Its all an experience..

29th August 2003 0129B

            Just came back from the ISU/ESN Welcome Party at this pub called Babylon.. it was fun.. met my buddy, Hannes who is a tall, blonde with light blue eyes.. abit plump.. but she speaks quite fluent English.. =) .. got to noe her fren oso.. cant rem her name liao.. but she is quite attractive.. slightly shorter than me.. quite good figure...blonde oso and her light blue eyes is incredible man... wahkao. really love her eyes with her long, curly eyelashes...  真 的 是 给 她 的 眼 睛 迷 倒 了..=P  .. too bad she's not my buddy, but i tink i tink she's quite close to Hannes and i will definitely be seeing her again..=)

            The party itself is quite un-happening lar.. the people juz stand there and chat.. fortunately, we got there quite early and we got our own table to sit around.. Stephen, Yimin, Yvonne, Lin Yi and Fan Wenqiang were there too but i spend most of the time with Hannes, a Nigerian who is Hannes's the other buddy, her fren with her two Iranian buddie, Reza and something... quite interesting to be chatting with them... and in fact i feel pretty comfortable with them though it was quite noisy and its abit difficult to hear them sometimes.. but den again, it was really fun..

            Anyway, Stephen, Yimin and Yvonne they all left at around 11pm... but i stayed on .. and went for supper with Hannes,her fren and another Norwegian gal (cant rem name oso) at a burger place.. and i bought a chicken burger for S$12.. haha.. tink thats the most expensive burger i have ever bought in my life.. oh yah, apparently, Hannes's fren is quite health conscious one.. she actually make a pact with me that this is the last time she's going to eat a burger and french fries.. keke..  and she prefer to drink plain water rather than soft drinks.. but she drink beer though.. anywae she gave me the soft drink that came with the meal she bought..  so i got a free drink.. =)

            Had to walk slowly up back to my apartment.. took me abt 45mins slow.. but i realise i kinda enjoy being alone at night.. tink this is the 1st time i am out in Norway when the sky is actually dark.. and it was quite quiet and serene on my way back..  the sky was quite clear and there were quite some stars..  and the weather was cold but not that cold.. so its really quite shiok walking up.. tink i am quite a loner..  i really enjoy my walk up juz now.. though i wished it was a bit too long a distance.. but anywae, it was surprisingly relaxing in a way i cant really describe.. the cool weather.. the serenity .. the stars in the sky.. it is juz veri nice..

            Maybe it's oso b/cos i am walking alone and can actually do watever i want.. hehe.. 哼了几首 歌 as i stroll along.. and start to   起想 abt the past one year.. how i spent some nites alone in some parts of the school.. listening to my MD.. tinking abt her.. smoking/ drinking in my room.. or even playing bball in the middle of the nite.. jogging..  i really dunno whether i am stupid or boliao or crazy in doing all those things i did.. but its really an experience.. like now, this SEP thingy is oso an experience for me.. all the people i met here, i may not be seeing them ever again in my life after i return to Singapore.. but its really something  different and really something u cant  buy with money.. i'm actually quite glad that i ended up in Trondheim.. cos this is really a very nice university with students from all parts of the world. .seriously, i tink if i went to Canada, US, Australia or even UK, i dun tink i will get a chance to meet  so many different people from all over the world..

            And tonight is oso the first time that i actually feel i wanna stay here longer.. maybe half a year here is abit too short to really foster any kind of friendship with the people i met here.. cos i feel its really cool to have frens from all over the world.. and i dun tink i have enuff time to get to make any really good frens lor.. and most probably, i will lose contact with them once i am back in Singapore.. sigh..

            I m not a really open and friendly kind of guy.. i am more inhibited and perhaps, a bit shy when it comes to making new frens.. basically, back at home, i wun bother to make any new frens unless i have to.. dun noe how to put it to words lar.. but i m juz not the type of super friendly kinda guy.. most people who dun noe me will juz tink of me as a "dao" guy.. even now, while i am here, i am still quite "shy" in a way lar.. but its not like i dun want to get to noe people lar.. but sometimes, i juz dunno how to strike an interesting conversation.. sounds pathetic hor?.. sigh.. thats me lar.. haii

            Abit tired liao.. dun really tink i am toking much sense now..juz putting down  watever that comes to my mind .. hopefully, i will one day understand wat i am tinking and why i am tinking this way.. though i tink this is perhaps a growing or even maybe changing process for me.. maybe  i am seeing things from a different prospective now.. *shrugs* .. i dunno.. and i dun care.