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Lovely Lolah

she's trying her best
settlin' for less
always one more chance
give her the world
or ruin the girl

poor lolah
poor lolah
she never knew what she had
poor lolah
poor lolah
givin' all that she's got
for just one shot
poor lolah
poor lolah
when she realized her heart never matters
she became lolah shatters

she's always polite
crying at night
always willing to forgive
give her love
or just one shove in the wrong direction.

poor lolah
poor lolah
she never knew what she had
poor lolah
poor lolah
givin' all that she's got
for just one shot
poor lolah
poor lolah
when she realized her heart never matters
she became lolah shatters

she's loosing her grip
world starts to slip
she did nothing wrong
lolah never knew
her everything was you

poor lolah
poor lolah
she never knew what she had
poor lolah
poor lolah
givin' all that she's got
for just one shot
poor olah
poor lolah
when she realized her heart never matters
she became lolah shatters
poor lolah
poor lolah lolah lolah
lolah never knew that her
everything was you.
 

Please Santa

sweet kisses and rain
walking at night
just to be broken
aren't my style
candle light love
and romance
the last dance
are my cup of tea
behind held
and loosing everything

gift wrapped packages
snow covered trees
i want none of these.
i just want to love
and to be loved in return
to trust and have something true.
all i want for christmas
all i want for christmas is
stary eyed love

i've risked before
and i'd do it again
if your love was sure
cause it's that time again
for misletoe
and santa claus
for christmas carols
and special nights
to spend with
a special someone.
and i don't have anyone.

gift wrapped packages
snow covered trees
i want none of these.
i just want to love
and to be loved in return
to trust and have something true.
all i want for christmas
all i want for christmas is
stary eyed love

by valentines day
my heart is broken
at saint patrick's day
i realized i;m not so lucky.
than at halloween
i've been tricked
by thanksgiving
i'm not so thankful anymore.
at christmas, make my heart soar.

gift wrapped packages
snow covered trees
i want none of these.
i just want to love
and to be loved in return
to trust and have something true.
all i want for christmas
all i want for christmas is
stary eyed love
 

Since

For so many reasons
I can't tell you how i feel.
with the passing seasons
i'm learning how to deal
with surpressing my heart.
even though deep down
i'm falling apart.
and spinning round and round.
if things weren't so fucked.
i'd tell you everything.
but she's screaming love.
while lookin at him.
im screaming and starring above.

it's been
ten days
eight hours
and two seconds
since you've last called
and it's been
nine months
three weeks
two days
one hour
four minutes
and sixteen seconds
since i've started feelin this way.

and i'm finally realizing.
that this is how it is.
me wanting you
and you not caring
or even knowing.
i'm good at not showing
what my heart needs.
i lead with my mind.
and i find it hard
to always care about everyone else
cause i never get what i want.
fun to be nice.
great to be sweet
hate this taste of defeat
it's been
ten days
eight hours
and two seconds
since you've last called
and it's been
nine months
three weeks
two days
one hour
four minutes
and sixteen seconds
since i've started feelin this way.

 

 

history repeats
like my heart beats
and i turn around
to find
that i've already fell down
skinned knees
slit wrists
i'm amiss.
with all of this.
since that remarkable kiss,
thought you saw me.
all you saw was easy.
love the girl
what she stands for
 

how she acts
who she is.
but that could never be.

i'd like to believe in forever
but i can't.
i'd like to believe in happily ever after
but i don't.
i'd like to wish you luck
but it wouldn't matter.
because every girl in love
is bound to shatter.

the skies turn black
turn your back
on everything
you said you wanted
whispered words
desprate
my enemy
if you could only see
what you wanted was me
 

past tense
i'm stuck here
waiting
but it doesn't matter anyway.
hate filled your words.
on a rainly friday.
love the girl
what she stands for
how she acts
who she is.
but that could never be.
i'd like to believe in forever
but i can't.
i'd like to believe in happily ever after
but i don't.
i'd like to wish you uck
but it wouldn't matter.
because every girl in love
is bound to shatter.

forget everything
and all my tears.
forget everything
and how i dreamt of you.
love the girl
what she stands for
 

how she acts
who she is.
but that could never be.
i'd like to believe in forever
but i can't.
i'd like to believe in happily ever after
but i don't.
i'd like to wish you luck
but it wouldn't matter.
because every girl in love
is bound to shatter.
 

history repeats
like my heart beats
and i turn around
to find
that i've already fell down
skinned knees
slit wrists
i'm amiss.
with all of this.
since that remarkable kiss,
thought you saw me.
all you saw was easy.
love the girl
what she stands for
 

how she acts
who she is.
but that could never be.

i'd like to believe in forever
but i can't.
i'd like to believe in happily ever after
but i don't.
i'd like to wish you luck
but it wouldn't matter.
because every girl in love
is bound to shatter.

the skies turn black
turn your back
on everything
you said you wanted
whispered words
desprate
my enemy
if you could only see
what you wanted was me
 

past tense
i'm stuck here
waiting
but it doesn't matter anyway.
hate filled your words.
on a rainly friday.
love the girl
what she stands for
how she acts
who she is.
but that could never be.
i'd like to believe in forever
but i can't.
i'd like to believe in happily ever after
but i don't.
i'd like to wish you uck
but it wouldn't matter.
because every girl in love
is bound to shatter.

forget everything
and all my tears.
forget everything
and how i dreamt of you.
love the girl
what she stands for
 

how she acts
who she is.
but that could never be.
i'd like to believe in forever
but i can't.
i'd like to believe in happily ever after
but i don't.
i'd like to wish you luck
but it wouldn't matter.
because every girl in love
is bound to shatter.
 

 

history repeats
like my heart beats
and i turn around
to find
that i've already fell down
skinned knees
slit wrists
i'm amiss.
with all of this.
since that remarkable kiss,
thought you saw me.
all you saw was easy.
love the girl
what she stands for
 

how she acts
who she is.
but that could never be.

i'd like to believe in forever
but i can't.
i'd like to believe in happily ever after
but i don't.
i'd like to wish you luck
but it wouldn't matter.
because every girl in love
is bound to shatter.

the skies turn black
turn your back
on everything
you said you wanted
whispered words
desprate
my enemy
if you could only see
what you wanted was me
 

past tense
i'm stuck here
waiting
but it doesn't matter anyway.
hate filled your words.
on a rainly friday.
love the girl
what she stands for
how she acts
who she is.
but that could never be.
i'd like to believe in forever
but i can't.
i'd like to believe in happily ever after
but i don't.
i'd like to wish you uck
but it wouldn't matter.
because every girl in love
is bound to shatter.

forget everything
and all my tears.
forget everything
and how i dreamt of you.
love the girl
what she stands for
 

how she acts
who she is.
but that could never be.
i'd like to believe in forever
but i can't.
i'd like to believe in happily ever after
but i don't.
i'd like to wish you luck
but it wouldn't matter.
because every girl in love
is bound to shatter.
 

history repeats
like my heart beats
and i turn around
to find
that i've already fell down
skinned knees
slit wrists
i'm amiss.
with all of this.
since that remarkable kiss,
thought you saw me.
all you saw was easy.
love the girl
what she stands for
 

how she acts
who she is.
but that could never be.

i'd like to believe in forever
but i can't.
i'd like to believe in happily ever after
but i don't.
i'd like to wish you luck
but it wouldn't matter.
because every girl in love
is bound to shatter.

the skies turn black
turn your back
on everything
you said you wanted
whispered words
desprate
my enemy
if you could only see
what you wanted was me
 

past tense
i'm stuck here
waiting
but it doesn't matter anyway.
hate filled your words.
on a rainly friday.
love the girl
what she stands for
how she acts
who she is.
but that could never be.
i'd like to believe in forever
but i can't.
i'd like to believe in happily ever after
but i don't.
i'd like to wish you uck
but it wouldn't matter.
because every girl in love
is bound to shatter.

forget everything
and all my tears.
forget everything
and how i dreamt of you.
love the girl
what she stands for
 

how she acts
who she is.
but that could never be.
i'd like to believe in forever
but i can't.
i'd like to believe in happily ever after
but i don't.
i'd like to wish you luck
but it wouldn't matter.
because every girl in love
is bound to shatter.
 

history repeatslike my heart beats
and i turn around
to findthat i've already fell down
skinned knees
slit wrists
i'm amiss.
with all of this.
since that remarkable kiss,
thought you saw me.
all you saw was easy.
love the girl
what she stands for
 

how she acts
who she is.
but that could never be.

i'd like to believe in forever
but i can't.
i'd like to believe in happily ever after
but i don't.
i'd like to wish you luck
but it wouldn't matter.
because every girl in love
is bound to shatter.

the skies turn black
turn your back
on everything
you said you wanted
whispered words
desprate
my enemy
if you could only see
what you wanted was me
 

past tense
i'm stuck here
waiting
but it doesn't matter anyway.
hate filled your words.
on a rainly friday.
love the girl
what she stands for
how she acts
who she is.
but that could never be.
i'd like to believe in forever
but i can't.
i'd like to believe in happily ever after
but i don't.
i'd like to wish you uck
but it wouldn't matter.
because every girl in love
is bound to shatter.

forget everything
and all my tears.
forget everything
and how i dreamt of you.
love the girl
what she stands for
 

how she acts
who she is.
but that could never be.
i'd like to believe in forever
but i can't.
i'd like to believe in happily ever after
but i don't.
i'd like to wish you luck
but it wouldn't matter.
because every girl in love
is bound to shatter.