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well this is pretty much a follow up from my last post rele, i came back from adams after a gud day out n i got home n i felt kinda crappy, so i went into the kitchen n stephen was moaning at me for wanting some food :( so i sed look man forget it n he started screwwing at me for been rude so i turned n wlked out the front door n ran n my mom followed me n grabbed hold of me n wripped my shit fave shirt n so i punched her n she let go n then stephen grabbed me n was screwwing n i just started to scream n cry n they both grabbed hold of me n pulled me into the house n then stephen sat there screwwing at me n calling me a spoilt brat n an attention seeker n a loser etc n my mom just stood there n agreed with him n sed yes charlotte ur making a big deal out of nothing weve done nothig wrong now wats botehring u n i was like its nothing ffs n stephen wudnt believe me so i just in the end got up n walked upstairs n went into rorys room n he looked upset so i sed come here n he came over sat on my lap n started cryin which made me cry more n we spent ages cryin about how fucked up everything was for both of us, n if u odnt know rorys me lil bro n hes not liked much by the others n hes always getting left out n me n him get on rele well so but anyways after we stopped cryin we started tlkin about wat was up with eachother n it was like his mom was lying to him n mine was hating me n his dad was leaving him out n mine was been ok but hes never rele botherd n it sucked cos we both realised just how upset eachother was then rory went and had a bath n i had a beer to try n calm myself down n then we both went into our bedrooms n i came on the computer n tlked to chloe n a few other ppl but yeh thats about it rele...nothing new :(