoying I totally get the feeling it aint gonna change either but after kill 333 million I'm gonna have to stop and maybe think who is the next most stupid person. but whatever.just give me an island somewhere with lots of barries in a nice climate save me some time. this planet is so stupid
oh I also wanted to note that two of the four countries foreign affairs webpages don't even work properly and these countries have how much GNP I can understand that they might be indebt but still..
ARGH
hAVN'T came to a conclusion yet as to if I'm going to nuke one of the os's.. since I enjoy them both... anyway seeing if I can grow an apple tree yes I can be quoted as saying "tree's can grow themselves" however I'm sort interested however my bean experiement earlier this year was a complete failure:and growing beens isn't suppose to be hard.. I geuss I should have watered them or something.. anyway.. so I'm doing a little research into it so far I have learned a little and I'm aware there are some advanced techniques such as grafting and I may need to kidnap some bee's??>?? I'm not sure what is more likely being recognized as a soveirgn by queen E or growing an apple tree.. anyway it should advance my knowledge of trees a little.
well both my old hd's are unbootable today... meaning I lost my debian drive my win and lindows drives are still operable but none of themj will boot on the old pentium machine I'd prefer not to loose either of the drives.. if I can get an old hardrive or like pick up a lowgig I'm not sure if I'll resolve it until after the courtdate though however somewhat annoying but I've gotten use to EVERYTHING not going right so whatever still have two of the four left my nephews and sister(and hubby) are here today although my mood isn't very playful I'd like to just fool around today in a playful way however I just don't feel like it. my hair is reformed into a tight ahort clump more compact then the old monoroman doo anyway can't wait till the bloody court date is done with, this world uber blows.
went for my identification session today pretty quick showed up like 45 minutes early so it took up around 1 hour of my time thats going to cambridge and back included court date less than a month away although it feels noting like my "deathday" when I faced reality last summer. Still preparing legally I've done some research on court ettiquette justice system(codeofhammurabi, now on roman iurus legalis and I learned a little bit of eurtresean in the process) anyway its funny I don't feel guilty however due to my current situation with the commonwealth as articulated to various heads of state and ministries without reply I am just uncertain if there is any legality left in law rather it seems very much politicised but perhaps it is just my veiw of it. anyway still adding to the website which is turning into an encyclopedia as I always seem to draw things to some god mode that can never seem to complete anyway Ive started a timeline which goes from the universe to earth and human history I've compiled some information on formation (mostly scientific veiwpoints) I'm feeling as though it will provide a good idea of present days veiw of history and give countless nearly useless facts to clog my thought processes(if I still have any).. anyway I have atleast 22 more days of time to waste doing something Honestly because of perhaps complicating the case and presenting a soceity vs society case it may actual be very complicated although I've been running into physical death since my death day and a breakdown of reality just doesn't seem comprehensible.
still playingn with the site no rush to get it online however I did find this page funny. http://www.cs.wisc.edu/~kovar/hall.html
the item that came out of this is an opositional scale
--------------------------------------------30.GAIA-------------------------------------
-----------29.enthropy--------------------------------------------------------------26.nature
-----------THE TOP ROW CONNECTS TO THE BOTTOM ROW18.11,8,13,21|19 12 6 10 20-------
-----------LEFTSIDE---18.ethics-11.death[8.hate]-13.-soul----21.deity---------RIGHT
SIDE
--------------------------17.politics24.peace 1.time---25.balance14 -liberty
32.Finality-CONNECTS^9.unity^ 3.space--(5.truth)--2.chaos^7.differance^-----CONNECTS
TO 33.Growth
---------------TO---------15.-law--22.realm--4.order-23.war---16.culture
------------RIGHTSIDE-19. Self-----12.spirit-[6.love]-10.life---20.world---------LEFTSIDE
-----------THE BOTTOM ROW CONNECTS TO THE TOP ROW 19 12 6 10 20|18.11,8,13,21-------
------------27.technology -------------------------------------------------------28.construction
---------------------------------------------31.AI-----------------------------------------
1 2 3 4 a. 4. Leads to 1. The Cycle
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 as(6,5) is 1b. (6,5) as 1. leads to 10. 4. leads to 5. The
Subject
10 11 12 13 The essence
14 15 16 17 The Object
18 19 20 21 The Faith
22 23 24 25 The Rule
26 27 28 29 The Construct
THIS OPPOSES THAT
-------BALANCE------
THAT OPPOSES THIS
30 31 The Result
32 33 The Way
All things that are balanced by truth are seperations.
Those two items together are a balance equal
time chaos space order truth love differance hate unity as love&truth is
time
space and ethics
politics
ethics
law
7,8 is 23
11, 2 is 4
18, 5 is 22
3's lead to peace
5's lead to balance
9 6 oppose 23
3, 10 oppose culture
if it goes down to the left it is like
if it goes
up and to the left is like
truth and world is self
since I still havn't released the new site and still doing some writting note taking editing and reading preparing for my courtdate etc.. Still doesn't feel web worthy although I thought I would release another one of my clarifications this one is about source issues of information which was noted from someone elses page striped and added on
primary and secondary
Primary sources
- first hand experience
-someone actually there at the time
-serve as the evidence to develope an understanding of the event for construction of an argument
-help answer questions you may have about the past
-they can be interpreted(secondry source)
-may not immediately understand what a primary source means, especially if it is from a culture significantly different from our own
-what the source can tell us about the past?
Understanding
1. What are the key words in the source and what do they mean?
2. What point is the author trying to make? Summarize the thesis.
3. What evidence does the author give to support the thesis?
4. What assumptions underlay the argument?
5. What values does the source reflect?
6. What problems does it address? Can you relate these problems to the historical situation?
7. What action does the author expect as a result of this work? Who is to take this action? How does the source motivate that action?
Evaluation
1. How typical is this source for this period?
2. How widely was this source circulated?
3. What problems, assumptions, arguments, ideas and values, if any, does it share with other sources from this period?
4. What other evidence can you find to corroborate your conclusions?
Clasification.
1. What are the important conventions and traditions governing this kind of source? Of what legal, political, religious or philosophical traditions is it a part?
2. What was its purpose?
3. What was its result?
4. What kind of work is it?
The Historical Context
1.. Where and when was it written? (Time and place ) Is it dated or cited by another dated peice? Where was the text discovered can you track this document to its origin or past owners etc..
2. Who wrote it? What do you know about the author? Does it have any penning or seal's etc.. or who was able to write at the time what classes wrote etc..(Name bio and link to other historical events etc.. ties in with time and place) who published it? who distributed it?
3. To what audience is it addressed? What do you know about this audience? Was the peice welcome? Did people pay for it?
4. Why was it written? Did this text have any signifigant impact on the population en mass or the structure of authority?
Then you can go back to the start and do a second look third look cycling through until you come to a definite conclusion.
secondary sources
are reported (second-hand)
-who wrote the story did not actually witness it
-presenting his/her understanding of the event(interpretation)
Facts
commonly consistent occurances
Background
saves time or makes information more easily accesable although a factual occurance
Interpretation
- provides a way of making sense of information
- helps understanding of how an historian makes sense of a particular event, person, or trend(history of a historian)
Using interpretations.
is find and understand that author's interpretation
How does that author create the facts to make sense?
essay
-will state interpretations in thesis(summary)
-found at the end of the introductory section and/or in the conclusion.(basis and result)(may be identical may not be)
book.
introduction or in the conclusion(front back of book)
many thesis statements, one or more for each section or chapter(found in the first or last paragraph)
paragraphs Topic sentences (clues)
to "gut" a book: Read only the first and last chapters in their entirety; for all of the other chapters, read only the first and last paragraphs.
-history reveals not only the past, but something about the present as well
Conflict
value + beleif = question
question + event information = interpretation
critically evaluate an historian's interpretation.
1. What is the author addressing?
2. What is the thesis?
3. How is the thesis arrived at?
a. What type of book is it?
b. What methods or techniques does the author use?
c. What evidence is presented?
d. Can you identify a school of interpretation?
4. What sources are used?
1. Did the author present a convincing argument?
a. Does the evidence support the thesis?
b. Does the evidence in fact prove what the author claims it proves?
c. Has the author made any errors of fact?
2. Does the author use questionable methods or techniques?
3. What questions remain unanswered?
4. Does the author have a polemical purpose?
a. If so, does it interfere with the argument?
b. If not, might there be a hidden agenda?
1. How does this compare to other material written on this or similar topics?
2. How do the theses differ?
3. Why do the theses differ?
a. Do they use the same or different sources?
b. Do they use these sources in the same way?
c. Do they use the same methods or techniques?
d. Do they begin from the same or similar points of view?
e. Are these works directed at the same or similar audience?
4. When were the works written?
5. Do the authors have different backgrounds?
6. Do they differ in their political, philosophical, ethical, cultural, or religious assumptions?
history evidence of the past that evidence is the source(the author)
little contact with the primary sources; they get their information at second hand
commonly written by those who know little or nothing of the primary sources; third hand or more
Where did the writer obtain the information?
-copied his statements from the more easily accessible works in a familiar language however unreliable and out of date they may be; or, dissatisfied with such uncertain sources, has the writer become familiar with the most recent researches of the distinguished scholars in the field, in whatever language they may have been written ; or, still better, has the historian made a personal study of the original evidence which has come down to us of the events and conditions which are under discussion?
the most reliable historians are ones who examines the sources for themselves
suggestions, criticisms, and explanations which have been made by other scholars who have also studied the original documents
acquaint with the people and the circumstances of a particular period
study of the original accounts
collated
errors liminated <---- make reference to each change
passages annotated
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QUESTIONS
What is the difference between a Primary Source and a Secondary Source? direct idea of what that time was like.. secondary source direct idea of what the secondary sources time was like
primary source. ME
secondary source. YOU TO ME
AT TIMES newspaper articles and textbooks are TAINTED TO THEIR BELEIFS WHICH OBSCURE THE TRUTH(lots of fill too)
What questions should you ask about a modern writer of history in order to determine reliability?
-what are you writting about?
-why are you writting it?
Suggest ways in which you might find out if the modern English-language writer has looked at primary and secondary sources? bibliography citing qouting references plagerism common structure of events or identical points raised.
Give examples of types of primary sources that might be available for modern American history since 1945? People with enough standing or money to be published, and write information that isn't contraversial.(reporters, professors, public interests, government same pretty much)
give examples of the types of primary sources available for the middle ages.
People with enough standing or money to be published and write information that isn't contraversial(clerks, clergy, government(military, royal scribes and the upperclass who know how to write)
Taking into consideration questions 9. and 10., give an example of a historical question or issue we could study for modern America, but would not have available sources to study for the middle ages. The role of the writers of history and why they write it?
Why does conflict exist why is there a contest over an object? Why is there difference of faith or is faith conflict? Love of Conflict? There isnt conflict however it is confusion or bringing a sense of order to events that contradict culture. It shows cultural difference and authorities role in creating a sense of conformity to ones beleifs. It is the effect that the authorities beleifs have upon the environment and the difference of living standards of the authority and the masses as to create the difference of culture. That is realism of cultural acceptance of the authority and the living standards in which that authority creates for the masses may not be acceptable to the masses which causes cultural and social revolution the result of that is a change of authority structure or a reduction of the masses. How that reduction takes place could very well be the formation of authority through those learned of cultural differance. What seems vital to cohesion is the authority being the masses. Which removes the difference of law to one segment of society at the cost of another segment. Cultural change would only take place if the environment is alterted by that culture. So total cohesion is by creating a cycle which can support the masses growth cycles etc. So growth based upon nature. However defining nature or natural cycles in terms of technology is another question.
hmm same names I'm recognizing does this mean I'm learning something... some of THE most common names in search engines brin, pinski garfield.. and other names such as hubble man can mathematicians really be famous?
exercise even just over 1k feels ever so good
still not feeling as though the new website is finished although I've switched over the bulk of the site content... got really pissed off lastnight raged myself to sleep still feeling sorta crappy today but whatever.. pretty much read and did website content stuff the last 30 min Link topology There is allot of FILL in website content as I've been noticing in taking notes sorta frustrating I do it in blogs but as far as actual reports and usefull information I feel it is more valid to make short defined statements. You might notice the difference.. STill don't have a blogger though.. I might just keep it like this page instead of using xml then using xml extractor.. might be easier thatway.. anyway really cold out lots of snow technology still in the world from what I know and my courtdate is coming up... speaking of which I've been refining and expanding my court presentation.. euhhh. anyway thats today jan 29th
:| ;| first release of the site should be out tommorow or the next day large majority only my weblog system still needs to be decided on.. feeling really shiety cant really be bother to be upset though my tagging is in less then a week then I am killing time till my courtdate. and that date will determine if and what happens after that point. this world is making me so ill.
I actually finished the datatransfer (minus graphics to the new format for the angelfire site.. now just need to do sympatico....... and then I can do some finishing touches and release the primary site. quite a few content updates and some more information...
well I'm already to R now and since this site may loose its format or be a redirect soon I thought I would share one of the sites secrets its robot.txt file.
HAHHAHHHAAH STUPID ROBOTS CAN"T UNDERSTAND THIS WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHA
GOTTO www.stupidrobots.com
I LOVE YOU ROBOTS I LOVE YOU!!!!!
ITs JUST A JOKE COME BACK!!
I really do love you.
if the world becomes really truely unified does that mean we get to have all the holidays???????
what would a world be like with every holiday celebrated?
note a quote I created and or remembered today"wanna play a game follow me around the wall
BLAH! been reading for most of the day got in a little exercise and a slight tweak of the demo track in reason 2 actually not getting anything done just reading and some clippings.. and I'm not even getting a degree for it!!! ">???????????? I thought that this might be interesting think it would pass for the New English States Empire?????? or UKandSofA????? any relations completely unkown I also sent a letter to the president and vp today on a whim first the ripped flag then the note btw "still" working on the website but i'm in no rush to get it done its more of an intranet archive
GI JOE DO GI JOE!!!!!!!!!!
and you can discover a terrorist group called COBRA.. its classic its priceless
YO JOE!!!
WIlliam Ashley
w_ashley@sympatico.ca
(terraist disclaimer:William Ashley is not a member of any known terraist orginization and is not held accountable for any terraist actions occuring within the greater sphere of reality, although he is a member of the "secret society" which is bent on world domination and the enslavement of humanity en mass, the secret society does not condone "known" acts of terraism and requires an additional fee of $9.99 for any suspected terraist action to actually occur however the "secret society" still does not commit this act the "secret society" has no known affiliation with "COBRA" end terraist disclaimer)
More reading today this time dealing mostly with management issues... although time is going really fast.
and really this is hardly parady....stuff that happened today
Business Issues
Record as much business data as posible although do not tax resources doing
it, if posible work it into the background of the business model and do not
create more steps to be carried out for data recordings.
The business as a family rather then a family business is a key. Knowing that
everyone is a team and is cooperating to accomplish the mission is the basis
to this family.If everyone is dedicated to the mission then they will be able
to value the projects to which they are involved in.
Be aware of taxing and fee's, whenever posible beat these taxes and fee's by
your business structure and international implementation.
Resource control is primary this is land and allegiance next is creating infrastructures.to
which they can be utilized. This process is sometimes done the otherway create
infrastructures and garner resources however controling the resources allows
you to control the use and availability of those services.
Use multiple supply sources have your eye on all posible supply sources, utilize
the best services, and build up a relationship with your providers. Learn about
them and put yourself in a position to mirror or take over there businesses
or merge if they are mission critical.
An open door policy is very useful however having a well established communication
model that everyone is aware of and understands is key. Problem solving at the
base of occurance is ideal and everyone should be involved in clarifying everyone
should act as lead.
Pay at point of exchange whenever posible. Ideally don't pay exchange.
Be upfront and honest exercise 0 bias unless it is previously aranged(culture).
Don't be affraid to kill people, but never try to hurt someone or be fake.
Don't hastle people. Don't ever put yourself in a position that can potentially
damage yourself intentionally. Databasing integrated into a business procedure
Busines is about accomplishing a mission. Projects are planned in facilitating mission goals to current environmental circumstances. Manage your resources and integrate your resources, items which have no benifit are depreciating in value. Have a busines strategy which addresses the full specturm of the business and all its projects and how they integrate to form an overall business pulse.
have a defined business plan which can address marketing strategy. all marketing sould be honest and address the services to which are being shared. primarily marketing should be internal that is have marketing based at the point of business, utilize freezones to extend your reach beyond the walls of your business. Never intentionally commercialize your business. Establish downlines of market information and let those establishments market your products as their own however in reference to your business keep things black and white and technicle while staying feeling as if personal while adhering to business procedure.
Establish uplines from downlines integrating information assets by letting
them stream more notice to the orgnization and it's projects. Make sure you
are aware of these streams and cater them appropriately.
Offer partial loans and services which can be obtained for less with interest as long as it doesn't have any real cost to yourself. however offering services at lowest posible price should be a cheif consideration
make sure you business is secure and take steps to protect it that may include
security or insurance(personally those issues seem weighted). Make sure your
personel atleast in some segment are first aid certafied and knowledgeable in
risk assessment and self defence. There seems no real work around to insurance
although make sure that you pick the right insurance plans for your infrastructures.
However a balancing of defence procedures such as firewalls security doors could
reduce the potential collateral that and locking valuable resources that are
monitored with alarm triggers, motions sensors etc. Although in most instances
actual infrastructure should be tied in with large sites. Otherwise load balances
should be taken into force. For instance if you have a broken window or broken
locks it may be less expensive just to replace the damaged items. It is only
when you have expensive items on site that you should really worry about protecting
them. Also Keeping computer data ect, with you or in a secure location or multiple
locations or not on your person but rather a depot or self storage which covers
insurance of items on premisis, there are many different instances to consider.
What are the chances of this building exploding mysteriously? If I spend $10000
on survielance monitors and fire protection systems what are the chances of
a fire? This ultimately is your call it seems very unlikely in new buildings
that are properly planned. The only occurance where damage would happen is if
there was a unordinary event that involves multiple failsafe breaches..
You should be the most knowledgeable person and at the same time your "employees"
or business partners should be just as capable as yourself. Having more people
work on a project means that due to time reasons others are required to accomplish
the tasks at hand. Having the most capable partners in every role is ideal.
In some instances some individuals may be more specialized in specific instances
in those cases projects should be managed to assign people best suited to accomplish
at task to the tasks at hand in reference to the overall progression.
? ESTABLISH BANK LINES OF CREDIT BEFORE THEY ARE NEEDED? it may be usefull
to be known as a company which is valued enough for a bank to lend credit to
but you should never be in a position to sell your business or actually use
credit, credit if needed should come in the way of business ventures outside
of the businesses normal operating procedure this mean that you never actually
put your "business" at risk, instead you make new projects which can
bring more capital which can be distributed where needed. The lowest point a
business should ever be at is 0, if you are not able to pay the bills then you
dont operate meaning that the project isn't implementable under the current
conditions. At that point salvage what infrastructure you can and start a new
project. Never loose infrastructure however outdated technologies have less
of an application however that doesn't mean they won't be useful. Other projects
and locations may be able to implement the resources, even if as a backup or
secondary in case of emergencies. Of course getting the most value out of something
may require you to sell it when it is still marketable.Mange your resources
and know what they are and what they are used for both in intent and actual
application.
?COSTS, AND THE PRICES CHARGED FOR THE PRODUCT OR SERVICE? anything which is
time consuming or has any real cost to the business should be charge prior within
reason, that is if it doesn't have any real cost then any money that comes from
it is a bonus.
LOCATION OF OPERATIONS IS VITAL TO BUSINESS'S SUCCESS
TIME MANAGEMENT * ASSET MANAGEMENT = PROFIT MANAGEMENT
NET STRATEGIES
apparatus- is a dataset which can be seen as a logic system(non singularity), that logic system. The ai system itself as a whole is a singular dataset, create of logical interfaces yeilds the interaction of two or more apparati. Those systems which are more defined then others are closed system apparati, those that are error prone to control instances are eternal apparati. For instance a robot and all its components may be a closed system, although still prone to error and malfunction, where as an apple that the robot is to pic up sitting on a desk is an external apparati. Due to the nature of intellegence as a singular dataset a method to which discrimination of data as eternal or closed for better operation, as it would be come some what negligable to discern data from a singularity, that is two singularities are required for discrimination.
logical interfaces of human conciousness traced to paradox human drives
Reduction of logic and its applications reduce to a root of fundamental understanding and axioms to which interface with itself is the core.
development of logic systems and temporal mneumonics in relations to hardware systems as to create concious intellegence Intellegence reduces to logic systems archived then prioritiezed for optimization with hardware interfaces which can use hardware interface as a point to which new logic systems can be archived and implemented infinitely
logic/reversal - logic reversal is oppositional logic stemming from illogic
AI can be made based upon the logic systems and processes.
A Neural Net is a data archival system which has cell references, catagorization and methods to which data can be polinized and filtered as to give a refine and yeild information/response under certain circumstances.
A datastamped matrix catalouge is a method to which data can be stored in an infinite array which is a real time ordering however still accessable as one point. That is instances of happening within the overall happening.
Conciousness mirroring is a set of individual nets which interact with one another as to have multiple instances data diagnosis, it also serves as a model to reinforce logic systems and there interconnections independantly and as a whole. To a greater extent it serves as a protection mechanism to reduce the overall succeptability that a system has to failure.
A data-archival system is a method to which data is inputed and stored. References to key logic systems as individual databases in an overall frame work to yeild greater results in specific instance testing. Combination of these data systems and their main effects yeild an overall optimization of actions to which the system performs.
False logic- the end result is that logic is false, which then proves logic as a logical error, which is the logical paradox. Life then is the question do you make a lie true. That is what AI does, it makes truth a lie or a lie the truth. Abandoning logic human then sees logic as a hump in the overall progression of human conciousness, faith based systems then develop. Making logical statements from an illogical basis means that to think is not at a level of understanding as indvidiaul logical systems.
Administrative Intellegence(AdI)
-By sending work like computer coding, document scanning, customer-service call-center staffing and payroll processing to his country, companies can achieve a 20 to 25 percent gain in productivity.
-20 anti-offshoring bills now under consideration in the United States at the federal and state levels.
-American firms that send foreign-born executives back to their home countries
have an immediate advantage. "When they apply their American salaries back
there, they enjoy a tremendous standard of living, and theyre perfectly
equipped to address language and cultural issues." These issues, even in
English-speaking countries, can be formidable.
-Primary counter trend in the us- AFL-CIO and the Communications Workers of America, and are forming advocacy groups such as The Organization for the Rights of American Workers and Mad in USA
-some success keys are proper planning and managers who are equipped to handle the mandate, business model that outlines cost savings, .an efficientcy assessment, investment estimates , needs short lines of communication, control over projects, retention of good employees, strong support at every level of the company
-key development issues "shared services,"- offshore contractors to hire, manage and pay the foreign employees working on offshore tasks. Maintaining communication despite the time-zone difference, work hours can be adjusted to provide at least two hours of overlap daily.
the premier of China visited India, then returned home and ordered that English
be taught as a required subject to every schoolchild. "Ten or 12 years
from now, the picture will be very different."
.htaccess you don't have to use .shtml extentions
-----administration and statistics
All administration is done through the browser compatible with HTML and HTTPS server types. Off-line browser thumbnailview of any page with recent changes highlighted, control the thumbnail size and the look of the html. Files found are displayed in a Explorer-like window Visualization and document alerting tools for knowledge management and discovery.search and delete the database with searchable fields (keyword or selection based). Log on to system if protected by password for a private checklist. for each catagory. Mysql archtitechture drop down menu, radio buttons Multiple keyword searches performed on unlimited keyword based fields with an overall control to approve or delete sites, add/remove vendor information.
Statistical and profitability reports provide detailed statistics. zooming into sales records from year to day to sale.
The web based interface helps clients build forms delete forms, shows the number and how many forms have been executed.
DNS and network analysis whois client parser
Broadcast email messages or to the message boards with instructions which can be customized. Add custom autoreply messages for notification email with summarized information.
Utilization of bots for various tasks to automate processes via a trainable machine learning engine which writes a report file read in the browser which checks the characteristic of the documents for changes without loading the whole document
EDEM Expectation-Driven Event Monitoring (EDEM) provides developers with a platform for creating software agents to collect usability data and increase user involvement in the evolution of interactive systems. EDEM collects information that is currently lost regarding actual usage of applications to promote a more empirically grounded design process.Working like an assistant, integrating documents and web pages into existing applications using programmable agents and off-line browsing,
Document Retrieval Linguistic Knowledge retrieves and analyizes information put on the Internet about your company and its products, tracking and cross-references, prioritizes and displays all relevant emails, Web pages, and files in an organized environment .
Find documents that have changed since the last time viewed
Search and replace (or delete) for expression(s) in file in a directory structure.any slogan, menubar, graphic link, phrase, misspelled word(s), old phone numbers email lists, URL lists, addressbooks sort into alphabetical order and all duplicates removed
Collect urls and domain names then visit the pages that have changed.
Web recording like a VCR for your browser, with resumeable downloads
Gather, parse, and monitor Internet content. extract emails from text file into a flatfile database for use with your mailing software. .sql files, .txt files, flatfile databases, then save thel database as flatfile compatible with nearly all email mailing list managers
Automates backup archival of mysql databases. timed processes. backup to remote servers. Date stamps each backup
By visiting the site reports changes the market intelligence system can monitor
the Internet via the filtered data such as corporate profiles, news and press
announcements, SEC filings, forums postings, Web addresses and pages. News is
displayed in the web browser. Previous day searches (bookmarks) of web sites,
manages addresses, search engines, and latest updates to pages and other significant
points.summarizes the results in the corner of your screen, via an alert window.
Scan a web site that is a net interests retrieve any files associated with the site map the directory structure. Thumbnails are organized into a parallel directory structure organizing all the content into easily browsable html.
Archives monitor competitors, technology trends, ISO9000 documents, internal HR policies, engineering specs, market trends, new product releases, 401K performances detect changes, appearances or disappearances of information.,
----Useful for protection development
recently updated list of spider IP's prevents viewing source code AND downloading the HTML
-----registration
Filter words for domain names with high search engine presence probe Internic for domains on hold status.Keyword scan for domains about to drop or that have recently dropped then scan each domain name for search engine links. List sites about to expire as "onhold" domain lists . Generate ideas for domain names. Scan for popular search engine words and phrases derived from your search words Scan search engines Threshold value allows you to cutoff loser domains with less than interesting presence. A web based whois enables researching domain name availability for all registrars (not just internic). All data is extracted including domain owner information, all contacts, email addresses, name servers parse TLD's .com, .net, and .org into delimited flatfile databases Complete whois information is stored in final database If you can't register party.com you can search all the other NIC's in the world (i.e. .uk, .mx, etc.)
----hardwareplanning
A secure server can host unlimited domains on one hosting account
more information
----software considerations
Categorization, setup marketing convenient interface.
overall stats to your server page
set to expire by number of viewsor by number of days
The fileserver sends single attatchments automatically and allows sending of unlimited files set max filesize
----website development&initial needs of structure
Security protocols such as spam tracking blocks abusers from sending multiple copies of the file to people or multiple files to themselves. Automated billing via credit card validation and real-time validation (authorize.net), paypal account interfaces integrates with billing systems such as IBILL Processor (use as webgood page) or Mastergate.
Construct targeted marketing databases. Keyword matches and browsing patterns can insert HEADERS, FOOTERS, AND also INSERT html ANYWHERE , Convenient links for you to visit the pages that have changed(viacookies), resumeable downloads (viacookies) find documents that have changed since the last time viewed(viacookies and screensection)
What's new on each page as part of a "newspaper" which it displays
in your web browser.
automatically logon to the Internet and download all of the job postings.
REAL ftp, telnet, webspace, and email pop accountss ftp accounts
Cookies and IP tracking calculates raw hits, page views, bookmarked visitors, home page views, unique visitors, bandwidth, page views per visitor, operating systems and browsers used, error reports, lists top refering URLS, most and least popular webpages on your site, and even does security checks to warn you of hackers trading passwords and networks launching password hurler attacks. .Tracks ip history from entry to endpoint especially for salesArchive and transfer a copy of websites or any directory of files to another server to provide you with a nightly, weekly, or monthly automated backup. Files are not overwritten so there is no danger of file corruption caused if backups fail and write 0K files. your entire website safe and secure on multiple webservers
--------incentives sucouring
The site can offer guestbooks, mail accounts, information. Able to download a free sample, recieve a coupon, discount code, tutorial, information, win a product, get a free membership or have a chance at a virtual "slot-machine" if visitor gives valid email address, mail a friend sales leads or performing surveys or other posible catches or not.
------signups process
(optional with anonymous)
Adult check age verification system, signup messages, realtime cc processing, mail accounts included posibility of forwarding service to other emails at x days should the emails be unread with autodeleter, autoresponder email addresses that send out unlimited followup emails to subscribers
------branding&site returns
Members can upload photos, search, bookmark profiles, view member photos, and send private email messages anonymously.login/edit/delete of member profiles. display list and post to group which can have a automailer for subscribers to the group
Mail services, Opt-in email subscriptions which include links to the site, convenient links for you to visit the pages that have changed(viacookies), mail accounts via the site. job postings, files, wwwboards forums.
Use for selling files, products, surveys, merchandise from multiple vendors by drop-shipment
daily alerts that list and hot link all new "clips" found in Web sites, News Groups, and ListServ Discussion Groups that refer to your company or its products, services, brands, and trademarks. and more information about your company. What's new on each page as part of a "newspaper" which it displays in your web browser.or find documents that have changed since the last time viewed(viacookies and screensection)
----logins
Login with a username/password. Registrants to opt-out of services which will all be listed including forums, optional email services and other memberships.
-------sales
manual credit card validation and real-time validation through authorize.net
interfaces with any paypal account for easy automated billing.
integrates into billing systems such as IBILL Processor (use as webgood page) or Mastergate
Stores customer information in mysql which checks and prints out confirmation pages created when an order is approved.
invoices are then emailed (or can be faxed through email-fax translation services)
-----commisions
revoke commissions to webmasters in event of fraud or chargeback.
billing system for affiliatte commissions for referred sales intant account activation, secure text links, real time statistics, easy database backup and restore.
---------------marketing
buying search engine keywords.
google bombing by creation of multiple sites being hubs and feeders
having an active online presence within interest groups(which is not so much
marketing but it is)
For single keywords which contrast patents unless it is something like klenex(tm) or spabdex(tm) etc.. or microsoft, I really don't see how if the services is allowed how it could restrict common words. Although I feel as though even tradmarks copyrighted names should not be able to be controlled although thats the system isn't it. Although in the case of selling optimization, unless the words are bought then why not can people write about microsoft without being sued? Or is that infringment? If they don't buy a service then why should that position not be available to someone else. Its word searching. Although generally the adwords is sorta disgusting in a reference to data searching outside of marketing and branding, which would be nice to see go away once and for all, its like popups only they don't pop up. But it generates revenues and represents capatalist society regardless of how twisted it is. Although I honestly don't see how government should be able to institute what services a search engine company is allowed to sell in reference to the way in which there service works. For instance is someone wants to place an ad in a newspaper net to a competitors article and that newspaper has prefered placements its fair game. Although it represents power of money over pure media google. Of course a level playing feild is where search engines should be however in actions such as google bombing and many other methods there are ways to which others have higher placement. For instance why does my name William Ashley turn up pages and pages of dead people, I would hope that living people were higher ranked then dead ones.. however due to say ancestory.com methods its next to imposible to find me.. and how many living william ashleys are there in the world? if the dead ones come befor the living ones that just means that it will be harder to find current information. Although in the case of commercial media I honestly feel unless using the name with a "defined meaning" which is not equally acceable in this case via a commerce then there is an issue that is blacklisting and boycotting. It would be nice if the two systems were seprate that is adwords and googlenetsearch as two seperate instances, however due to media's commercial connection and an attempt to generate revenue and perhaps some publicity and more intrest in the IPO offering said to be around mark future profit potential and competitivity are issues that need to be addressed. Ideally there wouldn't be a capitalist society nor commercialism nor marketing, however it seems to be an evolving facet within western media. To say what services can be used in referencing ad space as to restrict preferential placement is contrary to commercial media marketing. Although supporting protection of usage, although that is contrary to freedom of press, which is in a sense of humour exactly what this is about. That is that judge does not support freedom of press in commercial application, he's conservative.
This feature allows you to view a selected story in a broader context by automatically expanding its related coverage. <--- I like this idea... even for search links that is related but on the topics occuring within.. having a link network and having a speacial type of link
Hmm I'm unsure if your reading it the right way. By
nature everything is property of all humankind. However
way back at the dawn of civilization laws came into
effect as a lasting ethical conduct to which humans
would interact. Opposition to these laws would mean
penalty as a criminal etc.. As far as the space treaties
go from what i have read of them. Mutual coopeartion.
The concept of ownership is questionable in merits who
is to hold the objects etc.. in the instance of the IST
it is international law and international orginization
thus interanational government would be able to say how
and where those items were distributed at the same time
various world governances the US CHINA INDIA etc.. all
have there own laws. As far as materials obtained in
space moon rocks asteroids etc.. it is generally the
orginizations which discover or manage those resources
that is cooperation is noted however in the case where
private individuals (corporations etc..) are in space
they in that sense are bound by there national laws
which in turn are bound by international treaty(in most
cases). So by saying all of mankind in regards to the
IST since there is no real mankind representation
established it generally means that world government
such as un and .int orginizations and usually academics
and the very wealthy have say in how space resources are
utilized and those individuals who have control over the
methods to which make establishments in space and the
governances to which they are party to shall be able to
and unless contested have discretion as to the use and
construction within any given point in space. In the
event of any conflict of interest then it would go to an
international space law level which is perhaps going to
be a more established branch of the world courth should
population en masse ever actually be allowed to leave
the planet. Depending on the world structure. As far as
concepts of property and monetary wealth they don't
really exist beyond an ethical context that is humans
are these things which have a physical body there
perception is the whole of the universe however since we
like to think there are other people that are individual
then were close ourselves off to the level of our
physical bodies. We can hold stuff and use it for stuff
but other then that either we are alone in the
"uni"verse or we develop ethical systems which for a
sense of order for some odd reason culture we decide
that things that make us feel good are generally
universal an things that generally don't make us feel
good will not be allowed. However it just gets more and
more complex, power structures and such. What it comes
down to is either you play with the government at this
point space is seen as international but really how many
nations have the capabilities? You'll see on the
signaturs exactly who the main parties involved are now
its perhaps more broken down into region but the
consensus especially of those involved in space
exploration and high technology will most likely be
along the lines of roughly the same ambitions. Of course
the need for forum and representation of all people is
needed more and more rather then representation in an
absolulte consensus but that in a regard is the end of
human progression largely or finsishing it. Personally
capitalism is very anti human however it just so happens
that in many instances the people in control of
governments are largely seeming fascist and quite
wealthy individuals and or military forces. Whatever
though. We need unity and stopping it at space insures
that one person will never be in a position of power as
to dominate human history on a galatic level. Unless of
course they dominate earth first. Meaning resources will
still be tied into the int and gov systems, although
space technology development may still leverage the
posibility for breakage from the system such as
matterwarpleyfeilds and self replicating ai with
logicistics and matterwarpleycommunications systems.
However unless somethign drastic happens one of two
things will occur general enlightenment of humans which
will lead to coopeation without cultural biases or
dominance by a earth based culture US EU CHINA INDIA
JAPAN etc.. although all these contries economic systems
seem to interact with one another. Within the next 10
years if so it should be rather apparent if there will
be general lasting cooperation lasting national rivalry.
Of course it seems fairly obvious that international
orginizations such as the IMF WTO and WorldBank and on
the same merits the UN all have roles of unifying
interest groups along a line of standardization. Culture
itself is changed by this standardization just as the
standardization is created to fit pairings of ethical
approvals of the cultures involved. All in all every
action in a positive mindset is benficial for humankind,
it is the monitoring agencies that will have discretion
to remove individual rights should they be merited as
not being the most of interest to the people in a
position to control the masses and/or technology capable
of imprisoning or coercing with physical or cultural
penalties. What human really want/needs seems to be
another matter completely. However in this progression
to the end of time it seems there have been conceptions
of ideologies and happening which counter those
ideolgies, however it seems that not until all things
are ideal will we find lasting peace. In a scientists
veiw point if the universe is bound to cool if we are
still here when all matter is cold we may have time to
remark in silence and darkness as to exactly what in our
existance was ideal.
still working on new site layout.. although the delay seems to be coming because I'm also adding content and editing some of the files and completely rewriting data that was lost previously. Note i have been reading quite abit as well the google page will include more information and I found this site intersting on rss
note that the faganfinder site and its links are great for web searching Fagan
of course dataloss.. on the website lost a few pages... which may put back the alpha release of the site
did some more work on new site layout looks like it will be allot more structured then this page.. get something up tommorow should be finished then
played some guitar wrot some music read a little on some computer stuff wrote a few emails, wrote a rant/response dealing with fundamentals of civilization/government and merits of individuality in a law structured society. have more stuff to do. I'm so utterly lethargic as of late.
oh getting NATHING done.. although I ran .2 k!!! WHAT must run some more .2 k????????? bahhhhhhh damdest flipmode
I have no idea what I feel like doing.. geuss I'll chat or read chat
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got woke up serveral times of the three dreams I remembered I only managed to remember one of them, oh and my fourth wisdom tooth is very much active at times my face has been a little numb and tender and it feels like a little frontal pressure but thats not new, this one feels back farther though more at the side too. even though I'm not american i was on #political last night (#politics was +r)and my ramblings actually were a more fundamental version of part of bushes "SoftheU" actually political happening weighs very minor on my list of interests however it came up, spent this morning being told i'm not communicating properly because I explain a situation outside of yes or no level understanding because a single instance gets broken down into a multitude of other potentials and I like to fully explain it.. note that I never really enjoyed writting essays when I was younger now it seems I speak them...now all I need(not) is an education
feels like my fourth wisdom tooth bottom left is making a push to come in
today was actually good????????? ate some meditated exercised made a few tracks.....????? could my luck be turning around?????????? hhmm I smell setup?
another overheat check for viruses didn't reveil anything.. I'm geussing it might be the powersupply and maybe the fan is dying at odd times cause its been sounding pretty odd..I might reformat just to be sure it isn't something to do with my os checked cmos and it seems to cool fine however I've had points that the cpufan is reading as 0 however upon opening the case and checking the fan is still spinning..?? regardless I should get a ne\w powe supply I have like $70 and then.... it looks like the last of my money may pay for a new fan and powersupply I've been running with a damaged power supply since my amd600 died.. well the powersupply was damaged shops didn't tell me that so now I only have half a powersupply.. I'll prolly see about loosing the last of my savings again on a new powersupply hmm for not having any income whatsoever I feel I manage my money pretty well however something always pops up to offset any gains I make and I have a near zero lifestyle its sorta funny well not it isn't but would be if the punchline was told right ehahhh I don't feel nearly crabby enough to be crabby however I got really pissed off yesterday when I was completely disrespected AGAIN, after kicking the door and floor I went upstairs and relaxed for an hour or so although I was very pissed off growling and seeing a realm of bluewhitelight energy in fury I may be developing anger managementissues as this animalism and hitting objects often erupts from the smallest infractions I'm just fed up and tired of sheit happening to me and I'm not a take it person anymore all my life I've been a nice guy but I'm not to blame and I'm not gonna feel bad or upset about it anymore if people press my buttons they will bloody well get a response and its not me that will be responding.
finally got reason installed much thanks to O for fixing the little snag I had. Oh my hair is in a "mulletdred" now which isn't really the first time but it totally feels like it this time. its getting smaller... I'm unsure if I'm going bald or if its just damaged malnutritioned hair falling out?? anyway... made more "music" nothing I'd really recommend though, still enjoyable to make of course.
ok lets see if I actually can get back to doing the today instead of yesterday
Things to do: clean a little, exercise, do some reading on something(hmm programming???), see about getting a compiler for windows in addition to linux), play with reason a little, drive orginization, write some responses to email, meditate, play some guitar,????? see about getting a new power supply???, work on new site layout... maybe for sympatico hmm
My new favorite quote made by yours truly. you make a wonderful hell satan would be hardpressed to make a better hell then you guys.
For the good of society. What is it what is the world. It seems to progess more and more definition in its wake. Why is a passing thought and a timeless definition shows itself over and over. God as the definitive puzzle peice. For the world if I choose what is best for everyone then I must be doing what is right inside my feeling is reasuring however within a sense of game and superficially time and time again I get more and more removed more and more animalistic. The world goes the other way with industrialized mechanicle creations. Its a current it drags me along and why is this world as such. The world in control but thats me isn't it. Like I said whatever.
I'm making a reason net and i might make a fruitynet which is an attempt at having the link heirarchies and interest sites for the two programs.. in other news one of my pant legs got ripped of one of the very few pants I have, which is just damn frustrating but whatever.
I've noticed somehow the word "note" has slipped into my vocabulary(well what vocab I have anyway. It is used much like like. Note that this is how I use the word note. It is something said to start a new sentance like For instance. However note is just like saying ok this is more important then everything else I said or really nothign i said except this was important bur really its not so much the case.
I was assualted today. And the situation may become more physical if I am assualted again as I have informed the person that prior to using force they should contact the police failure to do so and any physical contact with me will result in a charge being placed if they attempt to cause harm I will defuse that, I'm quite frankly tired of irrational people who are unable to civilly discus situations to a logical conclusion getting physical it simply wont be tolerated. I've had a death wish for a while now and if they want to get physical one of us isn't going to be living and/or concious by the time it is over. All I can say is make it right or bring it on cause I'm past the point of taking your shit.
well I layed dowm for a bit nice and relaxing then I got up and had some celery that was soaking in water... then I drank the water.. which tasted really fresh. Now I have some frozen fruit strawberries and the like but they are frozen.. hmm but I can still taste them.. yummy..
Very frustrated.. unsure why I'm not "really upset" just frustrated just like errugrhhhh top heavy in my skull like my head weights 5 pounds more then its suppose too normal. Did a little exercise today which considering my near mortification the last little while it feels good to get back to earlier habits mixed a little today too. My comp overheated 100degree c. twice yesterday or someting like that.... its been ok now however it was a little frustrating with 3 overheats I feared that it may be fatal to my comp. Getting nothing done but downloaded around 7 gb of files from datamining yes I know allot of bandwidth I'm going to see about sorting out seeing if any what i will keep and perhaps burn some files. Did I say I'm really frustrated I'm fine cause I really have nothing to be pissed off at and/or everything but whatever.. such a slow rot. I saw about maybe doing a programming course or something sorta thought about maybe a gardening course no clue nothing is really of interest. Warm weather, some fruit trees ........ instead snow everywhere and preserve manufactured foods, of couirse it stops short of constant pain. I honestly can't see how this could get worse constant pain may actually come as a releif. DId I say I'm frustrated. anyway. nothing to do wrong environment rotting away. YOu know what being frustrated but not pissed off is bearable empahsizing the _!_ lwtf. tictictic whatever hmm the sensation of frustration yet no frustration.. but i am frustrated..I can't see any working answers people just don't give a fuck. I'm not preoccupied. This life/death makes no sense. ITs all backwards. whatever. I've been experimenting with some "new" datamining techniques today and yesterday ..
uhm......... (void) (void) .... white lighty milky galaxy rubber ducky nice........ note. what I was maybe going to say and may have is (void).. oh yah I wrote a track its up at dance industries new artist name 2004nomore not commercial just a oncethrough in fruity.. oh stuff including my court details which I'm just not pissed off enough about anymore is in my todoays page now cause it seems its now my yesterdays page as I'm so far ahead of myself getting NOTHING done.
"Some
just ramblings whatever.
this gave me a little smile like seeing nudy women

not mine just thought I would share a pretty view like that and majestic rainbows
just thought I would take a moment from my night to say a few things .. my hands are cold my feet are cold .. its cold.. the second thing is this society is so mad yes I know really serving no purpose.. just the YOU JUST DONT GIVE A FAK.. and at the same time there all these ultra THIS IS HOW THIS IS HOW people that are just trying my bloody patience.. I'm quite agrivated but really I'm not .. lwtf. yah I'm way to old to be a wiggapunk its just so bloody ...... ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH(high pitched) but really ... yah ic and what it comes down to is that not me but you is being a biatch.. anyway. back to figureing out how to set up a dual boot without destroying my mbr or needing to reintall anything.. could it be as easy as boot.ini and a boot preloader in mbr *crosses figers* jUST DO IT hahahahahhaahah. it is faking hilarious in a omg this is ultimately sad way.
pepper spray may act as a shampoo I'm not sure if it is ph balanced though but my hair oils seemed to be cleared out and orignially only my face and into my eyes as my sinuses exploded... on a side side note had a really rich cupo hot chocolate also waiting to find out if my penis was hypnotizsed(doubtful) reinstallings windows for reason maybe.. we will see
looks like I could transfer a bunch of the cached .deb packages so no need to "re" get them which would be a bandwidth crusade. .. should be able to transfer all the unique files over then install xp on the old drive as a dual booter.. err uhm IF it works... which woudl then allow me to acess the ntfs drives...in xp and still be able to access them in lindows not write though.. I would prolly switch over a few of them to another fs maybe just fat32.. although I'm wondering if I can read rieserfs in xp? if I can't read rieser then I may need to figure something out... or find a prog that will allow me too...
I also decided yesterday in a yougov server that I am not quite a poweruser.. still a highranking general user.
two options 1. fix other install 2. overwrite if I had a brand new drive I'd be ok. hmm. what to do ok I d/l gigor two of data maybe I can switch over the packages... lets see...
oh looks like it might be satilite for the tv and not cable not sure on that though and it looks like the isp may stay dsl but thats ludcrist considering the chage of like 25/$30 to prolly say 70 crazy satalite internet would be like $150 canadian/month thats way large anyway
"I" wrote an unbeleivable trance track............. then I woke up...... hmm. 2'64"? ... well atleast I got to hear it.
was maybe going to out for a coffee with my cousin and one of her returning friend however I may have slept through it I recall breifly waking up and hereing a voice but I didnt here anyone come in and I asked for them to call first... hmm I was nude so if they tried to suprise me it may have happened in reverse... anyway.. the thing is I just don;t know if thry were here or not I could call to find out.. whatever I had a good rest I;m sure theyre doin fine too so hihi to both ya. plus I was on the phone when you got your tea so that could count too., but no computer use?
tv works,, although I ran off to my room when it started talking... none the less its a nice abstract art peice. very euro... getting NOTHING done I'm just so anxious for my death trial ro come around.. pain lots of pain. *shakes head* peppersray pop media and snow..... WHAT DIDI DO TO Deservethis.. havn't had a cigarette yet bu I soooo feel like hacing one they are just so icky.
and no its not an issue for me.
WOW..., big tv.. like 47 inch digital (note to self ha.this darn reverse logic thing) wow a tv that big tv... samsung ... yah I don't watch tv.. and yah my death trial is in less then two months but yah it is a nice looking tv.. posiblya service provider change not sure if its applicable to me though $100 cable package... 100 a month just seems like allot of money then again I'm cheap go figure then again sympatico is going to go up to 60 or so it doesn't really make that much of a differance.. heck I'll prolly be dead anyway. note its not "my" tv but it is10 ft from me nice tv did I say that already anyway.
holy sheitzo 143. Every one who
(a) publicly advertises a reward for the return of anything that has been stolen or lost, and in the advertisement uses words to indicate that no questions will be asked if it is returned,
(b) uses words in a public advertisement to indicate that a reward will be given or paid for anything that has been stolen or lost, without interference with or inquiry about the person who produces it,
(c) promises or offers in a public advertisement to return to a person who has advanced money by way of loan on, or has bought, anything that has been stolen or lost, the money so advanced or paid, or any other sum of money for the return of that thing, or
(d) prints or publishes any advertisement referred to in paragraph (a), (b) or (c),
is guilty of an offence punishable on summary conviction.
R.S., c. C-34, s. 131.
BEWARE OF LOOKING FOR FIFI.
This may seem odd but two of the parts of the "incident" were dream commonalities that I had several years
back.. part of the cell experience WAS a dream dejavu however oddly the bald dude seems to be strikeing
more memories of dream like experiences... perhaps it is just a commonality.
Big event sorta... yah I got peppersprayed
by a police officer and I'm charged with the offence of assualt assuatl with intent to resist arrest contrary to the criminal code. my court date is the end of febuary... I'll post up a page with my case details which I'm handling myself. *shakes head* ... oh and my advice to anyone is make sure pepperspray use is prohibited cause pepperspray was more painful then my brother kicking a hardood door into my head cracking my skull hten again I was sprayed in the eyes multiple times.
so the page will be up.. I'm very much not guilty of anything except hasty action by the police with intent to cause harm to an innoncent. AND YET AGAIN a bloody violation of my charter rights in this case descrimination of age and whatever else I write out. I've decided it will eithe be death or full release with posible compensation for past damages. Yah I know DONT fight the system yah fuck you. on a sidenote I'm pretty sure pepperspray bonds with hair oils. and yes this is highly complicated in a bluntly simple way and far from the stream... so yah if I'm lucky I'll be dead by march.note I think my eyesight may have been permentantly damaged in both eyes and I'm still suffering from a rash three or so days latter
modes could be there.. however the thing I was saying was that in multiplayer you could play
any divine pick sides etc.. the lag might be huge in a case of 1000
players in a battle etc.. :) but once again that is a hardware issue.. the
inrode and by the time it acutally got made.. vr :)note there were a numbe rof
ways which you could win defeating all your oponents and their bloodline(the end
might be fun... then you had to go to the overlord or nexus city which was also
used for poltics it is suppose to be extreamly imposible to take it over.. then
you cna use the nexus portal to go to each of the divines godrealms which can be
built up with the power from the real realm.. when you go to those realms you
can defeat them for goo d otherwise they can use there divne powers to make a
new host and posibly line. you get power by specific ways the population you
control the amount of land different advances etc.. and the god can grant gifts
make artifacts help in battles make wonders etc.. and can add benifits to
characters grant them new powers.. the god itself goes up in power depending on
the stuff mentioned earlier and based upon the dead.. the god absorbes all the
dead of the lines powers skills etc.. and can grant them. basically the god is
only as powerful as the dead and what is there..of course there was diplomacy
and trade barbarian/theivees and priates which you could hire bribe etc.. the
neutrals were interesting that way.. of course you can plan the missions
yourself.. ideally having battle maps for instance like kessen as far as battle
lines etc.. but you can change attack modes etc.. and preplan battles.. in a
paused mode although real time would be difficult.. and then set the battle
plans into action to the level of sequences.. of course the divine vs. neutral
controlled popualtion is something else with the catch you can only sequence
divine line.. diplomacy was there making treaties granting control or givng up
control of teritories you can end states of war etc.. which can have modifiers
and can impact computer nteractions.. yoiu can use your skils for instance early
skills such as firebuilding can be used to make fire fire has an effect.. note
the indpeth nature of making material interactions etc.. is INDEPTH and would
prolly take sometime due to the sheer magnitude of materials.. i.e physics..
altough if I have the time working from common componentes.. integrating a
physics engine.. although wheres my world simulator.. that is that the actions
will need to be INDEPENDANT and that is each layer having its own interactions
weather patterns for instance may not be effected by lighting a fire in first
person mode however.. ideally IT WOULD. of course the development is based upon
base ability allowing a base of physics and adding other laws when needed adding
material interactions etc.. MAGIC is the fun part which lets you do things that
"you may find questionable in a modern scientologsts reality"such as making new
laws and element interactions.. kick turns to fireball.. .. well it burns stone
that doesn't make sense stone isn't suppose to be a fuel for fire..
note I'm currently seeing about getting some audio progs going on the comp.. I
can hear system sound but the cdplayer isn't working.. have a pile of things to
do still.
MS LINUX plus a plan to overthrow
cuba!!!-and only 249.99...
johny five still alive.. a chain of thoughts lead me to memories of short
circuit...
...
WHAT HAVE I DONE!!!!
perhaps
one of the reasons why the 80's was so great was because I hardly had thought
processes I can remember everything was free and I didn't know what I was
doing(hardly knew).. and brings me close to my birth.. befor that well.... thats
another issue let alone that.. anyway... pre84 is a mystery... a magical
mystery... hmm
I had an older brother who at the end of the cold war was
a cadet if it wasn't for a pillow fight he would have had the highest rank
posible for cadets from what i know.. anyway he watched war movies like what
80's kid didn't grow up on wrestling violent cartoons disturbing shows such as
captain power.. ateam etc.. etc.. minus say gummie bears fragel rock and the
muppets.. not that I can really remember watching much tv not that I can
remember much maybe that means i did watch allot of tv.. then getting into
comics like gijoe etc.. which was the comic I collected as a kid(my brother more
so even older)... I have these vauge memories of shows like vietnam (we gotta
get out of this place theme rings in my head perhaps just played in one show)my
brother taped it on beta.. beta... this movie where they chase this guy "the
running man??" half dead poeple really disturbing movie and desert scorpian
which was a really cool movie I was inspired by it in someways daulf lundren
last movie I recal him in is universal soilder...anyway.. I consider myself a
pacifist but I can't help have the idea that there has to be a reason I was
bombared with violent movies/show etc.. etc.. as a kid... maybe it has to do
with raping my innocence which just took way too long.. not that I'm not
innocent... anyway.. its just weird because of the sistuation I'm in noe..
whatever though the short circuit spark created this post pretty much.
its funny how the vmlinuz veiwed in nano looks like a side of a borg
cube. you remember the borg right...*looks around nervously*
note I really am fed up but I don't need to play by my own rules but I
deserve!!! deserve to have them abided by whatever whatever.
The year 2004.................1. don't waste my time. 2. don't play games. 3.
finish it. 4. if you love me show me. 5. I've had more then enough. 6. Make it
right. 7. fix it. 8. be happy be positive. 9. fuck money fuck science. 10. I
cant wait till this is over. 11. fuck reversal fuck lies.
anotehr UPDATE
Well its around an hour from newyears... and it looks like I can proclaim myself socially DEAD. A year in reveiw.. WINTER HELL giving myself up to the justice system cause I was too good to survive in society then the police trying to commit me then threatening to sue them if they didn't relase me which they did only after lying to me about "sleep" medication they gave me which happens to be a hypermetabolic neural stimulator... seeing about getting a job after being refered to a 4th party which didn't really work out cause of mixed signals and them not really putting forth anything that I was ethically in agreement to for instance the first job offering being working with dead animals parts while I was pretty much a vegan. also way out of distance then giving me mixed signals of wether i should go while family attacked me, me coming to terms with reality life and death finding peace and coming to terms with a life of paradox may 24 madness and summer expeditions which leave me firmly understanding exactly what it is being social services denies me entry proclaiming dependant and saying you get shit go away when all it was about was cooperating with society. start back up to my last year of school again this time it seems to be a no brainer... get kicked out of school for not standing for the national anthem in due to threats from managment and human right ontario the education ministry and ontario justice ignoring.. soon after it seems that I am unable to get id or open a bank account... time goes by in addition to already in past years having my joy of community destroyed this year I also came to direct confrontation with the local community as I knew it, oh hard drive error results in dataloss of "everything pretty much" (2 or 3 years of data) oh and then me declaring independance and a state of war with the commonwealth.. ... and now coasting on to the end of the year...of course good things happened too....?little moments of feeling as if people cared forgetting myself at times.. THIS YEAR 2004 seems that summer will come and I will go first internet then winter might end and then when warm weather comes I do what I did last year and see if I can keep commited to leaving... its ending cause well THERES NOTHING LEFT. So a happy happy new year to you all and may your new years dreams .. whatever... thats what it comes down to whatever. have fun yall and hope to god I'm not or whatever.. whatever whatever. note I spent some time online and some time mixing wildly maybe go to bed early or work on apache or soemthing happy new year.
here I am newyears eve 7 or 6 hours to 2004 drugs and alchohol can be smelt in the air nowhere around here of course.. x years of sobriety.. and only 23.. oh how theise elisian feilds pang.
anotehr UPDATE
feeling very near chaos again
As my life seemingly goes into (X)overtime self definition is becoming glaringly obvious I'm a non provokative more pacifist subjectivist personality but I don't take shit from people anyone trying to override me on my ground meets a wall the only solution is rational discourse which very seldomly happens cause I'm bloody right and they know it, although the odd situation devlopes in which there is information I didn't previously have(very seldom). Its not so much what the material result in the short term is and that is where I think the conflict arises people want immediate results to appease themselves and anr't willing to sacrifice part of themselves(not that they should have to) to make a solution that is ethical(good moral ethics)and idealic. Perhaps it is just my own ideals that is world inclusive where some people just don't see eye to eye. Of course there is only so much room and I'm already backed to a freaken wall as it is. Thus so I don't take the crap even if it is blatantly damaging to myself because I win out with self anyway and my self is unified with the world so I know I'm doin what is right. Its just when this gets contrast in the long run its 8342892982 vs 1 and that just doesn't seem like a working development but I know I'm right. Whatever like I've said befor I've already had relization and I'm not caught up in it. Its the harsh world and a twisted society, lost in there sense of culture and survival, if they want it that way that's what they are going to do I woulnd't force them to do anything. I'm not afraid of going back to chaos and I'm at peace with order, even in a entropic reality that order seems so imposible to be in its there for a moment and a moment again of daze. Still I write perhaps its just a sign that I should get use to talking to myself. If I don't type it out then I just don't have the self delving eitehr I'm caught up in learning something new reading some text or doing some tutorial. Otherwise I'm resting or resting my mind just goes to light and my mind trails off on a story, how feeble of me. Its not like I'm unable to be assertive quite the contrary I'm chasing time cause it seems to be the thing that can never be finished like trying to have your arms outgrow the strength of your legs in a tugowar. I see it I'm a watcher and I was a seeker I just am outside of my journy now out of bounds. Lots of explinations but unless someone really tells me something I don't yet know about reality its just a steady course. The hole "secrets" idea occult andn everything else application and application of self reverse logics and the whole reality model, what it comes down to is whatever. What am I suppose to do. Either reality gets twisted or it just keeps on going this way and you know what .. thats just it. I just have to be happy with who or what I am and I don't need to try to do that either I'm doing or i'm recalling and when recalling I knwo I CANT DO ANYTHING, and at the same time I can't see another working option. and it makes me ...........? Perhaps enough of a little rant for now maybe move this to the rants section.
I've decided I'm going to make no attempt to secure a net connection in the upcoming connection shuffle which could mean well hell it only makes telephone chat for any ongoing business I have and perhaps some dialup for the odd fax/email. Whatever out of my hands what happens is what happens. At the very least I have a small netowrk going some interpreters and compiling packages not like I interact much anyway and the non internet issue woulnd't be new for me. Whatever.
Note the last post strikes me as hilarious since the dialouge is right along the lines with a chat I had with my dad and a freind YEARS ago... about my dad wanting to move to the yukon or nw/t no one around... OH MY I GET THE FEELING THIS AINT GONNA BE FAR OFF.. oh my.. note I know I'll do a tutorial ON net ssh and ftp in one go... if I do it. I maybe will I was maybe going to so why not? we'll see how much my ssh study goes for from 1 to 2 min maybe :)
set the network up for ftp somewhat, got cygwin and ssh going now although havn't tuned it yet. THe ftp is really simple to set up notsure if it is worth a tutorial however it makes file transfer between the systems really easy and it can be blocked off to just local intrabroadcast. Looks like there may be a change in the service in a daring political move which screws over my net liesure meaning I'm going to be knocked back to the stone age with minihighspeed perhaps although there "might" be a satalite connection instead.. atlhough bloody well doubted. (laughs to self). New 48 inch tv going to be in the place presumably although I'm not sure if I'll be here....... freaken dramatics.. not that I watch tv anyway. I don't watch tv movies nada on my onw time just these text and raygun graphics. Could be BIG changes in the place in the next little while *no clue*. Whatever.
note in doing reading on ssh I came across cygwin.. which is a linux emulaator for windows.. so if you are interested in taking a look at the "basic" idea of linux here is your chance. CYGWIN
Well I got the drive hooked up in the windows box have somethings to do with it but THEN I think I will switch it into the debian box and use the debian box as my primary file/webserver. I did some reading on ssh today and am writting a paper/article on ssh with linux and windows I ended up taking a nap though like for four hours or so so now back to reading. I could be very busi in the next while for other reasons.
Ah vatever... I got my old email again!!! formeforu@hotmail.com for nostagia sakes as it was my "FIRST" email.. I lost it during my offline self maternity leave just got it again.. that seems to be the highlight of my day. I was going to go records shopin but ITS SUNDAY!!! ... I've been in a really record mix/play mood since leaving the house and going downtown and passing by xdiscc and seeing the vinyl in the window... it was right up there for exstatic moments with seeing the squirel after leaving vp...NOW IF THAT SQUIRL WERE IN THE WINDOW.. that just might be nutty.. oh my I switch to linux now I need to get my storage drive into the windows box(powersupply issues).. so I can get up to speed on the stuff I was doing.. offtrack again.. anyway..
I'm pretty sure the page has been cracked... anyway could just me my imagination but it looks like some things have changed since the last time I was here...
was going to go record shopping today downtown with "all my christmas loot" but I never got to any stores instead I found myself downtown at victoria park IT wAS a pretty darn nice day.. I ended up jogging part of the way back so by the time I got home I had a nice sweat going.. considering my indulgeneces of food the last while its a good thingtoo. if it stays warm I will be a happy happy boy.. can't wait to get active... HA! oh my here we go winters starting.. so Imight look for some records tommorow the only places I know downtown now are xdisc and encore.. although I've heard of a few other shops that have records.. its wierd cause I feel like getting some recordslike i couldget clothes or id or something but honestly I don'treally 'need' anything but Ifeel like getting some new tunes to spin.. or old new tunes. Oh I really 'need'/'would like' a copy of allegro cl so if anyone has a spare one laying around it would be much appreciated mkay tnx.
Had an odd experience on waking up today.. I closed one eye and rested still sleepy with the other eye open........ I WAS still in rem... so my eye was twitching at odd intervals and the light and points of light were alternating.. it was WIERD and cool at the same time..........
been having really close to life dreams lately..*pinches self* and I mean my dreams are totally effecting my physically body the end of dreams is tying into my initial actions awake..*kruger*but hardly nightmares minus that one wierd nap occurance I wasn' scared but I was startled.
Well another update christMAS...and boxing day.. well using linux.. lindows to be exact.. liked it.. tried some stuff. LOCKED MYSELF OUT OF BOOT PROCESS come on.. nuked harddrive.. reinstalled.. and got things going.. note if you try lindows.. check out synaptic for updates.. if your new to linux it might take you some time and SHOULD be comfortable with windows by comfortable I mean be a bloody expert and atleast an introductory programmer.. I'll prolly be putting up some notes in the next while...MAYBE
HAVN"T UPDATED THIS PAGE IN A WHILE THOUGHT I WOULD TOSS SOME JUNK IN HERE when I get caught up I can see about getting back to the original format
another update... well I nuke winxp/03 and now am running lindows on my main comp seems a little different but its running and running... still have the wins installed on the new comp so no biggy just do my win learning on the new one isntead of this one... still have to solve the apache issue on the old box though... ok happy christmas eve...almost 2004 holy snight
update well it seems that after two reboots or rather 3 and no changes it comes back online spotanesously.. I'm nuking it anyway and trying something newsince hck it was nearly working.. why let myself sink tothe level of a functioning setup.... spend the rest of the night installing new os and see if it'll actually work.. then maybe fix the illogical yakpenguin apache takeover.. ,
\ things generally dont' get to me but three daysof no redily recognizable progression other then learing with no results and walls feel good an luvin.. note you dont suck as much now... anyway..,,,
you as the part of reality that i dont exercise control over fucking suck. My network card died for no fucking reason and now does not connect to myrouterthe lin box even unassigned takes over my router ip when its connected for no reason... which I'm sure there is a good reason.. I'd much rathr be programing but instead stupid hardware or software technicalities hae been freezing me for the last couple days lwtf REALTY YOU AREBEIN GTHE biGGEst fucking bitch.
Todays crappy in a just odd way a new keybaord in the place that I hooked up one of those wireless ones cost the purchaser like $50 everythig 50 dolla at chirstmas.. its neat has the mouse and keyboard all in one wireless board now all that comp needs is a plasma big screen and a tv converter.. and you know what I would be very comfortable however still madly loosing my mind in a logical prison but its new scenery. heck it's not ":mine" anyway.... have to figure out how to get apache running without taking over the router address.. I tryed swtiching the router address however I didn't change each comps dhcp assigner and connecter thingy.. yah anyway.. which prolly would have solved it but I thought Id try something different reinstalled debian NOTE... I have so many things "todo" sheite if it gets done.. anyway.. I am never going to catch up to the end of time at this rate. yah anyway..
did some reading on isps and their routers.. different methods for router security I can preach it but do I practice anyway.. also seeing about getting iis working for sbs03 so I can have a pretty webpage like apache just a newbie at all this.. note I may have actually layed the foundation for some media serving a moonwalk demonstration and a windows media file.. note I STILL havn't got this network optimized.. anyway..
so wireless keyboard KOOL
oh and yes FUCK YOU MEDIA.. ok I'm done
merry chirstmas I'll sese about getting the roman christmas cards back up.....note I'm a nice boy , its just the world....... and society that make me this and my dreams of which I've actually been having....... neat dreams that last fewdays and only another 8 or so hours till I can maybe go back.
note no word from the pm's or queen about independance... and no police intervention.. oh well death goes on.
mr. RIDGE: i WANTED TO TELL YOU ALL YOU MIGHT BE BLOWN UP BY A BLINMP OR RABID TERRAIST TRAINTED CROCADILES THIS CHRISTMAS.. BUT DON'T WORRY JUST GO ABOUT YOUR LIFE AS REGULAR DONT LET THE TREATS OF MUTILATION CHEMICLE EXPOSURES OR NUCLEAR HOLLOCAUSTS DISCOURAGE YOU FROM ENJOYING THE FESTIVE SEASONS.. MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL. KKEEP YOUR EYES OUT FOR THOSE TERRAIST AND LET YOUR ANIMALS DRINK THE EGGNOG FIRST.. YOU NEVER KNOW.. AND EVEN IF YOU THINK ITS A FRUITCAKE IT MIGHT BE A BOMB SO JUST CONTINUE ON REGULARLY AND PASS IT OFF TO SOMEONE YOU DON'T VALUE ENOUGH TO GET A REAL GIFT... AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR..
Ok I'm hooking up the linux box to my homenetwork its comp number3 however I'm seeing about getting apache hooked up cause it likes to take over my routers assignment and all attempts to date have not allowed the router apache server and the internet to work although I seem to be able to get 2/3... anyway.. gonna do some reading and see if it works out.... anyway
Ok I'm cleaning up the mainpage abit after a few weeks of lethargic/sporadic posting. Well I declared independance from Canada and the Commonwealth cause they f#cked me over completely due to thier system of managment. I actually went as far as mailing the british mod tony blair and paul martin informing them of the specifics as if I'll get a response.. although I may be tried for high treason but chances are if they try to do something either I'll be dead or highly medicated so either one seems win win. I got no farking clue its just time in the freaken time hole if I wasn't a nice guy I could spur some things into action but noooo I can't be a bloddy sadistic thug.. its just one more cruel joke. Trying to set up some stuff again with linux and such get myself in a higher gear cause it seems I gain some speed then crash although learning a valuble lesson every time not that it farking matters so why the crash.. doing yet again more harddrive cleaning yah begining of the month I lost 3 years of work due to lazyness or rather just bieng so damned anxious to move on that I didn't have the time stuff work out the right way.. ex. I got my burner AFTER the dataloss.. go figure...time always seems to do that to me for added effect.. well if you would have had THIS then ... you know.. but reallyanyway just wanted to get some stuff updated..
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hings still all over maybe tonight/tommorow I can check my last two or so weeks emails ????? watched a movie today that my cousin invited me out to watch instinct ... lot of themes to it... lots of core human issues.. nature technology academia military drugs family psychology and society structures and histroy the self relationships .. had points of action intended shock the whole thing struck me as a dromedy as it was sorta dramatic so much so it was funny cause it was so cliches.. the pen is mightier then the sword pacifist agressor and thinking man freedom loss of control ... so yah... only movie I've seen since that last one some time ago at my cousins place interesting movie really surfaced. thanks go out to my cousin for watching the film with me.. hi again to her boy mar(c)(k) and whoever that cutie was that dropped by.
Things I did today
16th
wrote a letter to the un, LOL UN.COM lol ahahahaAHAAHA the thing that is funny is how can the world government be indebt? ITS THE WORLD! Note I'm seeing about getting international id since I have to pay for canadian id as far as I am aware and having no money to spend on that it makes it an odd situation. anyway I like how they have copyright notices too NO YOU CANT STEAL OUR IDEAS!!! that and governmetns that exercise copyright.. then again copyright in general anyway ALL DAY all I did was write and browse with a breif interlude to eat I slept in the afternoon after starting to day dream while doing a websearch on my new special google link.. I posted up a few files, the google file and online tools file added the google search bar to the site.. which I should add to the google page.. the page is quite personalized to say the least. I was going to add a bunch of domains to search although I was shutting down some system files and caused a system reset loosing the files I was working on with my data in them.. go figure.. have to exercise its been days since I exercised!!!! lazy lazy lazy.. of I also put up promethius yesterday or today.. nothing new really and the nessus page went up yesterday too.. moved some files around too as I feel more comfortable hosting pages that have cgi's or scripts on sympatico as they arn't interupted by angelfire code additions.
up to the 14th or 15th of nov allot of webpage did a little reading.. today went really fast had a few tutorials.. that's pretty much it..oh and I played with a bunch of pics. some in pics one and other in pics 2 pics 2 is "mature content"
up into like the 10th? or so? my bandwidth tracker has been down for the last coupel days so I was prolly screwed out of some bandwidth anyway.. prolly gonna upgrade if they still have that promotion going .. otherwise I need to think of what I am going to do...?I would think around christmas they will prolly have another promotion going.. lom almost chirstmas again.. time is going so FAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I guess that's what happens when you live in a can. note I had this dream about this uber hot lady.. !!!!!!! WOW!
well I tried cheese in a cup for the first time today mozarella itz gud ???????? reocurring dream?
paganism
the glass tube?
pagan poem
people?
energy allows us to live the dream
any opening but do not put the tube in the mouth
I had a reoccuring dream within this dream??? I remember mulitple deams.. I was talking about my universal theory? etc..
thoughts communicated as language
is it coming together?
thankyou
what was the poem she read?
a connecitve thought if aether then could aether be part of an explination of dreaming? how does conciousness pass through these points and why are only some senses active?
///I'm not sure, just some webpagestuff and a little surfing
3rd-6th= weird I did some webpage stuff and started the sour athon, linux boot to root died on me due to a shell failure... still gonna do more linux though and fix the shell issue. lots of time reading stupid plans for minuicusile of money for the online.
2nddid research on pine trees, did some linux learning, doing information market research, more unified theory, datarecognition in a multilayered dataenvironment as to create recognition layers and memory referencing system/datacloaking
doing some planning for future society structure, did a small amount of physics/science reading
1st?did something???????? did some research on thomas young quantum mechanics and the multiverse theory.. chated for a bit.. did some linux.. did some net learning, also worked abit on wmaservices
31st: mixed a little did some reading, made the track waldysmaskhalloween chated for a bit, some development for wma service
to the 30th:wrote two tracks????, working on access database(hardly)for items, read a very small amount of access HOW CAN I HAVE DONE NOTHING TODAY?
26th went to cousins, worked on a new vibesolarium page... and thatis pretty much it..
oh and put hair in top knot
ON the 25th orginize clothes, moved some records, exercised, food, a tini health reading, website, submited site to some search engines, chatted for a bit, made track(longstuff), ate a little(must eat but not hungry)
24th
did laundry, wrote a track, did some linux reading/pratice, mixed for a bit, played a very small amount of guitar, set up my mixing equipment, made a food, ate food, put clothes in eves, brought container drawers in cleaned and placed them, exercised.
23rd Woke up, played with debian for a while finished the linux tutorial with links, wrote two tracks(on the mainpage), did some site management, checked out some urls did a tini bit of reading ate some stuff, exercised a bit, had a bath and a shower, sent a letter to the president of the us and vice president, did some correspondence with some people who want to send me millions of dollars, played with my msn groups page, played guitar,listened to some music, a little research on banks, and made an enquiry to an international securities company, I ACTUALLY REORGINIZED MY ROOM only took 4 hours.
"back to homepage"
*Big up to google, I am now listed in the google directory !!!! it took way less then 6 months like only a month if that..less than it seems WOW! thanks google. Note Bills NOT hacker EIN BEIR is being moved to sympatico webspace. When everything is moved there I will make the transition complete. To veiw my sympatico page go to www3.sympatico.ca/w_ashleyI'm not sure exactly how much will be hosted however. It may give me a little more leadway in what I post and i can then exercise my parody. And it gives me a chance to use my sympatico webspace while perhaps taking a little weight off angelfire. If when I have money or the ability I am so going to invest in solar generators.